˖ ࣪⭑mikit⋆˙⊹

20yo // they/he // ''IM THE HERO!!!,,

[miki-kit]

Felt I should make a quick intro post just so ppl know a little about me ♡

You can call me Mik or Prince ♡

20, NY born and raised, radically queer (not radqueer), transsexual

They/He

NPD, autism, OCD, OSDD, klepto

Latino ♡

Free Palestine 🇵🇸, Sudan 🇸🇩, Yemen 🇾🇪, Ukraine 🇺🇦, Congo 🇨🇩 the Uyghur people ♥️ All humans are created equal, no one is illegal on stolen land, no one is free until we are all free.

[miki-kit]

finally talking to a new therapist Monday... hope she doesn't kill me on sight for having npd

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[vintricles]

“would you still love me if i was a worm” is too easy everyone loves worms. would you still love me if i wanted to hurt myself and others for fun

[miki-kit]

also with the whole Tyler Catastrophe thing, I really hate how I've been made to feel because people insist on diagnosing strangers.

Claiming this guy has npd, who is the object of your ridicule, just hurts people who actually have the disorder.

like no actually, I'm not so full of myself that I sell shitty art for $800, claim to be two spirit without being indigenous, stalk a former YouTuber who was outed as an abuser, and more

and yknow what, even if he did have npd, that is not how everyone with npd is gonna act

jesus christ cluster b disorders never catch a break

[miki-kit]

yet another LOLcow in the making being diagnosed by the internet as having NPD

im so tired </3 just cause someone is full of themselves doesnt mean you can diagnose them with a disorder

hell I cant even confidently say if they do or don't and I have the damn disorder.

[voxthenpdicon]

Btw you DO put people at risk of suicide if you intentionally make people with NPD crash. You are not saving people from "abusers" you are putting vulnerable people at risk. Do not do this. "How to isolate a narcissist" "How to cut off a narcissists supply" "How to kill a narcissists ego" stuff like that is putting people who are already traumatized at a high risk.

[miki-kit]

this this this

[legless-rat]

People need to relearn the word « self-centered » and stop being ableist by using narcissism as a replacement

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TT post by @ psychotic.kiddd (they/he/ze).

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TT post by @ psychotic.kiddd (they/he/ze).

[erraticanchorforest]

Can we talk about how most big accounts on social media ran by supposed pwNPD are very blatantly anti-NPD? Why do they all act like "I'm one of the good ones, I'm not like all the other narcs" and constantly demonize pwNPD?

[miki-kit]

What's with my BPD friends all having issues at the same time are yall synced to the moon or something

[miki-kit]

Slowly realizing over time that NPD truly is built on dysregulation of self esteem and that everything seems to stem from 'what will people think of me'. It's not even selfish, it's just self absorbed. It's losing your view for others when all you can think about is how you can possibly be the best out of anyone around you. Its priding yourself on all that effort and feeling scorched by anyone's disapproval, criticism, etc. It turns into 'how dare they' because you and you alone know how much effort you've put into appearances, into having people like you, into being someone everyone wants and who they want to be.

I think people with NPD have been brainwashed into thinking it *is* selfish and to just accept it. So many narcs snicker at anger from so called 'narc abuse survivors' and 'empaths', the attention fuels a lot of us. But that's because any attention can be flipped and turned around into something good, unless its personal. Then its back to how dare they. But the little to no empathy isn't because we dont care, its because we care so much about how we will reflect to others that others problems fall out of mind. It's difficult to feel your feelings because theyre not my feelings. Why is it my problem when I can't do anything about it? But we tend to help anyway, for the praise of it all. The empathy also tends to shut off because a lot of us used to have too much of it. The brain is very good at keeping you healthy. Stress isnt healthy, so it gets rid of those stressers.

Believing you have a higher purpose, having dreams of fame and attention, craving praise and validation all the time, these are outcomes of a lack of attention growing up, not understanding others emotions, pressure being put on people, etc. NPD is not born from nothing and it does not make people evil. What makes people abusers are a lot of other factors. 'Then why do so many abusers have NPD'. Do they? Or did you just categorize abuse alongside the disorder and now you use that to diagnose it? Or maybe its also the fact you treat people with disorders like theyre vermin. As if they've already abused. Wouldn't that drive you crazy? To be called something your not? Yknow what that sounds like to me? 'Transgender people are predators, they force their sexuality onto everyone'. Let's compare. 'People with NPD are abusers, they only care about themselves'. Sounds like mistaking your own bias for fact. You only think those things because someone told you its true. Transgender people dont push their sexuality, people with NPD do not only care about themselves. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk.

[sodapillz]

Me after building a positive reputation for myself and now I have to deal with ppl venting to me because they think I care when I’d rather pour acid into my ears than listen to them cry abt their trauma for the 12th time.

[miki-kit]

damn boy are you the sun because you brighten my life with your existence

Blursh..🤭

I literally am such a ray of sunshine ehehehe glad you noticed thank u ☀️☀️☀️

[kamisamabest]

how could anyone not notice

[miki-kit]

Cause they're haters who get upset with me for no reason at all 🙏🙄 imagine being so pressed about me and I'm just sitting here like 🚬

[miki-kit]

Oh my god yes.

I used to be friends with this one person who claimed they have emotional intelligence and an empath. They would purposely poke me with a stick and when I reacted, they posted a status of a picture saying "signs you're someone's fp" and with the caption "I understand, sam." Like what the fuck is wrong with you?

They treated people who were part of cluster B like pet projects. They would "analyze" those people and make jokes about them being crazy

EWWWW WTF 😭

Bro that's so ODD

Imagine being one of those "I'm an empath 🥺" people its so embarassing

[miki-kit]

No offense

This isnt mean to stereotype anybody but

Watching the narc vs autism tik tok videos on tik tok makes me feel like im kinda losing braincells?

Most of the time the person that claims theyre fighting against the "evil narcisstic person" is just them purposely telling the person rude stuff and being rude to them and picking on them and using the excuse of being "honest". They would also purposely undermine the supposedly narcisstic person's confidence and downplaying their achievements or what theyre proud of to make them "humble" when in reality its just them being an asshole

Yeah as someone who's both autistic and a narcissist, it's rlly strange to see them talk about being able to spot narcs a mile away and whatever. Especially since they've never once spotted me. Maybe cause I'm also autistic? Idk

They rlly do treat us like we're evil and deserve to be punished for a disorder that we can't control. And then when you get upset that they're poking you with a stick, suddenly they're the victim and you're just proving them right.

[miki-kit]

How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?

About 36 cubic inches