borderline bitch

Mia •ᴥ• BPD PTSD Dysthymia •ᴥ• 19 Don't follow me unless you also are mentally ill, or a close friend, and do not reblog specifically BPD posts if you don't have BPD. Thanks 🖤

[na-kim]

I’m trying. Pencil on paper. Na Kim, 2015

[opheliabpd]

I hope all my fellow BPD sufferers out there have an amazing holiday season and a wonderful new year. Let’s all make 2018 the year of recovery, strength, support, and love.

[bpdshan]

i can go from being extremely anxious and worked up to suddenly becoming increasingly bitter and apathetic towards everyone in a matter of seconds depending on the tiniest action that i over-analysed to be a personal attack.

[angel-vein-blog]

my only emotions are overwhelming, obsessive love, uncontrollable rage, unbearable pain or complete emptiness

[turing-tested]

self care is putting yourself to bed on a regular schedule because it’s the base treatment for mood disorders

there’s no twist or anything it’s just really really good for u to sleep at consistent times

[somebogwitch]

Very important that not all “self-care” is cute, easy to do (I was doing this anyway) ~aesthetic~ stuff.

Some of it is not fun or things you wanted to do but things you have to do in order to care for yourself.

[dog-teeth]

dog teeth #64 it b(pd) like that sometimes

[goodgiirlgonegr8-deactivated201]

If i talk to you about my past, it’s for you to understand why i am who i am, not to judge or feel sorry for me.

[deceptipup]

bad news everyone

i exist

[miawatch]

someone: you talk about your bpd way too much

me: it’s almost as if it’s a personality disorder, that defines everything that i am

[strawberryspoons]

Interviewer: where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Me: I used escapist fantasies as a coping mechanism to get through years of trauma and therefore never learned how to plan for a real life future

[bpdgay-deactivated20180224]

Tfw youre desperately trying to keep a relationship with someone you genuinely care for but they seem to dislike you or not want to talk so you start dissociating hahaha

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I am too tired and too tiring.

Marcel Proust, from a letter to Jean Gustave Tronche c. June 1919 (via violentwavesofemotion)

[bpd-protector]

Not Fun Symptoms of BPD

- I can’t feel anything looks like it’s time to do something self destructive

- I feel physically ill because of my emotions

- Is it possible to feel every emotion at once because WOW

- no no no please don’t split please don’t

- everything going well in your life? Time to Fuck Things Up

- I feel nothing I feel everything I feel nothing I feel

[minuty]

Sometimes you put up walls – not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

Socrates (via loveage-moondream)

[vilebrat777]

cute bpd things

crying then feeling numb and totally fine minutes later 

knowing you are overreacting and being able to stop it but not wanting to 

having so many feelings but not being able to put them into words 

feeling everything 100 times more intensely than everyone else  

“am I even real? is this life even mine?” 

[moody-co]

[thebagofholding-deactivated2016]

“man i am so tired” stays up for 3 more hours doing absolutely nothing