Kindness is the language which the blind can see

Hi there. I'm Mike Chang. I'm 18, a homo-romantic asexual (yes, we exist) and sometimes hysterically blind. I also suffer from Cyclothymia so don't mind me if I snap at you sometimes...hope we can be friends. Oh...and I like to knit...

[forgetmenotmelody]

Hmm...

[forgetmenotmelody]

You’re right, it really feels like one. I wish we had a remote to do that or at least rewind back to when things were okay or fast forward to when things will be better.That would be nice. I hope no one does, but someone always does. And things don’t get put back together right and sometimes you can’t do anything to help. It sucks… 

[mikeinthedark]

Any of that would be nice right now. I just want things to turn out ok but somehow they just never seem to. Sorry Mels, didn't mean to bring you down. If you need anything just text me. I'm going to get an early night.

[racheldivaberry]

Fuck...

[racheldivaberry]

I deserve to be hated, especially after what I did to that family…my own family in a way. I can’t forgive myself, not for this….I’m evil Mike, evil, the fact i don’t totally regret it shows that. Thank you…

[mikeinthedark]

You know...I understand. Sometimes when you did something without even meaning to and it hurts your family...you just don't know what to do and...well you're not evil. Just know you're still loved even if you can't forgive yourself. Excuse me, I think I might turn in early

[slippingawaysam-deactivated2013]

I'm checking myself in to the infirmary.

[slippingawaysam-deactivated2013]

They should, I probably just need some fluids and I’ll be fine. I just have to be more careful. Oh man, I’m sorry, dude. Once I’m out and you need anything, call me. I’m here for you what ever it is. I’m always dealing with mine, I’ll make it. I will, promise. You’re mine too, Mike. 

[mikeinthedark]

Ok...well make sure you take care of yourself man. Someday you're going to dance at my wedding and put everyone else to shame. Thanks, it's kind of a private thing but...nice to know you're there for me. Get well soon bro.

[racheldivaberry]

Fuck...

[racheldivaberry]

Well its my fault it happened….and i just destroyed the lives of an innocent woman, and what makes it worse is that shes my mom. I should be struck by lightning….Thanks for the offer, good to see I;m not hated.

[mikeinthedark]

I'm not sure the problem is others hating you so much as you believing that you deserve to be hated. Your friends will always forgive you if they're real friends, but only you can forgive yourself. Offer's still open if you decide you need some time away from everyone Rach.

[forgetmenotmelody]

Hmm...

[forgetmenotmelody]

Absolutely, it’s hard to watch and probably worse to be a part of. 

[mikeinthedark]

I know how you feel...with all the drama around here it's sometimes like a soap opera...but at least you can change the channel when you've had enough of heartbreak on tv. Here all you can do is wait it out and hope nobody gets hurt.

[racheldivaberry]

Fuck...

[racheldivaberry]

I don’t know…I;m currently waiting for people to turn up with pitchforks and torches…

[mikeinthedark]

Everything always falls apart here no matter how hard we try...well...if you need somewhere to lay low while the heat is on until they've all calmed down then I'll be in my room tonight I think...

[slippingawaysam-deactivated2013]

I'm checking myself in to the infirmary.

[slippingawaysam-deactivated2013]

No Mike, I’m pretty far from okay. Not really, I started doing the things that got me sent here again and this time I went too long. What’s up with you?  Sorry, I’ve been distant. 

[mikeinthedark]

I'm sorry...I hope they can help you. I don't really want to get into my troubles...I'm just blind right now again...don't worry, you've had your own troubles to deal with. Let me know if I can do anything to help ok? I mean that. You're like...my best friend man.

[racheldivaberry]

Fuck...

[mikeinthedark]

...I'm not going to judge...do you need somewhere to hide out for a while?

[wannabearockstarmia-deactivated]

Life just gets better...

I thought we all had a good family type thing going…

[mikeinthedark]

I wish...we did all the time. Things always fall apart here. Sometimes I wish I could just go home again...

[forgetmenotmelody]

Hmm...

[mikeinthedark]

You trying to stay out of this too?

[slippingawaysam-deactivated2013]

I'm checking myself in to the infirmary.

I think I went too far this time.

[mikeinthedark]

Sam? You ok bud? Things not going so well for you either huh?

[skylarwalters]

Ooh touch touchy, what’s wrong?

[mikeinthedark]

Everything is wrong and now I can't even have him. Leave me the hell alone you psycho.

[skylarwalters]

As cheesy goodness as Hunter might like that, I’m not into that, gorgeous. 

[mikeinthedark]

Oh go and fuck yourself. Why do you always take him away from me? Just...don't even talk to me Chace.

[skylarwalters]

[mikeinthedark]

I'm as confused as you are...can we just hug more? I want it all to go away...

[skylarwalters]

*whimpers softly when he splays his hands on Mike’s warm chest, and shuffles even closer, burying his face in Mike’s neck, still shivering a bit* 

Y-yeah..

[mikeinthedark]

*pulls in right next to hunter, trying to pass on as much warmth to him as he can*

You can have as much of my warmth as you want Hunter...it's all yours. So am I.

[breakinthefourthwall-deactivate]

Has anyone else had trouble sleeping all month? Or is it just me?

[mikeinthedark]

The reverse actually...I mean I'm having bad dreams but it's dark all the time right now so I'm sleeping way too much...

[skylarwalters]

*moves to Mike’s bed, grabbing the blanket and wrapping both himself and Mike into it, curling into his side and shivering* I’m c-cold..

[mikeinthedark]

*looks sad and takes Hunters frozen hands, pushing them inside his own shirt and pressing them against his warm chest, shivering slightly from the shock in temperature change*

Better baby?