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#001 Behind The Muse.

among countless faces and stories, Zhang Jingyi was the one who remained in my mind long after the first impression faded. i first saw her on screen while watching the drama Legend of Zang Hai... she starred alongside Xiao Zhan. at first, she was simply another actress i had come across through a drama i was interested in. i had fallen in love with the way she carried herself, both on and off the screen.

there was something undeniably enchanting about her. it was never loud or attention-seeking, yet it possessed a quiet magnetism that naturally drew people closer. what captured my attention was not merely her beauty, but the effortless elegance and authenticity she seemed to embody. even in the simplest moments, she leaves an impression that lingers.

as i grew more familiar with her, i became increasingly drawn to the beautiful contrasts she carries. she appears gentle, poised, refined. even in moments of silence, she conveys a depth that invites curiosity and admiration, making her presence feel both memorable and timeless.

that is why choosing Zhang Jingyi as my muse felt natural. she represents an atmosphere i have always been drawn to, one defined by elegance, sincerity, and quiet strength. through her, i discovered a muse whose essence resonates deeply with me, making her more than just a favorite actress. she became the face through which i can express the stories, sentiments, and aesthetic i wish to share, and that is what makes her so special to me. 🩶

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Synapses &&. Signals

honestly, i never expected to get verified here in the first place. but somehow, @TheSynchronism became one of the places that quietly stayed with me through so many moments. and for that, thank you so much for everything you’ve given us and maybe… everything you still will give in the future too.

being a part of this journey with the other signals and the synapses slowly became something precious to me. even when life started getting busier lately, i still found comfort every time i came back here. especially during events, where everyone felt closer somehow. it’s still sad thinking about the last event i couldn’t attend, because moments like that always made me realize how warm this family really is.

to mamah: thank you for always being the safest place for the signals. you always know how to comfort people, guide them, and make everyone feel protected. your warmth is so natural that being around you feels secure, like no matter how messy life gets, there will always be someone understanding us quietly.

sadie has always been the cutest paradox ever. sometimes mature beyond words, sometimes unbelievably adorable and playful at the same time. but that’s exactly what makes you lovable and unforgettable.

bang jaki is truly the definition of “older brother coded.” sometimes teasing everyone like we’re little siblings, sometimes suddenly caring in the softest ways possible, and sometimes just being hilariously random out of nowhere. but those little things are exactly what make the space feel alive.

and yanto… honestly, do we even need to explain? the funniest person ever, always making everyone laugh effortlessly, chaotic in the best way possible, but somehow still ridiculously handsome while doing it.

to all synapses and signals, thank you for making this place feel more than just a community. thank you for every laugh, every conversation, every event, every little memory we created together.

maybe by 2040 we’ll all already be chasing different dreams in different places — becoming successful, growing older, building the lives we once wished for. but i hope even then, we’ll still remember each other fondly. i hope we can still greet one another somewhere, somehow, without forgetting the people who once walked beside us during this chapter of life.

and when 2040 finally comes, i hope we can proudly say: “we made it.” 🤍

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Desperate Housewives Post Dividers Part 1

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Wincent Weiss, Kein Lied

Und ich sing' ein Lied für dich

Warum sing' ich ein Lied für dich?

Du singst doch auch keins für mich

Kein Lied für mich

the third song, on the third week (last but not least).

listening to by feels like sitting alone at night with thoughts i usually hide from everyone. the song sounds soft and quiet, but there's this deep ache underneath it that makes me emotional every time. i like it because it doesn't try too hard to be dramatic. it just feels honest, like someone admitting they still carry memories they can't fully let go of.

when i listen to it, i feel comforted and melancholic at the same time. it reminds me of moments where everything is calm outside, yet my mind is full of old feelings, people, and things left unsaid. there's something beautiful about how vulnerable the song feels, and maybe that's why i connect to it so much.

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somewhere between

ordinary days and

beautiful memories.

a day in my life....

some days still feel like i’m living inside the younger version of myself. the girl who used to imagine cameras, scripts, and long filming days while sitting in a high school classroom, doodling little dreams in the corner of her notebook.

today started slowly. waking up with sleepy eyes, soft sunlight through the curtains, and the comfort of a quiet morning before everything became busy again. a little coffee, a little music, then heading to the salon while the city was still waking up beside me.

hair done, makeup brushed softly onto my skin, the familiar feeling of becoming someone else for the camera while still trying to stay myself underneath it all. In between touch-ups, I spent time reading the script for 《A Love Confession》, tracing every line carefully and trying to understand every emotion hidden between the pages.

then filming began. long hours on set, lights everywhere, cameras moving endlessly, and laughter shared. sometimes it feels unreal standing here now, doing the very thing my younger self once dreamed about so quietly.

a little glimpse of my day, from morning thoughts to late-night filming memories. ♡

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Can U?

wearing my lipstick, cherry red and loud

smile through the breakdowns, pretty for crowd

lately, i feel like i've been living inside by this song. like putting on my "cherry red lipstick" version of myself every day, trying to look fine, trying to act like everything is under control, even when it's really not. i laugh, i talk, i show up... but inside, it's messy, unfinished and still hurting in ways i don't fully understand.

there's this strange comfort in not wanting to be fixed. i don't want someone to come in and clean everything up or tell me how to be okay. it's more like… i just want to feel it fully, even if it burns a little. even if i ruin some things along the way. because at least then it's honest. at least then it’s real.

some days i feel like i'm spinning out, like i might crash at any moment, but a part of me doesn't even want to stop it. i just want someone to stay, to not reach for the wheel, to not try to control me, but to understand me. to see me exactly like this, unpolished and a little broken, and still choose to stay.

i think that's what's been sitting with me the most lately. the question of whether someone could love me like this. not the version that looks okay, but the one that feels alone even in a crowded room. the one that carries loud memories and quiet breakdowns.

and maybe that's why this song feels so close to me right now. it sounds like everything i haven't been able to say out loud.

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泡沫雪

雪より恋しい君がいる冬 月より美しい君との瞬間(とき)が 迸る花火が空を舞う頃には 君はもういないのに

a glimpse of a song I heard yesterday, today and perhaps tomorrow.

i played awayuki again today.

lately… it feels like my days have been sounding just like this song. soft, a little distant, like everything is happening quietly around me, but none of it really stays.

there’s something about it that feels like watching snow fall for the first time, only to realize it’s already melting before it even reaches your hands. beautiful, but it never stays long enough to be held. i think that’s what you were like. and maybe… what these days have been like too.

*just a minutes, i need to sobs*

not loud, not overwhelming. it's just soft, almost unreal, like nothing is fully mine to keep. the song keeps repeating this feeling of wanting to say something, but it is too late. and i wonder if that’s what love sometimes is…not losing someone, but missing the moment to keep them.

it’s strange how memories can feel warmer than reality ever was. i don’t even remember everything clearly anymore. just fragments: a voice, a glance, a feeling that used to feel like home.

if you were here, i think i wouldn’t say much. maybe just sit next to you and let the silence speak for everything i never got to say.

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The twenty beauties of Gilmoriends.

It's about time we give a spotlight to the lovely souls that make up the Gilmoriends. Each of these twenty beauties brings their own sparkle in unity. creating the atmosphere that feels like home. They’re not just pretty faces; they’re funny, easy to tease (in a friendly way, I swear), and... just genuinely funny, really. Let’s dive in and get to know the incredible members who make Gilmoriends what it is!

Let’s start with the three that bring Gilmoriends to life, which none other than Jacqueline, the free spirit who tells it like it is, she is the kind of girl who’ll tell you if your outfit isn’t working (if you need a dose of honesty, she’s your go-to gal!). She’s got a knack for mockery that somehow always manages to make you laugh, never offend you. Second, is Rosemarie, the wise-advice giver with a wicked sense of humor! You can count on her to drop some serious wisdom when you need it—right after she serves you a perfectly timed sarcastic jokes casually like bombshells. Lastly, we have Phoebe, the ultimate cinephile who always armed with film references, also one who competing neck-and-neck with Rosemarie’s sarcasm (it’s a common scene to catch these two picking a fight).

And… drumroll, everyone… here come the new faces that bring Gilmoriends together! Starting with Teyis, the one who keeps us all complaining about how dark her profile is, but honestly, it suits her the most! She’s basically the human equivalent of a cozy night Next up is Bibie, our resident sweetheart and the only westerner in the crew! She’s the one who’s always down for whatever, whether it’s a movie night or a Spotify session. If there’s an activity going on, you can bet she’s right in the middle of it. Then we have Clayie, our meme royalty! Her fingers quicker than a lightning when it comes to editing the funniest video and photo memes to roast the rest of us (don’t worry, she’s our punching bag too, so it’s all in good fun!) also, you’ll never run out of things to discuss with her. And here’s MJ—nope, not Mary Jane or even Zendaya—but her very own MJ! One of our cinephiles making her the perfect movie buddy (also the post-discussion, too). Odes is here to bring the cuteness overload! She’s the friendliest of the bunch, always radiating good vibes that make everyone feel welcome, but still could keep-up with the humor (what a talent!). Then we’ve got Sassy, who we bonded with over playful fights, also an MJ’s (Michael Jackson, not Gilmoriends’ MJ) enthusiast and will not stop talking about him (we secretly love hearing her yap on about it). Meet Qidney, one who sweet and caring but also has a surprising sense of humor that sneaks up on you with random jokes, dropping punchlines like bombshells. Then we have Ophel, the girl who seems like she could be friends with just about everyone, really. Give off the approachable vibe, making it easy to share some jokey moments with her. Aveline, the night owl, is usually awake when the rest of us are snoozing, but also an amazing listener and a wise advisor when you need one! Let’s not forget Tejef, one of the most talkative, ready to chat about anything (not even exaggerating). You could bring up the most uncommon topic, and she’ll be there, ears wide open, ready to engage in a lively discussion. And then there’s Nyxié, our ghost-reader! To summon her from her reading cave, just mention anything related with soccer, and voilà—she’ll appear to join the conversation! Say hi to Acacia, our fun-loving and easygoing spirit! She brings the good vibes and wherever she goes. Also, she looks like she’s got a top-secret list of the finest men on the planet, and she’s not afraid to let it show! And next is Theela! also a football enthusiast and the life of the party! We need to see more of her hilarious side; 'cause we know she’s got the kind of humor that could has us cackling. Asleey, the one bubble that pops and dips forever! But when she does surface, you can expect her to say the sweetest things that make it all worth the wait. Next is Zè, our morning sunshine who radiates friendly vibes that make you feel like you’ve known her forever— definitely someone you want in your corner! And well, Kaluna is the sweetest and calmest of us all. She gives off major little sister energy that just make you want to treat her extra sweetly! Finally, we’ve got Celie, the sweet girl next door. You might not see her around often, but when you do, you know she’s got that kind, gentle spirit that makes her the perfect addition to Gilmoriends!

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아무도 없는 숲속에서, August 23

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Go Minsi strikes a stylish pose at the MLB Korea photoshoot, blending fashion and baseball with effortless flair.