confess to me

[midnight-confession]

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This blog exists as a space to share anything you need to get off your chest, it's open to anyone, and asks will not close.

The Mod: they/them, can be referred to as Midnight or Mod, 25yo.

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All confessions are to be sent on anon

No sharing anyone's personal information or identifying information (names, locations, etc.)

Add uncensored TWs to the top of your ask

I will add relevant tags (including tw tags). all confessions will be tagged as #confession and numbered (#1 #2 #3 and so on)

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[midnight-confession]

Suddenly there's been spike of attention of guys towards me. 2 of em been staring at me since 4 years now, not even talking. I like one of em too. But he has red flagsssss fuck idk they just hoot the other when I pass by or some bullshitting but PLEASE TALK TO ME IF YOU REALLY LIKE ME WTF WHY ARE YOU SO COWARF OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG&GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

#114

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I just got in a relationship with my friend and after hearing about their ex/seeing they forgive their ex (that I personally don't like due to how horribly they treated my partner before) I feel like they only like me because of how similar I am to their ex and it makes my stomach drop.

Almost every interest I've brought up they apparently also like, how they talk and more. It makes me wonder if my partner likes me for me or if I'm just a "better" version of their ex

I'm so lucky and happy I get to love and appreciate them since it's my partner that I love and adore so much!! But when I think on this and look at the parallels it makes me worried and unsure

I wanna tell them how I feel so bad but I don't want to anger my partner either ☹️

#113

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This is a very long rant/vent but it's the only place I have to vent anonymously. So thank you for even letting me submit this.

I regret my marriage to my husband. He doesn't initiate sex and i found his grindr and I've found too many inconsistencies with his location sharing and what him and his best friend say and recently saw them spending an afternoon at a hotel together via location sharing. I think my husband is leaning more towards men than he wants to admit as he has stated before that he is bi which is fine but doing things with others isn't ok to please his desires considering we are in a closed relationship and I'm not open to ever sharing. This hurts that he will not talk to me despite 14 years together. I have no one to talk to about this and I've tried to get my husband to open up about things but he won't just said grindr was a moment of weak curiosity then removed from his phone but didn't delete his account as I have checked for myself on that part as my husband has been known to go back on his word for drinking so i knew better than to trust him to go back and delete it himself. We have been having issues since October and he apologies plays nice for a few weeks then reverts to his old ways. Its all becoming too much but I'm in no position to leave. Im stuck and hurt and i want things resolved between us i just want a loving husband and a happy marriage.

Sorry for rambling and if you read this far thank you.

#112

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i still think about my ex every day. i’m dating someone new and he is too. i have sex imagining him. i kiss my boyfriend and imagine him. i wake up and go to bed thinking about him.

#111

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I feel like my relationship is going to come to an end. I dont think it'll be a good clean easy end either.

#110

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Is it that i no longer know i feel for you? Or is this just.. something else?

I dont know. Im tired. I dont know what i want anymore.

#109

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to the touch starved anon, i really hope you find someone who will give you the affection that you need and deserve!! i know it probably doesnt mean a lot, but for whatever it worth, i'm sending good thoughts your way and i genuinely hope you find love and true, deep happiness 🫶

#108

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i get so many crushes I feel so weird . i shouldn't have a new crush every month ? but this one he is so cute i just wish he liked me

#108

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I am still here! Just haven't had many asks.

There's two in the inbox rn ill queue soon, feel free to confess if you need

[midnight-confession]

hi! i just wanted to say i know you get a lot of asks with some really heavy and depressing stuff (including me in the past, no judgement to other anons), and idk i wanted to tell you that i'm grateful to you for providing people with such a safe space to vent and share stuff that they otherwise might not get to, and thank you so much for doing that! i hope you are doing really really well and i wish you all the best in life 💙

Thank you for your kind message ❤️

I'm happy to do this and have a lovely supoort network around me for it

I wanted to make sure people had a space like this. Somewhere safe for people to just let emotions out as needed.

[midnight-confession]

I’m genuinely so touchstarved my skin crawls with want just to be hugged by someone, I’m a people pleaser in my day-to-day yet I can’t ever please anyone enough to want to be physically close to me.

Every night I hug my pillow and just wish it was someone holding me, I’m embarrassed at what I’d do just to get a snuggle from someone.

I mean I haven’t even been cuddled in about ten or so years? Not since I was a small child.

It’s ruining my life, I can’t function as well as I feel like I could if I just had some platonic skin to skin.

#107

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I think I have a crush on my teacher…

He’s really sweet to me and I think we have a good understanding of each other. We have funny banter and tease each other. We text sometimes too about like work related things but it’s always fun and light hearted. I told him about some personal things that happened recently and he was super kind and serious about it which was just idek. We worked on a project for my school and I was also working with another student and me and my teacher were like teasing each other and then he says “(student name) is watching mom and dad fight” as a joke obviously but still I was a little shocked… anyways he came to see the finished project and afterwards he told me how proud he was of me and how he liked seeing me so happy and seeing me smile. He also suggested we take a course together sooooo I don’t know I just needed to get that off my chest.

#106

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sorry if this sounds whiney but i just gotta vent yk

so tw: body shaming, incest accusations, rape mention, slut shaming, homophobia, mommy issues

ever since i was 10 (that's the earliest i can remember of this happening) my mom has been repeatedly calling me a whore, a jailbaiter, calling me 'worringly fat' (i'm only slightly overweight because my muscle mass is dense due to genetics), calling me the f-slur, saying i'm queerbaiting, and also accusing me of trying to/actively sleeping with my dad, my brothers, my uncles, and my older male cousins.

i try not to blame her too much and to let it go because she has been abused in her past, but it makes me feel like i can't form any meaningful relationship or bond with the (familial or not) male figures in my life otherwise i'm 'trying to sleep with them'. For years I've had nightmares of being sexually assaulted and abused by close family members while my mother (in my dreams) would brush it off, not believe me, or make it seem like i wanted it.

i don't think she would do this if it actually ever did happen to me, but everything in my head is so fucked up that i don't know anymore. I'm sixteen now and struggling with anorexia, and have been for the past year or so. I've tried to tell both my parents on multiple occasions about the fact that I'm not well (when i have a clear enough head to ask for help), as well as bringing up my mental health issues, but every time they have brushed it off, saying that 'not eating for a day isn't anorexia', 'you know you can literally just eat', and 'i see how much you actually eat, the only thing you have is elbow disease'. (meaning that my elbow is always moving because i keep shoveling food into my mouth). Bear in mind i have shown both of them my calorie ledger in an attempt to try to get them to believe me.

at the milder end, both my parents and my brothers have told me that i'm lying about being queer and that i'm trying to be a lesbian because i think it's cool. (funny thing about that--i'm not lesbian, nor have i ever claimed to be. I am bisexual, which multiple family members have stated 'does not exist'.)

Anyway, it is what it is, right? I guess i'm just fed up a little.

#105

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i cheated on my boyfriend. I don't even know why I did it. I cant tell him because hes my way out of my toxic home life and I do love him. I know I'm horrible for this. I don't know what to do

#104

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Inbox is clear. Feel free to send anything you wish to confess. ❤️

[midnight-confession]

Are you a man or woman btw

I simply am. I just exist :)

What I am isn't relevant in my opinion.