MRT (Michi Road Trip)

My tumblr. My world. My post. My rant. My life travel. My own trip. (PS. not a travel blog but if in God's grace, maybe someday it will be!)

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..my soul is so much bothered tonight..

..nakaidlip na ako nito ah..

..calm my heart and mind, Lord..

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..yes, Lord..

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promise

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CloudXTifa forever fan here! 😉😍😘

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Never limit your prayers because you think you’re sinful or undeserving. You’re not praying because of who you are - you’re praying because of who He is.

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Understanding a Shame Based Identity

Shame is the deeply held belief that, at core, there is something wrong with me. So, no matter what I do, or how hard I try, I’ll never measure up and be good enough. Thus, I expect other people to reject me in the end, and deep down inside I reject myself.

If I have a shame based identity, I am likely to battle with the following feelings: - Feeling like a fraud

- Feeling like I have to cover up all the time

- Fear of being exposed for who and what I truly am

- Feeling powerless

- Feeling as if I don’t have, or deserve, a voice

- Wishing I could just disappear

- Feeling vulnerable

- Feeling very needy – and perhaps too needy, compared to other people

- Feeling like I always disappoint myself and others.

The “shame bound” person is constantly struggling against these persistent and negative feelings. They are triggered easily, and by innocuous triggers, such as being overlooked or contradicted by a friend. This can then result in a powerful “shame attack” that is so intense that we’re completely paralysed, and overwhelmed, by a sense of worthlessness. These feelings can persist for days, for weeks or even months.

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Stop this, michi; please --- I'm begging you. You are worthy and will always be worthy of every good things in this world even how much you fail and how hard you fall.. Do not give up on yourself. Keep holding on. Keep breathing. Keep moving forward. Keep believing. Keep hoping. Keep the faith.

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“My heart swings back and forth between the need for routine and the urge to run.”

— Unknown

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..i'm always in the middle of everything..

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“I am who I am. Your approval is not needed.”

— Unknown

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You don't need their approval. Stop pleasing them --- all of them. You are good as you are. You are worthy as you are. You are loved as you are. Don't force something. Don't be someone you are not just to conform with them. Be you. Don't be too hard to yourself. Be kind to yourself.

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“She was unstoppable - not because she did not have failures and doubts - but because she continued on in spite of them.”

— Unknown

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#LabanLangNangLaban

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Let the spirit lead you, michi; don’t trust the pain, the wounds, the blisters, the fear...

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“It all begins with you. If you do not care for yourself, you will not be strong enough to take care of anything in life.”

— Leon Brown

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Read this, Michi, and keep it in your mind and heart.

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Feb. 5 realization about God's love for us. 😍😘

Those were Feb. 3 readings but I had read it on Feb. 5! o(≧∇≦o)

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10 Tips for Developing More Confidence

1. Stop comparing yourself with others

2. Believe other people when they pay you compliments

3. Stop - and praise yourself - when you reach a personal goal

4. Relax, be patient, and accept that things take time

5. Look for the good in every situation

6. Focus on “what’s working”, and not on what is wrong

7. Laugh about your slip ups, and the stupid things you say

8. Do what you love, and what makes you feel alive

9. Hang out with people who can see the best in you

10. Accept and enjoy that great person – who is YOU.

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BASAHIN MONG MABUTI, MICHI!!!

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“When it comes to being gentle, start with yourself. Don’t get upset with your imperfections. Being disappointed by failure is understandable, but it shouldn’t turn into bitterness or spite directed at yourself. It’s a great mistake because it leads nowhere to get angry because you are angry, upset at being upset, disappointed because you are disappointed.”

— St. Frances de Sales

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Something you should remember, Michi, on loving yourself. Masokista ka masyado eh; kapag meron kang negative heightened emotions, halos kamuhian mo din sarili mo. Embrace your weaknesses and be patient with yourself too. You are doing good to others; sana lalong-lalo sa sarili mo.

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When someone cannot love you back...

It hurts. You know everything will boil down to this.

Calm your heart & mind, Michi.

Let go.

Let God.

He have heard you for so many times now.

Surrender.

Do not let sadness take more everything from you.

Just trust the One who can control everything.

Know you’re worth and do not let this pain change your worth.

Who knows what the future holds for you and him?

Just — please, stop doing it on your way.

Let God be God.

Have God do it in His way.

Let His peace reigns in your heart.

Be at peace.

Stop worrying.

Stop overthinking.

Do not fear.

Just trust & believe in Him.

Please, Michi, trust Him;

trust His name;

trust His power;

trust His goodness;

trust His love for you.

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#eaglepower

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Please, Michi, stop comparing.

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Even when it hurts...

It hurts & it will always hurt.

Ngitian mo na lang daw ang rejection. 😊

Hold my heart, Lord. It really hurts.

Wala namang masamang umiyak.

Dati, naiinis ako kapag may iniiyakan akong tao pero may nagsabi sa akin na okay lang ang umiyak na hindi kahinaan ang umiyak at ang masaktan dahil ang pag-iyak pa nga ang nagsasabi na nagmamahal ka kasi.

Love hurts and it is not actually love if it does not hurt.

As much as my anxiety and my insecurities want to consume me tonight because of this hurt, I will still choose to love. 😊

Rejection and pain will not hinder me from loving. 😊

And I will keep on smiling. 😊

And I will keep on praising Him...

He who heals the brokenness of my heart;

He who hears the every beat of my heart;

He who wipe the every tears of my heart.

And I will keep on trusting on His promises.

And I will keep on praying on His presence.

And I will keep on believing on His goodness.

And I will keep on loving Him.

And I will keep on loving him.

Again, rejection and pain will not hinder me from choosing to love. 😊

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...where my trust is without border.