Life is so insignificant that, does it really matter what we do now? I mean, we are born, to work for most of our lives then die either unfulfilled, in debt, regretting things we should have done in the past. I lose myself in thoughts of things I've done wrong to people, or the things I've said. Sometimes the things that I've yet to do, want to do it, but can't get the courage to do them. Then think about the people that I've met, hear their story and wonder, how?
I wonder how did they just do. Did they feel the crippling anxiety I feel on a daily when I think about things that I should be doing for my future and not doing them? Every time I think that I then realize, how stupid I sound, how insignificant this problem is. How really and truly of a fixed mindset I have. Why is failure so hard? The most successful people have their fair share of it yet something about it makes me believe it didn't exist for them. This doesn't make any sense but I know that I'm not alone on this. Billions of people, billions of personalities and billions of mindsets. It doesn't make this a rare thing but, It makes it an interesting mental health topic to work on.
Why fixed? Why rigged? Why does it feel so overwhelming at times?
Why perfect? Why shame? Why does it feel so hard to change, when in fact you want to?
Like anything, its something to work on in this meaningless world. Give this subjective life some meaning.
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