Messed Up Kata

Join me as I reveal my most awkward moments and weirdest thoughts with the other weirdos on the Internet. And maybe sometimes I'll give you some nice things to look at. Like cats or books.

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Look how nicely all my elderly sims are sleeping. Not knowing that soon they'll all die and be part of my craveyard that I'm currently creating

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Relationships are like a fucking plague. You want to run away from them screaming from the top of your lungs but at the same time you want to stay because you're curious to see what will happen even if it will eventually destroy you.

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My cat cleaned himself and as soon as he stopped I gave him some kisses. He gave me the most annoyed look before he started to clean himself again.

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When I was younger I used to wish every night that Captain Hook would come to kidnap me.

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Is reality-depression a thing? Because when ever I stop writing or reading - especially when I finish reading a book - I feel anxious and sad. Sometimes even angry. And it can last for days. And what do you do to make it stop?

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The other day we were studying together with my little sister. It was completely silent in the room when suddenly she lifts her head up swearing "GODDAMN! If this part that my teacher SAID we HAVE TO learn for the test is not in the actual test I will fcking kill him - blood will splatter that day! " then she looked at me and repeated "Yeah, BLOOD WILL SPLATTER."

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You know when you seem completely calm but inside your head it's a complete chaos. Like small headless minions running around, screaming while everything is on fire. And there's a sign on the wall of your brain flashing bright red light and mechanic voice repeating "ERROR, ERROR, ERROR..."

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You know how some people sleep walk and others talk when they sleep. Well I sometimes go into this weird half asleep and half awake kind of state where I might not understand immediately that I'm awake but later I'll remember everything I've done and said. Like one time I dreamed about spiders, I sat bolt up right in my bed, looked frantically around and mumbled "Too many spiderwebs. Way.. too.. many.." before going back to sleep. I was fully aware what I had done the next morning. Sooooo.. Last night I woke up from this dream where I had had people underneath my mattress. I crawled on my knees, patted my mattress and whispered "oh.. this is so embarrassing.. Oh I'm so sorry.." and then I sat there god knows how long waiting for them to leave..

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I just found some sample hand cream from my nightstand and while I was applying it my first thought was "smells like.. like teachers.."

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Back on Tumblr...

... and I kinda, KINDA, regret this already.