“My sister’s boyfriend, Fox, on his last day of high school. The sun was setting, and he and his friends were all playing around. I caught him in a moment of reflection.” By Petra Collins
I saw this photo, I read the description, and I started bawling so hard. I hate my life right now so much. I wish I could stay a child, I wish I could be a better teenager, I wish Id see myself being happy as an adult, but I’m not. I just messed up so bad. I dont want to be the way I am right now anymore. I dont understand why I was born where I was born and raised the way I raised and lived the way I lived. I wish I could stay 16 forever. Ill soon be 18 and though I feel 18 and even 25 I dont want to be. I want to be in a movie or in a fairytale, and it’s wrong to want that cause itll never happen. but that’s what I want. it’s not fair that I can’t have what I feel like I’m meant to have. but it’s also stupid that I hope for such things. I just came into life thinking it will be something else. and I feel like it’s too late to fix the way I look at life now, I really really do. I just wish things would have been different, and I would have make it work. I promise. I would do whatever it takes if I wouldve given the chance.
