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she/they. 25. yapping and reblogging my interests (primarily dnp rn)

[midnight-snacky]

Life is big bipolar energy rn

[midnight-snacky]

If anything is going to save me it’s going to be gay whimsy

[midnight-snacky]

dream car?

This is based entirely on aesthetics, but I loveeee old Subaru foresters and I want it in my favorite color

Like I want to drive away into the mountains in this car and never come back. I’d be reclining in the seat and reading a book, going on adventures, and enjoying the most perfect peace and solitude.

[midnight-snacky]

Who wants to join me for a dance party. My room, pajamas, midnight, lost in the music.

[marlodramatic]

i wanted to delete this but whatever.

this is what the livestream looked like to me

[chubby-cry-baby]

i genuinely don’t think shane and ilya will have kids in the traditional sense i think they 1. foster kids 2. semi adopt every irina foundation kid 3. house rookies.

they both like hockey so much i think shane becomes a commentator and ilya gets an offer to coach and they decide after a few years of retirement to take those offers.

also they have to write A LOT of reference letters for when irina foundation kids go off to university (“shane why can’t they write it and i just sign it” “that’s dishonest and lacks integrity - the irina foundation has an image to uphold” “you’re such a nerd… take your shirt off”)

[midnight-snacky]

Stuff I’m thinking about right now.

- Whenever to think about how supernaturally tired I feel I can’t stop thinking about asleep by banana yoshimoto which is one of my favorite ever short stories and I want to live in it.

- I love dick by chris kraus is the ultimate work of blending reality and fiction, finding authenticity within performance, and captures the delusion of obsession so viscerally. It inspired the thing I wrote more recently

[gengario]

staying up really late is comforting. the world stops expecting things from you. it’s just quiet for a while.

[isisisak]

ilya loves anya so so much! but he also really likes sleeping in. and ilya loves shane soo so much!! but shane doesnt really like sleeping in. all this to say: ilya is so so happy that he is living with shane now for at least one million reasons- and not having to be the one that does The Morning Walk™ is pretty high on the unofficial list

[midnight-snacky]

Been neglecting my plants recently. I hope they forgive me 🥹

[midnight-snacky]

I love steeping the same tea bag like four times and the flavors get gradually more mellow and even more cozy

[midnight-snacky]

Desire is a DRUG

[midnight-snacky]

Not but like imagine being in withdrawal for months and you get a hit that’s so sweet and sharp of that thing you’ve been missing all the way to your toes and you know you’ve just got to keep going despite everything. Despite everything

[sobsicle]

need someone who’s going to grip my hips so hard they leave finger print marks. that would do it. that would heal me.

[bnq]

happy forever, everybody

[guiltrose-deactivated20180203]

do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

[midnight-snacky]

Desire is a DRUG

[midnight-snacky]

Forehead kisses to all my mutuals I love you all