MIEL

18 . latina . rediscovering my witch path

[mielesis]

It's been so long... and still, I can assure you I've grown like no one else has. I've accomplished so much in these past two years.

I have lived in Las Vegas three times. I have dated people who were just my time and thought I would never be able to meet guys like them. I have met very successful people. I have met my favorite celebrities and gone to my dream concert. I have my dream closet. I've finally moved to Spain.

I've attracted so many things. I'm still out here, with the greatest mindset, waiting for my blessings to come. When you realize you're actually energy in human form, everything shifts. I can do anything. We're all connected, what's theirs is also mine. However, I've lost myself countless of times. I've struggled. I've thought I wouldn't be able to make it, to change, to get better. But, how am I now? WHO am I now? I'm my own god, I've always been my own god. I've interacted with many other gods, we're all one. I've had nothing and everything. I've had everything and nothing. It's hard to mantain such mindset but it's an everyday's practice too.

I'm great and I know what I deserve. If I think I deserve good things, why would I be convinced otherwise? I'm a being of light, I'm made of love with the purpose to love. I also thought that being the non chalant / cool type of girl would take me further, reality is it didnt't take me anywhere but with guys who didn't respect me. Why? because I wasn't even respecting myself, I was only respecting THEM. I saw them as superior, I saw them as the validating source of my own self. Truth is, they were just a reflection of me. I now don't take any disrespect and aim higher, because I got higher. I know who I am, I know what I deserve, I know what I want. I'm my own muse, why wouldn't I be theirs? if they're also my muse. It didn't matter if I was nice, successful, caring. None of that mattered to them.

[bisquutbby]

One of my favourite ways to do a kind of low-key tarot reading is to go to a playlist on my phone, ask a question, and shuffle for the answer! And just like when I read tarot for myself I get a lot of intuitive messages about the meanings spirit is trying to convey to me, whether that be from the lyrics, the feelings that come to me while listening or the title of the song as the “title of the message/card”.

[mosscaller]

Fallen angel, by French painter Alexandre Cabanel (1847).

Fabre museum.

[mielesis]

I cried two minutes ago for visualizing myself being free in nature, the place was like from the scandinavian era. I cried and thought “I miss my past life so much” but I don’t even know where that thought come from. It is unbelievable the connection I feel towards forests and nature, I feel like I lived there before but in a very old era in comparison to today. There was one time when I meditated with an old lady who was my spiritual mentor on this earthly plane and she transferred her energies to me so I could reach a higher meditational state so I started to see like I was an eagle flying between some high mountains, then that scene suddenly changed and I was a sea turtle traveling with my group and finally I was a long haired lady who was standing in front of the sea and there were dead bodies floating, the sea had a really negative energy in that zone and as soon as I stepped a foot on the sea, I brought a really strong white light to the sea and liberated those dead people who where stuck in there. The sea was like new again and I felt like someone was in deeply gratitude towards me because I worked liberating those people and cleansing the sea. Nowadays I live in a beach city and I go everyday to meditate to the coast, las time I had a visualization of the sea calling me and envolving me with a delicated blue light, like if the sea was protecting me or similar. 

[mielesis]

This was in my drafts for about one year from today.

I’ve felt disconnected with my spirituality since July and I’ve been longing to come back. I had lost faith in everything, my values and vision became blurry. Now that I am slowly coming back, I am grateful to say that my guides and the signals saved me once again. 

[mielesis]

I cried two minutes ago for visualizing myself being free in nature, the place was like from the scandinavian era. I cried and thought “I miss my past life so much” but I don’t even know where that thought come from. It is unbelievable the connection I feel towards forests and nature, I feel like I lived there before but in a very old era in comparison to today. There was one time when I meditated with an old lady who was my spiritual mentor on this earthly plane and she transferred her energies to me so I could reach a higher meditational state so I started to see like I was an eagle flying between some high mountains, then that scene suddenly changed and I was a sea turtle traveling with my group and finally I was a long haired lady who was standing in front of the sea and there were dead bodies floating, the sea had a really negative energy in that zone and as soon as I stepped a foot on the sea, I brought a really strong white light to the sea and liberated those dead people who where stuck in there. The sea was like new again and I felt like someone was in deeply gratitude towards me because I worked liberating those people and cleansing the sea. Nowadays I live in a beach city and I go everyday to meditate to the coast, las time I had a visualization of the sea calling me and envolving me with a delicated blue light, like if the sea was protecting me or similar. 

[sproutlett]

create just to create!!! no expectations! be free!

[s-c-r-ee-ch]

Apollo and Hermes

By The Italian School (1800)

[crushalltheraspberries]

Cupid and Psyche

Le Ravissement de Psyché (1895) William-Adolphe Bouguereau Psyche et L'Amour (1889) William-Adolphe Bouguereau L'amour et Psyché (1899) William-Adolphe Bouguereau Cupid et Psyché (1893) Lionel Noel Royer

Cupid and Psyche is a story from the Latin novel Metamorphoses written in the 2nd century AD by Apuleius. It concerns the overcoming of obstacles to the love between Psyche and Cupid, and their ultimate union in marriage. Although the only extended narrative from antiquity is that of Apuleius, Eros and Psyche appear in Greek art as early as the 4th century BC. The story has been retold in poetry, drama, and opera, and depicted widely in painting, sculpture, and even wallpaper. [x]

[nickysuttonmeditations]

Ways to know you're receiving clairaudient communication. ❤️❤️

[mielesis]

There’s still light - messages through songs

Good morning, it has been a very long time since I don’t write anything here and you might wonder why... the truth is I have been extremely disconnected with myself and the universe itself as well. Some days ago I inevitably started thinking how I’d lost myself in the daily life, how I felt like drowning in such small things like simple exams... how I felt like loosing the big sight of the road. But I forgot I was not fighting alone. 

Yesterday’s message

I have been having a very hard study routine over all these last few months so I rightly woke up without a single drop of energy but still I got up and started making breakfast to prepare myself for the long and exhaustive day I was going to have so I decided to play some music in the background as well but after some minutes I got lost in my own thoughts and I caught myself thinking how tired I was and wondering if I was really capable to carry on with all the university related work so my mind suddenly got out of that deep place and paid to attention to the song in the background... the lyrics were:

“Speak to me, speak to me with love in your words” 

So I freezed in shock because the song was called soft universe and It’s been far too long since I don’t hear any messages through songs. I can’t even find the words to describe how grateful I felt for the fact that I am still accompanied by my guides and the universe who I had ignored for too long. 

Today’s message

Even though that experience, I still woke up quite insecure today, without motivation to study nor even energy so I played a random playlist while preparing all the documents I needed and -again- I suddenly paid attention to the song I was listening and it said:

“So what, have you gone blind?

Have you forgotten what you have and what is yours?

glass half empty, glass half full,

count your blessings not your flaws,

 you got it all.

 you lost your mind in the sound,

 there’s so much more,

 you can reclaim your crown, 

you’re in control,

rid of the monsters inside your head

put all your faults to bed

you can be king again”

I seriously can’t even begin to explain how gratitude floods my entire being

Thank you, thank you guides, thank you universe, thank you to everything and everyone for the such good experiences I am having through this life of mine 

[faronmckenzie]

Imagine yourself as a magnetic person who always attracts great experiences, unlimited opportunities and good news. Believe that your naturally blessed all the time.

[slfcare]

thirteen little affirmations for whoever needs it today:

one — i am calm, patient and relaxed two — whatever happens, i can handle it three — i respect myself and my needs four — i appreciate my health and the strength of my body five — i have enough talent and strength for whatever i choose to do six — i have much to offer to the world seven — i enjoy everything i do to get closer to my goal eight — i let go of my fears by living here and now nine — i choose to remain true to myself ten — i am an asset wherever i go eleven — i’ll take the chances i can get twelve — today is a good day thirteen — in everything i do, i’m the best version of myself

[rawhoneybliss]

This summer is going to bring healing, heightened intuition, extreme clarity, substantial growth and genuine happiness.

[positivelyadhd]

you’re allowed to be upset and hurt and angry. you’re allowed to know you deserved better. you’re allowed to mourn what you could have had. part of healing is allowing yourself to feel those “negative” emotions and accepting them.

[slfcare]

your progress doesn’t have to be seen, celebrated or validated by others to be real. just because you prefer to get better without sharing that journey, doesn’t mean it’s not valid yet. what you’re doing right now, the effort you put in, has always been and will always be something that you can be proud of yourself for, even if it’s on your own.

[mielesis]

The moment I received a high being’s message — clairaudience (need advice with it!)

I have been going through some deeply hard moments and I need to prepare for a really important exam coming this month, as I was doubting myself before falling asleep, my mind just received a thought of a male voice that said “You already know the subject Miel*” and it sounded so determined but at the same time sweet like “stop doubting because you got this !!” and I have no clue who it was, whether it was my main guide (which I highly suspect is a male protecting figure) or Apollo ?? because he is super caring and supportive towards me and always seem to be there with me. However, every time I remember that, I continue and continue studying, it became much more easier now and I am really grateful for it.

* = it was my real full name and I’ve never used it since I remember so that was really shocking for me

Does anyone know how can get better with this skill? or give me any advice with it? my mom is clairvoyant and my grandmother was a witch as well as a clairvoyant and clairaudient too. I’m the one who’s breaking the generational curse and I think it’s time to develop this skill I have been suppressing until now, thanks <3

Update: a kind person taught me that deities nor spirits talk directly to/through us so it’s really helpful to know !

[girlfig]

I love morning light that comes through the windows and is so soft and comfortable and I don’t know how to explain it but morning light is so different than other light