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Keefe headcanon of the day: he used to self harm and generally struggled with suicidality

#keefe chambers #the righteous gemstones #keefvin #gemstoneposting

Are we still flooding the Scar tags?

The post seems to be gone, but the blog is still alive. I think we're in the clear for now.

Could you please dm me who did it? I’m talking to mods in his discord server about it rn and I want to let them know who to block/report/take legal action against/etc /gen

freesiadotcom

goodtimeswithyarn contemplates his existence

millygoose

I want to submerge him in milk and suck the milk out then throw him against a wall so he makes a loud thud /ref

Hear me out:

Older (30s-40s) chronically ill caretaker comforts younger (late teens-twenties) chronically ill whumpee and gives them advice

#whump #whumpee #caretaker #chronic illness whump #illness whump

millygoose

autism md

jameswilsonsupremacy

I would literally sell my soul to frame this on my wall

millygoose

I still have it so I can scan it if you’d like to print it out!

millygoose

here ya go!

millygoose

autism md

jameswilsonsupremacy

I would literally sell my soul to frame this on my wall

millygoose

I still have it so I can scan it if you’d like to print it out!

chronically-chaotic-cryptid

wild to me that there are people who don't experience nausea on a daily basis, like you just eat food and go on with your life? truly unbelievable

millygoose

Me but with fatigue and daytime sleepiness. What do you mean exercise is on the table for you /rhet

#chronic illness #cripplepunk #chronically ill #me cfs

cripplywobblytimeywimey

Bro can we talk about how when you're disabled literally people never stop expecting above and beyond from you?? Like I'm just a 20 year old trying to juggle a degree I'm almost constantly on the verge of failing and managing every other aspect of my life terribly. I can barely manage to wear different clothes everyday or remember to take my life saving medication and people want me to make choices about dinner and interview me for their assignments. I can't afford the energy to people that I can hardly afford myself, just to be a people pleaser.

And people wonder why the fuck I break down and spend 90% of my time in bed. I just want to go home and spend 48hrs under the covers to regain a fraction of my energy to have to immediately spend on trying to salvage my degree (and only relatively simple way out of poverty) that is constantly under threat of collapse. I don't want people expecting things of me on top of that.

millygoose

EXACTLY sometimes I wonder if it’s even worth it to tell people I’m disabled if the behavior and attitude towards me isn’t going to change

#cpunk #cripplepunk #queer cripple #cripple punk #crip punk #disabled #actually disabled #chronic illness

Thank you GoodTimesWithScar for helping me overcome my internalized ableism. For a while there I was convinced that it was hopeless, but seeing someone like me be truly happy despite all of this pulled me out of the darkest place I have ever been. Every day is still a battle, but knowing that I am not alone in it has been a game changer. I am not immune to good times 💗