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I Am That Girl

[miiicaaachuu]

Cool Off

COOL OFF is just an effin word that makes your hopes up for another chance that you know will never come. It is just a word that makes you believe it will still work well actually it's not. and it is just a word that makes you work hard to fix the relationship you know is already broken.

-miiicaaachuu

[miiicaaachuu]

YOU HOLD MY HAND

AND MY HEART FELT CALMNESS

WHEN YOU SPEAK I HEARD MUSIC

AND IT TOOK AWAY ALL MY SADNESS 😘

[miiicaaachuu]

THE ATMOSPHERE IS PLACID

AND THE WIND IS TRANQUIL

THERE'S YOU AND ME IN THE MIDST OF SERENITY 💕

[miiicaaachuu]

THE ATMOSPHERE IS PLACID

AND THE WIND IS TRANQUIL

THERE'S YOU AND ME IN THE MIDST OF SERENITY 💕

[miiicaaachuu]

FOR YOU MOM

Since I was a child my mother taught me a life-worth lesson

I used to call her name and said “MAMA!” from time to time but she’s not there.

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When Papa asked me to buy something and I encounter the dog barking on me in the street,

I called your name, and you did not come.

When, I slipped in and got my knee wounded,

I called your name, and you did not come.

When I fell from the bicycle got my head bumped in a stone,

I called your name, and you did not come.

When I’ve been hurt in every lil things I encountered,

I called your name, and you did not come.

When my classmates in kindergarten made fun of me and I cried,

I called your name, and you did not come .

When my cousin threw a ladle and hit me in my forehead,

I called your name, and you did not come

When I got bullied by my elementary and highschool classmates,

I called your name, and you did not come.

When I got my first heartbreak and it hurts so much,

I called your name, and you did not come.

When a stranger followed me while I was walking in a sleeping street,

I called your name, and you did not come.

When life became so cruel and I have no one to hold on,

I called your name, and you did not come.

When I feel so down and no one to lean on,

I called your name, and you did not come.

For every time I called your name and you did not come, I have no grudge because I know you are fighting different battle for us, your children.

For every time I called your name and you did not come, I do not blame you, because I just called your name, I did not shouted it, and it made me strong and brave by simply calling your name.

For every time I called your name and you did not come I got no angry with you, because I know you are teaching me lesson.

You taught me to be brave enough to face every circumstance that made me be-little myself.

You taught me to face the cruel life by my own.

You taught me to not be scared in every step I am taking.

You made me so independent which I realized that only I could help me out in a maze-like destiny I am in.

Thank you Mom for a valuable lesson you teach us in everyday of our life.

I may have failed so many times, but I know I always got perfect score to you.

I am forever grateful to have you as my Mom.

And if I fail another thousand times, I don’t care because I know with you and Papa, I WIN LIFE !

Happy Mom’s day, ILOVEYOU to the universe and back.

😍😘

[miiicaaachuu]

HAPPINESS is just a simple word..a simple thought.. a simple feeling..

-but tell me, why is it so hard to find HAPPINESS?

[miiicaaachuu]

I know I should not feel it the way I am feeling right now.

I know I should not be hurt, for I have no right.

I know I should not hold back to the promises we made that you already have forgotten.

I know it's wrong, and Im sorry for choosing to stay tho it's breaking my 💔

[miiicaaachuu]

Please stop loving me coz I don't wanna see you being hurt.

Please stop loving me coz I might do the same then end up getting hurt.

Miiicaaachhu

[miiicaaachuu]

We're both in between but we're not meeting halfway coz we're in different phases.

You're in the midst of chasing me

Im in the middle of escaping you

Paper Heart

[juansendizon]

if you hope without reason. if you hope just because of the air you breathe. if you hope and are bringing hope to others. then you are more than enough. you are as lovely as the sun.

juansen dizon (via juansendizon)

[miiicaaachuu]

P A A L A M

"PAALAM" ang huling katagang iyong binitawan. Wala akong ibang nasabi kundi "Sige, siguro nga hanggang dito na lang" Kahit gusto kong tinanong kung "bakit?" "Ano nanaman ba nagawa kong kasalanan?" Hindi ko nagawang sambitin pa Pagkat alam kong wala ka namang isasagot. Hindi ko nagawang sambitin pa Pagkat damdamin ko'y nabalot agad ng lungkot. Takot. Takot sa kinabukasang paggising ko panibago nanamang yugto. Hindi ko alam, basta ang sakit lang... Para akong nakipaghiwalay. Nakipaghiwalay, pero di sayo kundi sa damdamin ko. Nakikipaghiwalay ako sa damdamin ko para sayo, kasi wala namang tayo. "Paalam"... Paalam sa damdamin ko Dahil kailangan ko ng pakawalan to. Kaya ngayon sasabihin ko na ang totoo. Ang matagal ko ng itinago. Oo... sa maikling panahon, nahulog ako sayo. Oo... nagsisisisi ako kasi di ko man lang nasabi to. Oo... nanghihinayang ako kasi di ko man lang nagawang ipadama sayo. Hindi ako hihingi ng tawad sayo dahil minahal kita, at di mo rin kailangang humingi ng tawad dahil di tugma ang ating nadarama. Hindi mo rin kailangang humingi ng tawad ng piliin mong di ako mahalin. Sapagkat sariling desisyon ko na ikaw ay ibigin. Hindi mo kailangang humingi ng tawad ng mas piliin mong saktan ako. Dahil mas pinili ko ang sakit na to kaysa malayo sayo. Di mo kailangan makonsensya kasi desisyon ko na pahalagahan ka gaya ng pagdesisyon mo na balewalain ako. sayo.. oo sayo.. dahil di ko naman pwedeng sabihin na "mahal ko" Kasi nga wala namang tayo. Kaya "Sayo"... Sa taong pinahalagahan at minahal ko ng palihim. Wag mo sana kalimutan na minsan sa buhay mo ako'y dumating. Wag mo sana kalimutang ikaw unang nanggulo sakin. Wag mo sana kalimutang andito lang ako sa panahong iyong kailanganin..

[miiicaaachuu]

How could it possibly be that someone who taught you to be happy without fearing of sadness leave you in midst of ecstacy?

PaperHeart (miiicaaachuu)

[miiicaaachuu]

I was terrified of so much joy for I knew it has something not good in return Until you came and taught me to deal with my fears of sadness. I started to live with happiness: With no worries, no limitations, no fears... Then you LEAVE.

[miiicaaachuu]

How would you let go something you do not hold? How would you fight for someone you do not own?

PaperHeart (miiicaaachuu)

[miiicaaachuu]

Another teardrops from the sky I built 💧

miiicaaachuu

[miiicaaachuu]

Late Night Convo ❤

"thank you for being my black hole for tonight" "HAHAHAHA! Black hole. Ganda ng role ko sa buhay mo 🤣 pwede pa upgrade naman? 😂 there's a part of me kasing nagsasabing ayoko na by friends Lang "

"So what ya want?"

"Your universe. Not just black hole Parang pakorni na ako ng pakorni ngayong Gabi a "

"Ok from now on you're my universe na. Not just a black hole. So you'll not just absorb everything I have and I am, you also give my life light like the stars and beauty like the moon, and life like the earth 😂"

"Ok na pala ako, may mas korni pa pala sakin ngayong gabi"

"Instant poet 😂"

[miiicaaachuu]

It might be too early, but what if there’s no other time? It might be too fast, but what if it could also be the last.?

Miiicaaachuu