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“In this twisted plot I was destined for, I’m an astronaut on the ocean floor” Pfp by @logangsanders Deep in the Bloodymary trenches rn 16+ preferred

[mezbezls]

🪐 Introduction 🪐

Hi, I’m Mez/Merry! I’m 17 years old and I use they/xe pronouns. I am agender, aroace spec, neurodivergent and British.

By day I am a film student, and by night I’m a dumb artist and animator (however I’m pretty much nocturnal atp so I’m more of the latter). I’m also a furry, and was raised pagan.

More info under the cut

I mostly post things related to my interests, such as:

• Owl City/Adam Young • Project Hail Mary • Iron Lung • Subnautica • How To Train Your Dragon • Kitten Burst • Animal Jam Classic • Wolfblood • STARSET • my OCs… • Wolf Brother / Chronicles of Ancient Darkness • His Dark Materials • Zelda BOTW/TOTK Interests in bold are currently driving me insane

Blog content warnings:

I reblog a lot of art that may feature body horror, gore, blood, or be suggestive in nature.

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My works: Cauterized and Atrophied My art: Art gallery (works best on desktop) My tags: #mez's posts - any bullshit I type myself/anything not a repost #mez's art - my art (I mostly post fanart here) #mez is a film student - posts about college/short films #cauterized and atrophied - my bloodymary fic #peak art - other people's art I have reposted that I adore #my ocs - my ocs..... #early birdie - OC story based loosely on HTTYD #black hole eyes - Early Birdie AU/rewrite, will likely replace it

Where else you can find me: • YouTube • ToyHouse • ArtFight • Instagram • AO3 • Neocities

Consider supporting me on Ko-Fi if you wanna fund my hyperfixation impulse purchases

[mezbezls]

This chapter will be the end of me because I want to get through all of the context to Simon waking up so we can continue where we left off in chapter 4 but there is A LOT of context and Graces reaction is hard to write correctly.

Also I’m still trying to figure out what level of fucked up Simon’s appearance is at

[gracerockyyes]

Just 2 lil angry meow meows

[mezbezls]

After using instagram daily for a week, I have decided to commit to tumblr again. Far superior platform. I can be a freak here without worry.

[mezbezls]

I may be at summer camp but the fic writing will not cease. In fact, it will accelerate. Limited screen time makes me prioritise and my priorities are yaoi

[andro-meda1]

How it feels to enjoy every Ryland Grace ship and still be a aroace grace truther

[kaomojiloser]

grace in a skirt :) thank you ilyukhina for your contribution 🙏🙏

[feriowind]

more grace fashion

[idgabuck]

Little streamer Simon cuteness/ a little angst because I’ve been so busy with HSH that I miss talking about them.

(Side note: when Grace works as a teacher his students don’t know he’s genderfluid as he wears typically masculine clothing)

A newly out trans girl comes into Grace’s class wearing a skirt and is really excited and Grace compliments her and Grace ends up hearing some older kids pointing and giggling and he watches as the trans girl sinks in on herself and mumbles something sadly to herself. Grace obviously goes to tell of the kids who did that.

The next day to help the trans girl feel welcomed in their classroom, Grace comes to school wearing a skirt and some earrings and a little bit of makeup, not their usual amount they wear at home. Simon is proud of his partner for feeling brave enough to do that especially for a kid.

[swampmushy]

hngh genderfluid grace

save me genderfluid headcanons save me

[lukeishope]

You know, you can’t really be brave without being scared at first. It’s just a matter of finding someone to be brave for.

[mezbezls]

we are resolving trauma over here in mez world

[caelusiskool]

Im not that bothered to tag this rn

What the multifandom

[rylandgracie]

i love how grace’s last video log can lowkey be seen as a small “fuck you”

obviously he can’t send anymore videos back to earth. but he chooses to stop recording altogether which could be a release for him. but it’s like… no one else gets to have this but me. this ship belongs to me, this relationship belongs to me, my fate belongs to me, this life belongs to me.

no cameras get to see it anymore. they’ll never know if he ever found rocky. if he’s alive. if he’s out there somewhere.

that knowledge will die with him, and no one will ever know. i am the master of my fate i am the captain of my soul.

[thefallenangel2008]

Simon with sharp teeth from his mutations... Grace putting his thumb inside Simon's mouth and examining his teeth.... And sitting on his lap... Grace not realizing the intimacy of the moment while Simon is blushing like crazy bc Grace's thumb is in his mouth... That's all...

[help-i-need-a-cool-username]

Grace standing between his legs when he starts looking... Grace distracting Simon when he puts his thumb in his mouth... Grace not being able to see well at that angle so he just sits down and doesnt even realize he's on Simon's lap... Simon's hand itching to hold on to Grace

[sharkfiinn]

craving poison

[mezbezls]

I’m starting to lose track of all the fanfics I’ve read and all the ones I’m saving for later. I need a better organisation system 💔

[alphashley14]

Bloodymary has me in a CHOKEHOLD RN ISTG!

Original image edit by @aexphr, link to where it was originally posted here.