miki

just for fun

[mikimas]

hello hello~

second semester of college here. hello past me

[mikimas]

i have covid :(

[mikimas]

my cap :))

let’s hope tomorrows the graduation outside… it’s supposed to rain and if it’s inside only two are allowed and i have 7 people at home rn who wanna go

[mikimas]

a glimpse of us

[mikimas]

also i’m in love with the book the little prince

idk it just it’s so amazing and the little prince is heartbreakingly such a character that makes your heart hurt a little

like it just made miss my childhood and it just kind of, just told me stop questioning beautiful things and just think of it as magic, nothing needs to have an explanation

[mikimas]

it has been decades since i last posted

IM LEAVING FOR COLLEGE IN AUGUST, i’m not ready but i’m excited to leave home and just catch a break from everything

like memories and just flashbacks from that bedroom that i can’t get out of my head

here’s to new adventures

[mikimas]

hate it here

[mikimas]

sometimes dont you just

want to feel sad?

like in all honesty that huge thing thats been in life for so long becomes just background but its like

you feel entitled to feeling it y'know?

like everyone around you acts or just

pretends it doesnt exist

but you feel it

you live it every single day and try to act like those others who just dont ever acknowlege it

i want to be sad

i want to be mad

i want to be angry with you

i want you to feel guilt for everything youve

and yet i tell you i love you for the sake of the family

[mikimas]

spending so much time hating your body

when in reality it’s a blank canvas waiting to be filled with the perception of you

of you who you love

of you who you hate

of just you

[mikimas]

know that im vouching for you <3

i'm here for you stranger

[mikimas]

and here i am here i ammmm

ngl all this work assigned from school is a pain...

im literally not gonna do any work anymore

,,, i say as I work on my final project

5 more weeks.. five more weeks left until summer

okay but then allergies ugh

and hot weather

humidity

rip me </3

[mikimas]

theres a slice of ice cream cake standing between the line of me having my dream body and who i am today

the ice cream cakes really good though

so was the cupcake

..i have no self control send help

[mikimas]

i have so much i wanna draw

i wanna draw how the music in my mind looks like

i wanna draw my own characters in my head

i wanna draw

but one problem

i cant

no drawing artistic ability

my own fantasies are gonna be stayed up locked in my mind </3

maybe one day

[ousia-poetica]

Doing any activity is always better than doing nothing.

[poetry-siir]

It’s not me, it’s the moods that fluctuate with little control.

poetry-siir ©

No soy yo, son los estados de ánimo que fluctúan sin apenas control.

poetry-siir ©

[mikimas]

take me here

[mikimas]

hearing the crickets outside makes me wanna jump out my window and look at the stars with them

but like

it’s so hot

[mikimas]

and looking up at the stars, i realized that maybe they dont shine for me at all