Millieuwuu

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YA'LL– I had been reading project Hail Mary fanfics, graceXsimon mostly, but i hadn't really seen the movie or read the book.. AND SO IT WAS RN THAT I'M FINDING OUT THAT SIMON AIN'T EVEN AN ACTUAL CHARACTER IN THE SHOW?!?!😭😭😭 MY ENTIRE WEEK IS RUINED! (Still love them tho🥹🫰)..

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YA'LL I FOUND A CARROT SHAPED LIKE A HEEL!!✨️💅

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Idk just wanted to post something lol💀🫰✨️ so here's a quarter of my face🎀

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Drew with oil pastle after a longggg time (6 years💀💅✨️)

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Guys, should I make more eeveelution arts??✨️🎀

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Most of the men going on abt how the queer community are overshadowing men's mental health month with pride month, are also the one's when they are told that trans men and gay men's mental health also matters, they absolutely flip out. Like, ya'll do realize that ya'll are the part of the problem of men's declining mental health, right? Cuz accept it or not, trans and gay men are also men, who's mental well being, ya'll don't take care of much like ya'll do to urselves. Plus u don't just do on about posting abt 'men's mental health month' and then leave that just be. That ain't what it's about. U actually start to normalize it with ur friends and family, even when the month is over. And become more considerate and empathetic towards other people, which includes trans and gay men, and hell, any other human being really. If u can't do atleast that, u don't even got the right to say a single word against the queer community.

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Can any one of ya'll guess what type of gay I am just by my posts?💀✨️

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I burnt myself twice today tryna make cupcakes💀👍🏼

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✨️kitty✨️

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Sillyeon✨️🎀 (again, took four minutes to draw this lol)

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I swear if this gets more attention than the philosophical story i wrote, I am gonna actually go crazy💀👍🏼🥀 this took me like five seconds..

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✨️🎀Sandwich🎀✨️

Author's note:

No smut available on this one lol. Read ahead only if you're ready for existential dread and– yep! U guessed it! ✨️Sandwiches✨️!!

Also, btw, English is my third language, so don't expect much💀🥀. Enjoy, ya'll!

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A: Death... it's quite difficult to obtain, is it not?

B: Oh? Are we in a philosophical mood, perhaps?

A: No no, not in any mood. Just thinking out loud.

B: But to answer your question, Rudy, I think most might disagree with you.

A: Yes, most would I suppose. But is it really the majority, or what people think as normal?

B: Well, I think I will need you to elaborate on that.

A: It is just that–.. I think death is quite hard to obtain. Perhaps it is because I long for it. But then, if that's the reason, don't you think more people long for it than not? Sure most don't express it, but I imagine most do secretly long for it, even a little.

B: ...Is this another one of your twisted way of making me feel better about my fate? If so, I can surely inform you, it's not quite working yet.

A: Oh, no no, not at all, Robert. You are my dear friend. I surely won't jest about your carcinoma to make you feel better. And I think for you, the matter is quite the opposite.

B: hm? How so?

A: It is simple really. You long for life.. I imagine human life's cursed. It is always harder to hold onto or achieve what you want. And so when you look around, you see everyone getting it so easily.

B: Are you trying to imply that you living is somehow worse than me slowly dying?

A: It is not a competition at all, my friend. For me, you look like the strongest person ever.. even with your fate, you still have such will, such vigor to live. It should not be underestimated at all.

B: There is no strength in dying. I really can't understand how you view the world, or me. Or see how death is a better substitute.

A: Oh but I am in the same position as you, Robert. I cannot fathom how you see the world and still have such strength remaining to have the will to live. But alas.. we both have what the other desires. To us, we both are like two people. One stuck in an infinite desert, with no source of water anywhere.. and the other stuck in an infinite ocean with no land or warmth.. both yearning for what the other has. But both doomed for the same fate of agony till life gives out eventually.

B: Rudy? Have you eaten today, my dear? Seems not?.. shall I ask my maid to make us some sandwiches?

A: ....Yes please, that'd be lovely..

Author's note (again, yes lol):

Soo, that was it really, my only piece of literature. Ya'll have full freedom to interpret it however yall want to, but ya'll also have the option to text me if u want the original interpretation! And well– that was it! Ya'll might see me in the future, might not, idk yet lol💀💅.

So yea– baiiii✨️🎀

[Btw, this whole thing started cuz I was hungry at 2A.M. lol.]

[P.s.: Yes, another note💀. I had originally ment to post this on wattpad, but the app is tweaking out for some reason, and so I discovered this app and posted it on here! and thus, the format looks very wattpad-y.]