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anyway shoutout 2 my boss for being niceys to me when i had to go "hi sorry for being bad at everything i forgor i have ptsd from someone i live with and it's putting holes in my brain lol" and she basically told me i should just be proud of everything i manage despite that ;-;

#txt #she kinda knew this early into working with me and she was so kind about it and said a lot of very helpful validating things #that i was Not getting from anyone irl and i would die for her bc of that #BUT that was many years ago and bc /i/ literally forgot that's why my brain is fucking fried #i kiiiinda wanted to just explain my spaceyness lol bc it has been significantly worse in recent times w the mistakes im making #and it also felt appropriate bc i have a tangible fix to it with possibly moving to a place with a better layout #anyway don't tell ur coworkers about ur mental illnesses UNLESS ☝️ you are me specifically #and they will let you make probably useless spreadsheets to cope #and get mad at ur family on ur behalf

we are maybeeee moving to a bigger place soon and as far as i can tell it's going to work out but it is so annoying not knowing if i am allowed to get excited about that or start packing etc

#txt #there's a room and bathroom in the basement that i would be able to just have as my own space #and i think that would Genuinely fix me because i could have my own routines and maybe be in less of #a perpetual ptsd response if i have more secure distance from [redacted] instead of having to cross paths #with him any time i go to brush my teeth or whatever lololol #like i know it wouldn't be perfect but it would be a million times better than how things are right now

something about the role reversal of gabi's final outfit being a blood-stained sweater and sam's final outfit being soft business casual.

sam starting as someone dressed just as vulnerably and broken, but becoming someone with the blood of so many people on her hands, and gabi literally ending with jane's blood all over her.

gabi starting as the person shouldering all of sam's burdens and keeping her alive, and sam taking Everything onto herself in the most insane self sacrifice to keep everyone else alive, including gabi.

i'm going to kill m

#paradise tag #sorry i was going to sleep at a reasonable hour but im mspaintcrushingwoodbetweenmyteeth.png #over the costume designer's posts lol #[guy who has only ever seen snowpiercer voice]#wow this is just like when they put jennifer connelly in jeans #anyway it's like they came full circle and sam released her from their insane entwinement but after That i don't think gabi will #ever feel free lol

costume designer's posts are making me InsnASne

#paradise tag #need more dakota so FUCKing badly

having a breakdown over the costume designer's post about gabriela's clothes moving from more fluid to more sharp as she grows more assertive, versus sam ending as the softest version of herself. what the fuck man.

#paradise tag #there ARE SO MANY MORE POSTS ABOUT THEM AND BEHIND THE SCENES PICTURES TOOOOOOOOO #BUT I F I LOOK AT THEM RN I WILL EXPLODE #there is just so much on the balance of soft/fluid/vulnerability/good and armor/sharp/etc and the way it all pulls together #anyway instagram's ui makes me want to suislide so i will be downloading everything to look through properly later lolllllll

ray-green-wicked4good

My one contribution to the Paradise fandom...

#JKL;kljsl;kjlkajslkajsdlkjlkjjJ #paradise

soooo many thing i need to be doing rn to fix my life but i am soooooooo frozen

#txt #blaming today's issues on how ill i was yesterday but now i need to have something happen today that i can blame #when i inevitably fuck up tomorrow too #i am in the middle of a lot of things i do not have answers on which makes it hard to plan anything but also i should have uhhh #done so much of this probably years ago #and now all i wanna do is self indulgent fic escapism so i can Not think about how bad i feel about all that lol

slaygentford

guys having a cold this week has led me to reading a bunch about religion idk. but im curious about this population of tumblrinas

I consider myself

follower of an organized religion

"recovered" follower of an organized religion, now atheist or agnostic

spiritual -- there is one single organizing universal force

spiritual -- polytheistic, wicca...

spiritual -- "there's vibes out there but idk what"

culturally religious (whatever this means to you)

atheist

agnostic

more than one of these

other

Remaining time: 13 hours 2 minutes

obv this is rough and informal but these are the categories that have come to mind after my silly little deep dives...

#i guess recovered follower of organized religion????#and now atheist/agnostic #i think religion and spirituality are cool i just dont rly personally subscribe to any one thing/anything

i was going to organize my files today but i apparently have almost 5k pictures in my screenshots folder so uh. no.

#txt #those arent even all my screenshots theyre just whatever my computer processes as a screenshot #downloads folder is at 3k.................. goodbye

evegwood

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femslashclub

Sunset, a femslash archive. A project of Agnes the Alien.

One day left to sign up to the seasons of sunsets exchange on Sunset, the femslash archive :)

#🔫 COME JOIN #nominations also still open i think

a4g

problematic plot relevance gap

rly what's more lesbian than sam listening to/watching a recording of gabi having sex with someone else, or jane tying back her hair so she could look in the mirror and pretend her reflection was sam calling her a good girl, or jane trying to kill gabi for still being sam's special pet despite it all

#paradise tag #god what is this show honestly #also can't forget jane cutting off a guy's penis and trying to gift it to stacy!#but that is slightly adjacent to this hell triangle specifically #obligatory mentions to 'we're on a break' from gabi. and jane shooting sam to ironically keep her alive because she has no purpose #without a fucked up dictator mommy to point her like a self-described gun #and that isn't even everything somehow #like sorry there are just so many things that even after watching twice i cannot believe actually happened

drops-of-universe

please dont vape your blueberry ice flavor around my kid. we are raising him on marlboro reds exclusively.

casgirl

I’m not gonna lie very little has been going according to keikaku these days

anglaised

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

segamascott

he seems to be doing a pretty good job tbh

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