MIECZLW

𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑠𝑙𝑎𝑠𝘩 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚. 𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑠𝘩-𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝘩𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑦-𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑒. 𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑠, 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑘, 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑡𝘩 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑠, 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑐𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑚𝑦𝑡𝘩𝑠. 𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑤𝘩𝑜 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑘. 𝐌𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 | 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐓 | 𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝑚𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑧𝑦𝑠𝑙𝑎𝑤 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑘𝑖 , 𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 , ℎ𝑒 / ℎ𝑖𝑚

[mieczlwaa]

independent  and  mutual  exclusive  writing  blog  for  mieczyslaw  ‘ miecz ‘  stilinski.  please  be  aware  that  this  portrayal  is  very  canon  divergent.  the  main  portrayal  on  this  blog  follows  mieczyslaw  from  the  age  of  twenty  eight  and  onwards.  more  information  can  be  found  over  on  my  carrd.        mun  info:   lea  /   she -  her  /  25+ .     𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒.

                                𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃   /   𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑   /   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎   

[mieczlw]

𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐂𝐙𝐘𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐖   𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐊𝐈   .               /               #𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐂𝐙𝐋𝐖   .            -                  ind   .   fandom   divergent   .   mutual   exclusive   writing   blog   for   mieczyslaw   ’   stiles   ’   stilinski   originally   from   the   teen   wolf   fandom   ,   primarily   written   within   the   political   animal’s   fandom.         heavily   affiliated   with      @TJHMND      &&      @ROTTURN.      

[mieczlw]

𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐂𝐙𝐘𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐖   𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐊𝐈   .               /               #𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐂𝐙𝐋𝐖   .            -                  ind   .   fandom   divergent   .   mutual   exclusive   writing   blog   for   mieczyslaw   ’   stiles   ’   stilinski   originally   from   the   teen   wolf   fandom   ,   primarily   written   within   the   political   animal’s   fandom.         heavily   affiliated   with      @TJHMND      &&      @ROTTURN.      

[mieczlwbroken]

         special   agent      𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐂𝐙𝐘𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐖   𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐊𝐈.                           

[mieczlwaa]

BLOG  IS  HEAVILY  UNDER  CONSTRUCTION   ;    but  you  can  now  find  miecz  over  here.

[shellshocklove]

#ofc i’m watching uncharted for the plot 👀

[mieczlwaa]

why are some posts showing the little comment speech bubble thing and some aren’t but yet if i click the notes i can comment on the ones without it anyway like tumblr what are you actually doing what is this mess man. 

[mieczlwaa]

so today was a hyperfixation day and im not sorry about it , miecz and jace and teej and their lil family own me tbh.  but i gotta go to bed so i’ll be lurking on mobile for a short time before i sleep xoxo. 

[mieczlwaa]

LISTEN i've been in love with your portrayal for years now and i just i adore you too and i'm glad i came across you when i did and while it's been mayhem and angst ever since like i wouldn't trade it for the world

[mieczlwaa]

𝐻𝐸𝑌…𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐾𝑁𝑂𝑊 𝐼𝑇’𝑆 𝑁𝑂𝑇 𝑌𝑂𝑈𝑅 𝐹𝐴𝑈𝐿𝑇 𝑅𝐼𝐺𝐻𝑇? 𝐼𝑇 𝑊𝐴𝑆𝑁’𝑇 𝑌𝑂𝑈𝑅 𝐹𝐴𝑈𝐿𝑇 𝑊𝐼𝑇𝐻 𝑀𝐸, 𝐴𝑁𝐷 𝐽𝐴𝑆𝑂𝑁’𝑆 𝑇𝑅𝐼𝐴𝐿𝑆 𝐴𝑅𝐸𝑁’𝑇 𝑌𝑂𝑈𝑅𝑆 𝐸𝐼𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑅. 𝑊𝐸 𝐵𝑂𝑇𝐻 𝐺𝑂𝑇 𝐿𝑈𝐶𝐾𝑌. 𝑊𝐸 𝐺𝑂𝑇 𝑆𝑂𝑀𝐸𝑂𝑁𝐸 𝑊𝐻𝑂 𝐷𝑂𝐸𝑆𝑁’𝑇 𝑅𝑈𝑁 𝐴𝑊𝐴𝑌 𝑊𝐻𝐸𝑁 𝐼𝑇 𝐺𝐸𝑇𝑆 𝑇𝑂𝑈𝐺𝐻. 𝐴𝑁𝐷 𝐼 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝑌𝑂𝑈.     :     @thcmasjames​

he   wished   it   was   that   simple.      to   hear   the   words   and   know   that   they're   true   but   it's   not.      not   for   him.      for   as   long   as   he   can   remember   ,   guilt   has   been   a   constant   shadow   looming   over   him.      always   taking   on   the   burden   of   others   and   making   it   his   own.      from   his   mother   to   his   father   ,   from   thomas   and   now   jason      (         lest   not   forget   allison   ,   erica      &   boyd.         )      even   donovan   still   haunted   his   dreams.      blaming   himself   ,   it's   what   he   was   used   to.         still   ,   he   gives   a   feigned   smile   ,   practised   and   damn   near   undetectable.               "         i   love   you   too.         "         words   spoken   as   he   leans   into   tj's   side   ,      curling   legs   up   onto   the   sofa   beside   him.      "      thank   you.      for   being   here   ,      for   being   you.         "   

[mieczlwaa]

jasonbrenner·.

he   flinches   slightly   at   the   speed   miecz   moves   to   cup   his   cheeks.      he’s   not   afraid   of   miecz   ,   not   in   the   slightest   ,   but   when   he’s   so   vulnerable   it’s   only   natural   that   his   youth   comes   out   in   such   a   way.      the   lab   always   hangs   heavy   over   his   shoulders   ,   the   physical   torment   he’d   been   put   through   in   that   place   will   always   be   strong   in   his   mind.      that’s   without   even   thinking   about   the   little   things   on   the   streets   that   remind   him   of   the   lab   ,   a   grabbing   of   his   arm   or   a   harsh   shove   out   of   the   way   ,   little   things   that   make   him   spiral   into   the   pain   of   his   past   ,   push   him   to   delve   even   further   into   the   substances   that   will   take   his   mind   off   of   it   all.      doe   eyes   are   wide   as   he   watches   miecz   ,   takes   in   every   little   movement   of   his   face.      but   as   always   ,   his   dad   is   telling   the   truth.      jason   can   tell.      holding   back   his   emotions   is   hard   at   the   best   of   times   ,   his   sadness   heavy   on   his   chest   any   time   he   isn’t   high   out   of   his   mind.      trembling   is   a   mixture   of   his   attempts   not   to   break   down   and   his   body’s   desperate   craving   for   everything   he’s   being   kept   away   from   right   now.      a   small   whimper   escapes   him   as   miecz   reinforces   that   he’s   his   son   ,   crouching   to   his   level.      god   ,   jason   wants   to   break   down.      he’s   trying   not   to   ,   but   he’s   not   even   sure   why.      some   part   of   him   knows   miecz   will   comfort   him   ,   won’t   turn   him   away   ,   and   yet   some   part   of   him   is   terrified   of   the   rejection   ,   terrified   that   he’s   not   the   boy   that   miecz   adopted   ,   that   he’ll   decide   that   this   version   of   him   is   someone   he   doesn’t   want   around.      he   gives   a   gentle   nod   ,   the   day   miecz   found   him   one   that   plays   in   his   mind   a   lot.      he’d   been   so   scared   ,   so   exhausted.      that   boy   felt   like   worlds   away   from   who   he   was   now   ,   and   yet   he   still   felt   just   as   small   ,   just   as   helpless.      he   hates   that   he   made   his   dad   feel   that   way   ,   hates   that   it’s   his   fault.      tears   fall   as   his   dad   tells   him   he   loves   him   ,   unable   to   hold   back   all   the   overwhelming   things   going   on   inside   of   him.      he   practically   falls   forward   into   miecz’s   arms   ,   clings   to   his   dad   for   dear   life.      he   wants   to   get   better   ,   he   does   ,   but   he   doesn’t   think   it’ll   be   as   easy   as   his   dad   makes   it   sound.         ”         i   love   you.         “         its   a   promise   and   a   desperate   plea   rolled   into   one.      his   dad   means   the   world   to   him   ,   so   terrified   to   lose   him   ,   so   desperate   for   miecz   to   fix   him.      but   it’s   not   that   easy   ,   he   knows   it   isn’t.

eyes   are   desperate   as   they   search   the   youngsters   for   any   form   of   understanding.      but   in   it's   place   is   fear.      was   it   so   terrible   of   him   to   be   relieved   to   see   it   ?      fear   meant   that   there   was   still   a   part   of   the   boy   miecz   found   lurking   somewhere   inside   and   that   gave   miecz   that   glimmer   of   hope   he   has   been   needing.      if   he's   still   in   there   then   he   hasn't   lost   him   yet         (         which   only   fuels   his   desire   to   turn   this   around.         )         before   he   can   say   anything   more   ,   jason   has   all   but   collapsed   against   him   and   miecz   brings   his   arms   around   jason's   body   ,   instantly   lifting   him   up   to   hold   him   against   him.      he's   nineteen   now   and   yet   he   holds   his   son   like   he   was   still   the   pre-teen   that   he   stumbled   upon   way   back   when.      even   if   he   has   to   let   jason's   legs   hang.      with   one   arm   around   his   back   he   lets   the   other   rest   against   the   back   of   his   head   ,   his   own   face   buried   into   jason's   shoulder.      if   he   could   keep   him   here   like   this   forever   he   would.      here   he   was   loved   and   here   he   was   safe.         "         i   know   ,   kid.      "         it's   such   a   simple   response   but   it   holds   so   much   within   it.      it's   not   just   an   answer   but   a   promise   that   no   matter   what   jason   did   ,   he   would   always   know   that.               slowly   ,      miecz   lowers   him   back   to   the   ground   and   steps   back   just   enough   that   he   can   look   at   him   ,   using   thumbs   to   wipe   the   tears   from   his   cheeks.      "   but   right   now   i   don't   need   you   to   love   me.      i   need   you   to   trust   me.      can   you   do   that   for   me   ?         "      can   he   open   himself   up   just   enough   to   let   him   in   ,   can   he   trust   that   he   loves   him   enough   not   to   let   him   drown.      he   knows   people   ,   doctors.      they   can   help.      tj   has   a   group   that   he   can   take   jason   along   with   him   to   ,      there's   a   whole   spectrum   of   help   out   there   and   if   jason   is   willing   to   trust   him   enough   ,   to   work   with   him   instead   of   against   him   ,   miecz   is   sure   that   as   a   family   they   can   find   the   best   way   for   jason   to   let   go   of   the   aching   need   for   the   things   that   will   destroy   him   and   replace   them   with   something   else.      something   that   will   help   him   grow   into   the   man   miecz   knows   he's   capable   of   being.         "      so   what   do   you   say   ,   jace      ?      you   going   to   let   me   help   you      ?         "   

[mieczlwaa]

what if at the weekend i ... actually reboot. 

[tjhmnd-a]

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐥, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈'𝐦 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧.              tj  hammond.  first son.   //  addicted by bee since 2014.  revamped 2022. carrd uc..

[mieczlwaa]

lea i absolutely adore you and miecz. not only is your boy the reason i started to like stiles in the first place, but miecz has become such a huge part of my heart that he's just naturally where i see him going post canon. miecz IS stiles to me, he's better than the canon thing, he's clearly had so much love and care put into him and you write him so well. don't even get me started on our dynamic tho the jason/miecz dynamic fuels me it really does i love them so so much and im so happy i made this jasons main verse instead of just a fun little private verse we had because i simply adore their dynamic and the way they changed each others lives so much i love them i love us

[mieczlwaa]

not me in my feels over miecz and jace. 

[mieczlwaa]

musingmeme-blog​:

beep beep how’s my portrayal ?

[mieczlwaa]

jasonbrenner·. 

god   ,   it   hurts   to   see   his   dad   like   this.      seeing   him   sob   breaks   jasons   heart   ,   makes   his   stomach   drop.      his   father   so   hurt   by   what   he’s   done   ,   it   makes   him   feel   horrible   ,   makes   him   want   to   fix   it.      but   addiction   isn’t   something   so   easily   remedied.      it   would   take   a   long   while   to   recover   ,   a   long   while   to   get   anywhere   near   normal   again.      but   seeing   his   dad   like   this   ,   god   ,   it   makes   him   desperate   to   try.      the   desperate   gnawing   inside   of   him   for   his   next   hit   is   ignored   ,   at   least   as   much   as   he   can   manage   ,   as   he   focuses   on   his   father.      you   should   have   come   to   me.      jason   knows   that   now   ,   he   does.      that   he   could’ve   told   his   dad   about   so   many   things   ,   that   maybe   it   could’ve   helped.      but   jason   never   wanted   to   put   that   burden   on   him   ,   never   wanted   to   hurt   him.      how   well   that   worked   out.      miecz   cuts   himself   off   and   jason   feels   a   pang   of   fear   rush   through   him.      he   didn’t   say   it.      why   didn’t   he   say   it   ?       paranoia   floods   body   ,   and   even   if   miecz   is   trying   to   help   him   he   still   feels   that   primal   fear   :      what   if   he   cut   himself   off   because   he   doesn’t   want   to   be   jason’s   dad   anymore   ?      god,   the   thought   terrifies   him.      eyes   well   with   tears   ,   gnawing   in   his   chest   growing   stronger.      that   would   fix   this   feeling.      he’s   sure   of   it.         “   y   —   you’re   my   dad   ?    ”         voice   soft   in   an   attempt   to   hide   how   close   it   is   to   breaking   ,   gaze   dropping   as   he   voices   what   he’s   so   afraid   of.         “   o - or   .   .   .   d’y’not   .   .   wan’   that   ‘nymore   ?    ”

with   head   bowed   ,   miecz   takes   the   opportunity   to   wipe   the   tears   from   his   eyes.      he   knows   jason   has   probably   already   seen   them   but   even   now   he   wants   to   protect   him.      jason   has   kept   so   much   from   him   and   it's   in   these   moments   miecz   can't   help   but   wonder   if   that   was   a   trait   he   had   picked   up   from   himself.      and   that   guilt   creeps   along   his   spine   once   again.      it's   the   pause   in   jason's   words   that   has   him   stalling   ,      and   before   he   can   truly   take   control   of   his   body   he   has   his   hands   on   jason's   cheeks.            "         that's   not   what   i'm   saying.         "         there's   deperation   in   his   tone   as   words   are   carried   by   the   air.         was   this   how   he   had   pictured   himself   becoming   a   father      ?      no.         would   he   change   it   for   the   world      ?         aboslutely   not.      jason   ,   regardless   of   the   mess   that   has   come   along   with   him   was   the   best   thing   that   had   ever   happened   to   him.   he   just   wished   that   jason   could   see   that   for   himself   ,   maybe   if   he   had   they   wouldn't   be   here   right   now   ,   having   this   .   .   .   talk.         "         i   would   never   say   that   to   you   ,   do   you   hear   me   ?      you   are   my   son.         "      in   a   breath   he   notices   he   towers   above   the   boy   and   so   miecz   moves   to   crouch   on   his   knees.      making   himself   smaller   ,   less   intimidating.      "         jace   i   ,      i'm   not   angry   at   you.      i'm   scared.         "         maybe   the   truth   was   a   better   approach.      maybe   if   jason   could   understand   what   he   was   really   feeling   inside   it   could   change   things   ,      make   him   want   to   get   better.         "         do   you   remember   how   scared   you   were   ?      when   i   found   you   ?      how   lost   you   felt   ?      well   ,      that's   how   i'm   feeling   right   now.      because   i   don't   know   how   to   help   you.      and   all   i   want   to   do   is   help   you   but   you   shut   me   out   ,   kid.      and   that   terrifies   me.      because   one   of   these   days   you   might   not   come   home   to   me.      do   you   understand   that   ?      jace   ,      i   love   you.      please   just   .   .   .      just   stay   here   with   me   okay   ?      i   -   i'll   figure   this   out.         "