ive been thinking for a bit. a while, actually, about my friends. i wouldnt be here without them and i could never really. express it to them; not like i have before. i suppose since school is coming back im just wishing that summer would last longer nd stuff. istg gus!!! im so cooked!! lowk scared for the school year, but ive had my friends with me last year. today really marks my 1st anniversary of meeting them.
they are amazing, more then i could say with personality traits. each and every one of them bring me so much joy that literally jump starts my tired heart into an affectionate frenzy. its corny and cringey and whatever, but its true. every single one of them have given me something i could never give them back- hope and love. i have writtn this over and over in fear i might say something off-putting or offensive, but i really just. need to spit it out. i say this with a lot of love and care, honestly /gen.
lots of yapping uhg! tch..
@peflavoredtictac - god. you are just an array of colors and feelings. like a torrent of light, really. you just echo every good message to ever corner you can reach and it truly shows. whenever i get to just talk to you, my day is infinitely better. you've helped me through hard times and i seriously cannot fathom my life without you in it. you are brilliant in nature and gentle at heart but you dont hesitate to defend others- which makes you all the greater. even through tough times, you still lend everything you have to me and everyone else. wounded, but still gentle. you wont stop your waves even if there was a log or boulder in the way of your current. and GOD. your art? it is BEAUTIFUL. the way you draw in a distinct style is one of my biggest motivations. you are genuinely an idol for me within the artist view i hold and you will always be an idol for me; a role model. i adore and love you so so much /plat, please, only change for the better.
@yourlocalunc - i dont even know where to begin. from the first time i met you, to where i am now, i can certainly say that i am a better person because of you. i truly envision you as something like a bright light, always changing shape and form, but never wavering in the end. while you go through tough times, you always prevail, and it makes me genuinely so happy to have you now. i will forever cherish you and love you for who you are, no matter how rough things get. without that light that you gave me, im not sure if i'd even be here right now- talking to you all. you have given me hope time and time again that i could never restore back to you; i hope this can show it. you mean so much to me, thank you. its honestly hard to describe you in ways that dont contradict each other- but thats geniunely what i love so much about hanging around with you. you are raw, real, but youre also gentle and kind, yet you are also loud and brash (/pos). it makes /you/ someone who i can always enjoy being around. you wont copy and paste the same conversation with me- you are beautiful in your words and art. /vvgen
@blue-jayss - you are the anchor of it all. be it the rough edges of the bottom of a cliffside, with roaring waves crashing against the rocks with a silent shove, or the only calm voice in a loud discussion. and you still have a spark of light that rips through the waves and shines for us. youre full of life with your difference in humor and attitude- such an amazing person to be around, seriously. you say youre mean and irritable, but i could never see it. i know i can always just sit down and have a mellow conversation with you, which i always need. your spurs of bird facts and random input really makes it everything to be around you, seriously. i first met you on the wall, earlier than anyone else, and it was the funniest time i had ever experienced. i remember having late-night talks with you when i shouldve been sleeping- but youre just so meticulously interesting. /vvpos. i dont know really how to describe you other than just that. an intricate shore with waves that can only rock and shove against a towering cliffside, rocks and pebbles spurring around randomly. no matter the conversation or time, you're always there to be a solid force in it all. and it is everything i love. /plat
@centipedes4breakfast - you. oh, you, you, you! i remember the first time i reached out to you- well, you reached out to me, really, over discord. and i have never looked back since. every conversation i have with you has been filled with life and enjoyment for me. even little ones, even the longer ones. all those nights with daily frantics and phighting shenanigans were amazing; truly the highlight of my school nights. i really cannot encapsulate you into one image- really anyone here for that matter- but you especially. youre so complex in ways i enjoy learning- (/plat) with your goofy ass bug facts and ... uhm.. interesting obsession with a specific ex-blackrock scientist with a missing eye.. its always an amazing conversation with you. when we play or write together, you always flow along like a breeze; a bug just floating through the wind. i can always count on you for being there. thank you, so so much. /gen.
@becomingghoststodreamof - you.. freak..! /j no but seriously, stole, you have been such an influential friend in my life. between you and zilly, you both have really shaped a home for me with all those late night frantics. stole, i love your writing style. something about it is just so fun to read, really, and your art is lovely. your frantic (nopunintended) way of doing everything sets a tone to every conversation that i love. i cannot fathom it, seriously, you are so energetic and care a lot. i could never repay you for everything you've given to me. i love hanging out with you no matter what time or what were doing, group or not. /gen!!!!!! (ps hit me up we need to play wcue together /vsilly)
@d4t4ki11er - dont mention sebastian pressure around this guy! although i dont really talk to you that much, youre always a spark of stringy codes that bring joy everywhere. youre genuinely one of the funniest and /real/ people ive met. being around you and the group that i can basically call kin at this point makes every dya i go through just so much better. so your art is PHENOMENAL. seriously. i ASPIRE to draw like you do, with your shapes and brilliant designs. never, ever die out of your humor or artistic love, seriously, because i can tell that you can be an amazing artist someday.
im sorry if this is too long or too cringey, but seriously, you guys have genuinely shaped me indifferently to everyone else in my life. if i could give you all like. a thousand hugs or fistbumps or whatever your comfortable with, i would. every single day. you all are my biggest friends ive probably ever had. i truly believe i was meant to meet you all- one way or another. i am forever indebted to you all. /srs.
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