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âMy past has not defined me, destroyed me, deterred me, or defeated me; it has only strengthened me.â
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Jermajesty and innocent reader who also his bsf and she tell him she never kissed a guy and things get a lil heated
Learning experience
đŤpairings: Jermajesty x black! reader
Wc:1.4k
đŤcontains: Bsf!Jermajesty, innocent! Reader, explicit content, strong language, corruption kink(?), dry humping,
đŤsummary: During a random questionnaire, Jermajesty discovers that you havenât gone far with a boy at all. It would be wrong of him to let you be inexperienced for your future boyfriendâŚ.right?
You and Jermajesty have been bestfriends for a few years now. It was a rainy day during a college semester and it was exam season. You sat in the dim dusty library, head lolling back and forth, fighting to stay awake. On the verge of slipping into unconsciousness, a thud on the table made you jolt.
It was Jermajesty with a cup of the campus coffee shop, that he placed in front of you. âHere, you need it.â He muttered, eyes looking at your tired face. Ever since then, you became two peas in a pod.
âOkay, what age did you have your first kiss?â You asked, looking at him who was doodling in a random notebook of yours. The soft scribbling mixed with your nail pressing against your phone filled the room. A random cartoon played in the background that neither one of you paid attention to.
âI was 13.â He answered with a shrug as if it was the most casual thing on Earth. In all actuality it probably was. You wouldnât know, you never took it that far with a boy. You were so conditioned to focus on your studies, romance was never a thing in your books. âWhat about you?â Jermajesty asked after noticing your silence.
Your mouth opened trying to find the right words. You felt a bit embarrassed saying it out loud. Jermajesty had way more experience than you even though he refrained from giving you graphic details. You always shied away from things of the sort, it seemed to dirty to consider.
âI never had one.â You muttered, scrolling on your device, searching for the next question to ease your awkwardness. The room remained quiet and you felt the burn of his stare. What you didnât notice was the smallest smirk that appeared on his face seconds before.
He already knew you never been intimate with anyone. Being your bestfriend, he never hesitated to ask you personal questions, ones you always felt weird answering. Anything involving sex led to the same conclusion for you, âNope.â âNever.â âNone.â
Instead of moving to the next topic, he felt a shift in his demeanor. The soft pout that graced your lips, the way your legs moved around under your skirt, the urge to take you hit strong. Jermajesty knew you were attractive, but you were quiet and lonely for the most part. He was the only one in your circle so he took the role as your protector. You were his.
The silence laid thick and heavy around the room, to the point you had to look at him. He seemed concerned, a faux pout on his face as he scooted closer. His knees brushed against yours, and he gently grasped your warm hand in his.
âItâs okay, I canâŚ.help you.â He offered, moving his large palm onto your knee. His hand brought tingles upon you, feeling the weight of him on your bare leg. The thought of his lips on yours made your face burn and your heart began to beat faster.
âIsnât that forâŚcouples?â you wondered. You and Jermajesty were just friends, and friends donât do that. You wouldnât mind but you didnât want to lose your bestfriend.
âNot all the time, only if they see it that way,â his fingers found your chin, grasping and turning you towards him, making you look directly in his eyes. The tension was a building intensity between the two you, âJust think of it like Iâm helping you for your future boyfriend.â
You let out a shaky breath, eyes dropping to his lips. When he says it like that, maybe it isnât so bad. You donât want to be inexperienced anymore, and this is the perfect opportunity. Your bestfriend was so nice to you, leave it to him to help you for a future relationship.
âFor my future boyfriend?â You reflected. Jermajesty nodded, licking his own lips, itching to press them against yours. He wanted to make you his, make his mark on you. Forget a future boyfriend, HE is the future boyfriend.
âYeah, you donât wanna be lost and confused, right?â His voice sounded lower, his grip still on your chin. You let a beat pass letting his words sit in your head. Heâs just trying to help, jermajesty usually knows best. âNo,â You muttered.
âExactly, Iâll go slow.â He whispered leaning closer to you. Your fingers scrunched against your jeans trying to find something ease your anxiety. Your eyes fluttered close and you heartbeat echoed in your ears, you wouldnât be surprised if he heard it.
His hand rested warmly against your face, and his thumb gently stroked your cheek. It almost feltâŚ.loving. You couldnât but lean into his touch, anticipating the kiss.
Finally, his lips pressed softly against yours. Just as you would've thought, soft and warm. He let it linger, not wanting to move too fast. They were full against yours, just smooth enough to make you crave more.
The television drowned out beneath your heartbeat as you focused on the feeling. Your tense shoulders relaxed, and your body practically melted into his mouth.
He pulled away to look at you, and the corner of his lips slightly lifted seeing your body naturally chase after him. Your eyes finally opened, licking your lips off of instinct.
You may just see why people like kissing so much.
âHow was it?â He asked even though he could already tell from your reaction. The dazed out look in your eyes turned him on like no other. If one kiss made you get like this, he wondered how would it feel when he actually fucked you.
âIt was good.â You said so low, he couldnât thought you were whispering. He watched as you tried to focus on his eyes but you kept looking at his lips. You craved to feel his lips again, and your thighs pressed together at the random warmth between them.
He tilted his head at you, watching as you shifted around. âWant to do it again?â He asked. He read you like a book, just needy enough to crawl in the palm of his hand.
âYea." Your voice sounded shaky, hands slightly twitching from nerves, but your eyes couldn't stop staring at his lips. His hand came to rest on your waist, and he leaned in once again. Instead of the initial quick peck, you felt his lips slowly moving in a motion. It caught you off guard but you quickly caught on and mirrored his pace.
He pulled away for a split moment, just enough to speak. âTilt your head a lil bit.â He muttered. You didnât hesitate to listen, finding his lips once again. You copied after him, moving in the same motion, creating a rhythm between the two of you. Your hand hesitantly moved to rest on his shoulders as you finally caught the groove of things.
His lips now felt warm and slightly wet, a mirror of the damp feeling that began to form within you. You went to do the same action but as soon your lips parted, his tongue eased inside. His tongue slowly swept your mouth making your thighs clench. You don't think you ever been so turned on in your life.
Soft lip smacking and wet kisses filled the room, along with soft sighs. Your body felt hot all over, and you wanted nothing more than to jump his bones. You never imagined you would be here making out with your best friend, and you regret nothing.
His hand gently rubbed against your thigh, and the gentle touch elicited a small whimper from you. âLet me teach you something else.â He whispered, noticing your quiet panting. Before you could protest, he gripped your waist with both of his hands, lifting you up and setting you on his lap. The pressure from his bulge pressed against your core emitting a gasp from you.
The pleasure that ran through you made you dizzy. The feeling was new, but you weren't that uneducated, âAre youâŚhard?â You asked him, eyes darting between his lips and eyes. âYeah, baby, thatâs whatâs gonna happen to your future boyfriend.â He explained.
"Wanna learn how to help?" He asked, eyes blown out as his hands trailed down your body. He placed his hands on your ass, shifting you forward and backwards against his lap. The deep grinding made you grab onto his shoulders tightly, head falling forward into the crook of his neck. He felt thick and heavy and you began to imagine how he felt bare.
A chill ran up your spine from the thought, and your hips began to move on their own. âThere you go, baby, just like that.â He leaned in and kissed your neck. You released a sigh, slowly tilting your head to the side so he had more room.
You tried to keep your breath steady the more you felt the friction against your clit. âYou feel that?â He muttered and you nodded quickly. You were so overwhelmed, you thought you were going to orgasm any second. âUse your words.â He demanded.
âYes, Maj, I feel it.â You moaned. âGood girl.â He said before sucking on your neck, leaving marks. His hand reached up to hold your nape and tugged you to meet his lips.
Your tongues met once again, while moaning into his mouth. Your stomach was swirling, peak rising as you his bulge continuously humped against your clit.
He groaned into your mouth, fingers digging into the fat of your ass. Your body felt hot, and you felt like you were losing your mind. Jermajesty was obsessed with you in this moment.
Your soft moans, the way your hands grabbed onto him like he was your lifeline, and your hips uncontrollably moving. âHow you feeling?â He muttered against your lips.
âIâm so close.â You whimpered, legs quivering, refusing to slow down your pace. âCum for me.â He muttered, connecting his lips with yours once again.
His words flipped a switch in your body and you shuddered, feeling your release wash over you. Your lips fumbled against his as you lost control, clenching around nothing.
âMmmm,â he moaned watching you twitch in his lap. Your breath slowed down as your body relaxed from the moment.
âYou enjoyed your learning experience?â
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Pairing: Trevante Rhodes x Jamie Newberry ( Black female OC)
Summary: When a journalist scores an exclusive interview with a Hollywood star during Fashion Week, she expects to uncover his truths. Instead, she finds her own professionalism being stripped away, question by question, touch by touch, until the only story left to tell is the one written on her body.
Warnings: explicit sexual content, graphic language, dominance and submission, public sex, oral sex, praise, and power dynamic.
request from: @atasteofmir
The air in the private lounge at The Plaza Hotel hung thick with the remnants of champagne and expensive perfume. New York Fashion Week had drawn everyone who mattered to the city, and tonight, after the premiere of his latest indie drama, Trevante Rhodes had agreed to an exclusive with Culture & Style magazine. Jamie Newberry adjusted the strap of her sleek black dress, the fabric clinging to her curves like a second skin. Her notebook felt heavy in her lap, not from its weight but from the significance of this interview.
She'd interviewed celebrities beforeâA-listers who'd perfected the art of saying nothing while making it sound profound. But Trevante Rhodes was different. Even from across the room, where he stood by the bar talking to a director, there was an undeniable stillness about him. The kind of quiet that made people lean in, hoping to catch whatever wisdom might be floating in his orbit.
He wore a simple black tee that stretched across broad shoulders and defined biceps, paired with dark jeans that hung just right on his athletic frame. No flashy jewelry, no designer labels screaming for attention. Just him, looking like he'd rather be anywhere else but somehow owning the space completely.
Jamie crossed her legs, the slit in her dress revealing the smooth, milk chocolate skin of her thigh. She caught his eye as he turned, and for a moment, the room fell silent. His gaze was unhurried, like he was memorizing every detail of her face before deciding whether to approach.
When he finally made his way over, each step seemed purposeful. He moved with the grace of an athlete, all controlled power and restrained energy.
"Jamie Newberry," she said, standing to extend her hand. "Thank you for making time for me tonight."
"Trevante Rhodes," he replied, his voice deeper than she'd expected, a low rumble that vibrated through her hand as he shook it. His grip was firm but not crushing, lingering just a second too long. "The pleasure's all mine."
He settled into the armchair opposite her, sprawling with an ease that made the expensive furniture look like it had been designed specifically for him. The dim lighting cast shadows across his face, highlighting the strong line of his jaw and the fullness of his lips.
Jamie clicked her pen, ready to dive in. "I appreciate you sitting down with me, especially during Fashion Week. I know your schedule must be packed."
Trevante leaned forward, elbows on his knees, bringing them closer. "Fashion Week's just noise. This"âhe gestured between themâ"is more interesting."
She felt a flush creeping up her neck. "Well, let's talk about your new film then. You play a character who's quite different from your previous roles. What drew you to this part?"
He didn't answer immediately. His eyes roamed over her face, down to where her pen hovered above her notebook, then back up. "You always this nervous before you ask someone to undress for you?"
She laughed, a little too brightly. "I'm not nervous, just professional. And I wasn't aware I was asking you to undress."
"Weren't you?" His lips curved into a slow smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. "Every question's an invitation to strip something away. The persona, the performance, the armor." He paused, letting the words hang between them. "You're just trying to see what's underneath."
She swallowed hard, her pulse thumping in her throat. "I suppose that's one way to look at it. So what's underneath Trevante Rhodes?"
"Same thing that's underneath everybody." He leaned back, stretching an arm across the back of the chair. "Just trying to figure out how to be seen without being exposed."
Jamie scribbled notes, though her hands were suddenly unsteady. "That's poetic. Is that why you chose this role? For the vulnerability?"
"Maybe." He watched her pen move across the page. "Or maybe I just wanted to work with a director who understands that silence can be louder than dialogue."
"Speaking of dialogue," she said, trying to regain control of the interview, "your character has some powerful monologues. How do you prepare for those emotionally demanding scenes?"
Trevante shifted, bringing one leg up to rest on the opposite knee. The movement drew her attention to the powerful muscles of his thighs, visible even through the denim. "You prepare by living. By paying attention. By letting things in." His eyes met hers again, intense and unwavering. "You let yourself feel what most people run from."
Jamie cleared her throat. "That sounds intense."
"It is." He leaned forward again, closing the distance between them. The scent of his cologneâsomething woodsy with a hint of citrusâwrapped around her. "But you know about that, don't you? Asking questions that make people uncomfortable. Pushing until you get to something real."
"That's my job."
"Is it?" His voice dropped lower, intimate despite the public setting. "Or is it who you are?"
Jamie crossed her legs tighter, the fabric of her dress whispering against her skin. "I'd say they're intertwined."
"So what question are you really here to ask me?" His gaze dropped to her mouth, lingered there. "What do you want to know that's not on your list?"
Her mind went blank. Every prepared question suddenly felt superficial, inadequate. "I want to know..." she started, then stopped. "I want to know what keeps you grounded when everything around you is chaos."
A smile spread across Trevanteâs face, easing the hard lines of his features and drawing faint creases around his eyes. "Now that's a real question." He considered for a moment. "Discipline. And knowing when to say no to things that don't serve me."
"Like Fashion Week events?"
"Like interviews that are just rehearsed soundbites." He leaned closer still, until she could feel the warmth radiating from his body. "But this isn't one of those, is it?"
Her heart fluttered before taking off at a sprint. "I try to make my interviews authentic."
âAuthentic.â He rolled the word slowly across his tongue. His gaze dropped to the notebook in her hands before returning to her face. âYou know whatâs authentic? The way youâre holding that thing like it can keep me out. The way your breath catches when I look at you. The way you want to ask me something personal but youâre afraid of what the answer might mean.â
She couldnât deny it. He was reading her like she was an open book, and the worst part was that he seemed to be getting every page right.
âAnd what do you think I want to ask?â
"You want to know if I'm as intense in private as I seem on screen. You want to know if the control I project is real or just performance." He paused, his voice dropping to a near whisper. "You want to know what it would feel like to be the one person I don't have to perform for."
Jamie's fingers tightened on her pen. "Those are some assumptions."
âDo you really believe that?â He traced the line of her jaw, his touch sending a spark through her. âOr am I just saying what we both know is true?â
She should have pulled away. Should have reminded him this was a professional interview. But she didn't. Instead, she found herself leaning into his touch, her eyes fluttering closed for just a second.
"You're right," she whispered, opening her eyes to meet his. "I do want to know those things."
Trevante's smile returned. "Good. Because I want to show you."
The air between them crackled with possibility, with unspoken desires. Jamie knew she was standing at a precipice, and one step would take her into territory she'd only written about but never experienced.
"Let's finish this somewhere more private," he said, his voice certain.
She nodded, gathering her things with trembling fingers. When they stood to leave, Trevanteâs hand settled at the small of her back, warm and reassuring. The touch sent a thrill through her, carrying with it the quiet promise of more time alone together.
They moved through the dwindling crowd, his presence beside her both a shield and a declaration. Jamie could feel eyes on them, whispers following in their wake, but all she could focus on was the warmth of his hand on her skin and the knowledge that this interview was about to become something entirely different.
As they stepped out into the cool New York night, Trevante guided her toward a waiting car, his body close enough that she could feel the rhythm of his breathing.
"You still nervous?" he asked, his lips close to her ear.
Jamie turned to face him, the city lights glittering behind him like a constellation. "No," she said, surprised by the steadiness in her own voice. "I'm exactly where I need to be."
Trevante's eyes gleamed with approval. "Good girl," he murmured, and the words settled deep inside her, a claim she hadn't known she wanted to make.
The car door opened, and he helped her in, his hand lingering on her thigh just a moment too long. As he slid in beside her, Jamie knew that this night would change everything. The interview was over, but the real story was just beginning.
The elevator ride to the rooftop lounge was silent, but charged with an energy that made the fine hairs on Jamie's arms stand at attention. Trevante stood beside her, close enough that their shoulders occasionally brushed with the sway of the car. She could feel the heat radiating from his body, and the smell of his cologne made her mouth water.
When the doors opened, they stepped into a space that felt suspended between the city and the stars. The rooftop lounge was semi-private, with low-slung velvet couches, fire pits casting dancing shadows, and a panoramic view of the Manhattan skyline that glittered like a field of fallen diamonds. A few patrons dotted the space, but it was quiet enough to feel intimate.
Trevante guided her toward a secluded corner, his hand never leaving the small of her back.
"Is this private enough for you?" he asked, his voice low as they settled onto a curved velvet sofa.
Jamie smoothed her dress, suddenly self-conscious under his intense gaze. "It's perfect. I have a few more questions about your film and your thoughts on fashion."
âRight. The interview.â He settled back into the sofa, one arm draped behind her while his legs opened into a relaxed, expansive stance. The movement was casual. The effect on her was anything but. âAsk away.â
She cleared her throat, trying to regain her professional footing. "Your character in the film deals with identity and belonging. How much of that resonates with your own experience as a Black man in Hollywood?"
Trevante didn't answer immediately. Instead, he watched her. "What do you think happens when a man spends his whole life being told he's not enough, then suddenly the world can't get enough of him?"
Jamie blinked, momentarily thrown. "I imagine it would be... disorienting."
"Disorienting." He rolled the word around his mouth like he was tasting it. "That's a good word. But it's not the whole story." He leaned closer. "It's also liberating. Realizing you don't have to perform for anyone anymore. That you can just... be."
She swallowed hard, her pulse thrumming in her throat. "Is that what you're doing now? Just being?"
"What do you think?" His eyes dropped to her mouth. "Or am I still performing for you?"
Jamie's fingers tightened on her notebook. "I'd like to talk about Fashion Week. You've attended several shows this week. What's your take on the industry's attempts at diversity?"
âDiversity. Yeah.â Trevanteâs mouth curved faintly. âTheyâre just now figuring out what weâve always known.â His gaze moved over her face, thoughtful and unhurried. âBeauty doesnât have one look. One shade. One shape. One texture.â His fingers traced the line of her cheek. âIt looks like you.â
She managed a small smile. âThatâs not very journalistic of you, Mr. Rhodes.â
"Call me Trevante." His thumb brushed her bottom lip. "And since when is journalism about ignoring the truth that's right in front of you?"
Her breath faltered beneath the weight of his attention. "I have a responsibility to my readers."
"And what about your responsibility to yourself?" His hand moved from her face to her knee, warm and heavy through the fabric of her dress. "To acknowledge when something feels right?"
She should have stopped him. Should have reminded him of boundaries, of professionalism. But her body betrayed her, leaning into his touch instead of away.
"Trevante," she whispered.
"Jamie," he whispered back.
The sound of her name in his voice did something to her. She felt exposed, vulnerable, and more alive than she had in years.
"What do you know about Jamie?" she challenged, her voice softer than she intended.
"I know she works too hard. I know she's tired of asking questions that don't matter." His hand slid higher up her thigh, his touch light. "I know she wants to be asked questions for once."
"Like what?"
"Like what makes her pulse race. Like what she thinks about when she's alone at night." His eyes held hers, unwavering. "Like what it would take to make her forget all about her responsibilities and just... feel."
Jamie felt warmth gather beneath her skin, her body reacting before she could stop it. âYouâre very confident.â
"Confidence comes from knowing what you want." His fingers traced her inner thigh, dangerously close to the heat between her legs. "And I know what I want right now."
She took a deep breath. "Which is?"
"To finish this interview somewhere even more private." He leaned in, his lips brushing her ear. "To find out if this sweet little pussy tastes as good as I imagine. To spread you open and taste every inch until you're shaking."
Her eyes grew wide as a soft gasp escaped her lips. "We shouldn't."
"Shouldn't we?" His teeth nipped her earlobe, sending sparks through her. "Or is that just what you tell yourself to keep from getting what you really want?"
Jamie's mind raced, torn between the professional she was supposed to be and the woman she secretly was. "I don't even know you."
"Don't you?" His hand moved higher, and with his other hand, he hooked it around the back of her knee, tugging it and laying it on top of his knee. Her leg yielded easily, opening wider for him. The cool night air from the rooftop ghosted over the heated skin of her inner thighs, making her shiver.Â
The slit of her dress, once a tasteful accent, was now a frame for his exploration, falling open to reveal how high his hand had traveled, how his dark fingers pressed against the delicate, damp fabric of her panties. They were in their own corner, yes, but the lounge was not empty. A group of women laughed softly by the fire pit, their backs to them, but it would only take one turned head, one curious glance, to see everything. To see the powerful Trevante Rhodes with his hand buried deep under the hem of her dress.Â
The thought sent fear and excitement through her. "I think you know me better than most people," he continued, his thumb pressing harder, rubbing slow circles over her clit through the soaked cotton. "I think you see past the interviews, past the performances." His gaze was locked on hers. "I think you see the man who's been waiting for a woman like you to stop asking questions and start feeling answers."
She couldn't deny it. There was something about him that felt familiar, like recognizing a part of herself she'd kept hidden away.
"Tell me what you want, Jamie," he whispered, his voice a caress. "No scripts, no performance. Just truth."
Her throat was dry. "I want..." She started, then stopped, the words catching in her throat.
"Yes? Tell me."
"I want to know what it's like," she finally managed, her voice barely audible. "To not be in control every day."
Trevante's expression softened, a look that made him look vulnerable. "Then let me show you."
His fingers slipped deeper beneath the hem of her dress, causing her body to arch into his touch despite herself.
"Right here?" she whispered, her eyes darting around the rooftop.
"Here." His voice was firm, commanding. "Now."
She hesitated for only a moment before nodding. "Good girl."
His fingers found the edge of her panties, toying with the lace before slipping beneath. Jamie's breath caught as he explored her inner softness, his touch knowing and confident.
"You're dripping for me," he murmured, his lips brushing the shell of her ear. He leaned in closer, his chest pressing against her shoulder as his fingers explored the slick heat between her thighs. "This little pussy is soaked. You can pretend this is just an interview, but your body knows the truth. It's begging for me, isn't it? Begging to be touched, to be tasted. To be fucked right here on this couch where anyone could see us."
She could only nod, words beyond her now as he stroked her clit with practiced ease.Â
"Look at me," he commanded softly.
Jamie's eyes fluttered open, meeting his gaze. The intensity there stole her breath, made her feel seen in a way she never had before.
"I want you to cum for me," he whispered, his fingers working her clit in tight circles. "Right here. Right now."
Her body locked around the sensation, tension building until she could barely stand it. The low murmur of conversation from across the rooftop, the clinking of glasses, the distant wail of a siren, it all sharpened into clarity. Anyone could turn their head. Anyone could see her dress bunched around her hips as Trevante's fingers worked her swollen clit.
"That's it," he encouraged, his voice a hypnotic rasp right against her ear. His eyes never left her face, watching her with focus as she came undone. "Let go. Let me feel you squeeze my fingers. Let everyone hear how good this pussy is."
The permission was a match to gasoline. Jamie came apart all at once, the sensation bursting through her in a powerful rush that left her gasping. Her back arched off the velvet couch, a silent scream caught in her throat as she bit down hard on her lip, the coppery taste of blood mingling with the overwhelming pleasure. Her inner walls clamped down around his fingers, a rhythmic clenching that pulsed through her entire body, a wet grip he could feel from the inside out. She was shaking, trembling uncontrollably, her vision blurring into a kaleidoscope of city lights and shadows, all while his gaze held her captive, a silent witness to her unravelling.
As the waves of pleasure subsided, Trevante gathered her into his arms, holding her close as she struggled to catch her breath. The city lights blurred around them, the sounds of the rooftop fading into a distant hum.
"You okay?" he asked, his voice gentle now.
Jamie nodded against his chest, inhaling his scent, his warmth. "More than okay."
He chuckled softly, the vibration rumbling through his chest. He stood, extending a hand to help her up.
Jamie took his hand, letting him pull her to her feet. Her legs felt shaky, but his grip was steady, reassuring.
"Where are we going?" she asked as he led her toward the elevator.
"Somewhere we won't be interrupted," he said, "Somewhere I can take my time with you."
As they descended in the elevator, Jamie knew there was no turning back.
The elevator doors slid open onto the main floor, and for a moment, the cacophony of the lobby, clinking glasses, distant laughter, the murmur of conversations, felt like a bucket of ice water on Jamie's overheated skin. The reality of what had just happened on that rooftop crashed into her. Her legs still trembled, the phantom pulse of her orgasm a lingering echo. She was a journalist. A professional. And she had just come undone in public for a man she was supposed to be interviewing.
She pulled away slightly, trying to reclaim her space, her composure. "Iâ" she started, but her voice was a hoarse whisper, unfamiliar to her own ears. She cleared her throat. "I should probably get going. It's late."
Trevante didn't stop. He just tightened his grip on her hand, his stride unwavering as he led her not toward the main exit, but down a dimly lit corridor branching off the lobby. The air grew thicker, quieter, the sounds of the party fading into a muffled hum. The hallway was narrow, lined with dark wood paneling and illuminated only by recessed lights in the floor, casting long, dancing shadows.
"Going?" he asked. He stopped, turning to face her, and the size of him in the confined space stole her breath. He wasn't touching her yet, but his presence had pinned her against the wall. "We're not done with your interview, Jamie."
She tried to stand taller, to summon the sharp, no-nonsense reporter who had walked into The Plaza an hour ago. "I think we covered the important points."
A smile spread across his face. He leaned one hand against the wall beside her head, caging her in. He didn't touch her, but she could feel the heat from his body. "Baby, you think you're in control here?" he asked as his eyes swept over her face, her body, like he was assessing his property.
"I'm not trying to be in control," she lied, her voice barely audible. "I'm trying to be professional."
"Professional?" He chuckled. "Love, you came all over my fingers five minutes ago where anyone could have seen you. You passed professional about two floors ago." He leaned in closer, his lips just a breath from her ear. "Now you're just a woman who's about to do what she's told."
A shiver drizzled down to her dipping center. Her professional armor was already cracked and shattered. She couldn't find a single word to say.
"That's what I thought," he whispered. He finally touched her. His thumb brushed her bottom lip, which was still tender from where she'd bitten it. "You're a smart woman, Jamie. You know when to stop fighting it. When to let a real man take the lead."
His hand moved down, tracing the column of her throat, the curve of her shoulder, until it rested on the dip of her hip. His other hand came up to her throat, gripping it slightly. "Let me show you what an exclusive interview really feels like."
He didn't wait for an answer. He simply dropped his hand from her hip to her shoulders, his grip firm as he guided her down. The plush carpet of the hallway cushioned her knees as she sank to the floor before him. This was insane. They were in a public hallway. But looking up at him, at the hunger in his eyes, she knew there was no fighting it. She didn't want to.
He kept his eyes locked on hers as he unfastened his jeans, the sound of his zipper loud in the quiet corridor. He freed himself, like a sculpted piece of dark wood, his dick curved prominently, its chocolate-colored thickness demanding both hands to appreciate its full weight. He didn't stroke himself. He just held it, presenting it to her like an offering.
"Open your mouth," he commanded. It wasn't a request. It was an order, delivered in the same low, hypnotic voice that had unraveled her on the rooftop.
Jamie's lips parted instantly, a reflex she couldn't have stopped if she'd tried.
"Good girl." He stepped forward, guiding the head of his dick to her lips. He didn't thrust into her. He made her come to him, made her lean forward and take him in. The taste of him flooded her senses.
He threaded his fingers through her hair, his grip tightening at the base of her skull. "Now," he said, his voice dropping even lower, a gravelly command that vibrated straight to her core. "You're going to show me how sorry you are for trying to leave. You're going to suck this dick like it's the last thing you'll ever taste. And if you do a good job, I might let you feel it inside that pretty little pussy. Do you understand me?"
She could only manage a muffled sound of agreement around his thickness.
"Answer me properly," he insisted, giving her hair a gentle but firm tug. "Yes, what?"
Jamie pulled back just enough to speak, her lips brushing against his tip. "Yes, Sir," she whispered.
"Thatta girl," he groaned, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through his entire body. He pushed his hips forward, the curve of his dick forcing her jaw open wider as he slid deeper. The blunt head nudged the back of her throat, and she gagged, a messy, wet sound that echoed in the narrow hallway. Saliva flooded her mouth, dripping from the corners of her lips and down her chin in thick, viscous ropes.
He pulled back just enough for her to gasp a breath before doing it again, harder this time. The wet, choking sounds grew louder as he established a rhythm. Gag. Gasp. Gag. Gasp. Each time he hit the back of her throat, she felt a surge of pride, of purpose. This was her place now. On her knees in a dimly lit hallway, worshipping this man with her mouth.
With his free hand, he hooked his thumb under the hem of his shirt and lifted it, exposing the hard planes of his stomach and the dark trail of hair that disappeared down to where his body was joined with hers. Her eyes, tearing up from the throat-fucking, flickered to the ornate mirror hanging on the wall behind him. In the reflection, she saw it allâher own ruined face, her lips stretched thin and swollen around the thick, dark shaft pumping between them.
She saw him, his head thrown back; she saw the powerful muscles of his ass clench and release with every forward motion, driving that heavy, curved dick deeper into her mouth. The mirror showed the beauty of his hand tangled in her hair, holding her in place for his pleasure. It was filthy, nasty, and the sight of their reflection made her pussy clench. The wet sounds of her mouth being fucked filled the hall, a symphony that was just for them.
He looked down at her. "Look at you," he murmured, his voice thick with lust. "So fucking pretty with my dick in your mouth. Pretty sure I like you better this way."
She moaned around him, the sound vibrating along his length, earning a sharp intake of breath from him. He picked up the pace slightly, his thrusts becoming deeper, more forceful. The hallway, the possibility of being caughtâit all faded away. There was only him, his voice, his commands, his dick filling her mouth, his taste, his smell. Her world had narrowed to this one perfect, shameful, glorious act of submission.
"Take it all," he commanded, his hips pistoning faster now. "Show me you can handle it."
She relaxed her throat, taking him as deep as she could, tears pricking the corners of her eyes from the effort. She could feel him swelling, pulsing.
"Fuck," he growled, his grip on her hair tightening painfully. "You're gonna make me nut. You want that? Want me to cum down your throat?"
She hummed her consent, eager for it, desperate for his release.
"Then say it," he demanded, his voice strained. "Beg for it."
She pulled back, gasping for air. "Please, Sir," she begged, looking up at him with wide, desperate eyes. "Come in my mouth. Please let me taste you."
That was all it took. Trevante thrust deep one last time. The curved length of his dick forced past her gag reflex, burying itself in her throat. His heavy balls tightened against her chin, and he held her there, his hand fisted in her hair, preventing even the slightest retreat.
Then he was coming. His body went stiff, a deep shudder running through him as his dick pulsed against her tongue. She felt the first hot, thick spurt coat the back of her throat, followed by another, and another. He wasn't just cumming; he was pouring himself into her, his release a relentless flood that filled her mouth and spilled from the corners of her lips. Her eyes watered, tears streaming down her cheeks as she fought to breathe through it, to take everything he was giving her.
Her hands, which had been resting on his thighs, flew to his ass. Her fingers dug into the firm muscle, pulling him impossibly closer, holding him right where he was. She wanted it all. She wanted to feel him lose control. She swallowed around him, her throat working to milk him dry, her tongue pressing against the sensitive underside of his shaft as he continued to pulse and empty himself into her.
When the tremors finally subsided, he remained buried in her mouth for a moment longer before slowly pulling back. She didn't let him go far. Her tongue worked feverishly, cleaning every inch of his softening dick, lapping up the mingled taste of his release and her own saliva. She was determined to draw out every last bit of his pleasure, to worship him until there was nothing left.
He slowly withdrew, tucking himself back into his jeans. He looked down at her, still on her knees, her lips swollen and glistening, and a satisfied smile spread across his face.
He reached down, helping her to her feet. "Now," he said, his voice back to that low, controlled rumble. "Are you ready to finish that interview?"
He didn't give her time to think. With a firm grip on her hand, he pulled her down the hallway, away from the faint light and distant noise of the party. The corridor grew darker, narrower, until they stopped at a plain, unmarked door.
The door swung open to reveal a janitor's closet. The air was thick with the clean, sharp scent of bleach and cleaning fluid, a stark contrast to the expensive perfume and champagne of the lounge. A single bare bulb cast a yellow, unforgiving light over a utility sink, shelves stacked with supplies, and a mop leaning against the far wall. It was cramped, dirty, and perfect.
Trevante stepped in first, pulling her behind him before locking the door.
He turned to her, and the man who had just fucked her mouth in the hallway was gone. In his place was someone calmer.
"You did so good out there," he said, his voice a low caress. "Took everything I gave you."
Jamie looked up at him. "Sir," she whispered.
A confident smile spread across his face. "That's my girl." He leaned down, his lips finding hers in a kiss. This was slow, deep, exploratory. His tongue swept into her mouth, tasting the remnants of his own release on her tongue. It was nasty, and it made her knees weak.
His hands moved to the zipper of her dress and slid the dress down her body. The dress pooled at her feet, leaving her standing in just her heels and the soaked panties he'd ruined earlier.
He stepped back, his eyes roaming over her naked body with an appreciation that was almost tangible.
He reached behind her, unhooking her bra and tossing it aside. Her breasts spilled free, the nipples already hard. He cupped them in his hands, his thumbs brushing over the sensitive peaks, drawing a soft moan from her lips.
"Turn around," he commanded softly.
She obeyed instantly, turning to face the utility sink. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of her panties, slowly peeling them down her legs. The fabric was still slick with her arousal, and he brought them to his face, inhaling deeply before shoving them into his pocket.
"Hands on the sink," he ordered.
Jamie placed her palms on the cool, worn porcelain of the sink, her body trembling with anticipation. She heard the rustle of his clothes, the sound of his zipper being lowered, and then the delicious, weighty heat of him pressing against her bare ass.
He didn't enter her right away. Instead, he ran the head of his dick along her slit, coating himself in her wetness. She pushed back against him, a plea for more, but he just chuckled.
"Not yet," he murmured. "First, it's my turn to conduct the interview."
He leaned over her, his chest pressing against her back, his lips brushing her ear. "So," he said, his voice dropping to a whisper. "We're here today to talk to this pretty little pussy." He reached around, his fingers finding her clit, making her jump. "She's been very vocal tonight. Very responsive. But I want to hear from her directly."
Jamieâs breath stuttered, a wave of humiliation and excitement washing over her.
"You think you're ready for this?" he asked, his fingers still working her clit in circles. "You think you can handle what I do?"
He pushed her over the sink and positioned himself at her entrance, the thick head of his dick pressing against her opening. "I have a few questions for you," he continued, his voice a low rumble. "First question: how does it feel to be this wet for me? To be this desperate to be filled?"
He pushed forward slightly, just enough to stretch her, to make her feel the size of him. A soft whimper escaped her lips.
"Answer me," he commanded, his voice firm. "Or I'll stop right now."
"It feels... good," she managed to gasp out. "It feels right."
"Good answer," he praised. "Second question: what do you want? Be specific."
"I want you," she breathed. "I want you deeper inside me. Please, Sir."
"Please, Sir," he repeated, a note of satisfaction in his voice. "I like that. I like that a lot."
With one smooth, powerful thrust, he buried himself deeper. Jamie cried out, her hands slipping on the sink as he filled her, stretched her. He was big, and the sensation of being so full was overwhelming.
He gave her a moment to adjust, his hands gripping her hips, holding her steady. Then he started to move.
His strokes were slow at first, pulling out almost completely before sliding back in, each thrust deeper than before. The sounds of their bodies coming togetherâthe wet, rhythmic slap of his skin against hers, his low grunts of exertion, her soft whimpers of pleasureâfilled the small space.
Her breasts swung with every thrust, the heavy globes slapping against each other, a lewd, percussive beat that matched the rhythm of his fucking. He reached around, cupping them in his hands, his fingers digging into the soft flesh as he drove into her harder, faster.
"Look at this little pussy," he snarled, his voice ragged. He drove into her, grinding his hips to make her feel every inch. "Clamping down on me like you're trying to keep me inside. This pussy was molded to my shape, wasn't it? Made to be ruined and fucked open."
She could only moan in response, her mind a haze.
"Answer me," he demanded, his hand coming down on her ass in a sharp, stinging slap. "Was this pussy made for me?"
"Yes," she cried out. "Yes, Sir. It was made for you."
"Thatta girl," he praised, his thrusts becoming more forceful, more erratic. He was chasing his own release now, and the thought of him coming inside her pushed her closer to the edge.
"Tell me what you want," he commanded, his voice a harsh rasp against her ear, the smell of sweat and bleach filling the cramped janitor's closet. "Tell me you want me to cum in this pussy. Tell me you want to be mine."
"I want it," she sobbed, her body trembling against the cold porcelain of the sink. "I want you to cum in me. Please, Sir. I want to be yours."
With a savage grunt, he hammered home, his heavy balls slapping wetly against her sensitive clit. A deep groan tore from deep in his stomach as his dick kicked deep inside her, the first powerful pulse signaling he was about to lose all control. But just as the first hot spurt of his release painted her insides, he yanked his dick out with a curse. "Fuck!" His hand fisted around his dick, and he aimed it down, his cum spurting in thick, milky ropes all over her pussy lips and her already swollen clit. The hot, wet mess coated her, running down the inside of her thighs.
Before she could even process it, he was ramming back into her, his dick slick with his own cum. The lewd, wet squelch of him re-entering her cum-soaked pussy was the nastiest sound she'd ever heard. He used his own release as lubricant, fucking her with sloppy strokes. The feeling of his still-hard dick pushing his cum deeper inside her, coating every inch of her walls, was what sent her over the edge. Her own orgasm ripped through her, a clenching wave that made her knees buckle. Her pussy spasmed around him, milking him for every last drop as she collapsed against the sink, a shaking, whimpering mess.
He collapsed on top of her, his weight pinning her to the sink, his ragged breaths mingling with her own. For a long moment, they just stayed like that, their bodies still joined.
Finally, he pushed himself up, slowly withdrawing from her. He turned her around, his hands framing her face as he looked into her eyes.
"You wanted an exclusive?" he murmured, his thumb brushing away a tear she hadn't realized had fallen. "You got it. Now say it. Say it again."
Jamie looked up at him. "I'm yours," she whispered.
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A Helping Hand Pt.2
summary: something develops between you and cameron after he does you a solid.
warnings:18+ mdni, profanity, aave, nword, use of y/n, Sweet!cam, homeboy!cam, dom!cam, sub!reader,blackfem!reader,nipple play, unprotected p in v (don't be like them), fingering, oral (f receiving), use of daddy maybe 5 times, dirty talk gets a little crazy, praise kink, pet names (baby, ma, mama, pretty girl), slight overstimulation.
Pt.1
wc:5.7
Sitting in the back of your 1:00 lecture, your attention was pulled to your Apple Watch for the upteenth time in the last 20 minutes. Usually you were eager for this class but as of lately you were growing tired of the same ole monotone delivery from the professor. Thank God you had the idea of recording the lecture on your phone while you busied yourself scrolling on your Ipad.Â
Scrolling through games and social media apps, you found yourself on Pinterest. You thumbed through outfit inspo, natural hair ideas, and various recipes. Saving most and hearting others. Downloading a few memes here and there too.Â
The rustling of papers got your attention and you looked to see that class had concluded. Gathering all your things and heading right out the building, you started on your way to your sanctuaryâthe library.
You didnât get enough time to process before you were lifted off the ground. The familiar scent of cedarwood and Ivory soap filled your nostrils because of him spinning you mid air.
âCameron put me down!â you hit his arms in an attempt to get free.Â
He did just that and you staggered trying to find your balance. âGuess what I got on my paperâÂ
The world still spinning. âImma kill you when I can focusâ your arms in front of you finally catching his jacket.Â
âGuess!â he probed.
âIt better be a 100!â pushing him and turning to walk away, he followed beside you.Â
âHell nah, a 91â he frowned before smiling at your reaction.
âThatâs dope sassy! Iâm so proud of youâ going to dap him up, he faked like he was going to and flicked your forehead. âOw!â
âStop with that dumb ass nicknameâ
âStop abusing meâÂ
âAhh shut upâ he nudged your forehead. âWhere them little legs carrying you off to? Walking fast as shitâ he laughed.
âIâm trying to keep up with you big birdâ you looked at his long strides and then up at him. âBut imma go finish up a couple of assignments and thââ
He smacked his teeth and groaned. âWork, work, work. Damn girl! Do you even enjoy college?â
âYes but if I finish this assignment then Iâm good for the week and THEN I can sit back and relaxâ your arms flare out a little as you talk.Â
âRight, you gonna find something else to work on and be right back in that lame ass library. Collecting dust with the rest of them booksâ he pointed to the building just up ahead.
âIâm for real this time! And to prove it, how bout we go see that new scary movie this friday?â she looked at him hoping he said yes because going by herself to see a scary movie was not going to happen.Â
âSounds fun, but remember I told you I got that date with Kiana.â Your chest tightened and you almost physically winced at the reminder. Youâd heard about Kiana around campus. She was captain of the Majorette team, Homecoming queen, and Miss TCSU. One could say she was up there with Cameron in popularity around the school. The match made sense and you hated to admit it.Â
âOh right! Where were you two going again?â both of you coming to a stop at the steps of the library.Â
âJust to grab a bite. That new Korean place up the road, nothing major.â he shrugged. âSaid she gets out of practice late so I guess Iâll be waiting up for her. She wanted to meet up and chill tonightâ Chill? Cameron rarely chills with anyone unless itâs you or maybe one of his teammates. Usually girls would get one night with him and heâd debrief with you, of all people, afterwards. But yet here he is chi-Â
What the fuck am I doing? Heâs not your man, heâs your friend. A friend who just so happens to be really good with his hands.
âWell let me know how it goes! Iâve been wanting to try that place out myself.âÂ
âIf you got out some more, maybe you could, dorkâ he mumbled. âOw!â his hands shot to his foot after yours came down on his. âKeep them paws on the ground!â he pointed
âStop calling me names thenâŚsassyâ you stuck your tongue out moving away when he jumped towards you. âSee ya later!â you ran up the stairs.
âYou lucky I gotta go!â he called after you.Â
âYeah yeah!â You head for your favorite corner in the far back of the library. Pulling out your chair and your textbooks, you began. But of course, your body was present and your mind off elsewhere.Â
You felt so stupid. No matter how you tried far along you got into your work. You couldnât take your mind off of him. The various caresses, kisses, and words that were spoken to you. How he stayed even after the fact and didnât make anything awkward between the two of you. How it was all seemingly nothing now being that he hadnât brought it up since. And how you honestly preferred it because if he had, you would not know what to say.
I mean afterall that was the main reason you werenât in your apartment at the moment. The constant flashbacks of him plagued your mind every time you stepped foot in there. You always made sure you were dead tired before returning to your residence just so you were able to fall asleep. But to your disadvantage, he found his way into your dreams.
This was all so silly to you. You felt like you were taking advantage of his kindness. He had been a shoulder to cry on, one to rant about nothing to, someone who picked on you like you were one of the guys. Yet here you were, lusting after him. Maybe it was because of you being fresh out of a breakup or the fact that you had been in a broken relationship for so long but that one little favor had awakened something deep within your soul. Something the previous jackass could even hunch out of you.
Now you were here putting up a phony front just to shield yourself from any more embarrassment from any more men. Yes, Cameron was a great homeboy but he was still a boy.Â
âIs that my girl?â your head snapped up from your textbook to see Derek and Macy. Youâd met them at a job fair not too long ago and they were truly the funniest people you talked to at the event.Â
âHey yâallâ the rasp of your voice from not consuming any water for the past, you looked at your dying apple watchâtwo hours was getting to you. You cleared your throat and straightened up a little, âWhat have you guys been up to?âÂ
âAbsolutely nothingâ Macy dropped into one of the seats in front of you and Derek in the other. âWe just finished up with a study group for a psych class and now we bout to go get us something to eat. â
You nodded, âoh okayâ
âWhat about you? Every time I see you, you nose deep in a book.â Derek smiled.Â
âJust trying to get some work doneâÂ
âTake a break boo! Come chill with us!â Macy nudged you with her shoulder. You groaned a little, shaking your head.
Rubbing your eyes, you laughed. âI really have to fini-â
âMy treatâ Derek threw out. He leaned forward on the table, arms propped.Â
âOh no. really I have a ton of work to doâÂ
âYour eyes are burningâ you looked at him. It hadnât even registered to you how much you were blinking and squinting your eyes.
âNothing a couple of eyedrops canât fixâÂ
âCome on y/n. Free food? You canât pass this upâ macy reasoned. âAnd I need somebody other than this dickhead to talk to.âÂ
You chuckled as the two went back and forth and laughed out loud when the librarian shushed them.Â
âLetâs just go before yâall have me in bad graces with Miss Spencer.â
Three hours had gone by. But it really felt like minutes with how much fun you were having. The dinner of choice was Mcdonaldâs and after eating and gossiping, you were back on campus seated in the passenger seat of Derekâs car.Â
âAnd then this bitch had the nerve to be mad at me because I told her the bathroom shouldnât stink if all you did was peeâ the car roared with laughter and macy continued on with the story of her and her current roommate. âI even tried to refer her to my gyno and sour puss got even more upsetâÂ
Wiping your eyes you looked back at her, âSour puss Mace?âÂ
âYup!âÂ
âOh my god!â Derek breathed from the driverâs seat clutching his stomach.Â
âYaâll are a tripâ you looked out the window into the darkness of the campus. âI need to get out of here. I got an early morning ahead of me. Thank you for the break guys, really.â you opened the door and only got one foot out before Derek spoke up.Â
âLet me walk youâ moving to leave the car as well, you were about to object but decided against it.
âI will see you both later! Got an 8 am myselfâ macy exited the car as well. âText me y/n!â you smiled at her waving before turning your attention to Derek. He nodded his head in the direction of the sidewalk.Â
âLead the way?â he smiled.
As you walked you made small talk, you understood why Macy and him were friends for so long. He had a mouth on him just like her. Â
âThis is itâ you stopped in front of your building, fixing the strap of your bag. âThank you for dinner. I really appreciated it.âÂ
âNo problemâ he faced you. âWouldnât mind doing it againâ he mumbled looking down before looking back up at you. âjust no drive-thrus unless of course. unless thatâs what you likeâ he smiled watching you do the same.
âIâm flattered really but I..canât Dâ you shook your head. âIts nothing against you, Itâs just a lot going on and-â
âIâm not trying to pressure you or anything. I knew I didnât want to leave before at least trying.â You looked at him. Yes he wasnât ugly but like you said before, this was really not a good time right now. âJust think about it and get back to meâ did I not just- nevermind.Â
You nodded before walking to your apartment. Once inside you kicked your shoes off and threw your keys on the love seat.Â
Slowly walking back to your room, the vibration of your phone caused you to sigh loudly. âWhat noowwâ rummaging around in your bag and pulling it out, you saw it was none other than Cam.Â
âYesâ
âDamn, who pissed you off?â
âLong day. Wassup?âÂ
âI was wondering what you were doing tomorrow. Figured we could go see that scary movie. With this weekend off the table.â your heart picked up speed but you got your breathing under control before answering.
âYeah, sounds coolâ
âYou sure you alright?â
âPositiveâ you lied.Â
â...uhuh, well let me tell you about what happened tonight. So..â during his storytime you moved around your apartment getting ready for bed. He talked from the moment you stepped in the shower til the time you laid your head on the pillow scrolling and listening. You could hear it in his voice that he was tired but you didnât want to interrupt his rambling. It was obvious he needed it.
ây/nâ he called. Sleepiness is evident in his tone. The heavenly sound caused a heartbeat down there.
âY-yeah?âÂ
âOh you went quiet on meâ he let out a light laugh. âYou finished that assignment, dork?â you heard him yawn.
âNo I did notâÂ
A sarcastic gasp made you roll your eyes. âMiss smartie pants didnât finish? Wouldnât be a firstâÂ
Now it was your turn to. âFuck you! Iâm bout to hang upâ he laughed.
âMy fault, My fault! Chill out cry babyâ he yawned yet again.
âWhy are you fighting your sleep Cam? Go to bedâÂ
âDonât tell me what to do. Who the oldest?â
âWhose the dumbest?âÂ
âAhaha. That was cuteâ he rasped and you felt another heart beat. It was actively getting worse the more he talked, which is why you needed him to go to sleep. But you also didnât want the conversation to end. Yet he found another thing to ramble about and somehow your hands found their way under your night gown.Â
Trying to imitate the movements that he had used on you. You bite your lips doing a good job at concealing your moans. Until he started asking questions to make sure you were engaged.Â
âYou wonât believe who blew their knee out in practice todayâÂ
âW-who?â your teeth trapped between your lips when you inserted your fingers. Cameron was talking about one thing but you heard something completely different. He went on and on and that only fueled your imagination.
âNow we got this new guy out there not doing shit for realâ he stopped when he heard a familiar whimper. ây/n you cool?âÂ
âYeah I-â you stopped to bite back another moan. But the end of it was not muffled as good as you thought and it slipped through. âYeah, what did your coach have to say about that?â you proceeded on and so did the story. While he talked, you desperately tried to find that one spot. Your fingers find the spot for just a second before you accidentally lose it again.Â
Cameron sat up a smidge. He knew he wasnât that sleepy. âI stayed after everybody and ran some drills.âÂ
Now you are growing frustrated. Here you were, soaked, and you couldnât find one little measly spot. âThatâs goodâÂ
âYou sure you okay?â he asked again, hearing the sound of running water.Â
âYupâ you finished cleaning yourself up and marched back to your bed. Not even bothering to finish. âThis day just needs to end already.â
âOooh so you irritatedâ he concluded. âWhatâs been bothering you?âÂ
Your head shook as if he could see you. âNothing, can we not hang up?â you asked timidly. âI know it sounds weird-âÂ
âItâs not weird,â he replied. âIâm surprised you stayed up so late. Usually youâd be asleep by now.â Truth be told, the only reason he rambled so close so late on the phone is so he could fall asleep on the phone with you. He liked your presence whether you were directly or indirectly in front of him.Â
âOkay, well goodnight sassyâ putting the phone on the pillow next to you. He said goodnight to you too before quickly falling asleep himself.Â
The movie theater outing came quicker than you anticipated. It was as scary as you heard it was and even though Cameron picked on you for the amount of popcorn you spilled by jumping, you caught him mid-scream a couple times. With the movie now over, you didnât even care to stay for the end credit scene.
âThatâs not funny!â you pushed him as you two walked out. âI thought it had meâ Cameron thought it was a good idea to shake you during the last jumpscare. You screamed louder than anybody and earned a couple of laughs from the people in the row behind you.Â
âWhew!â Cameron laughed. âThat shit was one for the books!â he leaned on you as you tried to push him away. âThat little kid was dying!â he roared.Â
âI hate youâ a smile fighting its way onto your face.Â
âYo Camâ turning in the direction of the voice, Cameron was surprised to see Jayden. On his arm a pretty lightskin woman with blonde and brown boho braids.Â
âWassupâ he nodded.Â
Since everything went down, Cam hasnât been interested in the likes of him. After that night in your apartment and the endless venting sessions, Cam had lost all respect for Jayden. During the games and practices, he ignored his jokes, comments, and would leave as soon as he joined the chat room on the game. Safe to say his loyalty lied with you.
âWassam witchu bruh! Ainât heard from you in a minute! You know me and the boys was gonna hop on the game later onâÂ
âNahâ he replied in a bored tone. âI got plansâ
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âOooh I see. You scared imma beat ya ass in 2kâ Jayden laughed before doing a double take over to you. âDamn y/n what you doing here?â all you did was look at him and pull out your phone.Â
ây/n?â the girl beside him asked. âThe girl that ghosted you?â Cameron tilted his head. Making sure he heard that right.
âYeah thatâs herâ a smug look on his face. âYou ghost me to hoe around with my homeboy?âÂ
âHoe?â your attention to him now. âI think you got me mistaken for someone else.â
âUm no. You left him after being together since high school for his friend? I think hoe is correctâ the lightskin girl rolled her eyes, still mouthing off.Â
âYâall can chill on that hoe wordâ Cam told them both.
âYou defending this bitch? Man we practically brothers and you taking her side over me?
âDead all that name calling bruh. You acting like you wasnât moving dirty as hell.âÂ
âCam letâs go. Ion feel like hearing his dirty dick ass any moreâ you pulled his arm, turning him towards the exit.
âYou the dirty one!â the lightskin yelled. The argument getting the attention of the people around.Â
âFind you something safe to doâ you pointed out.
âWatch ya mouthâ Jayden warned.
âOr what? Fuck niggaâ Cameron went towards Jayden. You held a grip on the back of his shirt.
âIâm not talkinâ to you nigga move around.â
âNah bitch. You is talking to me. Like I said pussy. Or what?âÂ
Struggling to hold him back, you shockingly got him close enough to the exit. âCameron, let's go before they call security.â pulling on his arm to move him.Â
Successfully getting him into the car and back to your apartment, by now youâd had a shower and changed into your pajama shorts and shirt. You had high hopes that cam would go home, do the same, and just completely forget about the situation but no. He was right back at your spot still pissed.Â
Your room was. set up to binge a show but when he called saying he was at your door, you knew what that meant.Â
âYou are such a hot headâ you laughed. The L.E.D lamp light you had recently purchased, lit up the room.Â
âWas he not outta line?â he stopped pacing your room. âMan, I can't stand him. Main reason why his dumb ass bout to get cut come next weekâ
âSay swearâ
âI put that on everythingâ he looked at you. âWeirdo forgot he was a student athlete. Canât even take the student part serious and coach not goin, at all.â
In pure astonishment, you couldnât say anything in return.Â
The conversation went on and you started to have your own rant. You were able to slip in the interaction with Derek yesterday.Â
âOh he was readyâ Cameron looked shocked.Â
âOverly but yeah yesterday was a bit of a doozy for me too. If the past 24 hours have shown me nothing else itâs that I clearly have no luck with men.â you leaned back into the headboard. âMight as well be a nunâ hearing him stifled a laugh, you rolled your eyes.Â
âCam.â
âIâm sorry. You canât have that kinda mentality y/n. You are a beautiful woman, youâre going to come across the right one soon. I know it.â your face was as hot as the sun.Â
âThank you sassy, that means a lotâ you smiled before screaming at him jumping on you. His fingers dug into your underarms. âOkay! Okkaaay! Oh my gosh!â you struggled underneath him.
âApologize!âÂ
âIâM SORRYâ you laughed. He stopped for a brief second then did it one last time. âI Apologizedâ you whined through a laugh. He quit for real this time and you were able to catch your breath. When you were able to focus again, you realized he was staring down at you. You also realized the way he was positioned between your legs.Â
âYouâre heavyâ you mumbled.
âWhateverâ he mumbled back, staring at you. As you laid below him studying his features, you felt the need to reach up and give him a kiss on the cheek. His signature smirk appeared. âWhat was that for?â
âMy bad, that was weird.â you nervously laughed. You sat up on your elbows expecting him to move back but he stayed. Your faces are now inches apart.
âWhat was it for though?â
âI- dont know cam, I guess it was kind of a thank you for earlier.â you shrugged.Â
âReally? Cause there was no emotion behind that at all!â you two shared a laugh. You reached up to try again. Lingering a little bit before pulling away. It was almost like he moved closer but you brushed that idea off. âbetter?â you smiled.Â
The only response you got back was silence. When he leaned in and placed a kiss on the far corner of your mouth for the same duration you did him, you were stunned. When he pulled back with a faint smile and went for the other corner, you couldâve passed out. Out of reflex, your lips pursed. âBetterâ he said, still close.
The urge to do so became too much and you leaned forward pressing your lips to his. You abruptly stopped and moved away from him. âIâm so sorry Cam! I didnât mean it like that! Iâm sorry!âÂ
âY/n-â
âI took advantage and Iâm so sorry!â
âAdvantage?â he moved closer to you on the bed. âY/n you didnât take-â
âYes I did! And youâve been such a good friend. And it was just a one time thing, I looked too far into it and now you think Imma creep. But it was really just me at the moment not reading the roo-â you were cut off by him pulling you into another kiss. You moaned into the kiss, completely leaning into him. His tongue entered your mouth and you happily accepted. Finally, he pulled back.
âYour lips would fly off if they werenât attached to your face.â your head came down in your hands. Taking them away from your face he kept on âYou are not taking advantage of me y/n. Itâs nothing youâve done to me that has ever made me think you were a creep. Even when you were playing with yourself on the phone yesterday.â your mouth dropped and he laughed.Â
âI thought I was being so discreet!âÂ
âYou was pretty obvious to meâ
âOh my goshâ your eyes closed
âCan't hide them moans from me no matter how hard you try.â he leaned in to kiss your cheek. âYou know that right?â trailing down your neck he found your spot. âGonna let me hear those sweet moans again?â he murmured on your neck. A soft one blessed his ears. âYou can do better than that y/nâ his hand coming up your waist and stopping at your nipples.Â
He traced the hardened mounds and you almost melted at his teasing. âCanât you?â he softly pinched them, rolling it between his fingers. He watches you slowly start to fall apart, knowing it was only the beginning. Starting on the other one at the same time, he captured your lips in another steamy kiss, laying you down.Â
Pulling away and looking down at your boobs, he asked âmay I ?âÂ
âYesâ helping him pull your shirt over your head, he quickly attached his lips to your nipples and created a suction that had you holding his head to keep him there. His Hands working the other one. You were already in pure euphoria just from a little nipple play. Your thumb caresses the back of his head in encouragement. His tongue leading the way over to the other one, repeating the motions.
Trailing down your body, he left multiple wet kisses below your belly button. And as he dragged your bottoms down your thighs, the kisses got even messier stopping just above your clit. Adjusting your thighs onto his shoulder he left kisses on the inside of your thighs.
âJust as pretty as I rememberâ his hands running up and down your sides. âMmmâ he moaned, latching onto the sensitive bundle of nerves. Your back arched off the bed and your hands flew to his head.Â
âCaamâ
âMmhmmâ he hummed into you. You just knew your neighbors could hear you because after many attempts at trying to cover your mouth to quiet down, Cameron had grabbed your arms, pinning them to the bed.Â
âShit! Cameronâ you peaked down at him to see him look back up at you. âYour tongue feels so goodâÂ
Coming up for air his fingers circle came up and took their rightful position inside you. âHow good mama?â his fingers curled and he moved forward flicking his tongue on your clit at a quick pace.
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âS-sooo good cam oh my goooodddâ he slowly devoured you. Head moving as if he was french kisses the lips above and not below.
Twisting and pumping his fingers at the same time, he looked at your pussy in astonishment. âAll this for me y/n?â he followed the slick running down to your bottom. The bright pink of your pussy making him throb in his pants.
Frantically nodding your head, He couldnât help but suck on your clit one last time before flipping you over onto your stomach. Moving your hips up and pushing your knees apart, his hand trailed down the line of your back as it arched âSo fuckin fineâ both hands came back to your ass cheeks.
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âOohâ the feeling of him continuing to feast on you, caught you by surprise. He got back to work immediately. Smacks of approval coming down on each cheek as you shook from pleasure. When he inserted his tongue, a deep groan came from behind you. âPlease Camâ
He stopped and smiled, his fingers going to work again. âPlease what?â knowing what you meant. Twisting his fingers slowly he watched you drip down your thighs. âTell me what you want mama.â
âYouu. pleaseee I want youuuuâ not needing to hear more, he removed his sweats, and released himself. You watched the precum drip from his tip as it bobbed in the air. The thickness of his dick made you a little nervous but with how gone he had you already, you just wanted him to split you open.Â
Stepping forward and tapping his tip at your hole, you whimpered trying to push back on him. âYou want some dick baby?â he taunted, pressing the tip at your entrance. âPut it inâÂ
Your hand came between your legs and guided him inside. you feeling him stretch you out. Him feeling the wet grip you had on him. A sigh left the both of you and Cameron sank deeper. . âYeessâ you practically whined. âYour so deeep baby oh my gooodâ he smacked your ass and you moaned more from feeling his member actively throbbing.Â
âYou wanted dick so bad, mama. Get to workâ he rubbed the spot he just slapped. Slowly you started to throw it.Â
âO-Oh mmm sssshitttâ
âUhuh show how bad you want this dick babyâ you picked up speed. When you felt his tip about to leave your entrance you would rock your hips back harder. âShit y/nâŚall the way to the tipâŚfuck yesâŚgreedy ass pussyâ his hands came to your hips then went to massagging your thighs. Your moans make him bite back groans of his own.Â
âDadddyyyâ that smug smirk making its way on his face.Â
Witnessing your cream began to coat his dick, his head tipped back before looking at the site again. âPussy so nice to meâ his hips started to move instantly hitting your spot. âS-so fucking nice to meâŚyou finally got some good dick huh mama?...damnâ he watched you ass move like water as it collided with his hips.Â
âYeess Cam donât stopâ
âYou deserve all of it tooâŚEver. Single. inchâ
His thrusts grew harder and deeper, yet remaining slow and steady. Reaching forward, he gently gripped the back of your neck, placing your back to his chest. âThere go those sweet moansâŚdrives me fuckinâ crazyâhis hands roam your body. One coming to cup your boobs and the other beginning to rubbing circles on your sensitive bundle of nerves. âSo goodâŚshitâŚbeen n-needing you on his dickâŚall I can think about.
You tried to throw it back feeling yourself about to come undone. âOh I love this dick so muuucchhâ
Â
Smiling and pressing a kiss to your neck, âyou do?â
âYes caameronâ your head falling back on his shoulder.Â
âYou wettin this dick up so nice mamaâŚworkinâ it real good tooâŚI know you wanna cum for me babyâŚdonât you miss cumming for me?
âYes oh my gaaawdd. I miss it so muchâ you tightened around him.
âI can t-tellâŚlet me work that cum out that pretty pussyâŚshit y/nâŚyou bout to cumâŚyeaah I can feel itâŚdonât stop fucking me eitherâ his thrusts started to pick up.Â
Your body began shaking.
âFuuucckâŚkeep cumming babyâŚgimme all that shitâ your moans serenading him. He turned your face to him, sharing a sloppy kiss.Â
âC-caam oh!â you fell forward and his strokes werenât stopping.Â
âGive me one more maâÂ
âI c-ca- uhhuuuâ you reached back putting a hand on his abdomen for mercy. But he looked down at it like an offering instead.
âIâd love to hold your handâ his fingers intertwined with yours as his foot came up on the bed. He held your hand and the arch in your back grew deeper. âThaaatâs it maâŚthatâs how you take dickâŚlike a good girl..thatâs you?...my good girl?â
Not hearing you say anything he looked to see you completely fucked out. Mouth gaped open, eyes rolled back, and light moans leaving you.Â
âI canât hear you y/nâ his hips snapping faster. âYou daddyâs good girl?â
âYesâ you answered lowly.
âLouderâ
âYess, Iâm your good girl!â you came again. Cream begins to pool down the front of his thighs. The sight almost made him follow up right behind you.
He pulled out and admired the mess you made. âLook at me babyâ he carefully turned you over on your back. His hands cradled your head.
Your lids were slightly weighed down. A thin coat of sweat covered both of you. Your whole body felt like wet noodle. You knew you looked a mess, but Cameron looked at you as if you were the prettiest being on the planet.
âYou okay?â
âMhmâ you slowly nodded. Resting your hands on his wrist.Â
âHow do your legs feel?â he peppered kisses on your cheeks. He couldnât keep his lips off you.
âA little looseâÂ
âGoodâ leaning down he began the most sensual makeout session. The sucking of lips, moans from the both of, and the way your hands came to massage the nape of his neck, turned him up yet again. Reaching down to your legs, he pulled them up and hooked the back of your knees in his elbows. Lining up with your entrance again, he slowly entered. Doing all this while still holding the kissâŚyou knew you were in for it.Â
his head falling into your neck. âYou were thinking about me last night?â
âUhh Mhmâ you nodded.Â
âYou cum thinking about me too?âÂ
âN-no I-oh I could. I couldnât find my spot.â pulling out till he was only 3 inches in, he adjusted you legs on his shoulders thrusting, and slammed in.Â
âUUhâ the wind knocked out of you.Â
âThat spot?âÂ
You nodded like a crazy woman. âYESSSâ
âAww my baby couldnât find her spot?âÂ
âNoo I couldnâtâ your nails clawed at his back. A single tear ran down your face.Â
âS-shitâ he lifted his head and rested it on yours. Taking your hands off his back he put them above your head, interlocking your fingers again. âDonât cry mama, Imma take care of youâŚI always do right?â once again you could only nod. He thumbed the tear away.
âI need you to cum for me againâ
âI don-â
âYes you can y/n. I can feel you.â your head went farther back into the mattress.Â
âIts just so muuucchhhâ a pathetic moan leaving you.Â
âYou said you were my good girl, right? Make me p-proudâŚugh f-...make me proud mamaâŚgive it to meâŚoooh just like that prettyâŚgood jobâŚkeep cumminâ on me babyâÂ
There was nothing you could say anymore. He was beating your pussy up so well and attacking your neck to add to the sensation. You tightened up on him, making his thrusts slow.Â
âSo tightâ heâd let your hands go and was concentrating on not nutting inside you.Â
âPlease cum for me Cam. I need it so bad.âÂ
âDamn ma dont talk like thatâÂ
âI do daddy. I need you to give it to meâ
âI know baby, Imma give it to yo- fuck y/nâ him moaning your name cause you too as well. Pulling out, he stroked all his nut out groaning profusely. His body gently fell onto yours as you both caught your breath. You were drifting in and out of sleep.
ây/nâ
âMm no, not again cam please.â
Let out a tired laugh. âNo love, we gotta get cleaned up.â his fingers tracing your areola. âYou think you can move?âÂ
You shook your head, swatting his hand away. âNo touchingâ you pouted.
âSensitive assâ he moved to get up. âImma start the shower. Stay right here.âÂ
âStop playinâ Cameronâ you heard him enter the bathroom and start your shower. Coming back into the room, he smiled at your position. Curled up with your pillow, eyes half way open.Â
âI didnât do too much did I?â
âYou will not be going on that date come Friday,â he laughed loudly.
âYes maâam, now come on"
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a/n:some cuties wanted a pt.2 so why not?
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you watched elias with immense admiration as he got dressed, the way he coordinated every piece of clothing to fit together and match was something so attractive to you.
it was no understatement he was the dandiest nigga in the delta â and he looked damn good. the nice shine of gold stuck out from the grill piece on his peary white teeth to the cufflink that had his initials âe.m.â on them.
âbaby which tie should i wear?â stack questioned while holding two of them up in your vanity mirror. you were still stuck in your own world of admiring your man, you didnât hear him.
stack confused on why you didnât answer, looked up to meet your gaze in the mirror. he saw the damn near blissed out look your had in your doe eyes and a light smirk appeared on his face.
he turned around facing you, bending down to your eye level. âyou listening baby?â
blinking out your dazed state, your head tilted back some to look at him. âhmm? what did you say?â
âyou ainât hear a thing i just said?â, southern draw evident in his voice with a hint of teasing.
âitâs okay pretty, i know what you wantâ, he said it like he already knew which he did. he knew his lady like the back of his hand, and even though she wouldnât always ask for him to pleasure herâhe always did.
leaning back up, he grabbed you by the waist and picked you up with ease. sitting down on the edge of the bed and plopping you right on the fat of his clothed thigh.
your nightgown raised up a little, showing the cute black lacey panties you had on. stack made himself comfortable, leaning back. âcome on sweetheart, you know what to doâ, giving your bottom a light tap to encourage you.
you let out a sigh of pleasure and relief as you began to slowly rock your hips against his thigh. you had a thing for the bliss he was able to bring you without even touching your pussy.
like clockwork, your essence began to leak through your panties and eventually onto his slacks. âyou making a mess on my new pants, you gon lick it right on up too, right?â, he asked looking straight in your eyes.
small whimpers left your mouth before you answered with a yes. âgood now make yourself cum baby. i want your sweet smell on me all day.â
a/n:: literally wrote this in twenty minutes so its not my best work. i saw yall liked the last lil drabble so i wanted to continue. dandy!stack is now something stampedđ!
A Dream for Sale
Pairing: Smoke x Emma ( OC )
Summary: In the quiet aftermath of violence, Smoke seeks a moment of peace away from the noise of his family's new reality. He finds himself at Madame Lucy's, a sanctuary where men go to forget, and is introduced to Emma, a woman who sells dreams with a voice like honey. But the dream she sells him is more potent than he anticipated, a filthy fantasy of a life he didn't know he craved.
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, strong language, sex work, power dynamics, dirty talk, fingering, male masturbation, explicit fantasies.
Something Like Hope | Soft Hands, Heavy Love | What He Built to Keep | No Manâs Property
The house had settled back into its rhythm, but it was a different rhythm now. A new, cautious beat underneath the familiar noise. The days since the shootout had been a strange, quiet blur of cleaning and healing, and a fierce, almost desperate return to normalcy. Cherry was fine, Silas was fine, and Stack⌠well, Stack was Stack. He was more overprotective, more watchful, his unhinged nature now sharpened by a real and present threat that, for now, was gone. He was a lion who had tasted blood and found he didnât mind the taste, and Smoke felt the constant, low hum of that energy vibrating through the house, through his brother.
It was exhausting.
Smoke needed a break. He needed a moment that wasnât about guarding, or watching, or cleaning up other peopleâs messes. He needed some goddamn peace.
So he drifted into town one late night, the cool air a welcome relief from the suffocating warmth of the house. He didnât go to the juke joint. That was Stackâs world. He walked the quiet streets, his hands in his pockets, his long, loose stride eating up the pavement until he found himself on the edge of town, in front of a small, unassuming house with a single red light burning above the door. Madame Lucyâs.
Madame Lucy was a woman who understood men. She understood their noise, their violence, their need to forget. She understood the fragile egos wrapped in layers of bravado, the deep-seated hunger for a soft place to land, even if just for an hour. She provided a sanctuary, a place where a man could lose himself in the soft, warm embrace of a woman who knew exactly how to make him feel like the only man in the world. Her house wasn't just a business; it was an embassy of temporary peace, a neutral ground where the wars of the day were left at the door.
Lucy herself was a monument to survival. She hadnât started in the muddy, heat-soaked Delta. She was born of concrete and steel, a product of Harlemâs roaring twenties. Sheâd been a sharp young thing with a sharper mind, learning the trade not on her back, but in the back offices of speakeasies, watching the men who ran the world, learning their appetites, their weaknesses, the exact price of their secrets. She saw how women were used, how they were discarded, and she decided, early on, that she would never be anyoneâs casualty.
Sheâd taken her skills, her savings, and a handful of loyal girls and moved to Chicago, drawn by the promise of bigger money and bigger men. The Windy City was a whirlwind of jazz and gin, of gangsters and politicians, a place where power was a currency that flowed as freely as the liquor. Lucy built a small empire there, a discreet, high-end operation that catered to men who thought they owned the world. She was respected, feared even. She was the one who set the terms, who collected the debts, who protected what was hers.
But Chicago was a hungry city, and it ate its own. The final straw came when a high-ranking enforcer for the Outfit, a man with too much power and too little respect, got too handsy with one of her girls, a sweet young thing named Pearl who reminded Lucy of herself at that age. He left a bruise on her cheek and a look in her eye that Lucy had sworn sheâd never allow on one of her own. That night, Lucy didnât use a man. She used a straight razor. The enforcer was found floating in the Chicago River with his throat cut from ear to ear, a silent, bloody message that no one in the city misinterpreted.
Lucy knew it was time to go. She gathered her girls, her money, and her reputation, and she disappeared south. She drifted through the South, a queen in exile, until she found the Mississippi Delta. It was a different world here. Slower. Grittier. The men were just as violent, but their ambitions were smaller, their desires more primal. It was a place where a woman like her, with her Northern polish and her ruthless efficiency, could become a legend.
She bought a small house on the edge of Clarksdale and turned it into her sanctuary. It wasn't flashy from the outside. It looked like any other house on the street, a little worn, a little tired. But inside, it was a world unto itself. The air was thick with the scent of expensive perfume, spilled whiskey, and the sweet, cloying smell of forbidden fruit. The furniture was plush and decadent, velvet and dark wood, heavy curtains that blocked out the world, soft lamps that cast a warm, forgiving glow on every sin. It was a place where a man could be a king for an hour, where a preacher could forget his bible, a businessman could forget his ledger, a killer could forget his conscience. Lucy provided the fantasy, the illusion of being the center of someoneâs world, if only for a price. And in the violent, unforgiving world of the Delta, that was a service more valuable than gold.
Smoke knocked on the door, and it was opened by Lucy herself, a large, imposing woman with a smile that was both welcoming and shrewd. âSmoke, Itâs been a while. You look like you carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders.â
âSomething like that,â he said lowly.
Lucy nodded, her eyes understanding, a flicker of something that looked almost like sympathy in their shrewd depths. Sheâd seen that look on a manâs face a thousand times, the weight of the world, the ghosts that clung to him like the damp Delta air. She knew the cure for that particular ailment wasn't more noise, but a different kind of quiet.
âI got just the thing for you,â she said, her voice a low, warm purr that was like a balm on a raw wound. She gestured with a perfectly manicured hand toward the hall. âA new girl. Emma.â
Lucy leaned in slightly, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper, as if she were sharing a precious secret. âNow, Emma⌠she ainât like the others. She ainât just a pretty face and a soft place to land. That girlâs got a voice like warm honey, thick and sweet, and itâll get all up in your ears and make you confuse fantasy with reality. And her skin⌠Lord, that girlâs skin is like the finest silk, cool and smooth, but it warms up under a manâs touch like she was made just for him.â
She paused, letting the image settle in Smokeâs mind. âSheâs got a way about her, a stillness thatâs all her own. She donât chatter and giggle just to fill the silence. She listens. She looks at you like she can see right through all the noise and the bullshit, right down to the man you are when nobodyâs watching. Sheâll take all that weight youâre carrying, Smoke, and sheâll make it feel light as a feather for a little while. Sheâll make you forget all about it.â
Smoke eyed Lucy, not knowing if she was just pitching a sale or telling him from her own experience. He followed her inside, the air thick with the scent of perfume and incense. She led him to a room at the end of the hall, a small, intimate space with a single bed, a chair, and a small table. He went inside, the door closing softly behind him.
He looked around the room, his eyes taking in the details. The bed was covered in a soft, red velvet comforter. The chair was a big, overstuffed armchair, the kind you could sink into and disappear. The table was small, with a single lamp, its light casting a warm, golden glow on the room. He took off his shirt, his movements slow, his body lean and thick, hardened with muscle and scars. He folded it neatly and placed it on the table, leaving him in just his pants. He sat down in the chair, his body relaxing, his hands resting on his knees, and he waited.
The door opened a few minutes later, and she walked in.
Emma.
She was wearing a silk, sheer robe, the kind that was designed to be seen through, to tease, to promise. He could see the dark, tempting shadow of her body, the full, heavy weight of her breasts, the soft, dark triangle of hair between her legs. She was beautiful, a vision of soft, feminine curves and a quiet, confident sexuality.
She walked over to him slowly, her hips swaying in a hypnotic rhythm. She was taking him in, her eyes moving over his body like she was memorizing a map sheâd never want to forget. Her gaze traced the thick, heavy definition of his chest, not the carved, lean look of someone who took care of himself, but the dense, powerful muscle of a man who carried his weight like armor. Her eyes dipped lower, over the flat, hard plane of his stomach, where the skin was tight, the deep well surrounded by the soft, heavy roll of his lower bellyâa sign of a man who ate well and lived hard, thick and substantial rather than ripped.
Her eyes traveled down the strong, powerful line of his thighs, thick with muscle that spoke of a lifetime of power and movement, not just lifting. They lingered on the way his black pants hugged the heavy, thick curve of his hips, the fabric straining slightly over the dense, muscular bulk of his legs. And then, inevitably, her gaze dropped to the front of his pants, where the outline of his thick, heavy length was clearly visible, a heavy, promising bulge that made her breath hitch in her throat. She could see the sheer size of him, the way he filled out the space, the promise of a thick, powerful dick that was ready to take what it wanted. She saw the scars that crawled up his chest, a testament to a life lived in the shadows. He was a big, thick, muscular nigga, a man built for power and pleasure. She saw the blank, unreadable expression on his face, the quiet stillness in his eyes, and she knew that this was not a man who was easily impressed.
She straddled him slowly, a languid descent that was a show in itself. Her body was a warm, soft weight settling onto his lap, the sheer silk of her robe doing nothing to hide the heat of her skin against his. Her arms wrapped around his neck, her fingers playing with the tight, coarse curls at the nape of his neck, a light, teasing touch.
She could feel him immediately, the hard, thick length of him pressing insistently against her core through the rough fabric of his pants. It was a promising, tempting pressure, a heavy, solid presence that made her own body ache with a sudden need. He shifted beneath her, a subtle movement that was a challenge, and she felt the thick, powerful twitch of his dick against her, a silent communication.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a crisp hundred-dollar bill. He didnât look at it, his eyes still locked on hers. He just tossed it onto the nightstand beside them, the soft whump of the paper on the wood a final punctuation mark to their unspoken transaction.
She wiggled in his lap then, a slow, teasing grind that was designed to drive a man insane. She rolled her hips, a slow, sensual circle that pressed her down harder against his straining erection. The friction was a maddening tease that made him suck in a sharp, ragged breath. His hands came up to rest on her hips, his fingers pinching into her soft, fluffy flesh, his grip tight and a silent plea for more.
She giggled, a low sound that was playful and provocative, a knowing acknowledgment of the power she held over him in that moment. She could feel the way his body tensed, the way his dick throbbed against her, a desperate, silent plea for release.
âLucy said you sell dreams,â he said with a rough growl, biting his lip.
She leaned in close, her mouth next to his ear, her warm, sweet breath a tantalizing caress against his skin. Her breasts were pressed against his chest, the hard, sensitive points of her nipples a delicious, teasing friction against his skin. He buried his face in her neck, his lips brushing against the warm, fragrant skin, his body aching with need.
âI do,â she whispered, her voice a seductive purr. âWhat kind of dream you looking for, Smoke?â
âTell me about a house,â he said, his voice a ragged sound. âA big house. On our own property. With a big fence. A big backyard. No noise. No trouble. Just⌠peace.â
She giggled again, a low sound that vibrated through his chest, a promise of filth to come. âI can do that,â she whispered, her lips brushing against his ear, her hot breath a tantalizing caress. âI can see it now. A big, white house with a porch that wraps all the way around. A big, green yard with a swing set for the kids. A big fence to keep the world out. And you⌠youâre there. All day. Every day. Keeping me stuffed and fed with that big olâ dick.â
Her words were a filthy, explicit fantasy, a dream so vivid, so real, he could almost taste it. He could see it, feel it: the sun on his skin, the grass under his feet, the soft, warm weight of her in his arms, the tight, wet heat of her wrapped around him. He could feel the pressure building inside him, a hot, desperate need that was begging for release.
âYouâd wake up every morning with my dick in your mouth,â he growled, his hands tightening on her hips, his body moving in a slow, grinding rhythm against hers. âYouâd go to sleep every night with my cum dripping out of you.â
âIâd be your little slut. Your personal fuck toy. You could use me whenever you wanted, wherever you wanted. In the kitchen, on the floor, in the yard, under the stars. Iâd take it all, Smoke. Iâd take every inch of you.â
She leaned in closer, her voice dropping to a whisper, her words a nasty, delicious poison that he was desperate to drink. âBut that ainât all, is it, Smoke? You wouldnât just keep me stuffed. Youâd keep me round, wouldnât you? Full of your babies. Iâd be your little breeder, your personal baby factory. My titties would be heavy with milk, my belly swollen with your seed, and youâd still want me, wouldnât you?â
He didn't answer, his jaw tight, his eyes dark and fixed on her.
She wiggled in his lap again. âYouâd still want to fuck me, even when I was pregnant, even when I was so full of your babies I could barely move. Youâd bend me over the kitchen counter, my big pregnant belly hanging down, and youâd fuck me from behind, wouldnât you? Youâd stuff my pussy full of your dick, even when it was already full of your baby.â
She took his hand, his big, rough hand, and brought it up to her chest. She placed it directly over her breast, the soft, heavy weight of it filling his palm, the hard, sensitive point of her nipple pressing against his skin.
âFeel that?â she whispered. âThatâs what theyâd feel like. Heavy and full. Swollen with milk for your babies. Youâd still want to suck on âem, wouldnât you? Youâd still want to pinch âem and pull âem while you fucked me, even when they were dripping with milk?â
She squeezed his hand, making him cup her tighter, a low moan escaping her lips. âYouâd be a greedy motherfucker, wouldnât you? Wanting to fuck your pregnant wife all the time. Wanting to stuff her all the time and Iâd love every second of it.â
She could feel the way his dick throbbed against her, a desperate, silent plea for more. She was pushing his buttons, testing his limits.
âAnd when you werenât fucking my pussy,â she continued, her words a slow crawl into the filthiest corners of his mind, âyouâd be wanting my other hole, wouldnât you? That tight little asshole thatâs just for you.â
She shifted on his lap; the friction was an intense tease, a promise of the tight, forbidden heat she was describing.
âYouâd have me on my knees, right there on the floor in front of that big chair youâd be sitting in. My hands would be gripping the wood, my ass pushed up high in the air for you, just begging for it.â She leaned in, her lips brushing against his ear, her hot breath a ghost of a sensation against his skin. âYouâd spread my cheeks apart, wouldnât you? Get a real good look at that little puckered hole, just winking at you, all tight and hungry.â
He let out a low groan, his hands tightening on her hips, his fingers digging deeper into her soft flesh.
âAnd youâd stuff it full of your big dick,â she whispered, her voice a filthy, explicit promise. âYouâd push that thick head right up against me, nice and slow, let me feel the stretch, let me feel every single inch as you sink into me. Youâd make me take it all, wouldnât you? Make me take every last bit of that nasty dick until my ass was full of you, until I could feel you all the way up in my guts.â
She could feel him trembling beneath her, his body alive with lust. She was painting a picture with her words, a graphic, explicit masterpiece of filth, and he was the canvas.
âYouâd make me your personal three-hole whore, wouldnât you, Smokey? A warm, wet place to put your dick whenever you got the urge, no matter how full of your babies I was. My pussy full of your baby, my ass full of your dick, my mouth ready and waiting to clean you off when youâre done. A nasty, filthy nigga like you needs a nasty, filthy girl to keep him drained and happy, donât he?â
The fantasy was too real, too perfect, too much. The image she painted, of him as a man who claimed every part of her, even the parts already full of his children, was a filth so pure, so potent, it short-circuited his brain.
With a choked, desperate groan, he buried his face in her chest. His mouth found the soft, warm valley between her breasts, his nose pressed against the fragrant skin, his breath coming in ragged, desperate pants. He was seeking refuge, hiding from the overwhelming force of his own release in the soft, feminine comfort of her body.
His whole body went rigid. Every muscle, from his thick thighs to his powerful shoulders, locked up tight. His hands, still gripping her hips, clenched into fists.
Then, the first wave hit. A hot, thick flood that soaked the front of his pants, a raw, sticky mess, a testament to the power of her words. He could feel the heat of it, the sheer, overwhelming volume of it, a physical manifestation of the fantasy she had so expertly crafted.
But it wasn't over.
His hips began to move, a slow, involuntary grinding against her, as if he was trying to fuck her through his pants, as if he was trying to get every last drop of cum out of his system. He was still buried in her chest, his face still hidden, but his body was moving.
Another wave hit, and then another. He was cumming harder than he ever had in his life, a long, drawn-out release that seemed to go on forever. He could feel the sticky heat spreading, the fabric of his pants becoming a sodden mess. He collapsed against her, his body trembling, his face still buried in her chest, his breath coming in ragged, desperate gasps. He was spent, drained, a shell of a man who had just experienced the most intensely satisfying and most humiliating nut of his life.
For a long moment, she just held him. His face was still buried in the soft warmth between her breasts, his body trembling with the aftershocks, a mess in her arms. She held him close, one hand stroking the back of his head, a soothing, maternal gesture that was both comforting and deeply intimate. She could feel the frantic, slowing beat of his heart against her skin, a rhythm that was slowly returning to normal.
After a few minutes, he pulled away, his body still trembling, his face flushed with a mixture of shame and satisfaction. He couldnât look at her, his eyes cast down, a rare display of vulnerability from a man who was usually so controlled.
She stood up then and walked over to the nightstand. She picked up the hundred-dollar bill. She looked at him, a knowing smirk on her face. She could feel the wet, aching heat between her legs, an unsatisfied need that was both a frustration and a triumph.
But he was watching her, too. His gaze was fixed on her. He watched her smirk, watched the way she moved, the way the sheer silk of her robe clung to her curves. And she saw it. The change in his eyes.
She looked down, her gaze dropping to his lap, his dick was growing harder again, a powerful bulge that strained against the dark fabric of his pants. Thank God his pants were black, otherwise, he might need to walk home in his boxers from the mess he made. He was watching her, his eyes burning with a new, dangerous fire.
He was staring her down, his expression unreadable, but his intent clear. He watched her smirk at him as she turned and began to walk back towards the door. He got up from the chair.
His long strides ate up the distance between them in a few heartbeats. He was on her before she could even react, his large, powerful body blocking her path.
He walked her backwards, his eyes locked on hers. Her back hit the door with a soft thud, trapping her between his body and the hard wood. His large thigh pressed between her legs, spreading them open as his hand found its way between her legs, his fingers tracing the sensitive skin of her inner thigh before sliding inside her. He didnât hesitate. He didnât tease. He just pushed two thick, rough fingers inside her, a deep, invasive possession that made her gasp, her head falling back against the door with a soft thud.
He curled his fingers, finding that spot, that magical spot that made her whole body arch. He pumped his fingers in and out of her until her juices flooded his fingers.
He pulled his fingers out, and she let out a soft whimper of protest. He brought them up to his lips, his eyes locked on hers, and he sucked them clean, one by one, making a soft, wet, sucking sound.
He released her, his body still pinning her against the door. Smoke had never been one to chase a woman. He had never been the type to get lost in the fantasy, to lose control. But tonight, as he looked at the woman in front of him, the woman who had just brought him to his knees with nothing but her words, he saw it. He understood it.
He saw why Stack was so crazy over Cherry.
He saw the power, the allure, the irresistible pull of a woman who could see right through you, who could break you down, who could make you feel like the king of the world and a desperate, pathetic fool all at the same time.
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The Virtue of Need
Pairing: Elijah Moore x Kennady James (OC)
Summary: Days after his lesson in patience, Elijah is haunted by the memory of Kennady's touch, the memory replaying in his mind while she remains coolly nonchalant. What starts as a calm night of wine and movies at her house quickly unravels, forcing him to confront a need so desperate it brings him to his knees. But Kennady knows exactly what he's craving, and she'll make him earn it, even if it means shedding a few tears to get what he wants.
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, unprotected sex, explicit language, begging, degradation, praise kink, dirty talk, established friendship, power dynamics, emotional vulnerability, sub/dom undertones, crying.
Patience Is A Virtue
The city spread out below Elijahâs corner office like a glittering, concrete circuit board, each light a node in a network he commanded. From the 57th floor, the chaos of the streets was a silent, orderly ballet of red and white lights. This was his domain. Here, in the climate-controlled silence of his office, surrounded by glass and steel and the faint, expensive scent of polished wood, he was a god. A king. The calm force of nature that had built an empire from the ground up. His voice was the law, his word the final say. He was in complete control.
Or at least, thatâs the face he showed to the two nervous VPs sitting across the massive marble desk from him.
âThe third-quarter projections are soft,â he was saying, his voice smooth. He didnât raise it. He never had to. The quiet authority was enough to make men twice his age sweat through their tailored suits. âThe market isnât responding to the new campaign. I want a full re-evaluation of the demographic data by Friday. Donât bring me another presentation until you can tell me why our message isnât landing.â
The VPs nodded, their faces pale, their hands clutching tablets like life preservers. They mumbled their assent, their promises of diligence and renewed effort sounding like the desperate chirping of frightened birds. Elijah barely heard them. He was watching their mouths move, but the words were just noise, a meaningless drone in the background of the real show playing on a continuous loop inside his head.
It was a high-definition, surround-sound memory, more vivid and more real than the multi-million-dollar view outside his windows. It was the scent of coconut oil and cheap weed. It was the low, soulful crooning of K-Ci & JoJo. It was the weight of a body that felt both impossibly soft and devastatingly solid settling over his lap.
âRelax, Eli. Just⌠feel.â
His fingers, resting on the polished surface of his desk, twitched. He could feel it now, the ghost of a sensation, the memory of her heat seeping through the denim of his slacks. He could feel the slow roll of her hips, a wave-like motion that had started in her core and flowed through him, rewiring his entire nervous system. He could feel the texture of his old sweatshirt against her thighs, the way her hair had brushed against his cheek, the soft, whisper-soft promise of her lips against his ear.
âYou feel that? That tension? That build-up? Thatâs the part youâve been missing.â
âMr. Moore?â
The voice cut through the haze, sharp and intrusive. One of the VPs, a balding man with a perpetually panicked expression, was looking at him with wide, expectant eyes. Elijahâs gaze shifted, his focus snapping back to the present with a speed that was almost violent. He masked the lapse with a slight incline of his head, a gesture that was both a question and a command.
âI said, weâll have the revised data to you by EOD Friday,â the VP repeated, his voice trembling slightly.
âMake it Thursday,â Elijah replied, his tone leaving no room for negotiation. âYouâre dismissed.â
The men practically tripped over themselves in their haste to escape, scurrying out of the office like roaches when the lights come on. The door clicked shut behind them, plunging the room back into a silence that was suddenly deafening. Elijah leaned back in his chair, the expensive leather groaning under his weight. He rubbed at his jaw, the roughness beneath his fingertips a welcome reminder that not everything about him had been refined.
He was losing his fucking mind.
For three days, it had been like this. The memory of that night had taken up residence in his head, a relentless, high-definition replay of every moment, every touch, every whispered word. Heâd be in the middle of a conference call, discussing profit margins and market penetration, and suddenly heâd be hit with the memory of her breath on his neck, the soft, breathy sound of her moan as heâd finally matched her rhythm. Heâd be reviewing architectural blueprints for a new high-rise, his mind a whirlwind of steel and glass and concrete, and heâd remember the way her eyes had looked in the dim light, heavy with a desire that had mirrored his own.
Every ounce of common sense urged him to let it go. Curiosity refused.
Heâd tried to fight it. Heâd thrown himself into his work, burying himself in spreadsheets and strategy sessions, staying at the office until the cleaning crew came through, anything to keep his mind occupied. But it was no use. The memory was stronger than his will. It was a virus that had infected his system, and there was no cure.
His phone buzzed on the desk, a sharp, insistent vibration that pulled him from his thoughts. He glanced down at the screen, and his heart did a stupid, traitorous lurch. It was her. Kennady.
The text was short, simple, and completely fucking normal.
Ken: You alive over there or you still trying to take over the world?
A small, frustrated growl rumbled in his chest. He could practically hear her voice as he read the words, the teasing, raspy melody that was as familiar to him as his own. He could see the smirk on her face, the playful glint in her dark eyes. She was so calm. So nonchalant. As if she hadnât completely and irrevocably shattered his world three nights ago. As if she hadnât crawled into his lap and taught him a lesson that had fundamentally altered his understanding of himself.
He typed out a response, his thumbs moving with stiff precision.
Eli: World domination is a 24/7 job. Whatâs up?
He hit send before he could second-guess himself, before he could type something stupid, something desperate, something like I canât stop thinking about you, I canât sleep, I canât breathe, I need you. He watched the screen, his breath held tight in his chest, waiting for her reply. It came a moment later, a little bubble of dots appearing and disappearing, then reappearing again.
Ken: just chillin. about to start dinner. You eat?
The mundane domesticity of the question was a gut punch. Dinner. She was thinking about dinner. While he was over here, a prisoner to a memory, a man possessed by a ghost. He felt a surge of something hot and irrational, a flash of the old, familiar anger. How could she be so calm? How could she act like nothing had happened?
Eli: Not yet.
Ken: Well, you should. Canât run an empire on an empty stomach. lol
The âlolâ was the final insult. It was so casual, so dismissive of the turmoil that was raging inside him. He wanted to throw his phone against the wall. He wanted to storm out of his office, get in his car, and drive to her house, consequences be damned. He wanted toâŚ
He didnât know what he wanted.
He set the phone down, his hands clenched into fists on the desk. He could feel the frustration building in his gut, a tight, hot knot of need and confusion. Heâd spent his entire life cultivating control, mastering his emotions, building a fortress around his heart that no one had ever been able to breach. And his best friend had waltzed in, high and tipsy and smelling like coconut oil, and had torn it all down with a few slow, deliberate rolls of her hips.
She hadnât just taught him a lesson in patience. She had taught him that he wasnât in control. Not really. Not where she was concerned. And that was a truth he wasnât sure he could live with.
He stood up, his movements agitated. He walked over to the window, his hands shoved deep into his pockets. The city was still spread out below him, a testament to his success. But it felt hollow now. Empty. The only thing that felt real was the memory of her, the echo of her touch, the phantom weight of her on his lap.
He pulled his phone out again, his fingers hovering over the screen. He could call her. He could text her. He could say something, anything, to break the silence, to bridge the distance between them. But what could he say? What could he possibly say that wouldnât sound pathetic, desperate, and out of character?
He was a man who was used to getting what he wanted. But for the first time in his life, he had no idea what to do. He was at her mercy, and she didnât even seem to know it.
With a low, frustrated curse, he shoved the phone back into his pocket. He grabbed his jacket from the back of his chair and strode out of his office, his long, powerful strides eating up the polished concrete floor. He ignored the curious glances from his employees, the hushed whispers that followed in his wake. He didnât care about the empire. He didnât care about the projections or the demographic data or the third-quarter earnings.
All he cared about was her. And he knew that he couldnât go another day without seeing her.
Kennadyâs house was the antithesis of everything Elijah was. It was life, messy and vibrant and unapologetically real. Where his apartment was a fortress of minimalist design and controlled silence, her home was a warm, chaotic symphony of color and texture. The walls were a deep, rich terracotta, covered in a haphazard gallery of her own artâbold, abstract paintings in slashes of crimson and gold, intimate charcoal sketches that looked like stolen moments, and a few framed photos of them, younger and grinning, from a lifetime ago. A massive fiddle-leaf fig tree stood in the corner, its broad leaves reaching toward the ceiling like green, praying hands. Shelves overflowed with books, their spines cracked and worn, and every flat surface was home to some small, personal treasureâa piece of driftwood, a smooth river stone, a half-burned candle in a jar that smelled like vanilla.
It was her. It was all Kennady. And it was driving him insane.
They were on her couch, a ridiculously comfortable, overstated thing covered in a soft, nubby chenille throw that was probably older than he was. Living Single was playing on the TV, the sound turned down low. He couldnât have said what the episode was about. All he could see was her.
She was curled up on the other end of the couch, her bare feet tucked beneath her, a large ceramic bowl of garlic-parmesan pasta balanced on her lap. She was wearing a pair of tiny grey sleep shorts that did absolutely nothing to hide the long, powerful lines of her legs and a faded, cropped t-shirt from some music festival heâd forgotten theyâd even gone to. Her hair was down tonight, a wild, untamed mane of black and honey-gold that fell around her shoulders in soft waves, and every time she moved, it caught the light from the lamp, shimmering like a halo.
Heâd barely touched his own pasta. The red wine, a smooth, earthy Cabernet sheâd poured, sat mostly untouched in his glass. His entire body was a knot of restless tension. He felt like a predator in a petting zoo, all his instincts screaming at him to pounce, to claim, to do something, while every social convention heâd ever learned demanded he sit still and pretend like everything was fucking normal.
âDamn, Eli, you gonna stare a hole in that pasta or you gonna eat it?â Kennady asked, her voice light and teasing. She twirled a forkful of noodles, her movements unhurried. âYouâre quiet tonight. More than usual. You mad at me or something?â
He forced his gaze away from the hollow of her throat, from the delicate silver chain that rested there. âNo. Just tired.â
âLiar,â she said, popping the pasta into her mouth. She chewed slowly, her eyes dancing with amusement. âYouâre not tired. Youâre brooding. I know that look. Thatâs the âIâm about to buy a failing company and fire all its executivesâ look. Whatâs on your mind, big guy?â
âNothing,â he said, his voice tighter than he intended. He picked up his fork and stabbed at a piece of chicken, the clinking of the metal against the ceramic unnaturally loud in the quiet room. âJust work.â
âMmmhmm,â she hummed, a sound of skepticism. She set her bowl on the coffee table, leaning forward to grab the bottle of wine. As she did, her leg brushed against his thigh. It was the briefest brush of skin, gone almost as soon as it happened, yet the warmth of it lingered far longer than it should have. He could feel the heat of her skin through the thin fabric of his basketball shorts.
He watched her refill her glass, his jaw clenched so tight it was a wonder his teeth didnât crack. He was hyper-aware of every single thing she did. The way her fingers curled around the stem of the wineglass. The way her tongue darted out to catch a drop of wine on her lip. The way the soft fabric of her t-shirt stretched across her breasts as she leaned back against the cushions. It was a sensory overload, a constant, maddening assault on his nerves.
She took a sip of her wine, her eyes fixed on the TV, but he knew she was watching him. She was always watching him. âThis episode is trash,â she announced, her tone casual. âRegine's love interest is fine as hell, but he has all the personality of a brick. You could do better.â
âIâm not an actor,â he replied, his voice flat.
âDoesnât matter,â she said, waving a dismissive hand. âYou have presence. Thatâs more than half the battle. This guy just⌠stands there. Looking pretty. Thereâs no fire. No⌠grit.â
Grit. The word hung in the air between them, a tiny, sharp-edged reminder of a conversation he couldnât escape. He felt a surge of frustration. How could she sit there, so calm, so collected, talking about grit and fire, when she was the one who had lit the match? When she was the one who had burned his entire world to the ground?
He set his own bowl down, the pasta a cold, congealed mess he had no appetite for. He picked up his wineglass, swirling the dark red liquid in a desperate attempt to occupy his hands, to give them something to do other than reach for her. âWhat are you doing tomorrow?â he asked, the question coming out of nowhere, abrupt and clumsy.
She looked at him, a flicker of surprise in her dark eyes. âUm, nothing much. Gotta hit the studio in the afternoon, try to finish that piece for the gallery. Why?â
âNothing. Just asking.â
She studied him for a long moment, her head tilted to the side. He could feel her gaze, probing, searching, seeing straight through his pathetic attempts at nonchalance. âYouâre a terrible liar, Elijah Moore. You know that, right?â
âIâm not lying,â he insisted, his voice low and defensive.
âOkay,â she said, drawing the word out. She didnât push it. She just turned her attention back to the movie, a small, knowing smile playing on her lips. That was the worst part. Her calm. Her unshakeable, infuriating calm. She knew. She had to know. She was playing with him, enjoying his discomfort, and there was absolutely nothing he could do about it.
He felt like a caged animal, pacing restlessly behind the bars of his own composure. He wanted to scream. He wanted to grab her, to shake her, to demand that she acknowledge the thing that was happening between them, the thing that had been happening since the night sheâd climbed into his lap and shown him what it felt like to lose control truly.
He shifted on the couch, trying to find a position that didnât feel like his skin was two sizes too small. Every muscle in his body was screaming with tension. He could feel the thrum of his own heartbeat against his ribs. The longing hollowed him out, leaving a space only she seemed capable of filling.
She reached for the remote, her arm brushing against his again. This time, the contact was intentional. She let her hand linger on his forearm for a moment, her touch light, casual, but it felt like she was pressing a live wire to his skin. He froze. He could feel the heat of her palm, the soft pressure of her fingers, the subtle strength in her grip.
âYouâre so tense,â she murmured. She squeezed his arm gently, her thumb stroking the sensitive skin on the inside of his wrist. âYou need to relax, Eli. Itâs just me.â
Just her. As if âjust herâ wasnât the most terrifying thing in his entire fucking world.
He pulled his arm away as if heâd been burned, the movement sharp, jerky. He stood up, running a hand through his hair, his agitation finally boiling over. âI canât do this.â
âCanât do what?â she asked, looking up at him, her expression one of perfect, feigned innocence. âWatch our favorite sitcom? Eat pasta? I know itâs not gourmet, but damn, Eli, donât be so dramatic.â
âNot this,â he said, his voice rough, raw. He gestured between them, a frantic, helpless motion. âThis. This⌠pretending. Like nothing happened. Like everythingâs normal.â
Her smile faded, replaced by a look of quiet, unreadable understanding. She set the remote down. She looked at him, really looked at him, and for the first time that night, he saw a crack in her composure.
âWhoâs pretending?â she asked.
The credits for Living Single began to roll, accompanied by the upbeat, familiar theme song that usually made Elijah smile. Tonight, it sounded like a taunt. The screen filled with the bright, smiling faces of the cast, a reminder of a simpler time, a time before heâd been undone by the woman sitting just a few feet away from him. The silence that fell between them as the music faded was different now. It wasnât comfortable. It wasnât easy. It was thick, heavy, and charged with a decade of unspoken things that were now screaming to be let out.
Kennady clicked the TV off with the remote, plunging the room into a softer, more intimate darkness, lit only by the warm glow of the floor lamp and the flickering candle on the mantelpiece. She stretched, a long, languid movement that made her cropped t-shirt ride up, revealing a sliver of soft, brown skin and the delicate curve of her waist. Elijah drew in a slow, uneven breath. He felt like a starving man staring at a feast he wasnât allowed to touch.
She settled back against the cushions, tucking her feet beneath her again, her eyes on him. She wasnât smiling anymore. Her expression was open, waiting, patient. It was that patience that was killing him. That calm, unshakeable certainty that she held all the cards and was just waiting for him to play his hand.
He couldnât take it anymore. The pretense, the charade, the suffocating weight of his own composure. It felt like a suit of armor that had suddenly become too tight, constricting his chest, making it hard to breathe. He had to say something.
He reached for his wineglass on the coffee table, his hand trembling slightly. He meant to bring it to his lips, to take a sip, to do something, anything, to break the tension. But instead, his fingers closed around the stem with a grip that was too tight, fueled by three days of frustration and a desperate, aching need. He set it down, and the sharp, definitive click of the glass against the wood echoed through the quiet room.
Kennady watched him, her body still, her gaze unwavering.
He ran a hand over his face, the rough texture of his beard a small, grounding sensation. He couldnât look at her. He couldnât meet her eyes, afraid of what she would see, afraid of the raw, naked vulnerability he knew was shining there. He stared at the floor, at the intricate pattern of the rug, at anything but her.
âI canâtâŚâ he started, his voice a hoarse, broken whisper. He cleared his throat, trying again. âI canât stop thinking about it.â
The words hung in the air, clumsy, but they were out. Heâd said them. Heâd finally breached the wall of silence, and now there was no going back.
He felt the shift in the air, the subtle change in her energy. The playful, teasing energy was gone, replaced by something softer, more serious, more knowing. He could feel her gaze on him, heavy and intense.
âThinking about what, Eli?â she asked. It wasnât a challenge. It was an invitation. An invitation to finally, truly, be honest.
He struggled, the words catching in his throat, thick and heavy with unspoken emotion. He wasnât used to this. He wasnât used to feeling this⌠desperate. He didnât⌠plead. He didnât⌠need. But he needed her. He needed her more than he needed to breathe.
He finally looked up, his eyes meeting hers. And in that moment, the last of his composure, the last of his carefully constructed control, crumbled into dust. She saw it. She saw the need in his dark eyes, the desperate, aching hunger that had been eating him alive from the inside out. She saw the cracks in the armor, the chinks in the facade, the man behind the myth. And she didnât look away.
His voice was rough, ragged when he finally spoke, the words torn from the depths of his soul. âYou. On my couch. Teaching me.â
The admission was a surrender. A complete and total capitulation. He was laying himself bare, exposing the soft underbelly of his desire, giving her the power to destroy him with a single word.
She didnât speak. She just watched him, her eyes searching his, seeing everything, understanding everything. He could see the wheels turning in her head, the slow process of her thoughts. He could see the flicker of somethingâtriumph, maybe, or satisfactionâin her gaze. She had known. She had known all along.
A slow, small smile touched her lips, but it wasnât the playful, teasing smile from before. This was something else. Something softer. Something more⌠possessive.
âIs that so?â she asked. He could only nod, his throat too tight to form words.
For a long, stretched-out moment, Kennady just stared at him. Her expression was a perfect, unreadable mask, her eyes giving nothing away. She let his confession hang in the air between them, exposed and trembling. He watched her, his heart hammering with anticipation. Heâd laid his soul bare, and now he was waiting for the judgment.
She set her own wineglass down on the coffee table slowly. Then she shifted on the couch, turning to face him fully. She tucked one leg beneath her, the other stretched out, her bare foot resting dangerously close to his thigh. The playful energy was gone, evaporated like mist in the sun. In its place was a dominant, teasing authority that was more intoxicating than any wine.
âSo you want a repeat lesson?â she asked. She leaned forward slightly, her elbows resting on her knees, her eyes locked on his. âThink you deserve it? Think youâve been practicing your patience?â
The question robbed him of whatever composure he still possessed. He held her gaze, but it took everything in him to keep his expression steady. The careful restraint heâd spent so long cultivating began to splinter, giving way to a need heâd stopped pretending he could control. More than anything, he wanted her. More than pride. More than reason.
He leaned forward, his hands clenched into fists on his knees. âKen, please,â he breathed, the words a hoarse, desperate prayer. âI need⌠I need you.â
She made him wait. She let his desperation hang in the air, a palpable, suffocating thing. She watched him. Her eyes held him captive, calm on the surface but alive with something fierce beneath.
âYou wanted to learn how to take your time,â she said, âNow youâre gonna learn how to beg for it. Show me how much you need it, Elijah.â
The use of his full name was an act of dominance, a reminder of the power she held over him in this moment. He could feel the heat rising in his cheeks, a hot, humiliating flush of shame and desire. He had never begged for anything in his life. He had never had to. But this⌠this was different. This was a need that went deeper than pride, deeper than logic, deeper than anything he had ever known.
He looked at her, at the woman who had been his best friend, his confidante, his rock, for more than half his life. He saw the strength in her, the confidence, the unwavering self-assurance. He saw the woman who had seen him at his best and his worst, the woman who knew his every flaw, his every weakness, his every secret. In her eyes, he saw the rarest kind of giftânot permission, but acceptance. The chance to lay down every defense and trust her with the parts of himself no one else had ever touched.
He took a deep, shuddering breath, the air catching in his throat. He could feel the tears welling in his eyes, a hot, stinging shame that he couldnât control. He had never felt so vulnerable, so exposed, so completely and utterly at someone elseâs mercy.
âPlease,â he whispered, the word a broken, ragged sound. âPlease, Ken. I need you. I need⌠I need to feel it again. I need to be inside you. I need⌠you.â
He was on his knees before he even realized he was moving. He slid off the couch, his knees hitting the soft rug with a soft thud. He looked up at her, his eyes glassy with unshed tears, his hands clasped together in a gesture of supplication. He was a king on his knees, a god begging for a taste of heaven.
âIâll do anything,â he continued, his voice a hoarse, desperate whisper. âAnything you want. Just⌠please. I canât⌠I canât breathe without you.â
Kennady looked down at him, at the great Elijah Moore, a king on his knees in her living room, his eyes glassy with an almost beautiful need. She saw the tear that escaped, tracing a glistening path down his cheek, and for a moment, she let the silence stretch, letting his desperation hang in the air like the scent of rain. Then, with a sigh that was devoid of sympathy, she rose from the couch.
Her movements were unhurried, as if he were nothing more than a piece of furniture she had to navigate around. She began calmly collecting their empty pasta bowls and wine glasses, her back to him, treating his monumental breakdown as a mild, inconvenient interruption to her evening routine.
âI knew this would happen,â she said, her voice matter-of-fact and nonchalant as she walked toward the kitchen. âThe second I left your apartment, I knew you wouldnât be able to handle it.â
Elijah watched her, his mind reeling. He pushed himself up from his knees, a lost, desperate shadow trailing her through her own home. The polished concrete of her kitchen floor was cold against his bare feet. âWhat do you mean?â he pleaded, his voice cracking. âHandle what?â
She stopped at the sink, turning on the faucet. The sound of running water was a casual, cruel counterpoint to the frantic pounding of his heart. She began rinsing a bowl. âHandle this. Handle me. Iâve known you for over a decade, Eli. I knew that one little taste of something real, of something not in your control, and youâd be hooked. I knew you couldnât just take the lesson and walk away like a grown-up.â
She didn't have to raise her voice. Every sentence struck exactly where it would do the most damage. Every last one of them. She saw him. She had always seen him. She had seen the need beneath the control, the desperation beneath the dominance.
He was on his knees again, this time behind her, his hands gripping the back of her thighs, his forehead pressed against the soft, warm curve of her lower back. He could feel the vibrations of her movements as she washed the dishes. âPlease, Ken,â he begged, his voice a muffled, broken sound against her shirt. âIâm begging you. I need to be inside you. I need you to ride me again, just like you did on your couch. Let me feel it. Let me be back under you.â
She continued cleaning, ignoring his pleas, letting his desperation fester in the quiet hum of her kitchen. She washed the last bowl, set it in the drying rack, and wiped her hands on a dish towel. Then, she turned the water off.
The sudden silence was deafening.
She looked down at him, on his knees and weeping at her feet. She saw the tears of neediness tracking down his cheeks, and her expression finally softened, the cruelty melting away into something like pity, or perhaps, deep satisfaction.
She sighed, as if this was all a great effort. âGet up,â she said
He scrambled to his feet, his body moving on instinct. She led him back to the living room, to the couch. She pushed him down, and he went without a fight.
She hooked her thumbs into the waistband of his basketball shorts. Her movements were confident, a slow tease that made his breath catch in his throat. She tugged the fabric down, inch by inch, revealing the sharp V of his hips, the dark, neatly trimmed hair that framed his dick. The elastic band snagged for a moment on the head of his dick, hard and straining against the material, and she gave a little extra tug, a small, knowing smile playing on her lips as it finally sprang free. He watched her as she pulled the shorts all the way down his legs, tossing them aside without a second glance.
Then, she stood before him, a goddess in the dim light. She hooked her thumbs into the waistband of her own sleep shorts, the tiny grey things that had been torturing him all night. She slid them down, the fabric whispering against her skin, revealing the neat, trimmed triangle of her pussy, the soft, delicate folds of her lips glistening with her own arousal. She stepped out of them, kicking them aside, and then she was naked before him, all soft curves and smooth, brown skin, a living, breathing masterpiece that made his mouth water and his soul ache.
She climbed on top of him, not straddling him over their clothes, but skin to skin. The feeling was overwhelming, compared to the night before. This was real. This was skin on skin, heat on heat. The soft, supple flesh of her thick thighs pressed against his own, a delicious contrast to the hard, muscular planes of his legs. He could feel the heat radiating from her pussy, a searing, wet promise that made his dick throb with a desperate, aching need.
She took him in her hand, her fingers cool and soft against the hot, hard length of him. His hips bucked up involuntarily. She stroked him once, twice. He could feel the tip of his dick leaking, that she smeared over his head with her thumb.
Then, she guided him, positioning him at her entrance, her plump pussy parting to welcome him, and then she slid down onto him in one slow motion.
A whiny, broken whimper was ripped from his throat, a sound so foreign and pathetic it barely sounded like his own. His hands flew to her hips, his fingers digging into the soft, pliant flesh with a desperate, bruising force, as if he could still himself, to keep from shattering into a million pieces. It was too much. It was everything. The way she enveloped him, the way she gripped him, a tight, perfect fist, as if she had been custom-built to ruin him for anyone else.
Kennady didnât move fast. She put her hands on his chest, her fingers splayed across his pecs, her nails lightly scraping against his skin. She held his gaze, her eyes burning into his, a silent, unspoken command to watch, to learn, to feel. She began to ride him with the same slow, graceful patience she had taught him, her hips rolling in a hypnotic, maddening rhythm that was salvation. She was teaching him the lesson again, but this time, there were no pretense, no denials. This was the truth. This was the moment. The scene faded as they were lost in the sensation, the lesson finally, truly, being learned.
"Look at me," a command that vibrated through his chest. "Watch how I take this dick. Watch how I make it mine."
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Do you think you can do marshawn lunch?
Writerâs Block.
Black Fem!Reader!Writer x Marshawn Lynch.
A/N: I definitely can! writerâs block is a mf, so I thought of Marshawn, listened to Kelly Rowlandâs Motivation, and lots of Pretty Ricky. That gave me something. Can't complain. đ¤ˇââď¸
Summary: Co-parenting with Marshawn had its ups and downs. Your son, Trevon, was happy, and Marshawn kept everything casual, cool, and cordial. No lingering heat between you two. You just needed one thing: his help on your new book.
Warnings: use of the n-word, dirty talk, slight praise, light teasing, Dom!Marshawn, light spanking, choking, co-parenting, mention of writerâs block, fucking for inspiration, various positions, multiple orgasms, slight Daddy kink, manhandling?
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Co-parenting with Marshawn had its ups and downs. You've normally gone over the cons. He was a present father, and loved seeing you and his son, Trevon. So far, everything has been cordial, and cool between the two of you.
Marshawn spends time with Trevon on Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays, and weekends. You have had your own time to focus on yourself, working on your upcoming book, which currently only has a title and the first half completed.
You've penned dark paranormal stories featuring vampires and werewolves, dark romance, sci-fi, horror, somber romance, and steamy romance, incorporated the Grumpy x Sunshine trope, incorporating all tropes as you continued writing book after book.
Marshawn has been supportive of your successful writing career, and read a few of your books. He was impressed by your vast vocabulary, and wordplay.
Every character was black, you've wanted your readers to feel represented in each one. So far, you've been taking your time, little by little for this book.
Every book you wrote was a big hit, despite the heavy criticism of your smut scenes, but hey. Your fans adorned you, and your writing. Thatâs what matters most.
Thankfully, your publicist said you have enough time before the deadline of your book, and you were halfway there. You just need to write the smut scenes.
Now, you were writing a sports romance. Which wasnât your forte. Since your time with Marshawn, you've been following sports prior to writing your book. Youâve been doing great up to this point.
There was tension in your body that ached for Marshawn. An ache swirling in your stomach, that you tried to ignore.
But now, Trevon was six years old. He noticed everything between you and Marshawn. Your son knew better than to ask why you haven't gotten back together with his dad. He didn't complain, didn't fuss.
You werenât supposed to be thinking about him right now, when your career as a best selling author with excellent books, thriving as you hoped for. Itâs unfortunate that you were experiencing writerâs block at the moment.
Many would suggest strolling around the neighborhood, driving, watching movies, or TV shows, or simply just write the first thing that pops up in your mom.
However, finding inspiration was not as effortless as commonly believed.
It's been five weeks, you've haven't written anything yet.
New boyfriends didn't stand a chance against Trevon, who tried to play Step-Daddy. It didn't work at all. Trevon said that he didn't like any of them every chance they left.
That was Marshawnâs son, through and through. Just as he raised to be like his dad, unhinged. Unchanged. Always had something smart to say.
After that, you've stopped dating for a while, and decided to focus on your book.
You sat comfortably against the couch, with Trevon on the right side, tablet in his hands, watching YouTube. His brown eyes flickered up at you. "Mama?" He asked happily.
âYes, boo?â You eyes swept over the notebook in your hand, your leg resting over the other, a pen between your lips. Having fewer ideas.
âAm I staying with Daddy, or Grandma tonight?â Trevon asked softly, his finger swept over the screen. A backpack around his arms, Spider-Man.
âGrandma is coming to pick you up, and Daddy has work to do today.â You say, your pen scribbling across the paper.
âI know, but you've been having trouble with your book. Maybe Daddy can help you?â Trevon suggested, his eyes met yours.
You only blinked once, but you've given your son a nod of reassurance. âMaybe I will ask Daddy for help, thanks, baby.â
Trevon flashed a cheerful grin up at you, nodding in response. âYeah! Daddy always helps me! He can help you, too!â
Your smile curled across your face, as your lips pressed a kiss on his forehead. He giggled softly, as his eyes flickered toward the screen before him.
A knock on the door alerted you, standing up, walking toward the door and you swung it open. Revealing your mom and Marshawn standing behind it.
His locs in two strand twists, hung around his face, thick, and clean. A fresh line-up. His bread freshly trimmed, his cologne hitting you in the face. He always smells so good around you, mustâve been done it on purpose.
Trevon gasped softly; he dropped his tablet on the pillow. He hopped off the couch, scurrying toward your mom, and his dad. âDaddy! Grandma!â
Marshawn lifted his son, twirling him in his embrace, holding him close. "What's up, lil man?â
âHey Daddy!â Trevon exclaimed, his arms linked around his neck.
âYou good? Youâve been good to your mama?â Marshawn asks, ruffling his curls.
âYeah, but she made me eat broccoli though,â Trevon grumbled, his lip poked out.
âHey, itâs good for you. Veggies help you become big, and strong like your dad,â Marshawn beamed, his hand over his own clothed chest.
âSee? You better let him know Marshawn!â You & your mom exclaimed in praise, unison.
You rose from the cushion, confusion flickered across your face. âBut Marshawn, what are you doing here?â
âI called him, and Marshawn wanted to see you and Trevon. He missed y'all,â Your mom mentions kindly, held her arms out to her grandchild. Hugging him tightly.
âYeah! Thanks, Grandma!â Trevon exclaimed, jumping for joy.
âYeah, thanks, mom.â Your hand ran down your face, sighing in disbelief, and not surprised either way.
âNow, why donât you two catch up?â Your mom waved you, and Marshawn off like you were a couple again. Your eyes rolled while she couldnât caught it.
âAy, I saw that eye roll, missy!â Your mother shot back, arms crossed.
âWait, Grandma. I have to tell Daddy something!â Trevonâs tiny hand yanked on her sleeve, stopping her.
Trevon walked over his dad, yanking his sleeve. Marshawn grinning, and bent at his sonâs level. Whispering something very low, private.
After their short conversation, they bid farewell to each other. Marshawn gave his son a kiss on his forehead. Your mom, and your son strode out of the house, as the door closed shut.
Your fingers twisting the lock, catching the soft flick. Leaving you alone with your ex, as you spun around to face him.
âHey, Marshawn.â You greeted awkwardly, smiling nervously.
âWhatâs up? You ainât happy to see me?â Marshawn asked, his arms hung out.
You shrugged it off, acting as if Trevon, and Marshawn didnât speak about your writerâs block.
âI am. Nothing much, still writing here, and there,â You chuckled softly, masking your nervousness.
Marshawn hummed lightly, nodding. âYeah, Trevon told me you had trouble with your book? Come here. Why are you all the way over there?â
You chuckled sheepishly, purposely avoiding his gaze yet you looked back at him. Strolling toward him, yet gave him space.
âWhy are you gettinâ all shy around me? You good?â He asks, his head tilting.
âIâm cool. Itâs not that, Marshawn. Itâs just that Iâve been having been writerâs block.â Your lip poked out a bit, your lip fell into a line.
âJust sit down, and write. It ainât that hard, Y/n.â Marshawn says casually, rose a brow.
âMarshawn, clearly you donât understand the process of being a writer. We read, and write, do everything under the sun. No inspiration, still.â You explained, crossing your arms.
âI can write a book if I wanted to, and then bang. Iâm done. Everyone will definitely my book.â Marshawn bragged, shrugging it off as if it was easy.
âNot everyone can be a former NFL player champion, with awards and recognition, okay? Also Iâve seen your acting in Euphoria.â You say coyly, rolling your eyes.
Marshawn gasped dramatically, as if he was shocked. âDamn, itâs like that, baby?â
You waved him off. âYouâre pretty decent Marshawn, and people keep asking me if youâre coming to NFL. But you say hell no,â you snicker mid-breath.
Marshawn rolled his eyes at the question, and his gaze turned back to you. âAnyway. Can I see what youâre written, so far?â
You couldnât be this shy around Marshawn when it involved your writing. You were confident regardless but asking for help wasnât difficult.
âSure, follow me in my writing room,â You motioned him to follow you through the halls.
You, and Marshawn strode through the long, narrow halls of the house. You could still smell the cologne from behind, intoxicating and tempting in the worst way. A man that fine? Trouble.
You made a right turn into the room, stepped through, as Marshawn followed behind you. Breathing in. Your shoulders fell, jaw unclenching. Relaxing.
âIâve been typing on my laptop mostly, itâs good so far, and Iâm halfway done with the book too.â You explained, you hand gestures toward the laptop fully charging on the desk.
You took your laptop off the charger, unplugged it. You logged in, and clicked on the word document. Stepping aside, you gestured for Marshawn to take a peek.
Marshawn read every chapter carefully, as he returned to page 32 of your book, Had To Be You. He nodded with confidence. It was simply about a NFL player, with a taking chance to fall in love with his sports agent, who represented him, and they began to realize theyâre made for each other. Cliche, yes. But hey, youâre writing still.
âItâs about a nfl player, and are you sure this ainât about us?â Marshawn asked again, smirking playfully.
You chuckled sheepishly. âI may have used you as a reference but their personalities are totally different! You arenât Avan, you know?â You hand angled to the laptop.
âSo whatâs the problem? What youâre writing is great, girl!â Marshawn grinned softly, his hands on your shoulders. He lifted them, brought them in his front pouch of his hoodie.
âItâs actually a sports romance too, and now, the characters are getting to the smut scene soon.â You say, your finger beneath your chin.
âSports romance? Thatâs right my alley. Is it about us?â Marshawn asked, his head lean forward slightly in curiosity.
âNo! Itâs not about us Marshawn! Itâs simply from personal experiences, and other stories.â You dismissed, waving him off.
Marshawn rolled his eyes, shook his head. âNah, Iâm only the sports nigga youâve been witâ in your life. Itâs us. Itâs means the book is gonna be a fucking hit!â
âOkay, okay. Youâre right,â You chorused, smiling faintly.
âWhat do you really need my help with?â He asks, his voice deepening dangerously low. Tempting.
âYou see. I need some dick for inspiration, for my book. I need to finish. Thatâs why I have writerâs block!â You whined, your hands gripped his shoulders tight.
âY/n, youâre an amazing writer regardless and I think youâre using this opportunity to get some dick?â He countered, his arms folded behind his back.
You gasped dramatically, with a hand over your clothed chest as if you were shocked. âHow dare you, sir? Iâcan you just help me with this?â
Marshawn rolling his eyes, snickering a bit. âAll you had to do was ask..â
âBoy, just get on the bed, and here is a condom..."
âââââ
Garments were thrown about, skidding on the ground, until you reached his chest with your hands.
Gently, you guided him to the bed headboard, supported his back as your fingers moved over his stomach, teasing him in a playful manner with a grin.
"Ride me, baby," Marshawn murmured, his lower lip trapped between his teeth. Maybe this was you needed. Your exâs dick for inspiration. New excuse. Real nice.
You knelt forward, a playful grin playing on your lips as you positioned yourself over him. "You always stay wet for me. I love that..." Marshawn groans, watching your essence enlarging around his base. Sloshing. Gushing. He kissed you deeply, placing his hands on your waist and then running them up to your thighs, drawing you down swiftly until he was deep inside you. His thumb pressed on your clit, it started tracing unhurried, purposeful circles, each movement taking your breath away. "Fuckk..â
"Fâfuck, Marshawn," you moaned, voice rough and urgent. You rode him brutally, grinding on him, your pussy clenching like a chokehold. Your white essence coated him, warm, adhesive, sliding down his dick, your hips wiggled. Hands anchoring at your hips as he fucked you upward, breath coming in ragged, raspy bursts.
His groans grew deeper, with something tender. "All you needed was this?" he rasped, the words raw. He slid two fingers between your clit and pinched lightly; the contact was small, yet breathtaking. A sharp scream ripped from you, tears overflowing as your pace stuttered, every nerve buzzing.
"Fâfuck! Yes! All I need!" you gasped, choked on a broken moan. His hand delivered a sharp smack across your ass, bouncing. "Now you do..." Marshawn moaned low, drilling into you upwards. A jolt of pleasure shot through your body, squealing. Grinding still, clenching tight and moaning like it was the last time. It never was. You firmly held onto the headboard. "Is this dick all mine?" You say, shutting your eyelids, the vibrations spread throughout their bodies, and he could feel her cum slowly glide down to his base, plunging on his balls.
"Always been yours.." he panted lowly, still drilling. He was gonna give you inspiration all right, every last thrust. It had been a minute since youâve touched by him, his head fell back on the pillow. You made him see stars. butterflies. Every bounce made thick, sticky strands of cum between them every he went in and out.
Your pussy gushed around him, as he went harder, harder as if trying to mold the shape of his dick inside you. Your nails clawing at his tattooed skin. "Look at you, cumminâ so pretty around this dick.." he grunted deeply, his Oakland accent spilling out. His hand smacked her asscheek, which led to a squeal, slithered across your bare body, cupping your bouncing breasts while simultaneously tugging at your nipples.Â
Marshawn pulled out slowly, before he flipped you on all fours. Gradually, pushing himself back inside, you dragged out a wild moan rippling from your throat. âMarshawn..fuck!â Hands on your waist, drilling into you like he was out of jail. Wild. Feral. He fucked you hard, fast to switched the pace. Your head turned, which almost gave you whiplash.
âDamn, girl? Ainât nobody been in this pussy?â He teased, pushing forward. All you could do was grip the sheets, and scream for your life, in pleasure. Your pussy clenched around his dick. Afraid to let go. You were wetter than before. Marshawn? Yes. You whined in response, face buried in a pillow.
Your airy moans break between sentences, almost stumbling over the bed until Marshawn yanked you by your ankle, feeling his tip strike your spot once he manhandled you. Drooling at the way he fucked over the mattress. âYeah? Never had that before? Your ex nigga ainât hitting it right, baby?â Marshawn bragged, drilling in you again. His hips swiveling at a fast pace, you screamed sharply. âNoooo! Fuck! Babyâfuck!â You grit your teeth, eyelids snapping shut.
âYouâre wetter than last time. I fit in just right.â Marshawn thrusting with relentless affection, your hips pushed back instinctively. You gasped between his crazy thrusts, your wetness flowing freely, as he emptied himself inside you. "Fuck!" you both moaned, his lips crashed into yours sent waves of heat through your body, making your head spin.
Restarting the pace to slow again, long and deep thrusts that made your body squirm away until his hand smacked your ass in disapproval, shaking his head. Legs squeezing around his waist. âDon't you want this dick, baby? Why you running?â Marshawn teases, peppered kisses along your spine. The room echo with the wet, squelching and both your breathing as his dick, massaging your walls thoroughly, pulsating, throbbing.
"Oh shit! Iâm almost there!" you scream hopelessly, your mouth open wide, but no sound comes out, while you bounce after every stroke. You can definitely feel the ideas flowing through your mind, with the way he fucking you. Your hand reached for your clit until Marshawn smacked it out of the way. "This is my pussy..don't touch it.." he groaned, now, you were the one whimpering, crying, but your hips moved on their own. You craved for more, he wanted to relish in just like you did with him.
Once that he pulled out again, flipping you on your back. His hands gripped your ankles tight, pinning them over your head. His locs pooled in front of his face, his half-lidded eyes locked with yours, his hand around your neck. He gradually entered you, and you cried out as if in agony, almost too much to handle. "Marshawn! Yes!" But you loved it, maybe you should ask him for this often. Finally, he fit all of him inside from behind. He plowed into you. "You gettin' any new ideas, baby?" Marshawn groans, his head craned back from the pleasure. Just to feel you like this? Marshawn was falling in love all over again.
He plowed into you, hips snapped, "Yes! Marshawn! Yes!" you cried out wildly, your walls clung to his dick, milking him dry, on the sheets, hands fisting the blanket. "You hear me? You gettinâ any ideas?" Marshawn. He quickened the pace, still much harder. "Yes! I swear! I fucking swear!" you whined softly. Your mind went blank, yet every idea came right back. You couldn't even think straight. The bed creaking, and cracked in the process.
Tears spilled down your face, blurring your vision, knees buckling weakly. His hands threw your legs over his shoulders, pinning you down. His chest against your breasts. âI'd better hear every single idea you write.â Marshawn groans. He thrusts harder after that. You nodded frantically, crying, whimpering. His hand still around your neck. Your face close to his. âYou better not doubt yourself..fuckkâ Marshawn rasped, gritting his teeth. Your knees shook, âI won't! I won't, I swear!â You cried out to him, scratching his back. His fingernails dug into your melenated skin, he drilled unforgivingly, his passion raw.
The bed was broken underneath; there was a dent in the wall from the headboard banging. You were a wet, gibberish mess underneath Marshawn. He loved every single bit of you. Your eyes rolled back, unable to hold on to your arch. Toes curling into a ball. Bodies are almost going numb. âIf you need any more ideas..call me. Only me..â Marshawn grunted in your ear. He adjusted his angle, finding the right spot that made you gasp sharply. "Only you! Marshawn!â Unable to respond, but only with broken moans.
You felt his pace slow down, thrusts turn sloppy, and frantic. âDaddyâŚIâm cummingâŚâ you cried out, your hips rolling in deep with his. A mess underneath, and he noticed it too. The way your pussy sucked his dick back with a thrust, disappear like magic. âI know, baby.â he cooed, biting his lip. Shooting his load in the condom, as you came undone, cumming wildly around his big dick. A bigger mess. Marshawn pulled out slowly, and saw the cum spilling out. Chests falling, and rising. You were left bare, and breathless.
Bodies tangled together, and he pressed a gentle kiss to your lips, gazing at you. "You good?" he asked softly, his concern clear.
"Y-yeah, I'm good..."
Aftercare was provided with practiced ease by Marshawn, you took a hot bubble bath. He asked you if he could take a shower, and you agreed to it. You told me that you appreciated his help on the book, and he says, âNo problem!â
Once you finished your bath and Marshawn completed his shower, you quickly put on your pajamas and socks, applied lotion on yourself. He stood in full of the full length mirror, with a towel over his head, wiping himself. He sported his usual oversized grey hoodie, and sweatpants.
His eyes flickered toward you through the mirror, you sat at your writing desk. Typing on your keyboard with precision, smirking to yourself. All of your locs tied back in a bun while some locs hang in front of your face. You were finally done with your book.
âHey, Marshawn. Can I ask something?â You chimed in, while typing on the keys on your laptop.
âWhat's up?â
Your grin spreads across your face, watching his reflection as you tuck a loose loc behind your ear, plotting your next meeting with him. âI'm thinking of starting a series for this book. Would you like to help me out with that, baby?â
âHell yeah,â
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Big Momma
Pairing: Michael B. Jordan (Saint) x Golden Delacroix ( Black!Female OC )Â
Series: Small Town Sinners
Summary: Michael has spent his entire life in control. Every decision is calculated, every emotion compartmentalized, every aspect of his world polished until nothing is left to chance. Then one chance encounter with a woman who refuses to be impressed by his money, his fame, or his charm throws that carefully ordered life into complete chaos.
Golden Delacroix is loud where heâs quiet, fire where heâs ice, and entirely unimpressed by the man everyone else seems desperate to please. Every interaction between them becomes a battle of wills, sharp tongues, bruised egos, undeniable attraction, and two stubborn people who would rather start a war than admit theyâre fascinated with each other.
Some people fall in love.
Michael Saint becomes obsessed.
Warnings: 18+ ONLY. Explicit sexual content. BDSM and power exchange. Female Dominant/Male Submissive dynamics. Obsessive behavior. Stalking themes. Toxic attraction. Enemies to lovers. Heavy sexual tension. Dirty talk. Voyeurism and exhibitionism. Public sexual activity. Group sexual content. Explicit language. Therapy themes. Possessive behavior. Praise, edging, restraint
wc: 21k
Small Town Sins The King of Sinners
The bass from the subterranean nightclub was a physical force, a deep, hypnotic thrum that vibrated through the soles of Michaelâs Italian leather loafers and up into the carefully constructed cage of his ribs. Angelâs Whispers. It was a ridiculous name, he thought, for a place that dealt in such visceral, unspoken screams. But it was LA, and LA was a city built on beautiful, hollow lies.
He sat alone in a VIP alcove, a shadowed throne carved from onyx and velvet that afforded him a panoramic view of the kingdom below. The club was a masterpiece of curated hedonism. Moody, indigo lighting washed over a sea of beautiful, writhing bodies. Gauzy, silver curtains hung from the ceiling, creating intimate, semi-private stages where whispered fantasies became public performance. The air was thick with the scent of expensive perfume, spilled champagne, and the sharp, metallic tang of pure, unadulterated need.
To anyone watching, Michael B. Jordan was the picture of relaxed, powerful indulgence. His custom-tailored slate gray blazer was unbuttoned, revealing a crisp black t-shirt that clung to the sculpted muscle of his chest. His jaw, sharp enough to cut glass, was set in a line of casual observation. One hand rested on his knee, the other swirled the amber liquid in a rocks glass, the ice clinking a soft, rhythmic counterpoint to the pounding music. He was a god surveying his domain, and every so often, a hopeful supplicant would glance his way, their eyes a mixture of desire and star-struck awe.
He saw them all. He cataloged them, categorized them, and dismissed them with the cold, clinical efficiency of a surgeon excising a tumor.
There was the redhead in the Shibari harness, her pale skin a stark canvas against the black ropes. Technically perfect, her suspension was a work of art. But her eyes were vacant, her submission a performance for the crowd, not a genuine surrender. She was seeking validation, not connection. Dismissed.
There was the pair of women on a velvet chaise, their bodies entwined in a choreographed dance of passion. Beautiful, certainly. But their movements were too practiced, their moans too perfectly timed. They were performing for each other, for the unseen eyes of the room. It was pornography, not intimacy. Dismissed.
Then there was the one who approached him. A stunning creature with caramel skin, eyes the color of warm honey, and a body poured into a latex dress that left absolutely nothing to the imagination. She moved with the liquid grace of a panther, a confident smile on her lips. She slid into the booth beside him, her thigh pressing against his, her scentâa cloud of vanilla and orchidâa deliberate invasion of his space.
âMichael,â she purred, her voice a husky whisper that was designed to be seductive. âIâve been waiting for you to notice me.â
He turned his head, his gaze a slow appraisal. She was flawless. A perfect ten. And she bored him to tears. He could see the calculation in her eyes, the ambition that fueled her every move. She didnât want him. She wanted what he represented: access, status, the story. She wanted to be the one who tamed the infamous, untouchable Michael Jordan of the Saint brothers. She wanted to be a notch on a bedpost she could sell to the highest bidder.
âI notice everything,â he said, his voice a low, calm murmur that gave nothing away. He took a slow sip of his whiskey, his eyes never leaving hers. He could feel the shift in her, the flicker of uncertainty. She was used to men melting, to men stammering, to men falling all over themselves to please her. He did none of those things. He simply watched.
âThen why havenât you come to play?â she pressed, her hand sliding up his thigh, her touch a bold, familiar caress.
âBecause Iâm not here to play,â he said, his voice dropping a few degrees, the warmth replaced by a cool, dismissive edge. âIâm observing.â
Her smile faltered for a fraction of a second, a tiny crack in her perfect facade. She recovered quickly, but the damage was done. He had seen the desperation beneath the confidence. âI can make it worth your while,â she whispered, leaning in closer, her lips brushing against his ear. âAnything you want.â
He gently but firmly removed her hand from his leg, placing it back on her own thigh. The gesture was final. A dismissal. âI doubt that,â he said, his voice quiet, but carrying the weight of an unshakeable verdict.
She stared at him, her honey eyes wide with a mixture of shock and indignation. No one had ever rejected her. Not like this. Not so calmly, so completely. She opened her mouth to say something, but he held up a hand, a simple, elegant gesture that silenced her more effectively than a shout.
âEnjoy your evening,â he said, his tone one of polite, final dismissal.
She stood, her spine rigid with humiliation, and walked away, a beautiful, wounded creature disappearing back into the sea of bodies. Michael didnât watch her go. He had already moved on. His gaze swept the room again, searching, analyzing, seeking⌠something. Anything.
He was a voyeur by nature, a director who preferred to be behind the camera. He got off on control, on orchestrating the scene, on watching the raw emotion play out on someone elseâs face. He had spent years cultivating this persona, this carefully constructed world of detached observation. It was safe. It was clean. It was controllable.
But lately, the control had become a cage. The observation had become a vacuum.
He thought of his brothers. Donnie, his quiet, steady rock, who had found a fierce, unwavering love in Stevie, a love that had grounded him, given him a purpose beyond the ring and the family name. And Erik⌠Erik, the most controlled, most dominant of them all, who had been brought to his knees by a woman with a sharp tongue and a spirit that refused to be broken. They had found something real. Something messy. Something worth the risk of losing control.
And him? He had nothing. He had a twenty-million-dollar mansion in the Hollywood Hills that was a masterpiece of minimalist design and profound loneliness. He had a co-CEO title at a PR firm that handled the biggest names in the industry. He had a black card and a Rolodex full of people who wanted something from him. He had Angelâs Whispers, a place where he could watch any fantasy he could dream of, but never truly participate.
He felt nothing. No desire. No connection. No heat. Just a vast, echoing emptiness that was growing louder with every passing day.
He finished his whiskey in one smooth swallow, the burn a fleeting, welcome distraction. He stood, his movements fluid and economical, and walked out of the alcove. He didn't say goodbye to anyone. He didn't look back. He simply moved through the crowd, a parting sea of beautiful, desperate faces, and walked up the stairs, away from the pulsing, hypnotic beat of the club.
The cool night air was a shock to his system, a welcome slap of reality. He stood on the sidewalk, the neon glow of the West Hollywood nightlife a garish, ugly painting against the dark sky. The valet brought his car, a silent, black beast of German engineering that was as controlled and as soulless as he felt.
He slid into the driver's seat, the soft leather a familiar, confining embrace. He sat there for a long moment, the engine a low, powerful purr that was a perfect reflection of the storm raging inside him. He was surrounded by a world of pleasure, a world of desire, a world of connection. And he had never felt more alone.
The silence in Dr. Anya Sharmaâs office was a different breed of quiet from the one in Michaelâs house. It wasnât a void; it was a pressure. A carefully calibrated, therapeutic pressure designed to crack open the most tightly sealed of minds. The room itself was a testament to her philosophyâwarm, earthy tones, soft lighting, a sprawling fiddle-leaf fig tree in the corner that seemed to breathe life into the space. It was the antithesis of Michaelâs cold, minimalist world, and it made his skin itch.
He sat in the same armchair he always sat in, a plush, beige monstrosity that swallowed his rigid posture. His hands were clasped in his lap, his fingers laced together in a perfect, interlocking grip. His eyes were fixed on a single point on the wall just above Dr. Sharmaâs shoulder, a spot he had chosen on his first visit and had not deviated from since. It was his anchor, his small act of control in a space designed to dismantle it.
âYou seem⌠agitated today, Michael,â Dr. Sharma said. Her voice was a calm, melodious alto. She didnât have a notepad. She never did. She just listened, her intelligent eyes missing nothing.
âIâm not agitated,â he replied, his voice a low, even monotone. âIâm simply processing.â
âProcessing what?â she prompted, leaning forward slightly. âThe weather? The traffic? Or the fact that you spent three hours last night reorganizing your kitchen pantry by expiration date, down to the second, and still felt a sense of profound, soul-crushing emptiness afterward?â
Michaelâs jaw tightened, a microscopic shift that was a full-blown tell in her eyes. He hated that. Hated how she saw through the carefully constructed facade of normalcy he presented. He had only agreed to these sessionsâbi-weekly, every other Tuesday at 4:00 PM, no exceptionsâat the firm insistence of his business partner, who had noticed a dangerous, obsessive edge creeping into his work. Michael had framed it as a strategic move, a way to maintain peak performance. In reality, it was a desperate attempt to understand the growing, gnawing vacuum inside him.
âItâs called efficiency, Anya,â he said, his voice a little too sharp. âA system creates order. Order creates peace of mind.â
âDoes it?â she countered, her tone gentle but firm. âOr does it just create a more elaborate, more organized prison? Youâre a man who runs a multi-million dollar company, Michael. You navigate the chaos of celebrity scandals and corporate takeovers with the grace of a seasoned diplomat. Yet, you canât seem to find a single ounce of peace in a perfectly organized pantry. Donât you find that⌠contradictory?â
He didnât answer. He just stared at his spot on the wall, his mind a whirlwind of carefully cataloged defenses. He could feel her gaze on him, a warm, penetrating weight that threatened to melt the ice around his heart.
âLetâs talk about Angelâs Whispers,â she said, changing the subject with the ease of a master chess player.
âThereâs nothing to talk about,â he said, his voice flat. âItâs a club. I observe. I leave.â
âYou observe,â she repeated, mulling the word over. âYou watch. You direct. You control the narrative from a distance. Youâre a voyeur, Michael. And thereâs nothing inherently wrong with that. But youâre also a man who is starving. Youâre standing in the middle of a banquet, and youâre dying of thirst.â
He finally looked at her, his dark eyes a flash of irritation. âItâs not a banquet. Itâs a performance. A series of hollow, predictable acts. The women are either so submissive they have no personality of their own, or theyâre so star-struck theyâre trying to climb the social ladder using my dick as a rung. Thereâs no authenticity. No genuine connection.â
âAh,â she said, a small, knowing smile touching her lips. âAnd youâre looking for genuine connection in a place where people wear masks and pay to have their darkest fantasies fulfilled? That seems like a flawed strategy, donât you think?â
âIâm not looking for anything,â he snapped, then immediately regretted it. The loss of composure was a crack in the armor.
Dr. Sharma didnât pounce. She simply let the silence hang in the air, a heavy, accusatory thing. âWhat about your brothers?â she asked, her voice softening. âYou spoke of Donnieâs wedding. And Erikâs. How did that make you feel?â
The question was a blow, a direct hit to a soft, unprotected spot he hadnât even known was there. He remembered Donnieâs face, the raw, unfiltered joy as he looked at Stevie. He remembered Erik, the most controlled, dominant man he had ever known, looking at Stella like she was the very air he breathed. They had found something. Something real. Something that had made them vulnerable, made them soft, and in doing so, had made them stronger.
âThey seem⌠happy,â he said, the words feeling foreign and clumsy on his tongue.
âThey are,â she agreed. âThey took a risk. They stepped outside of the carefully constructed boxes they had built for themselves. They allowed for unpredictability. For messiness. For the kind of chaotic, all-consuming love that canât be categorized or controlled.â
âI donât need messiness,â he said, his voice a low growl. âI have enough chaos in my professional life. My personal life is my sanctuary. Itâs orderly. Itâs clean.â
âIs it?â she challenged, her gaze unwavering. âOr is it just empty? Michael, you have OCD. You are a man who is hardwired to seek control, to create order out of chaos. But youâve applied that same logic to your heart. Youâve built a fortress around yourself, and youâre wondering why you feel lonely inside the walls.â
He hated her in that moment. Hated her for seeing him so clearly, for articulating the truth he had been desperately trying to outrun. He stood up, his movements sharp, agitated. He walked over to the window, staring down at the bustling street below, a world of motion and noise and unpredictable life.
âWhat are you suggesting?â he asked, his voice tight. âThat I should what? Throw caution to the wind? Make a fool of myself chasing after some⌠feeling?â
âIâm suggesting that you try something new,â she said, her voice a calm, steady anchor in the storm of his own making. âAnything. Go to a different coffee shop. Take a different route to work. Join a book club. Go to Pilates. Do something that is not part of your meticulously planned routine. Step outside of the box you built, Michael. See whatâs out there. See if you can handle a little unpredictability.â
He wanted to laugh. Wanted to dismiss her as a naive, touchy-feely academic who didnât understand the high-stakes world he lived in. But the thought of Erikâs smile, of Donnieâs happiness, was a seed that had been planted in his mind, a seed that was now starting to sprout, a tiny, green shoot of doubt.
âIâll think about it,â he said, his voice a quiet concession.
âGood,â she said, a small, triumphant smile playing on her lips. âOur time is up for today. Same time in two weeks?â
He nodded, a curt, automatic gesture. He walked to the door, his hand on the knob, his mind a chaotic mess. He was Michael B. Jordan. He was a Saint. He was a man who had everything. And as he stepped out into the bright, unforgiving LA sun, he had never felt more lost.
The word unpredictable echoed in Michaelâs mind for the next forty-eight hours, a persistent, annoying hum that disrupted the carefully curated silence of his world. It was a challenge. A gauntlet thrown down by a woman with a PhD and a disconcertingly accurate ability to see through the steel-plated walls of his psyche. He hated it. But he also hated the feeling of the vacuum, the vast, echoing emptiness that was growing louder with each passing day. So, he decided to conduct an experiment. A series of them, actually. A clinical, systematic exploration of the chaotic world outside his box.
His first foray was into the sun-drenched, Lululemon-clad world of Pilates. He chose the most exclusive, bougie studio in Beverly Hills, a place that promised a "mind-body transformation" in a temperature-controlled, aromatherapy-infused environment. He figured if he was going to descend into the madness of the masses, he might as well do it in a place that understood the importance of a pristine aesthetic.
He was wrong.
He stood on a tiny, wobbly foam disc, his muscular frame a stark contrast to the lithe, graceful women around him. The instructor, a woman named Skye with a serene smile and a voice like a wind chime, was speaking in a language of core engagement and mindful breathing that was completely alien to him.
âNow, everyone, letâs flow into our Hundreds,â she chirped, her body moving into a position that looked both elegant and physically impossible. âFeel that deep burn in your powerhouse! Connect with your breath!â
Michael lay on his mat, his legs extended at a precise 45-degree angle, his head lifted, his arms pumping up and down in a rigid, militaristic cadence. He wasnât feeling a deep burn in his powerhouse. He was feeling a profound sense of humiliation. He was a man who could command a boardroom, who could orchestrate a PR crisis with surgical precision, who could bring a woman to the brink of orgasm with just his voice. But here, on this sticky mat, he was a clumsy, uncoordinated oaf. He kept losing his balance, his powerful legs refusing to cooperate with the subtle, nuanced movements. He could feel the eyes on him, the curious, amused glances from the women who were effortlessly flowing through the routine. He was a spectacle. A fish out of water. And he hated it.
He left the class before it was over, his shoulders tight with frustration, his mind a whirlwind of contemptuous thoughts. This is not connection. This is coordinated suffering.
His next experiment was the gym. But not his gym. His gym was a private, state-of-the-art facility in his basement, a place where every dumbbell was perfectly aligned, every machine wiped down after use, and the playlist was a curated selection of nothing but Jodeci's "Feenin" and NSYNC's "Gone" playing on repeat. Now, he was going to a public gym. A chain. A place where the masses sweated and grunted.
He walked in and was immediately assaulted by a wall of sensory chaos. The air was thick with the smell of stale sweat and cheap disinfectant. The sound system was blasting generic, bass-heavy pop music at a physically painful volume. And the people⌠they were everywhere. A man was grunting loudly as he curled weights that were clearly too heavy for him, his face a contorted mask of effort. A group of women were taking selfies in the mirror, their preening a bizarre, narcissistic ritual. And the free weight area⌠it was a disaster. Dumbbells were left on the floor, barbells were loaded with haphazard, mismatched plates, and the benches were dotted with unsightly sweat stains.
Michael felt his OCD flare up, a hot, prickling sensation that crawled up the back of his neck. He wanted to grab a clipboard and a bottle of sanitizer. He wanted to re-rack the weights, to organize the plates, to restore a semblance of order to this chaotic, unhinged environment. He lasted exactly twenty-seven minutes, doing a perfunctory set of bicep curls while trying to block out the sound of a man next to him narrating his workout to his phone. He left feeling more agitated, more disconnected than when he had arrived. This is not a community. This is a petri dish of bad form and poor etiquette.
His final, and most humiliating, experiment was speed dating. It was Guyâs idea, of course. His youngest brother, the walking, talking embodiment of tragic energy, had found out about Michaelâs "project" and had insisted on "helping."
âMike, you gotta just jump in the deep end,â Guy had said, his voice a flurry of excited energy over the phone. âSpeed dating is perfect! Itâs like a focus group for pussy! You get to talk to, like, twenty chicks in one night. Itâs efficient!â
Michael, in a moment of weakness, had agreed. He figured it was a data-gathering exercise. A way to analyze the mating rituals of the common LA female in a controlled, time-sensitive environment.
He was sitting at a small, wobbly table in a trendy bar in West Hollywood, a name tag with "Mike" written in neat, block letters stuck to his expensive blazer. The bar was filled with the desperate, the lonely, and the curious. He was an outsider, a spy in their midst. And to make matters worse, Guy and Erik were on a video call, their faces a small, mocking presence in the corner of his phone screen, which he had propped up against his water glass.
âOkay, so, whatâs your favorite color?â the woman across from him asked, a perky blonde with tits bigger than her natural chest and a smile that was a little too wide.
Michael stared at her, his mind a blank. He had spent the last hour answering inane, uninspired questions. What do you do for fun? (He managed a multi-million dollar company.) Whatâs your biggest turn-on? (Efficiency and a well-structured thesis statement.) If you could be any animal, what would you be? (A solitary, highly-evolved predator.)
âBlue,â he said, his voice flat.
âOoh, me too!â she squealed. âWhatâs your sign?â
âHeâs a Scorpio,â Erikâs voice chimed in from the phone, a low, amused rumble. âWeâre intensely private and prone to obsession. Itâs a nightmare.â
The blondeâs eyes widened. âIs that⌠is that Erik Stevens? The rich security guy?â
âNo,â Michael said, his jaw tight. âThatâs my brother. Heâs an idiot.â
âHey!â Guyâs voice piped in. âDonât drag us into your misery! Youâre the one whoâs getting rejected by a woman who thinks âThe Notebookâ is high art.â
The blonde looked confused, her smile faltering. âI love âThe Notebookâ.â
âOf course you do,â Michael muttered, just as the bell rang, signaling the end of their agonizingly long three minutes.
He spent the next hour in a state of quiet, simmering rage, enduring a parade of mediocrity, while his brothers provided a running commentary that was both hilarious and infuriating.
âNigga, sheâs a vegan who crossfits,â Guy whispered, as a woman with impressive biceps sat down. âRun.â
âSheâs a life coach,â Erik observed, as a woman with a serene, overly empathetic smile began to speak. âSheâs going to try to fix you. Itâs her kink.â
By the end of the night, Michael was done. He was done with the experiments, done with the chaos, done with the whole pathetic attempt to connect with the unwashed masses. He left the bar, the sound of his brothersâ laughter echoing in his ears, and got into his car.
He sat in the driverâs seat, the city lights a blur of meaningless color outside his window. He had tried. He had stepped out of his box. He had immersed himself in the unpredictable, chaotic world of normal people. And all it had done was reinforce his deepest, most ingrained beliefs. The world outside his control was not just unappealing. It was a nightmare. It was a mess. And he wanted no part of it.
He was back to square one. Alone in his perfectly ordered, profoundly empty life. And as he drove home, the seed of doubt that Dr. Sharma had planted had withered and died, replaced by a cold, hard certainty. He was built for control. And he would rather be alone and in control than be connected and in chaos.
The speed dating fiasco was the final nail in the coffin of Dr. Sharmaâs little experiment. Michael spent the next day in a state of quiet, simmering fury, his OCD flaring up with a vengeance. He spent three hours reorganizing his garage, arranging his tools by size, function, and frequency of use. He spent another two hours deep-cleaning his kitchen appliances, his movements a precise, methodical ritual that was a desperate attempt to restore a sense of order to his chaotic, disappointing world. He had tried. He had stepped out of his box. And the world had proven him right. It was a messy, unappealing, and profoundly stupid place.
He was on his way back from a pointless meeting with a C-list celebrity who was having a PR crisis of his own making, his mind a whirlwind of contemptuous thoughts. He was supposed to be on his way back to his perfectly ordered, profoundly empty fortress of solitude. But a strange, unfamiliar impulse made him turn down a side street in West Hollywood. He wasnât hungry. He wasnât thirsty. He was just⌠adrift. And he was looking for an anchor.
He saw the sign for "The Golden Almond," a trendy, overpriced vegan smoothie shop that was a testament to the city's obsession with wellness and self-indulgence. It was the kind of place he would normally sneer at, a den of kale-infused nonsense and performative health. But today, it was a beacon. A place to stop, a place to pause, a place to just⌠be.
He parked his car, the silent, black beast a contrast to the colorful, graffiti-covered wall of the building. He walked in, the bell above the door a cheerful, irritating chime. The air was thick with the scent of ginger, wheatgrass, and desperation. The walls were lined with inspirational quotes in flowing, calligraphic script. Breathe. Love. Nourish. It was all so⌠LA.
He was standing in line, his mind a million miles away, already regretting his decision to come here. He was scrolling through his phone, his thumb a blur as he answered a work email, his body a tense, rigid line of frustration. And then he felt it. A shift in the air. An almost imperceptible change in the energy of the room.
He looked up.
And he saw her.
She was standing a few people ahead of him in line. She was a masterpiece of curves and confidence, a woman who owned every inch of the space she inhabited. Her skin was the color of rich, creamy peanut butter, a smooth, flawless canvas that seemed to glow under the warm, natural light of the shop. It was a shade that was both warm and deep, a color that made his mouth water and his hands ache to touch.
Her hair was a mass of thick, black curls, hanging down her back. She was wearing a simple, white tank top that was stretched across the most magnificent pair of breasts he had ever seen. They were full, heavy, and impossibly perky, a testament to a youth spent doing push-ups and a genetics lottery he could only dream of. They were the kind of breasts that had their own gravitational pull, the kind of breasts that could make a man forget his own name. He immediately dubbed them "mommy milker titties" in the secret, depraved corner of his mind.
Her waist was small, a delicate, cinched curve that tapered down to a pair of hips that were a work of art. They were wide, round, and powerful, a perfect, hourglass frame that was made for a manâs hands to hold onto. She was wearing a pair of black leggings that clung to her thick, powerful thighs and the round, firm globes of her ass like a second skin. It was an ass for days. An ass that could stop traffic, start wars, and make a man question his entire existence.
But it wasn't just her body. It was her aura. It was the way she stood, her weight shifted to one hip, her head held high. It was the way she scrolled through her phone, her long, manicured nails a flash of bright red against the dark screen. It was the quiet confidence that radiated from her in waves. She was in her own world, a self-contained universe of power and beauty, and she had no idea that she had just shattered Michaelâs carefully constructed reality.
He was staring. He knew he was staring. He couldn't help it. He was a man who was used to being in control, a man who was used to observing, cataloging, and dismissing. But this was different. This was not an observation. It was an obsession. He felt a strange, unfamiliar pull, a magnetic, undeniable attraction. He felt his carefully constructed walls begin to crumble, his cold detachment replaced by a hot need.
And then, as if she could feel the weight of his gaze, she turned.
Her head swiveled, a slow, graceful movement. Her eyes met his; they were a dark, rich, chocolate brown, and they were filled with a fire, a challenge, a defiance that was intimidating. She wasn't star-struck. She wasn't flattered. She wasn't impressed.
She was annoyed.
Her full, luscious lips, which were painted in a bold, matte red, were set in a tight, thin line. Her eyebrows, perfectly arched and fierce, were knitted together in a look of irritation. She was looking at him like he was a piece of gum on the bottom of her shoe.
And in that moment, something inside Michael snapped. Something that had been dormant for years, something that he had buried under layers of control and detachment. It was a spark. A flicker of a fire he hadn't felt in a long, long time. He was used to people reacting. He was used to people smiling, people staring, people wanting something from him. He was not used to this. He was not used to being looked at with such⌠disdain.
He didn't look away. He just held her gaze, his dark eyes a silent, unwavering challenge. He was a man who was used to being in control, a man who was used to directing the scene. But for the first time in his life, he was not the director. He was the audience. And he was captivated.
She held his gaze for a long, tense moment, her eyes a fiery, defiant challenge. Then, in slow motion, she rolled her eyes. A small, dismissive gesture that was more insulting than any word she could have said. She turned back around, her hair a sassy, dismissive whip, and went back to her phone, effectively dismissing him. Erasing him.
And Michael, the man who was never caught off guard, the man who was never, ever out of his depth, just stood there. His heart was pounding in his chest, a frantic rhythm. His hands were clenched into fists at his sides. And he knew that his experiments were over. His search was over. He had found what he was looking for. He had found her.
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The line inched forward, a slow, agonizing procession of kale-eating optimists. Michael was still standing there, a statue of simmering intensity, his entire being focused on the woman in front of him. He was no longer a man. He was a hunter. He watched her every move, the way she shifted her weight, the way she tapped a perfectly manicured nail against the screen of her phone, the subtle, rhythmic sway of her hips. He was consuming her with his gaze.
Finally, her name was called. Not by the barista, but by the universe itself.
âGolden!â the young, tattooed man behind the counter shouted, his voice a cheerful, high-pitched squeak.
Michaelâs brain did a double-take. Golden. Of course, her name was Golden. It was too perfect. Too poetic. It was the kind of name that would haunt his dreams, a single, shining word that encapsulated everything he was feeling in that moment.
Golden stepped forward with grace. She reached for the large, plastic cup, her fingers wrapping around the base. It was a vibrant, almost violently green concoction, a thick, sludgy mixture of who-knows-what that looked like grass clippings and disappointment.
And in that moment, Michael made a decision. It wasnât a part of a carefully constructed plan. It was an impulse. A reckless, completely out-of-character impulse. It was the most un-Michael thing he had ever done in his entire, meticulously controlled life.
He moved.
He didnât run. He didnât shove. He just⌠flowed. He moved with a silent grace that was a testament to his years of disciplined training. He reached the counter just as her hand was closing around the cup, his own hand a flash of motion, a blur of expensive watch and chocolate skin. He intercepted it, his fingers brushing against hers. He grabbed the smoothie, turned, and he walked out.
The whole thing took less than three seconds. It was a smoothie heist.
He could feel the shock, the confusion, the outrage that rippled through the small, crowded shop. He could feel her eyes on him, a hot, burning laser beam of pure fury. He didn't look back. He just kept walking, a cool, calm, collected man on a mission. He pushed open the door, the cheerful chime a mocking, triumphant sound, and stepped out into the bright, unforgiving sunlight.
He was leaning against his car, the cool metal a welcome comfort against his back, when he heard it.
âYO! YOU MOTHERFUCKER!â
He looked up and saw her. She was standing on the sidewalk, her hands on her hips, her chest heaving, her face a mask of rage. She was a goddess of fury, a beautiful queen who was about to rain down a world of hurt upon his head.
âDid you just⌠did you just steal my fucking smoothie?â she asked, her voice a low, dangerous growl that was a perfect blend of disbelief and homicidal rage.
Michael took a slow, deliberate sip of her smoothie. It was disgusting. It tasted like dirt and regret. But he didnât let it show on his face. He just smiled, a slow, confident smirk that was designed to be infuriating.
âItâs a very good smoothie,â he said, his voice a low, casual murmur. âA little heavy on the kale, perhaps. But a solid effort. 7 out of 10.â
Golden stared at him, her mouth agape, her eyes wide with a mixture of shock and utter disbelief. She was so stunned by his audacity, unmitigated gall, that she was momentarily speechless. It was a brief, beautiful moment of silence.
âAre you⌠are you fucking kidding me?â she finally managed to sputter, her voice a high-pitched squeak of indignation. âYou steal my smoothie, and then you have the nerve to critique it? Who the fuck do you think you are?â
âIâm a man who was thirsty,â he said, his voice a calm, reasonable explanation that was anything but. âAnd you were taking too long. I saw an opportunity, and I seized it. Itâs called being proactive. You should try it sometime.â
âProactive?â she repeated, her voice rising with each word. âNigga, thatâs called theft! Thatâs called being a fucking asshole! Thatâs called me about to call the police and have your bitch-ass arrested for stealing a $12 green smoothie!â
He took another sip, his eyes never leaving hers. He could see the fire in her, the passion that was simmering just beneath the surface of her rage.
âPlease,â he said, his voice a low, dismissive drawl. âBy the time the LAPD gets here, Iâll be finished. And then what are you going to do? File a police report for an empty smoothie? Theyâll laugh you out of the station. Youâll be a local legend. âThe Girl Who Cried Over a Green Smoothie.â Itâs not a good look, Golden.â
He said her name like he owned it, like it was a treasure that he had just discovered. It was a bold move, and it had the intended effect. She faltered for a second, her anger momentarily replaced by a flicker of confusion. How did he know her name?
âLook,â she said, her voice a little less shrill, a little more controlled. âI donât know who you are, and I donât care. I just want my smoothie. Itâs been a long day, Iâm starving, and Iâm in no mood for your bullshit.â
âThen you should have been faster,â he said, his voice a cold, hard truth. âLife is a competition, Golden. You snooze, you lose. Itâs the first rule of the jungle.â
âIs that what this is?â she shot back, her hands on her hips again, her chin jutting out in a defiant, challenging gesture. âThe jungle? Are you Tarzan, and Iâm Jane? And youâre just swinging in, stealing my fruit, and grunting like a fucking neanderthal?â
He laughed, a genuine, deep rumble of amusement that was a surprise even to him.
âIâm not Tarzan,â he said, his voice a low, playful purr. âAnd youâre definitely not Jane. Youâre more like⌠a very angry, very beautiful panther whoâs just had her dinner stolen. And I find that incredibly attractive.â
He watched her, his eyes an intense gaze. He could see the effect his words were having on her, the subtle shift in her body language, the slight flush on her cheeks. She was angry, yes. But she was also intrigued. And that was all he needed.
He took one last, long sip of the smoothie, draining the cup. He crumpled it in his hand, a casual, dismissive gesture. He held it out to her, a peace offering, a trophy of their bizarre, chaotic war.
âHere,â he said, his voice a low, intimate murmur. âYou can have the empty cup. Consider it a souvenir.â
Golden stared at him, her eyes a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. She was angry, confused, intrigued, and, if he wasnât mistaken, a little turned on. She was a mess of beautiful, chaotic energy. He took a step closer, his body a warm, imposing presence that was a direct, intimate invasion of her personal space. He could smell her Dior perfume, which was a direct, intoxicating hit of her essence.
âYou know,â he said, his voice a low, suggestive whisper that was a direct, shocking violation of all social norms. âYouâre gorgeous. Absolutely breathtaking. But I really hate your attitude right now. Itâs a real boner-killer.â
He paused, letting the words hang in the air. He watched her eyes widen, her mouth fall open in a perfect, beautiful âOâ of shock.
âHowever,â he continued, his voice a low, confident purr. âIâm willing to overlook my intense dislike for your current personality if you suck my dick. Right here. Right now. In my car.â
The words hung in the air between them, a crude, shocking violation of the unspoken rules of social engagement. For a moment, the world seemed to stop. The traffic on Melrose Avenue ceased its endless honking. The sun seemed to hold its breath. The only thing that existed was the space between Michael and Golden, a space that was suddenly charged with a dangerous, electric current.
Golden didn't scream. She didn't gasp. She didn't even flinch. She just⌠stared. Her dark, chocolate eyes were wide, her pupils dilated with a mixture of shock and a cold, hard fury. She was processing his words, her mind trying to comprehend the unmitigated audacity of the man standing in front of her.
Michael watched her. He had expected a reaction. He had craved a reaction. He had spent his entire life eliciting responses, directing scenes, and controlling outcomes. But this⌠this was different. This was not a performance. This was real. And he was captivated.
Then, she moved.
It wasn't a wild, hysterical movement. She took a step back, her body preparing to strike. She tilted her head to the side, a slow, dangerous smile spread across her face, a smile that was a perfect, beautiful blend of amusement and menace.
âYou know,â she said, her voice a low, calm, almost conversational purr that was far more terrifying than any scream. âIâve been called a lot of things in my life. Bitch. Cunt. A handful. A force of nature. But no one⌠no one has ever had the balls to tell me that my attitude is a boner-killer.â
She took another step forward, closing the distance he had just created. She was in his face now, and he could feel the heat radiating from her skin.
âAnd you know what else?â she continued, her voice dropping to a low, dangerous whisper. âIâve had a lot of men proposition me. Rich men. Powerful men. Famous men. Theyâve wined me, dined me, and tried to buy me. But you⌠youâre the first one to offer me a blowjob as a solution to a personality conflict.â
And then she slapped him.
It wasn't a frantic, desperate slap. It was a perfectly executed blow. She used her whole body, putting her weight and her anger and her contempt for him into the swing. Her open palm connected with his cheek with a loud, sharp crack that echoed through the busy street. It was the sound of a queen slapping a presumptuous peasant.
It stung. A lot. His head snapped to the side, his skin a hot, throbbing mess of pain and shock. He could feel the imprint of her hand on his cheek. He could taste a little bit of blood in his mouth, a coppery, metallic tang that was a testament to her strength.
He slowly turned his head back to face her, his jaw tight, his eyes a dark, unreadable mask. He expected to see fear, or regret, or even a little bit of guilt. He saw none of that. He saw a fire, she was standing her ground, her chin jutting out. She was not sorry. She was proud.
And in that moment, something inside Michael shifted. Something profound. He had been rejected before. He had been insulted before. He had even been slapped before. But he had never been⌠challenged. Not like this. Not by a woman who looked at him like he was nothing, like he was a bug that she had just squashed under her perfectly manicured heel.
And he was turned on. Not just a little bit. He was rock-hard, his dick a throbbing, aching presence in his expensive trousers. It was an undeniable reaction, a response to the power that she was exuding. He was a man who was used to being in control, a man who was used to being the one with the power. But here, in this moment, he was the powerless one.
He didn't say anything. He just smiled. A slow, confident smirk that was a direct, intimate acknowledgment of the power she had over him. It was a smirk that said, You win this round. But the war is just beginning.
Golden stared at him, her eyes a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. She was angry, confused, and, if he wasn't mistaken, a little bit scared. She had expected him to be angry, to lash out, to retaliate. She had not expected him to smile. She had not expected him to look at her like she was the most fascinating thing he had ever seen.
âYouâre a fucking psycho,â she said.
âMaybe,â he said, his voice a low, calm murmur. âOr maybe Iâm just a man who knows what he wants.â
âAnd whatâs that?â she shot back.
âYou,â he said, his voice a low, direct, honest confession. âI want you.â
She stared at him for a long, tense moment, her eyes a searching, probing gaze. She was trying to figure him out, to understand the complex, contradictory man standing in front of her. But he was a mystery.
âYouâre a sick fuck,â she said, but there was no heat in her voice now. It was a statement of fact, a simple, honest assessment.
âMaybe,â he said, his voice a low, playful purr.
With a final, frustrated sigh, she turned and walked away. She didn't look back. She just walked, her hips swaying in a defiant, sassy rhythm that was a perfect, beautiful middle finger to the world. He watched her go. He watched until she disappeared around the corner, a beautiful, fiery goddess disappearing into the chaotic, unforgiving city.
He stood there for a long time, his hand on his stinging cheek, a slow, satisfied smile spreading across his face. He knew that he had to have her. He had to possess her, to own her, to break her. He had to make her his. He didn't know how. He didn't know when. But he knew that he would. He had just found his new obsession. And he was a man who always got what he was obsessed with.
The roar of the Maseratiâs engine was a low, satisfying growl as Michael merged onto the 405, the city a blur of neon and concrete through the tinted windows. The sting on his cheek had faded to a dull, throbbing heat, a phantom reminder of the slap, of the fire in her eyes. He should have been angry. He should have been plotting revenge. Instead, he was⌠exhilarated. It was the most alive he had felt in years. He replayed the entire encounter in his mind, a cinematic loop of her defiant stare, her sassy retorts, the sharp crack of her palm against his skin. He was smiling, a grin that was a perfect reflection of the dark, dangerous thoughts that were swirling in his mind.
He was going to find her.
It wasn't a question of if. It was a question of when. And how. He was a man who had built an empire on his ability to find things, to uncover secrets, to control the narrative. Finding one beautiful, angry woman in a city of ten million should be a walk in the park.
He arrived at his fortress in the Hollywood Hills, the sleek, modern house a silent, imposing monument to his success. He walked through the cavernous, minimalist living room, his shoes a soft, rhythmic tap on the polished concrete floors. He didn't bother with the lights. He didn't need them. He knew this house like the back of his hand. Every piece of furniture was in its designated place. Every surface was clean, clear, and free of clutter. It was his sanctuary. His prison.
He went straight to his office, a room that was a testament to his obsessive need for order. It was a high-tech command center, a place where he could access any piece of information he desired with a few clicks of a mouse. He sat down in his ergonomic leather chair, the cool, supple leather a familiar comfort against his skin. He turned on his computer, the screens a familiar, blue glow in the dark room.
He took a deep breath, an attempt to calm the frantic, obsessive energy that was thrumming through his veins. He was about to begin his search.
âOkay, Golden,â he murmured, his voice a low, confident purr. âLetâs see what secrets youâre hiding.â
He started with the basics. He typed her name into the search engine, his fingers a blur of motion on the keyboard. Golden. It was a unique name, a rare, shining gem in a sea of Jennifers and Jessicas. It should have been easy. It should have been a simple, straightforward search.
He was wrong.
The search results were a disaster. A sea of irrelevant nonsense. There was a Golden Retriever rescue group. A Golden State Warriors fan forum. A dozen different restaurants with "Golden" in the name. He narrowed his search. Golden Los Angeles. Golden Vegan. Golden Smoothie. Nothing. It was as if she didn't exist. As if she was a ghost.
He felt a familiar, unwelcome prickle of anxiety, a hot, crawling sensation that started at the base of his skull and spread down his spine. It was his OCD, his old, unwelcome friend, rearing its ugly head. He hated loose ends. He hated unanswered questions. He hated things that were out of his control.
He leaned back in his chair, his mind a whirlwind of frustration. He was missing something. A variable. A piece of the puzzle. He closed his eyes, replaying their encounter again, this time not for the thrill, but for the details. He remembered her phone. He remembered the way she was scrolling through it, her long, manicured nails a flash of bright red against the dark screen. He remembered her clothes. The simple, white tank top. The black leggings. The designer sneakers. They were expensive. A limited-edition pair of Balenciagas that retailed for over a thousand dollars. She wasn't just a random girl from the street. She had money. She had taste.
He opened his eyes, a new plan forming in his mind. He had access to resources that most people could only dream of. He had a team of private investigators, a fleet of tech experts, a network of contacts that spanned the globe. He was a man who could find anyone, anywhere, anytime.
He picked up his phone, his fingers a blur of motion as he typed a message to his head of security.
âFind me a woman,â he typed. âName is Golden. Black. Thick. Peanut butter skin. Mommy milker titties. Ass for days. Last seen at âThe Golden Almondâ smoothie shop on Melrose. She was wearing a white tank top, black leggings, and a pair of Balenciaga sneakers. I want everything. Her address. Her phone number. Her social security number. Her motherâs maiden name. I want to know what she had for breakfast this morning. I want it yesterday.â
He hit send, a wave of satisfaction washing over him. He had done his part. He had given the order. Now, all he had to do was wait.
He waited.
And waited.
And waited.
An hour passed. Then two. Then three. He could feel his anxiety mounting, his OCD flaring up with a vengeance. He started to pace, his movements a restless, caged energy. He walked over to the window, staring out at the sprawling city below. It was a city of secrets, a city of dreams, a city of ghosts. And she was out there somewhere. A ghost in his machine.
He checked his phone. No response. He checked his email. Nothing. He was starting to get angry. He was used to immediate results. He was used to people jumping at his command. This⌠this was unacceptable.
He picked up his phone and dialed his head of security, his patience worn thin.
âWhere is she?â he barked, his voice a low, dangerous growl.
âMr. Jordan,â the man on the other end of the line said, his voice a calm, professional drone. âWeâre working on it. Itâs just⌠thereâs nothing. Weâve run her name through every database we have access to. Weâve checked her social media. Weâve looked for any public records. Itâs like she doesnât exist.â
âWhat do you mean, she doesnât exist?â Michael snapped, his voice a sharp, angry crack. âEveryone exists. Everyone leaves a trail. Find it.â
âWeâre trying, sir,â the man said, his voice a little less confident. âItâs just⌠sheâs a ghost. A real-life, honest-to-god ghost. No social media. No online presence. No digital footprint. Itâs like sheâs living off the grid.â
Michael hung up the phone, his body a rigid, tense line of frustration. He was a man who was used to being a man who was used to having all the answers. And he had nothing. He had a name. A description. A memory of a slap that was still burning on his cheek. And that was it.
He walked over to his desk, his mind a whirlwind of chaotic, obsessive thoughts. He was losing his mind. He was spiraling. He was becoming the thing he hated most: a man who was out of control.
He sat down in his chair, his head in his hands. He could feel the walls closing in, the perfectly ordered room a suffocating, oppressive prison. He was a man who had everything. A fortune. A family. A reputation. And he was willing to throw it all away for a woman he had met for five minutes in a smoothie shop.
He was obsessed. He was consumed. He was lost.
And then, a thought. A flicker of a memory. A voice in the back of his mind. A deep, low, dangerous voice that was a perfect reflection of the man who spoke it.
Erik.
Erik, his brother. Erik, the former Marine. Erik, the security expert. Erik, the one man who could find a ghost in the machine. Erik, the one man who understood his darkness, his obsession, his need for control.
He picked up his phone, his fingers a blur of motion as he typed a message to his brother.
âI need a favor.â
The response came back faster than Michael anticipated, a single, curt text from Erik that was both a dismissal and a summons.
âMy office. Now.â
No questions. No pleasantries. Just a command. Erikâs domain was in downtown LA, a sleek, black glass tower that was a monument to controlled aggression. It was the polar opposite of Michaelâs minimalist Hollywood Hills sanctuary. Erikâs world was all sharp angles, dark wood, and the quiet, humming threat of immense power. The air in his office on the top floor was thick with the scent of expensive leather and the faint, sharp tang of gun oil. It was the smell of a man who was always prepared.
Erik was standing behind his desk, a massive slab of polished concrete that looked like it could withstand a missile strike. He was on the phone, his back to the door, his voice a low, calm murmur that was more intimidating than any shout. He was wearing a tailored suit, but it did nothing to soften the dangerous energy that radiated from him. He was a predator, even in a three-piece suit.
Michael stood in the doorway, waiting. He didn't dare interrupt. He knew the rules of Erikâs world. You waited. You watched. You learned.
Finally, Erik hung up the phone. He turned around, his eyes a sharp, piercing gaze that seemed to see right through Michaelâs carefully constructed facade.
âYou look like shit,â Erik said, his voice a low, casual observation. It was his version of a greeting.
âI feel like shit,â Michael admitted, walking into the room and sinking into one of the chairs in front of the desk. It was a heavy leather chair designed to make you feel small and insignificant.
âI heard you got your ass handed to you by a girl over a smoothie,â Erik said, smirking. It was a sharkâs smile, a smile that was a perfect reflection of the man he was. âDonnieâs already posted a meme. Itâs got, like, a thousand likes.â
âFuck Donnie,â Michael muttered, his jaw tight. âAnd fuck you, too.â
âHey, Iâm not the one whoâs been moping around the house for the last three days like a puppy,â Erik shot back. âMy guys said you called them. Said you were looking for a ghost. A girl named Golden. Said you were offering a five-figure bonus for information.â
Michael didn't say anything. He just stared at his brother, with an unreadable mask.
Erik leaned forward, his hands flat on the desk. âSo, let me get this straight. You, the man who can find a politicianâs secret love child in under an hour, the man who can make a sex tape disappear from the internet before itâs even uploaded, you⌠canât find one girl? One girl who slapped the shit out of you in public?â
âItâs not about the slap,â Michael said
âIsnât it?â Erik challenged, his eyes a sharp, probing gaze. âBecause from where Iâm sitting, it looks like you met a woman whoâs not impressed by your money, your fame, or your big-ass house. And it fucked you up. It fucked you up bad.â
Michael could feel the heat rising in his cheeks, a rare, unwelcome flush of embarrassment. He hated that Erik could see him so clearly. Hated that his brother understood his darkness, his obsession, his need for control, better than he understood it himself.
âI need your help,â Michael said, his voice a low, quiet confession. It was the hardest thing he had ever said. Asking for help was a sign of weakness. And Michael was not a weak man.
Erik studied him for a long moment, his expression unreadable. He wasn't gloating anymore. He was analyzing, assessing. He was a general sizing up his troops before a battle.
âYou know, Iâm the only one who knows,â Erik said, his voice a low murmur. âAbout the diagnosis. The OCD. The others⌠they think youâre just a neat freak. A control freak. They donât understand. They donât understand the panic attacks. The need for order. The way you have to arrange your spices alphabetically. The way you have to count your steps when you walk into a room.â
Michael flinched, a small, involuntary movement that was a direct hit to his pride. He had never told anyone about his diagnosis. It was a secret he had kept locked away, a vulnerability he had refused to acknowledge. But Erik⌠Erik had always known. He had seen it. He had understood it.
âItâs not a weakness, Mike,â Erik continued. âItâs a part of who you are. Itâs the source of your genius. Itâs the reason youâre so good at what you do. You see patterns where other people see chaos. You find order where other people see madness. Itâs a superpower. But itâs also a curse. Because when you find something⌠or someone⌠that doesnât fit into your perfect, little box, it drives you insane. It makes you obsessive.â
He paused, letting his words sink in.
âThis girl⌠this Golden⌠sheâs a loose end. A variable you canât control. And your brain is short-circuiting because of it. Youâre not just obsessed with her because sheâs beautiful. Youâre obsessed with her because sheâs a mystery. A puzzle you canât solve. And you canât stand it.â
Michael looked at his brother, his eyes a mixture of shock and gratitude. He had never heard Erik talk like this before. He had never seen this side of his brother, the quiet, understanding protector who saw the man behind the mask.
âSo, what do you want me to do?â Erik asked. âYou want me to find her? You want me to bring her to you? You want me to lock her in a room until you figure out what to do with her?â
âI just want to know who she is,â Michael said, his voice a low, desperate plea. âI just want to know where she is. I just want⌠to know.â
Erik studied him for a long moment, his dark eyes a searching, probing gaze. He was weighing his options, calculating the risks, analyzing the potential outcomes. He was a man who always had a plan.
âOkay,â Erik said, his voice a low, decisive rumble. âIâll help you. But not because youâre my brother. And not because I feel sorry for you. Iâll help you because I know what happens when you get like this. I know what happens when your obsession takes over. Itâs not pretty. Itâs messy. And itâs bad for business. Itâs better to channel your focus than to let it fester.â
He picked up his phone, his fingers moving fast across his screen. âIâll make some calls. Iâll pull some strings. Iâll find your ghost. But you owe me, Mike.â
Michael felt a wave of relief wash over him, a soul-deep gratitude that was opposite to the cold, empty feeling he had been living with for the past few days.
âThank you, Erik,â he said, his voice a low murmur.
âDonât thank me yet,â Erik said, a slow, dangerous smile spreading across his face. âWeâre about to go down the rabbit hole. And I have a feeling that this girl⌠this Golden⌠is not going to make it easy for us.â
Two days later, at exactly 8:03 a.m., Michaelâs laptop chimed. One email. No subject. No message. Just an attachment. GOLDEN_NUKE.exe. Michael stared at it, a slow, incredulous laugh building in his chest. ââŚThis nigga.â Only Erik would send something that looked like it belonged on the FBIâs Most Wanted server, a digital payload so aggressive it practically had its own theme music. He clicked it, half-expecting his entire system to erupt in a shower of sparks and black helicopters to descend on his roof.Â
Instead, the screen exploded into a cascade of neatly organized folders. It was a digital autopsy of a life, laid bare with surgical precision. DRIVERâS LICENSE. PROPERTY RECORDS. BUSINESS LICENSE. COLLEGE TRANSCRIPTS. VEHICLE REGISTRATION. EMPLOYMENT HISTORY. He kept scrolling, his interest piqued, a dark, curious thrill coiling in his gut. FAVORITE RESTAURANTS. FAVORITE GROCERY STORE. SPOTIFY PLAYLISTS. GYM MEMBERSHIP. COFFEE HABITS.Â
Then, a folder that made him pause. MEDICAL HISTORY. Michael blinked. ââŚJesus Christ.â He clicked it, a morbid curiosity he couldn't resist. He scrolled through prescriptions for allergies, a standard physical, and then⌠He stopped. His eyes widened. ââŚWhy the fuck do I know she had a yeast infection?â He immediately grabbed his phone, his thumb jabbing at Erikâs contact. The line picked up on the second ring. âWhat.â ââŚNigga.â âWhat.â ââŚWhy is her vaginal maintenance in the intelligence report?â Silence on the other end. Then, Erikâs voice, flat and unbothered. âI exported everything from her primary care providerâs network.â âEVERYTHING?â âYou asked me to find her. I found her. All of her.â âI did not ask for her damn gynecological history, Erik. Thereâs a line.â âI donât know where the line is,â Erik said, and Michael could hear the absolute sincerity in his tone. âYou said you wanted to know everything. I gave you everything.âÂ
Michael leaned back in his chair, laughing so hard he had to hold his stomach. âYou are a sick bastard.â âI learned from the best. And for the record, I deleted the banking information.â âYou had her BANKING?â âI said I deleted it,â Erik repeated, a hint of impatience in his voice. âIâm not a monster.â Michael rubbed both hands over his face, a mixture of horror and amusement warring within him. âMan⌠Stella really got you out here doing high-tech felonies with a conscience. Itâs a whole new vibe.â âI charge by the hour for this emotional labor.â The line went dead. Michael stared at the screen, the digital ghost of Golden Delacroix staring back at him from a driverâs license photo. She was mean-mugging the camera, her arms folded, her expression a perfect blend of defiance and disdain. She was pretty as hell. âDamnâŚâ He smiled, a slow, predatory grin. âI know where you get your coffee.â
The Daily Grind. 8:17 a.m. Michael had been there since 7:35. Not because he had a sudden craving for overpriced, artisanal coffee, but because, according to Erikâs disturbingly thorough research, Golden Delacroix was a creature of habit. Every Tuesday, between 8:15 and 8:25 a.m., she would grace this establishment with her presence. At exactly 8:19, the bell over the cafĂŠ door jingled. Michael didnât even look up from his laptop. He just smiled into his Americano. âThere she is.â Golden walked in wearing wide-leg jeans that flowed around her thick thighs like water, gold hoops big enough to be hula hoops, and an expression that suggested she already hated at least six people today, and she hadnât even had her coffee yet.Â
She strode to the counter, her movements purposeful, and ordered without looking around. âVanilla oat milk latte. Extra shot. No foam.â Michael whispered to himself, a triumphant little chuckle. âCalled it.â When her drink was ready, she turned, her hand reaching for the cardboard cupâand froze. Her eyes locked on him, and the entire cafe seemed to shrink, the air crackling with her sudden, focused rage. ââŚAre you fucking kidding me?âÂ
Michael looked around dramatically, as if searching for the source of her outrage. âHuh?â She pointed a perfectly manicured finger directly at him, her nail a sharp, glossy red. âYou.â âOh, hey.â He gave her a little wave, the picture of casual innocence. âNo.â She stomped over to his table. âNo âhey.ââ âWhat a coincidence seeing you here,â he said, his eyes wide with mock surprise. âA coincidence?â She leaned across the small table, her scentâa mix of Dior and furyâwashing over him. âYou, in my damn coffee shop, looking like youâre about to hack into their mainframe, is not a coincidence. Thatâs stalking.â Michael blinked, feigning offense.Â
ââStalkingâ is such an ugly word. I prefer⌠aggressively coincidental.â Golden stared at him, her mouth slightly agape. She was so stunned by his audacity that she was momentarily speechless. âI swear to GodâŚâ âI like this place,â he said, gesturing around the cafe. âGood vibes. Great coffee.â âYou found this place two days after meeting me.â âI move fast,â he said with a shrug. âIâm a go-getter.â âYou need medication.â âI have medication.â âYou take it?â ââŚSometimes.â She sighed so deeply it sounded ancestral, a weary exhalation of frustration. âYou are exhausting.â âAnd yetâŚâ He lifted his coffee cup in a mock toast. ââŚhere we are.âÂ
Goldenâs eyes narrowed. In a move so swift he barely saw it, she snatched his cup, took a sip, and made direct eye contact as she grimaced. ââŚThis shit nasty.â Then, she dropped his full, thirty-eight-dollar cup of Ethiopian single-origin light roast into the trash can beside his table. Michael watched his coffee disappear, a slow, impressed smile spreading across his face. âYou knowâŚâ She folded her arms, a challenge. âWhat.â ââŚThat was a thirty-eight-dollar cup of coffee.â âYou deserve worse,â she shot back. âI probably do,â he conceded with a nod. She blinked, caught off guard by his easy agreement. âSee?â âSee what?â âNormal people defend themselves when someone throws away their overpriced coffee.â âIâm not normal.â âNo shit,â she muttered, shaking her head and walking out, leaving him in her wake. Michael smiled all the way until she disappeared around the corner, the sting of her rejection a sweet, addictive drug.
Three days later⌠Gilded. The little brass bell over the door chimed, a cheerful sound that was immediately soured by Goldenâs voice. She didnât even bother looking up from the antique vase she was polishing. âIf thatâs you, Iâm closed.â âIt is,â Michaelâs voice replied, calm and smooth as silk. ââŚIâm closed spiritually.â Michael wandered through the showroom with both hands clasped behind his back like he was at the Louvre, his eyes appreciating the curated chaos of her world. He stopped in front of a massive, ornate French armoire that looked like it had once belonged to a king. âDamn,â he murmured, running a hand over the dark, polished wood. She looked up, her expression weary. âWhat?â âThis armoire is judging me. It definitely called me unemployed.â âThe armoire donât even know you,â she said, though a tiny smile threatened to betray her. âIt knows vibes. Itâs sensing my lack of purpose.â Golden stared at him, trying to maintain her stern facade. âWho raised you?â âJeremiah Saint.â Michael stopped beside a plush, velvet armchair that was a deep, jewel-toned green. âIâll take this.â âYou donât need it,â she said immediately. âI donât,â he agreed. âMy house is already full of things I donât need.â âSo why buy it?â He shrugged. âSo I got a legitimate reason to come back and annoy you in your own place of business.â Golden closed her eyes, her lips moving in a silent prayer. âBreatheâŚâ Michaelâs grin widened. âYou talk to yourself a lot. I like that.â âIâm asking God for patience.â âHe answering?â âNo.â
By the fourth âcoincidentalâ run-in, she was ready for him. Art gallery. Basquiat exhibit. Michael was standing with his hands in his pockets, pretending to understand the chaotic, violent beauty of the paintings, when he felt a presence at his back. A warm, familiar, and very angry presence. âYou donât know what youâre looking at,â Goldenâs voice said
He smiled without turning around. âI was waiting on you to explain it to me.â âYouâve lost your damn mind.â âI think I misplaced it around that smoothie shop, right after you slapped the shit out of me.â She laughed. It escaped before she could stop it, a tiny, quick, involuntary burst of sound. It was gone as quickly as it came, but he heard it. His grin stretched into something genuine, something triumphant. Golden immediately frowned, her defenses slamming back into place. âDonât smile like that.â âLike what?â âLike you just won the lottery and the keys to my apartment at the same time.â âI didnât win,â he said, turning to face her.
âI just learned something.â âWhat.â âI can make you laugh.â She rolled her eyes so hard they nearly disappeared into her skull. âBoyâŚâ âIâm writing that down,â he said, tapping his temple. âScore one for Mike.â âYou keeping score?â âOh, absolutely. Right now, youâre ahead on insults, but Iâm leading in quality time.â She pointed a finger at his chest, her nail a sharp, accusatory point. âThis why your ass is single. You got all that money and all that looks, and your personality is a lit match in a gas station.â âMy therapist said the same thing,â he confessed with a proud nod. âYou got a therapist?â âTwice a week. Weâre working on my âaggressive coincidencesâ.â She paused, a flicker of genuine surprise in her eyes. ââŚThat actually tracks.â Michael nodded, beaming.Â
âI know.â She looked toward the ceiling, as if seeking divine intervention. âLord⌠why him? Of all the men in LA, why send me this one?â Michael folded his hands together like a prayer. âIâve been asking Him why you for about four days now. I think Heâs enjoying the show.â Golden groaned, loud enough for a couple across the gallery to stare. âIâm finna key your damn car.â Michaelâs smile was pure sunshine. âYou know which one it is?â She narrowed her eyes, a slow, dangerous realization dawning on her. ââŚDonât answer that.â âOh, I know your Chevelle,â he said, his voice a low, appreciative purr. âCherry-red â72 SS. Immaculate. You have excellent taste.â ââŚMotherfââ She stopped herself, pressing her lips together to hold back the string of curses that were threatening to erupt. She slowly looked at him, her eyes a mixture of fury and grudging respect.Â
Then pointed one finger at his chest. âYou are the most irritating, most persistent, most audacious man I have ever met.â Michaelâs smile softened into something almost genuine. âI know.â âAnd?â âAnd Iâll probably see you tomorrow.â Golden threw both hands into the air in a gesture of defeat. âI need a lawyer.â âYou probably do.â âAnd a restraining order.â âIâll frame it,â he said, his eyes twinkling. âPut it right next to the armoire.â She couldnât decide whether to laugh or commit a felony. That was becoming a problem. For both of them.
The key turning in the lock was the most beautiful sound Michael had heard all day. It was a soft, metallic click, the sound of a fortress being breached, the sound of victory. He was sitting on her couch. Her couch. A plush, velvet monstrosity in a deep emerald green that was a perfect reflection of her personality: bold, luxurious, and a little bit wild. His feet, still in their expensive Italian loafers, were propped up on her coffee table. And in his hand, he held a bowl of Lucky Charms. The marshmallows were starting to get soggy. He was taking his time.
The door swung open, and there she was. Golden. She looked tired. Her shoulders were slumped, her head was bowed, and the fire that usually burned so brightly in her eyes had been dimmed to a low, smoldering ember by a long day of dealing with other peopleâs bullshit. She dropped her keys into a ceramic bowl by the door, kicked off her heels, and let out a long, weary sigh. It was a sigh of a woman who was ready to surrender to the comfort of her own space, to the sanctuary of her own home.
And then she saw him.
She froze. Her entire body went rigid, her weariness instantly replaced by a surge of rage. Her eyes widened, her mouth fell open, and a low, dangerous growl rumbled in her chest.
ââŚWhat the fuck.â
Michael took a spoonful of cereal, the crunch a loud, obscene sound in the sudden, tense silence of the room. He looked at her, his expression a picture of calm, casual indifference. He was a man who belonged here. A man who was right at home.
âHey, how was your day?â
Golden stared at him, her mind a whirlwind of chaotic, violent thoughts. She was trying to process the scene, to understand the man sitting on her couch, eating her cereal, with his feet on her table. It was a violation. It was an invasion.
âDid I⌠did I have a stroke?â she asked, her voice a low, incredulous whisper. âAm I hallucinating? Are you actually sitting on my couch, in my apartment, eating my Lucky Charms?â
âItâs a good cereal,â he said, holding up the bowl for her to see. âA little too much sugar for my taste, but I appreciate the nostalgia. Itâs very⌠comforting.â
She had gone unnervingly quiet. Her fists tightened until her knuckles blanched, her breathing measured with painful precision. Anger settled over her like a tightening wire, pulled closer and closer to its breaking point.
âGet out,â she said
âNot yet,â he said, taking another spoonful of cereal. âIâm not finished.â
âMichael, I swear to God, if you donât get your feet off my table and get the fuck out of my apartment, I am going to take this bowl of Lucky Charms and shove it so far up your ass youâll be shitting green clovers for a week.â
He laughed, a low, amused rumble. âThatâs a vivid image. I appreciate the creativity. But youâre not going to do that.â
âOh, Iâm not?â she challenged, her hands on her hips.
âNo,â he said. âBecause youâre curious. Youâre wondering how I got in. Youâre wondering what Iâm doing here. Youâre wondering what Iâm going to do next. And youâre not going to do anything until you get your answers.â
She stared at him, her eyes a searching, probing gaze. He was right. Damn him, he was right. She was curious. She was infuriated, and she was terrified, but she was also curious.
âHow did you get in?â she asked, her voice a low, reluctant concession.
âI have my ways,â he said, a slow, playful smirk spreading across his face. âLetâs just say that your buildingâs security is⌠lacking. And your landlord is very⌠persuadable.â
She closed her eyes, a wave of despair washing over her. He was everywhere. He was in her coffee shop, in her boutique, and now he was in her home. There was no escape. He was a virus, a plague, a persistent, charming, and infuriating infection that she couldnât seem to shake.
âWhat do you want?â she asked, her voice a low, defeated sigh. âWhat do you want from me?â
âI want you to go on a date with me,â he said, his voice a low, direct, honest statement.
Golden stared at him, her mouth agape. A date. After all of this, after the stalking, the smoothie heist, the home invasion, he wanted to go on a date. It was so ridiculous, so absurd, that she almost laughed.
âA date?â she repeated, her voice a high, incredulous squeak. âYou want to go on a date? With me?â
âYes,â he said confidently. âOne date. Thatâs all Iâm asking.â
She stared at him, her mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. She was angry, confused, and, if she was being honest with herself, a little bit intrigued. He was the most irritating, most persistent, most audacious man she had ever met. But he was also the most interesting. He was a mystery, a puzzle. And she had always been a sucker for a good puzzle.
âWhatâs the catch?â she asked.
âNo catch,â he said, his expression a picture of innocence. âJust one date. You and me. We can go wherever you want. We can do whatever you want. And if, at the end of the night, you donât want to see me again, Iâll leave you alone. Iâll stop my âaggressive coincidences.â Iâll disappear from your life. Youâll never have to see me again.â
Golden stared at him, her eyes searching. It was a tempting offer. A chance to get her life back, a chance to reclaim her space, a chance to be free of the charming, infuriating, and irresistible thorn in her side.
âBut what if I say no?â she asked, her voice a low, hesitant whisper.
âThen Iâll continue to live my life,â he said, a slow, dangerous smile spreading across his face. âIâll continue to go to my favorite coffee shop. Iâll continue to browse my favorite antique stores. Iâll continue to admire my favorite art. And if, by some strange, cosmic coincidence, our paths happen to cross⌠well, thatâs just fate, isnât it?â
She stared at him, her eyes wide with the sudden, horrifying realization. It was a trap. A beautifully constructed, perfectly executed trap. It was a lose-lose situation. If she said yes, she would have to go on a date with him, a man she was starting to suspect she might actually like. If she said no, he would continue to stalk her, to harass her, to invade her life.
She was trapped. And he knew it.
âYouâre a son of a bitch,â she said, her voice a low, defeated sigh.
âIâve been called worse.â
She stared at him for a long moment, her mind a whirlwind of conflicting thoughts. She was angry, she was frustrated, and she was, against all odds, a little bit turned on. A risk. A gamble.
âFine,â she said, her voice a low, reluctant concession. âIâll go on a date with you. One date. But if I even think youâre going to be an asshole, Iâm out. Iâll call the cops. Iâll get a restraining order. Iâll move to another country. You understand me?â
âPerfectly,â he said, a triumphant grin spreading across his face. He stood up, placing the now-empty bowl of Lucky Charms on her coffee table, a perfect, circular ring of milk a testament to his victory. He walked towards her, his movements a confident, steady stride. He stopped in front of her, his body a warm invasion of her personal space.
âIâll pick you up on Friday,â he said, his voice a low, intimate murmur. âAt eight. Be ready.â
He didn't wait for an answer. He just turned and walked out the door, leaving her standing in the middle of her living room. And as she stood there, a mix of rage and excitement was swirling in her chest.
The Friday night air in her apartment felt thick, heavy, charged with the kind of energy that precedes a storm. Golden stood before her mirror, not just getting dressed, but preparing for battle. The silk of the light-blue dress was a cool, liquid kiss against her skin. It clung to the generous swell of her breasts, the fabric so fine it was a whisper away from revealing the tight, pebbled pierced points of her nipples. The color made her skin glow, a rich, deep brown that looked warm and edible under the soft lamplight.
Her hair was swept up, the long line of her neck left bare. She painted her lips a deep, daring red, a color that was a promise and a warning. When she was done, she didnât just see a woman in a dress. She saw a goddess. A problem. And she was ready.
The doorbell chimed, a single, sharp note that vibrated through the floor and up the soles of her feet. She took a final, steadying breath, the scent of her own perfumeâa heady mix of vanilla and orchidâfilling her senses. She opened the door.
And there he was.
He was impossible to overlook. Even standing perfectly still, Michael commanded the hallway with the effortless confidence of a man whoâd never questioned whether he belonged wherever he happened to be. His tailored black suit sharpened every angle of his frame, emphasizing the breadth of his shoulders and the disciplined strength beneath the fabric. The lone red rose in his hand softened nothing. If anything, it made the image more unsettling, a quiet promise that beauty and danger could exist in the same breath.
His eyes found hers, and everything else seemed to dissolve into the silence between them. It wasnât admiration that lingered in his gaze, t was intent. Unhurried. Unwavering. As though he were committing every inch of her to memory.
His attention drifted over her with almost reverent patience, lingering on the graceful line of her jaw before settling briefly at the hollow of her throat, where the quick flutter of her pulse betrayed far more than she intended. His gaze continued its unhurried descent, following the elegant curve of her waist, the sweep of her hips, the length of her legs with a quiet appreciation that made her feel impossibly exposed.
She could have sworn she felt itâthat lingering lookâas though it carried its own warmth. It settled beneath her skin, awakening a restless awareness she couldnât quite explain, leaving her acutely conscious of every breath, every heartbeat, every inch of space separating them.
âYou lookâŚâ he began, his voice a low, husky vibration that she felt more than heard.
âDonât,â she said, her voice a breathless whisper. She held up a hand, not to stop him, but to stop herself from reaching out. âJust⌠donât.â
He understood without a word. Extending the rose between them, he offered it with quiet certainty, the crimson petals velvety against the stark black of his suit.
She accepted it carefully. Their fingertips met for the briefest instant, but the contact lingered far longer than it should have. Warmth bloomed beneath her skin, subtle at first, before spreading through her with quiet insistence, leaving her momentarily speechless.
âLetâs get this over with,â she managed, her voice a low, husky murmur.
The drive unfolded in near silence, but it was anything but quiet. Tension lingered between them, stretching taut with every passing mile. Outside, the city dissolved into ribbons of gold and white, the lights slipping across the windows in soft blurs that neither of them bothered to notice.
Everything inside the car seemed to revolve around the narrow space separating them.
She was acutely aware of him. The quiet rhythm of his breathing. The steady confidence with which he gripped the steering wheel. The warmth that seemed to radiate from him, subtle yet impossible to ignore, drawing her attention no matter how determined she was to look anywhere else.
His cologne drifted through the cabin each time the car shifted, Rojas Haute. It was familiar now, unmistakably his, and every slow inhale carried it deeper into her senses until it became impossible to tell where the scent ended, and the memory of him began.
Neither of them spoke. They didnât have to. Every glance that lingered a heartbeat too long, every brush of silence, every measured breath seemed to carry a conversation of its ownâone built from curiosity, restraint, and the quiet promise that neither of them was quite ready to put into words.
They left the city behind, the sprawl of concrete and chaos giving way to the vast, empty darkness of the desert. The sky opened up, a black velvet blanket scattered with a million diamond-bright stars. It was a world without limits, a world without rules. And she was heading into its heart with a man who was the embodiment of both.
âWhere are you taking me?â she asked, her voice soft and curious. She had to break the silence, to hear his voice, to ground herself in the reality of the moment.
He glanced over at her, his eyes a flash of white in the darkness. A slow, mysterious smile played on his lips. âThe Devilâs Den.â
Golden turned in her seat, the silk of her dress whispering against the leather. âThe⌠what?â
âThe Devilâs Den,â he repeated, his voice a low, sensual purr that vibrated through the car. âItâs a club. A resort. A place where people go to⌠indulge.â
âIndulge?â she repeated, her voice a skeptical, breathless whisper. âWhat kind of âindulgingâ are we talking about here, Michael? Because if this is some weird, sex cult thing, I swear to GodâŚâ
âItâs not a sex cult,â he said, a low, amused rumble that she felt in her bones. âItâs⌠an experience. Itâs a place where you can be anyone you want to be. Where you can do anything you want to do. Without judgment. Without consequence.â
He paused, letting his words sink in, letting them wrap around her like a silk ribbon. He was enjoying this, enjoying the way her mind was racing, the way her body was responding.
âItâs a voyeurâs paradise,â he continued, his voice a low, intimate murmur that was a secret just for her. âThe whole resort is wired with cameras. Every cabin, every room, every corner. Everything you do is being watched. But itâs not just about watching. Itâs about participating. The other guests, theyâre the audience. They can reward you for your⌠performance. With points.â
âPoints?â she repeated, her voice a high, breathless squeak.
âPoints,â he confirmed, his voice a low, sensual caress. âYou can earn points for anything. A good conversation. A passionate kiss. A⌠spectacular display of affection. And the points can be redeemed for anything. Money. Gifts. A night in the presidential suite. Itâs a game. A high-stakes, high-reward game.â
Golden stared at him, her mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. She was horrified. She was intrigued. She was terrified. She was so incredibly turned on it was a physical ache. It was the most ridiculous, the most dangerous, the most thrilling thing she had ever heard.
âYouâre serious,â she said, her voice a low, breathless confession.
âYes,â he said, his voice a low, dangerous growl that sent a shiver down her spine.
They drove for another hour, the desert a vast, empty canvas around them. And then, she saw it. A glow on the horizon. A low, sprawling complex of buildings that seemed to rise out of the desert floor like a mirage. It was a place of stark, modern beauty, a mix of glass, steel, and stone that was both imposing and inviting. It was a palace in the middle of nowhere. A playground for the rich, the bored, and the depraved.
They pulled up to a gate, a massive, imposing structure of black iron and glowing red lights. A voice, a low, mechanical growl, came through the intercom.
âName.â
âSaint,â Michael said, his voice a low, confident command.
The gate swung open, a silent, welcoming gesture. They drove down a long, winding driveway, the resort growing larger, more imposing with every passing second. It was a place of stark, modern beauty, a mix of glass, steel, and stone that was both imposing and inviting. It was a palace in the middle of nowhere. A playground for the rich, the bored, and the depraved.
Michael parked the car, the engine a soft, purring sigh. He turned to her, his eyes a dark, intense gaze that seemed to see right through her, to the very core of her being. âSo, what do you think?â
Golden looked out the window, her eyes wide with excitement. She was a woman who was used to being in control, a woman who was used to being the one in charge. But here, in this strange, voyeuristic paradise, she was out of her depth. She was a player in a game she didnât understand, a pawn in a chess match she didnât know she was playing.
âI think,â she said, her voice a low, determined purr, âthat youâre about to find out what happens when you bring a wild animal into the Devilâs Den.â
The corner of Michaelâs mouth lifted first, followed by the rest of the smile. It wasnât arroganceâit was certainty. Whatever came next, he intended to enjoy every second of it.
The lobby of The Devilâs Den was a study in controlled decadence. It was a cavernous space, all high ceilings and dark, polished floors that reflected the flickering light of a dozen fire pits like a starless night sky. The air was cool, smelling of expensive leather, citrus, and the faint, clean scent of ozone from some unseen filtration system. People drifted through the space like ghosts, beautiful and detached, their faces illuminated by the soft glow of their personal devices, each one a silent, glowing star in the man-made galaxy.
Michaelâs hand was a warm, steady presence at the small of her back, a proprietary touch that was both a claim and a guide. He led her not towards the main check-in desk, but towards a discreet, unmarked door guarded by a man in a suit so black it seemed to absorb the light around him. He nodded at Michael, a silent, respectful gesture, and opened the door without a word.
Their cabin was a sanctuary of dark wood, glass, and stone. It was a seamless extension of the desert outside, the far wall made entirely of glass that offered a breathtaking, panoramic view of the vast, empty landscape under a canopy of a million stars. A king-sized bed, draped in charcoal-gray linens, dominated the room, its headboard a slab of rough-hewn wood that contrasted with the sleek, modern furniture. There were no personal touches, no clutter, no signs of life. It was a beautiful, expensive, and impersonal space. A stage.
Golden walked over to the window, her reflection a ghostly image against the backdrop of the desert. She could feel Michaelâs eyes on her; she was a performer, and this was her stage. But she was also a prisoner, and this was her cage.
âItâs⌠something,â she said.
âItâs a blank canvas,â he said, his voice a low, sensual purr that seemed to wrap around her. âA place where we can create our own reality. Without the noise. Without the distractions. Just⌠us.â
She turned to face him, her back pressed against the cool, smooth glass. âYou say that like itâs a good thing.â
âIt is,â he said, taking a step closer. He was in her personal space now, his body an imposing presence that made her heart beat a little faster. âYou and I⌠weâre not like other people. We donât fit into their neat little boxes. We donât play by their rules. We need a place where we can be ourselves. Where we can be⌠free.â
âFree,â she repeated, her voice a skeptical drawl. âIs that what you call this? A place where every move we make is being watched, judged, and rewarded with points? That doesnât sound like freedom. That sounds like a cage.â
âMaybe,â he conceded. âBut what if the cage is the only place where you can truly be free? What if the only way to escape the rules is to create your own?â
He was so close now that she could feel the warmth of his breath on her skin, could smell the scent of his cologne. She could feel the tension between them, a dangerous current that was a direct reflection of the power struggle that was raging between them.
âWhy do you need so much control?â she asked, her voice a low, curious whisper. It was a question that had been nagging at her, a piece of the puzzle that she couldnât seem to solve.
He didnât answer right away. He just looked at her, his dark eyes a searching, probing gaze that seemed to see right through her, to the very core of her being. The confidence, the cocky smirk, it all fell away, leaving something raw and exposed in its place.
âBecause Iâm terrified,â he admitted, his voice a low, rough murmur that was barely audible above the desert wind. âItâs not about power, Golden. Itâs about fear. My brain⌠itâs a machine that never stops. It sees patterns everywhere, connections that arenât there, threats in the shadows. If I donât control my environment, if I donât put everything in its neat little box, the noise gets too loud. Itâs like a thousand radios playing at once, all out of tune. I fall apart. I become a mess.â
It was the most honest, the most vulnerable thing he had ever said to her. It was a crack in his armor, a glimpse of the man behind the mask. She could see the weariness in his eyes, the weight of a lifetime spent fighting a war no one else could see.
Her expression softened, the sharp edges of her anger blurring into something else. Something that felt dangerously like compassion.
âAnd me?â she asked, her voice a soft, gentle murmur. âWhy do I hate it so much?â
A sad, knowing smile touched his lips. âBecause youâre not broken,â he said, his voice a low, intimate confession. âYouâre whole. Youâre complete. You donât need control because you are control. Youâre a force of nature. A wild, beautiful, chaotic force of nature. You walk into a room, and the whole world rearranges itself around you. You donât have to try. You just⌠are.â
He paused, his gaze intense, filled with a longing so deep it made her chest ache.
âIâve spent my whole life trying to tame the chaos,â he continued, his voice a raw, honest plea. âYouâre the beautiful, unpredictable, terrifying storm Iâve always been drawn to. I look at you, and I see the answer.â
Golden stared at him, her mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. He saw the fire, the chaos, the wildness that she had spent her whole life trying to control, to contain, to apologize for. And he didnât just see it. He admired it. He desired it. He wanted it. He saw it as a gift, not a flaw. And in that moment, she felt a tectonic plates-level realignment of everything she thought she knew about him, and about herself.
âYouâre a danger to me, Michael,â she said, her voice a low, breathless whisper.
âI know.â He held out a hand to her, a silent invitation. âCome with me. I want to show you something.â
She hesitated for a second, her mind a whirlwind of conflicting thoughts. She was a woman who was used to being in charge, a woman who was used to being the one in control. But here, in this strange, voyeuristic paradise, she was out of her depth. But she was also curious. And she was tired of fighting. She took his hand, her fingers lacing through his, a small, simple gesture that was a surrender, a concession, a promise.
He led her out of the cabin, down a winding path that was lined with flickering torches. The resort was a maze of buildings and pathways, a strange, surreal landscape of glass and steel that seemed to exist outside of time and space.
As they walked, he pointed out the different venues, the different stages for their little game. âThatâs the spa,â he said, gesturing towards a low, sprawling building that was glowing with a soft, blue light. âYou can earn points for a couples massage. Or a solo session in the steam room. If youâre into that kind of thing.â
He pointed towards another building, a smaller, more intimate space that was pulsing with a low, rhythmic beat. âThatâs the Red Room. Itâs for⌠private parties. More intense. More⌠exclusive.â
They walked past a large, outdoor pool, its water a shimmering, turquoise blue under the starlight. A group of people were laughing and splashing, their bodies a tangle of naked limbs and careless joy. âAnd that,â he said, his voice a low, amused rumble, âis the orgy pit. Iâm assuming you donât need a demonstration.â
Golden stared at the scene, her eyes wide with amusement. It was a world without rules, a world without shame. It was a place where every desire, every fantasy, every whim was not just accepted, but encouraged.
Finally, they arrived at their destination. The nightclub. It was a massive, pulsing beast of a building, its walls a riot of color and light, the sound of the music a deep, hypnotic thrum that vibrated through the soles of her shoes and up into her bones.
He led her inside, the air a thick, heady mix of sweat and perfume. The dance floor was a sea of beautiful, writhing bodies, a beautiful mess of humanity that was a perfect reflection of the world outside. They found a small, secluded booth in a shadowed corner of the club, a dark, intimate alcove wrapped in velvet that felt like a pocket of reality separate from the pulsing chaos on the dance floor. The air here was cooler, thick with the scent of spilled champagne and the faint, sweet trace of her perfume. From their vantage point, they were invisible, voyeurs in a sea of beautiful, writhing bodies.
For a long time, they didnât speak. They just watched. The music was a slow, sensual grind, a heavy, hypnotic beat that was a direct invitation to sin. On the dance floor, a woman in a backless gold dress moved with a liquid grace, her body a perfect, fluid extension of the rhythm. Her partner, a man with a jawline sharp enough to cut glass, held her from behind, his hands splayed across her stomach, his fingers digging into her flesh as he pulled her flush against him. His head was bent to her neck, his lips moving against her skin in a way that was clearly not just a kiss. Her eyes were closed, her head thrown back in ecstasy, her mouth a perfect, silent âOâ of pleasure. They werenât just dancing. They were fucking with their clothes on, a public display of intimacy that was both raw and beautiful.
Golden felt a strange pull, a mixture of fascination and a deep, throbbing ache. Her gaze drifted across the room, landing on another couple in a corner booth, even more secluded than their own. A woman with skin the color of rich caramel was straddling a man in a chair, her dress hiked up around her waist, her long, toned legs wrapped around his waist. His hands were on her ass, gripping her, pulling her down onto him as he rocked his hips up to meet her. Her head was thrown back, her hair a wild, tangled mane around her shoulders. He was kissing her throat, his mouth a hot, open-mouthed caress. She was grinding against him, a slow, rhythmic movement that was a clear expression of her need. They were lost in their own world, a private, passionate moment that was being played out on a very public stage.
Golden could feel the heat rising in her cheeks, a flush of arousal that was a direct, physical response to the scene. She could feel the slick, wet heat between her legs. She could feel Michaelâs eyes on her. He was watching her, watching her reactions, watching her desire. She turned to him, her eyes dark. The air between them crackled, a dangerous current.
âDance with me,â she said. It wasnât a question. It was an order.
He didnât hesitate. He stood up slowly and held out a hand to her. She took it, her fingers lacing through his, and he led her onto the dance floor, into the heart of the chaos.
The music rolled through the room like a heartbeat, low, hypnotic, impossible to ignore. It settled beneath her skin, coaxing every movement from her body until she wasnât dancing so much as surrendering to the rhythm. Colored lights washed over the crowded floor, painting everyone in flashes of crimson and gold before plunging them back into shadow.
Golden turned slowly until her back met Michaelâs chest.
The contact stole the air from his lungs.
She fit against him with maddening precision, every slow sway of her hips drawing him further into her orbit. There was no rush, no performance. Just two bodies finding the same pulse inside a room full of strangers.
His hands settled naturally at her waist, broad palms anchoring her as she moved with an effortless confidence that bordered on dangerous. She wasnât dancing for him. She was dancing with him. Every subtle roll of her hips invited him closer, every measured breath brushing against his neck tightening the invisible thread stretched between them. She leaned back just enough for her curls to graze his jaw, and he caught the warm scent of vanilla, amber, and something uniquely hers.
He closed his eyes for the briefest second. Around them, the crowd dissolved into little more than shifting silhouettes. Conversations faded beneath the bass. The world narrowed until it became nothing more than the woman in his arms and the music carrying them forward.
His fingers flexed lightly against her waist, careful, exploratory, silently asking. She answered by pressing closer. A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
âYou move like youâre trying to start a fire,â he murmured near her ear, his voice a low vibration that she felt more than heard.
Golden laughed softly, the sound warm against his skin. âAnd you move like youâre trying to put one out. All that control. All that precision. Donât you ever just⌠let go?â
âLetting go is how people get burned,â he countered, his hands tightening almost imperceptibly. âI prefer to be the one holding the match.â
She tilted her head, her cheek brushing against his. âIs that what this is? You holding a match? Because it feels a lot like youâre the one about to get played.â
âPlayed?â He chuckled, a low, genuine rumble. âIs that what you think youâre doing? Playing me?â
âI think,â she said, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper, âthat you walked into my coffee shop, my boutique, and now my dance floor, and you still havenât figured out that youâre not the one in charge here. Youâre just a very determined man whoâs along for the ride.â
His hands slid up her sides, his thumbs tracing the curve of her ribs through the silk of her dress. âOr maybe Iâm the one whoâs been directing the whole show. Maybe every move youâve made, every sharp word, every defiant glare, has been exactly what I wanted.â
The idea hung there, a challenge in the pulsing space between them. Her hand found his wrist, not to move it, but to hold it, her fingers pressing against his pulse. âYou really are full of yourself, arenât you?â
âItâs a defense mechanism,â he admitted, his voice losing some of its teasing edge. âKeeps people from getting too close.â
âIs that what you want?â she asked, her tone shifting. âTo keep people close, but not too close? Safe distance. Controlled chaos. Sounds lonely.â
He was quiet for a moment, the rhythm of their bodies never faltering. âSometimes,â he confessed, his voice so low she had to strain to hear it. âSometimes itâs the only way to breathe.â
âMaybe youâre breathing wrong,â she said softly. She guided his hand back down to her waist, a silent, deliberate gesture. âMaybe you just need to learn how to share the air.â
The realization should have unsettled him. He, Michael Saint, a man who orchestrated his life with the precision of a chess master, was being directed, corrected, by a woman heâd known for a few weeks. Instead, it fascinated him. It was the most unpredictable, the most thrilling turn of events he had ever experienced.
Their eyes met briefly in the reflection of the mirrored wall surrounding the dance floor. Neither of them smiled this time. The teasing had given way to something quieter. Curiosity. Recognition. Two stubborn people discovering, much to their own annoyance, that neither one wanted to be the first to look away.
Around them, couples drifted across the floor, laughter rising and falling beneath the music, but neither of them noticed. For one suspended moment, the club felt impossibly small, as if every light and every note had narrowed to the space they occupied together.
Golden exhaled slowly, resting her head back against his shoulder for only a heartbeat.
Michaelâs arms instinctively tightened around her, not possessively, but protectively, grounding them both in the rhythm. He wasnât holding a match anymore. He was standing in the fire, letting it warm him, letting it consume him, and he wasnât afraid of the burn.
The walk back to the cabin was a silent, electric affair. The desert air was cool against their heated skin, the stars a silent, indifferent audience to the storm that was brewing between them. The music from the nightclub faded behind them, replaced by the soft crunch of their feet on the gravel path. Michaelâs hand was no longer at her back. It was in hers, their fingers laced together, a silent, sweaty acknowledgment of the truce, the turning of the tide.
He was the one who opened the door, his movements a little less sure, a little less controlled than they had been before. He was the off-balance one, the one who was no longer the director of this scene.
Golden walked into the center of the room, the windows turning her into a silhouette against the vast, starry desert. She turned to face him, her expression unreadable, her eyes an intense gaze that seemed to see right through him.
âLock the door,â she said. Her voice command.
He hesitated for a second, a flicker of his old, dominant self reasserting itself. But then he saw the look in her eyes, the challenge, the promise of something he had never experienced before. He turned and slid the deadbolt into place.
She walked over to the wall, her movements slow. She found the control panel, a sleek, black touchscreen that was the nerve center of their little stage. She tapped a few commands, and the room came alive. The lights dimmed, casting the room in a soft, seductive glow. A small, red light blinked on in the corner of the ceiling, a silent, watchful eye.
âLetâs give them a show,â she said, her voice purring.
She turned to face him, her hands on her hips. She was no longer the woman he had stalked, the woman he had cornered, the woman he had brought to his den. She was the queen of this castle.
âStrip,â she said.
He stared at her, his mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. He was a man who was used to giving the orders. He had never been on the receiving end of a command, especially not one so direct, so⌠intimate.
âGoldenâŚâ he began, his voice a hesitant protest.
âDid you hear me?â she asked, her voice a firm growl. âI said⌠strip.â
He could feel the old, familiar panic starting to rise, the cold, prickling sensation of his OCD flaring up. This was chaos. This was disorder. This was a loss of control. But there was something else, too. Something new. Something⌠exciting. He could feel the heat rising in his cheeks, the blood rushing to his dick.
He started to unbutton his shirt, his fingers a little clumsy, a little unsure. He took off his shirt, his chest a smooth, sculpted canvas of muscle and skin. He took off his shoes, his socks, his pants. He stood before her, naked and vulnerable, his body a perfect, chiseled specimen of a man who was used to being in control. But he wasnât in control anymore. She was.
âKneel,â she said.
He stared at her. This was a line. A boundary. A point of no return.
âGoldenâŚâ he began again, his voice a low, desperate plea.
âKneel,â she repeated, her voice a low, firm command. âOr Iâll turn off the cameras, and I'll go home. And youâll never see me again.â
He knew she meant it. He knew she was a woman of her word. He could feel the weight of his choice, the gravity of the moment. He slowly sank to his knees, the plush carpet a soft, forgiving cushion. He looked up at her, his eyes a mixture of submission and desire. He was a king on his knees, a god in supplication.
âKiss my feet,â she said.
He hesitated for a second, a final flicker of his pride, his ego, his old, dominant self. But then he saw the look in her eyes, the challenge, the promise of a pleasure, that it was worth the price of his pride.
He leaned forward, his body in a supplicantâs pose. He kissed her foot, his lips a soft, gentle caress against the smooth, warm skin of her instep. He could feel the shiver that ran through her body, the subtle shift in her power. He could feel the control, the dominance, the absolute authority that radiated from her.
âCall me âBig Momma,ââ she said, her voice a low, sensual purr that was a direct hit to his soul.
He looked up at her. It was a ridiculous, a humiliating, a completely debasing command.
âYes⌠Big Momma,â he said, his voice a submissive whisper.
She smiled. She had him. And now she needed to break him.
She stepped closer, hiked up her dress, revealing the smooth, dark skin of her thighs, the delicate lace of her panties. She hooked her thumb over the fabric, pulling it aside, revealing the wet, swollen flesh of her pussy.
âEat,â she commanded.
He didnât hesitate. He leaned forward, his mouth a hungry, eager supplicant. He found her clit, and started to lick in a slow rhythm.
She grabbed his head, her fingers pulling him closer, deeper. She was riding his face, a slow, sensual grind that was a direct, intimate violation of his senses. She was smothering him, consuming him, owning him. And he was loving every second of it. She grabbed his head, her fingers pulling him closer, deeper. She was riding his face, standing over him, a goddess of power and pleasure. He was on his knees, a supplicant at her altar, his face buried in the wet, swollen flesh of her pussy. She was smothering him, consuming him, owning him. And he was loving every second of it.
Her hips moved in a slow, sensual grind, a rhythm that was both a dance and a conquest. She was using his face, his mouth, his tongue for her own pleasure, and he was a willing, eager participant. He could feel the slick, wet heat of her, the taste of her, the scent of her arousal. It was an intoxicating, overwhelming assault on his senses.
âYeah, thatâs it, baby,â she purred. âYou like that? You like eating Big Mommaâs pussy?â
He moaned. He could feel the pleasure building, a steady, aching pressure that was a direct reflection of his own desperate need.
âUse your tongue,â she commanded, her voice a firm, dominant growl. âLick it. Lick my clit. Make me feel it.â
He did as he was told. He found her clit, and started to lick; he could feel her response, the subtle tremors that ran through her body, the soft, breathy moans that escaped her lips.
âGood boy,â she praised, her voice a low, affectionate murmur. âYouâre such a good boy for me. Youâre learning your place. Youâre learning whoâs in charge.â
He could feel the words, the praise, the affirmation, sinking into his skin, into his soul. He was a good boy. He was her good boy. âFaster,â she demanded, her voice a low, desperate plea. âFaster. Make me cum. Make your Big Momma cum all over your face.â
He increased his pace, his tongue a frantic, desperate search for her climax. He could feel the pressure building, the tension tightening in her thighs, the subtle tremors that were a sure sign of her impending release. He wanted to give it to her. He needed to give it to her. It was his purpose. His reason for being.
âDonât stop,â she begged, her voice a high, breathless whine. âDonât you dare stop. Iâm so close. Iâm so fucking close.â
He could feel it. The edge. The precipice. He gave one final, desperate flick of his tongue, a caress that sent her over the edge.
She came with a loud, shuddering cry, her body a convulsing, writhing mess of pleasure. Her thighs clamped around his head, holding him in place as she rode the waves of her orgasm. Her juices flooded his mouth, a sweet, salty nectar that was a direct, physical proof of his submission. He drank it in, his thirst a desperate, aching need.
She collapsed on the bed, her body a limp, sated puddle of pleasure. He stayed on his knees, his face a wet, glistening mess of her essence. He was a mess, and broken.
He stayed on his knees, in the aftermath of her storm. His face was a wet, glistening mess of her essence, his chest heaving, his body trembling with lust. Golden lay on the bed for a long moment, a sated, languid goddess basking in the afterglow. The soft light of the room caught the sheen of sweat on her skin, making her glow. She watched him, her chocolate eyes a mixture of satisfaction and something softer, something that looked a lot like affection. She saw the man he was, the man he hid beneath the layers of control and arrogance. And she liked what she saw.
She rose from the bed with a slow step and walked over to him, her bare feet silent on the plush carpet. She stood before him, a towering, magnificent vision of power and beauty. She reached down, her fingers gently tilting his chin up, forcing him to meet her gaze.
âYou did so good, baby,â she purred, her voice an affectionate murmur that was a soothing balm on his raw, exposed nerves. âSo good for your Big Momma.â
He leaned into her touch, his eyes desperate and pleading. He was a drowning man, and she was his only air.
âLook at you,â she continued, her thumb gently stroking his cheek, smearing her own wetness across his skin. âMy beautiful, broken boy. All that control, all that power⌠just waiting for someone strong enough to take it from you. To make you give it to them.â
She pulled him to his feet, his body a compliant, willing puppet in her hands. She led him to the bed, pushing him down onto the soft, gray linens. He lay there, his body a perfect, chiseled offering, his dick hard.
She crawled onto the bed, a sleek, predatory panther stalking her prey. She didnât touch him, not at first. She just hovered over him, her body a warm, inviting presence. She started to kiss him, soft, gentle caresses. She kissed his forehead, his eyelids, his nose. She kissed his jaw, his throat, the sensitive skin behind his ear. She was worshiping him, praising him, claiming him with her lips.
âYouâre mine now,â she whispered, her voice a low, possessive growl. âEvery inch of you. Every thought. Every breath. You belong to me.â
He was writhing beneath her. He was desperate for more, desperate for her touch, desperate for the release that only she could give him.
She smiled and rose from the bed, leaving him panting. She walked over to a sleek, black dresser, her hips swaying in confidence. She pulled open a drawer, the soft sound a promise of things to come. She turned, and in her hand, she held a pair of handcuffs. They were not cheap, flimsy things. They were heavy, steel, professional-grade. They were real.
His eyes widened, a flicker of fear. He had never been this out of control, this vulnerable.
âGoldenâŚâ he began, his voice a hesitant protest.
âShhh,â she said, her voice a soft, soothing command. âJust trust me. Can you do that, baby? Can you trust your Big Momma?â
He stared at her, his mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. He was terrified. He was exhilarated. He was so turned on that it hurt to talk. He nodded, a slow, submissive gesture.
She walked back to the bed, the handcuffs dangling from her finger like a shiny, metal promise. She took his wrist, her touch a firm, confident caress. She locked the cuff around his wrist, the cold, heavy steel a stark, thrilling contrast to her warm, soft skin. She guided his hand to the headboard, locking the other end to the thick, wooden post. She did the same with his other hand, leaving him spread-eagled, naked and helpless on the bed.
He was completely at her mercy.
She leaned down, her lips a soft, gentle caress against his ear. âDonât go anywhere,â she teased.
She stood up, a slow, deliberate movement. And then, she walked towards the door.
He watched her, his mind in a blank, confused haze. Where was she going? What was she doing? The door opened, and she slipped out, leaving him alone, handcuffed to the bed, his body a throbbing, aching mess of unfulfilled desire.
He lay there for what felt like an eternity, his mind a frantic mess. He could hear the soft, distant thump of the music, the sound of his own ragged breathing.
And then, the door opened again.
She walked in. But she wasnât alone.
She was followed by a man. A tall, muscular man with dark, curly hair and an easy, confident smile. He was handsome, in a rugged, unpolished way that was a direct contrast to Michaelâs chiseled, refined perfection. He was wearing a pair of loose-fitting jeans and a simple, white t-shirt that did little to hide the powerful muscles of his chest and arms.
Michaelâs mind went blank. A cold, sick feeling washed over him, a wave of. He stared at the man, at the easy way he moved, at the casual smile on his face. He stared at Golden, at the way she looked at the other man, at the way she touched his arm.
âWhat⌠what is this?â Michael asked, his voice a desperate growl.
Golden turned to him. âThis,â she said, her voice a low, sensual purr, âis the final lesson. This is what it feels like to let go. To watch. To trust. To know that even when Iâm with someone else, Iâm still with you. Iâm still in control. And you⌠youâre still mine.â
She walked over to the bed and crawled onto the mattress. She straddled Michaelâs hips, her wet, hot center a direct, teasing pressure against his aching dick. She started to rock, a slow, sensual rhythm that was a perfect, exquisite torture.
âWatch,â she commanded.
She looked over at the other man, a silent, inviting gaze. He understood. He walked over to the bed. He stood beside them, his eyes a hungry, appreciative gaze as he watched Golden move, as he watched Michaelâs desperate, needy reaction.
Golden leaned down, her lips a soft, gentle caress against Michaelâs ear. âYou see that, baby? You see how he wants me? But he canât have me. Not really. Because I belong to you.â
She reached out, her hand finding the other manâs dick, a firm, confident grip through the denim of his jeans. He groaned, as she started to stroke him; her movements were a perfect mirror of the way she was moving against Michael.
Michael was in hell. He was in heaven. He was a spectator to his own private, personal porno. He could feel the jealousy, the rage, the possessiveness that was a direct response to the scene. It was a volatile, explosive mixture of emotions that was threatening to tear him apart.
Golden turned her attention to the other man as she shifted, positioning herself on her hands and knees beside Michael. She looked back at Michael, her eyes held him captive.
âWatch me,â she commanded.
The other man moved behind her, his hands on her hips, his body a powerful, dominant presence. He entered her in one slow, deep stroke that made Golden cry out, a testament to his size.
She reached down, her hand finding Michaelâs dick, her touch a firm, gentle caress. He was hard as steel, hot and heavy in her palm. The tip of his dick began to leak, a glistening, pearly drop that she smeared across his swollen head with her thumb, making him shudder.
The guest started to move, his hips a slow, powerful thrust. He was fucking her. Not making love. Not having sex. Fucking. His strokes were deep, punishing, each one a jarring impact that sent a shockwave through her body, a wave of pleasure that was almost painful in its intensity. The sound of his hips slapping against her ass was a loud, obscene rhythm that filled the room.
She started to stroke Michael, her movements a perfect mirror of the other manâs thrusts. She gripped him tightly, her hand a slick, tight sheath as she pumped him, her thumb circling his head on every upstroke. She could feel the thick, throbbing veins that pulsed beneath her skin, the frantic, desperate beat of his heart. She could feel his body tensing, his muscles straining against the handcuffs as he fought against the overwhelming, all-consuming pleasure.
Michael was lost. He was a mess of sensation, a whirlwind of pleasure, of love and hate, of jealousy and desire. He could feel the other manâs every movement, every deep, punishing thrust, every low, guttural groan of pleasure. He could hear the way the other manâs dick was stretching her, filling her, claiming her. He could feel Goldenâs response, the way her hand tightened around his dick, the way her breath hitched in her throat, the way she cried out his name.
âMichael,â she moaned, her voice a high, breathless whine. âOh, God, Michael.â
It was the most erotic, the most humiliating, the most thrilling thing he had ever heard. She was crying out his name while another man was inside her, while her hand was wrapped around his dick. It was a declaration of ownership, a testament to her power. He was hers. He was hers even when she was taking someone else's dick.
The guest reached around, his fingers finding her clit. She cried out, her body a convulsing, writhing mess. She tightened her grip on Michaelâs dick, her strokes becoming faster, more frantic.
Every instinct in him tightened. The pressure built steadily, demanding release, and he wasnât sure how much longer he could hold himself together.
âLook at me,â she commanded.
He opened his eyes with a pleading look. He looked at her face, at the sweat on her brow, at the look of ecstasy on her face. He looked at the other man, at his hands on her hips, at his body moving in and out of her. How she threw her ass back on the man. He looked at her hand on his dick, at the way she was stroking him.
And in that moment, he shattered. He came, a loud, shuddering cry that was a direct, physical release of all the tension, all the frustration, all the need that had been building inside him. He came hard, his hands straining against the handcuffs, his dick pulsing, a throbbing mess, his cum a thick flood that covered her hand, his stomach, his chest. He could see the other manâs release, his ropes of cum spilling onto the sheets as he pulled out of her. He could feel Goldenâs orgasm surge through her hand that was still wrapped around his dick. The ultimate act of trust. The ultimate act of letting go.
And in the aftermath, as they lay tangled together on the bed, Michael still handcuffed, he knew that he was changed. He was no longer the man he was.Â
The first light of dawn was a soft, gentle intrusion, spilling through the windows and painting the rumpled sheets in hues of pale gold and soft rose. Michael woke slowly, his body a pleasant, dull ache of exhaustion and satisfaction. For a moment, he was disoriented, his mind a blank canvas. And then, he remembered. The handcuffs. The other man. The overwhelming, shattering release. He turned his head, his heart a frantic, fearful rhythm in his chest.
The other side of the bed was empty. But the space beside him was still warm. And then he saw her.
Golden was standing by the window, a silhouette against the rising sun. She was wearing one of his discarded shirts, the soft, white cotton a stark, beautiful contrast to her smooth skin. She was holding a cup of coffee, her movements relaxed. She looked⌠at peace. A wild, beautiful creature who had found her a new sanctuary.
She must have felt his gaze, because she turned, her eyes a soft, gentle smile. âMorning, sleepyhead.â
He stared at her, his mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. There was no awkwardness. No regret. No shame. There was just⌠a quiet, comfortable intimacy. A new normal.
She walked over to the bed, her movements a fluid, graceful dance. She sat down on the edge, her hand gently stroking his hair. âYou okay?â
He nodded, his throat too tight to speak. He was more than okay. He was⌠whole.
âGood,â she said, her voice soft and affectionate. âBecause youâre all sticky. And I donât sleep with sticky men. Letâs get you cleaned up.â
She led him to the bathroom, a sleek, modern space of glass and stone. She turned on the shower, the water a warm, soothing spray that filled the room with a soft, steamy haze. She guided him into the shower, the warm water a welcome, cleansing embrace.
And then, she began to bathe him. She took the soap, her hands a soft, gentle touch as she washed his body. She washed his chest, his arms, his legs, and his back. She was tender, cherishing, her touch a loving caress that was a direct, intimate expression of her affection. But there was still a firmness to her touch, a subtle, unspoken reminder of who was in charge.
He stood there, his body a compliant, willing offering, his mind a quiet, peaceful space. He was unnerved by her tenderness, by her care. He was a man who was used to being in control, a man who was used to taking charge. But here, in this small, steamy space, he was the one being taken care of. He was the one being cherished. And he was relieved. He was relieved of the burden of his own control, of his own obsession. He was free.
He looked at her, at the water glistening on her skin, at the focused, loving expression on her face. He realized his obsession, his relentless, unhinged pursuit, had led him here for a reason. It had led him to her. It had led him to this. And he was willing to sacrifice his control, his power, his very identity, for her. He was willing to give her everything.
She looked up at him, her eyes a soft, gentle gaze. âWhat are you thinking about?â
âYou,â he said, his voice a low, honest confession. âIâm thinking about you.â
She smiled, a slow, beautiful smile that reached her eyes. âGood.â
She rinsed him off, her hands a soft, gentle touch. She turned off the water, grabbed a towel, and dried him.
They left the resort not as a conqueror and his prize, but as partners who had found a new, exhilarating balance. The drive back to the city was a comfortable, easy silence. He held her hand, their fingers laced together, a simple, intimate gesture that was a testament to their newfound relationship. He was no longer the "stalker", and she was no longer the hunted. They were just⌠Michael and Golden. Two halves of a whole.
They pulled up to her apartment, the sun a warm, welcoming presence. He turned off the engine, and they sat for a couple of minutes in silence before he looked at her, his eyes intense as he locked onto her.
âLast nightâŚâ he began.
âLast night was perfect,â she said, cutting him off. âIt was what we needed. It was what you needed.â
He nodded, a slow, submissive gesture.
He looked at her, at the woman who had shattered his world, who had broken him down and built him back up, who had shown him the beauty of surrender. He had never felt more vulnerable, more exposed, more humiliated in his entire life. He had been on his knees, he had been handcuffed, he had been forced to watch as another man claimed the woman he was obsessed with. But through it all, through the shame and the jealousy and the overwhelming, all-consuming pleasure, he had felt something else. Something he had never felt before.
He had felt safe. He had felt understood. And in a toxic, unorthodox way, he realized he loved having her as his âBig Momma.â He just hoped Erik and Montag never found out. Theyâd never let him live it downâthe unbreakable Michael Saint, the man who needed to control everything, willingly, eagerly, handing over the reins to a woman whoâd made him call her âBig Mommaâ while he was on his knees. Theyâd probably have him committed. Or, worse, theyâd want to meet her, and he wasnât sure he was ready to share the beautiful, terrifying, glorious reason for his capitulation.
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Pairing: Ryan Coogler x Justice (Black Female OC)
Summary: When a request for his alma mater forces Ryan to confront a rare case of stage fright, Justice devises an unconventional method of rehearsal that blurs the line between public risk and private pleasure, turning his anxiety into an unforgettable performance and proving their relationship is a creative force both on and off the stage.
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, semi-public sex, dirty talk, praise kink, emotional intimacy.
Between Frames | After Hours, Still Yours | Â Peaches in the Backseat | Come home to me | where you belong
The morning light in their house was different now. It wasnât the sterile, hollowed-out brightness Justice had read about in a file, the kind that exposed every surface and highlighted every shadow of absence. This light was softer, lived-in. It slanted across the oak floors, catching the vibrant, chaotic spill of color from the throw sheâd draped over his gray couch. It warmed the stack of film theory books on the coffee tableâhis, neatly stacked, topped by hers, dog-eared and spine-cracked. It illuminated the half-empty mug of tea sheâd left on the counter, a faint lipstick stain circling the rim like a secret. The house breathed with her presence now, a quiet rhythm that had settled into its bones and made it feel like a home instead of a showcase.
Justice was at the kitchen island, barefoot, her feet tucked under the hem of his old USC sweatshirt, the fabric soft and worn against her skin. Her natural hair was pulled up into a loose, messy bun, a few rebellious curls escaping to frame her face. She was scrolling through something on her tablet, her brow furrowed in concentration, the low hum of the coffee maker the only sound in the room. The scent of dark roast and the faint, sweet trace of the peach body oil she always wore hung in the air, a signature scent that had become the very essence of the space.
Ryan walked in, his steps quiet. Heâd been up for an hour, already gone for a run, already showered. He wore a simple black t-shirt and matching sweatpants, his damp braids pulled back from his face. The faint scruff of his beard was more pronounced in the morning light, a shadow that softened the sharp lines of his jaw. He moved with his usual grounded grace, but there was a new ease to him, a relaxation in his shoulders that hadnât been there a week ago. He didnât have to perform in his own home anymore. He could just be.
He came up behind her, his hands finding her waist, his chin resting gently on the top of her head. He inhaled deeply, taking in the scent of her hair, the smell of her skin.
âMorning, Peaches,â he murmured, his voice a low, sleepy rumble against her scalp.
âMorning, Ry,â she replied, leaning back into him without breaking her focus on the screen. âYouâre up early.â
âCouldnât sleep,â he said, his thumbs stroking slow circles against the soft cotton of the sweatshirt. âToo much quiet.â
She smiled, a private, knowing curve of her lips. âFunny. I was just thinking how loud the quiet used to be.â
He tightened his arms around her, pulling her flush against his chest, the warmth of his body a solid, comforting weight. âItâs loud when youâre not in it.â He pressed a soft kiss to the crown of her head, a gesture so natural it was like breathing. This was their rhythm now. The slow, sweet unraveling of the man who commanded sets and the woman who curated silence, finding their frequency in the space between.
She set the tablet down, turning in his embrace to face him. Her hands came up to rest on his chest, feeling the steady, reassuring beat of his heart beneath her palm. Her eyes, bright, clear, and sharp in the morning light, searched his face. âEverything okay?â
âYeah,â he said, but it was too quick, too practiced. He was already deflecting. He let her go, moving to the coffee maker to pour himself a cup. âJust thinking about the day.â
She watched him, her head tilted. She knew every one of his tells. The slight tension in his shoulders. The way he avoided her eyes for a second too long. The way he focused on a simple task like pouring coffee with an intensity it didnât require. Something was on his mind.
His phone, which had been charging on the counter, buzzed. Not a call. Just an email notification. She glanced at the screen, then did a double take. The senderâs name was unmistakable.
USC School of Cinematic Arts.
âRyan,â she said, her voice soft but edged with a new kind of attention. âYou got an email from USC.â
He froze for a fraction of a second, the ceramic mug hovering just above the counter. Then he recovered, his movements smooth as he finished pouring. âYeah, saw it earlier.â
She picked up her phone, her eyes scanning the formal, respectful language of the email. It was an invitation. A request. An honor.
âDear Mr. Coogler, We would be deeply honored if you would consider being the sole keynote speaker for our annual Black Film SeminarâŚâ
Justiceâs breath caught in her throat. She read it again, then a third time. This was huge. This was his alma mater, the place that had shaped him, the institution he spoke of with almost sacred reverence. This was a full-circle moment, a public acknowledgment of his legacy from the very place that had given him his tools.
She looked up at him, expecting to see pride, excitement, maybe even that quiet, humble smile he got when he was recognized for his work. She saw none of that.
He was leaning against the counter, staring into his coffee mug like it held the secrets to the universe. His jaw was tight, a muscle ticking just below the surface of his skin. The easy, relaxed energy heâd walked in with had vanished, replaced by a tension that made the air in the room feel thinner.
âRy,â she said, her voice gentle. âThis is incredible.â
âYeah,â he said, but the word was flat. Devoid of joy. âItâs something.â
Something was wrong. Terribly wrong. The man who navigated rooms full of powerful producers, who commanded the respect of crews hundreds deep, who stood on stages and accepted awards without breaking a sweat, looked⌠rattled. He looked like a man facing a firing squad.
âHey,â she said, closing the distance between them. She placed a hand on his arm, her fingers curling around his bicep. âTalk to me. Whatâs going on in that head of yours?â
He finally looked at her, and the vulnerability she saw in his eyes made her stomach clench. It was a look she rarely saw, one he kept locked away behind a wall of composure and control.
âItâs justâŚ,â he started, then stopped, running a hand over his face, the rasp of his beard filling the quiet. âItâs a solo thing, Justice. Just me. On a stage. For⌠I donât know, how long? Talking about Black cinema? To a room full of people who know more about the theory than I do? What the fuck am I gonna say?â
The words tumbled out, a rush of uncharacteristic insecurity. He was used to panels, to the back-and-forth, to being one of several voices sharing the load. He was brilliant in a conversation, in a debate, in the collaborative energy of a group. But the thought of standing alone under a single spotlight, with every eye on him, with every word scrutinized, had him unraveling.
âHey,â she said again, her voice firm but full of warmth. She cupped his face in her hands, forcing him to look at her, to really see her. âYou are Ryan Coogler. Youâre gonna say what you always say. The truth. Youâre gonna talk about the work, about the heart of it, about why it matters. Youâve been doing that your whole career.â
He shook his head, his gaze dropping. âItâs different. This is USC. This is⌠this is the place. The place that changed everything for me. What if I fuck it up? What if I get up there and I sound like an idiot? What if I freeze?â
The confession was so raw, so unlike the man she knew, it struck her right in the chest. This was his sacred ground, and the pressure he was putting on himself was immense. He wasn't just afraid of public speaking; he was afraid of disappointing the ghosts in that room, of not living up to the moment, of somehow failing the very institution that had made him.
âYouâre not gonna freeze,â she said, her thumb stroking his cheekbone, her touch a grounding force. âAnd youâre not gonna sound like an idiot. Youâre the smartest person I know.â
He let out a shaky breath, a humorless laugh escaping his lips. âYeah, well, I donât feel very smart right now. I feel like Iâm gonna throw up.â
Justiceâs mind was already working, already shifting from comfort to strategy. She was a director. She was a writer. She was a problem-solver. And right now, Ryan was her most important project. He wasn't just nervous; he was trapped in his own head, spiraling in a loop of worst-case scenarios. He needed to get out of his head. He needed to get into his body. He needed to practice being the center of attention in a way that didnât feel like a threat.
âOkay,â she said, her voice changing, taking on a low, decisive tone. âFirst of all, youâre not gonna throw up. Second of all, youâre not doing this alone. Iâm with you.â
He looked at her, a flicker of hope in his eyes. âYouâre gonna come with me?â
âIâm gonna help you prepare,â she corrected, a smile spreading across her face. It was a smile he knew well, the one that said she had an idea, the one that promised a solution that was probably a little bit dangerous and a whole lot of effective. âWeâre gonna rehearse.â
âRehearse?â he said, brow furrowed. âJustice, I canât rehearse this. Itâs not a script. Itâs just⌠me. Talking.â
âExactly,â she said, her eyes sparkling with mischief. âSo we need to practice you being the center of attention. We need to practice you holding a room on your own. And I know just the place.â
She let go of his face, her hands trailing down his chest, her fingers hooking into the waistband of his sweatpants. She pulled him closer, her body pressing against his; the move stole the air from his lungs.
âFinish your coffee, baby,â she murmured, her lips brushing against his ear, her voice a low seductive promise. âWeâve got work to do.â
The California sun was doing its best impression of a studio lamp, bright and unforgiving, turning the sidewalks of Melrose Avenue into a stage. Justice watched Ryan beside her, his jaw a tight, rhythmic clench and release. He was a million miles away, lost in the soundproofed theater of his own mind, running lines that only he could hear. Heâd been quiet since they left the house, a low-frequency hum of anxiety radiating from him that she could feel in her bones.
âYou gonna chew a hole through your lip?â she asked, her voice light, cutting through his internal monologue.
He blinked, turning to her as if surfacing from deep water. âWhat? No. Just⌠thinking.â
âAbout the seminar,â she stated, not asked. It wasnât a question. She knew him. Knew the way his focus narrowed and sharpened before a big talk, how he withdrew into himself to build the armor.
He gave a tight nod, not bothering to deny it. âItâs different when itâs just⌠ideas. On paper. When you have to stand there and own them in front of a room full of people who are waiting to pick them apartâŚâ
âTheyâre not waiting to pick them apart,â she corrected gently. âTheyâre waiting to be led. But you need to remember what that feels like. Youâre out of practice.â
He huffed a quiet, frustrated breath. âNo shit.â
She stopped walking, her hand catching his arm. He looked down at her, his brow still furrowed. Her eyes scanned the storefronts, a thoughtful glint in them. They landed on a sleek, minimalist boutique with blacked-out windows and a single, imposing brass handle. A place for quiet transactions and private consultations.
âCome on,â she said, tugging him toward the door.
âWhat? Weâre not shopping for anything.â
âSure we are,â she said, a slow, knowing smile spreading across her face. âWeâre shopping for confidence.â
Inside, the air was cool and smelled of expensive leather and something vaguely floral. A salesperson with a posture so perfect it looked painful glided toward them, but Justice held up a hand, a silent, imperious gesture that sent them drifting away. She led Ryan past the racks of architecturally draped clothing toward a corridor at the back, stopping before a heavy, velvet-curtained doorway.
She pushed it open and guided him inside. The dressing room was less a room and more a suite, all soft gray walls, a plush velvet bench, and warm, diffused lighting that made everything look expensive and forgiving. The door swung shut behind them, the heavy fabric swallowing the sounds of the store, sealing them in a pocket of silence.
âSit,â she said, pointing to the bench.
He looked at her, then at the bench, a question in his eyes. âJustice, what are youââ
âSit, Ryan,â she repeated, her tone leaving no room for argument. This wasnât a request; it was a direction.
He sat. The velvet sighed under his weight. He looked up at her, standing in front of him, a solid barrier between him and the door. She looked different in here. The soft lighting carved out the angles of her face, made her eyes seem deeper, more knowing.
âThis is your stage,â she said, her voice dropping into the low, steady register she used when she was directing. âRight here. Right now. Iâm your audience. Give me the first five minutes.â
He stared at her. âYouâre serious.â
âDeadly. Go.â
He shifted, the plush fabric suddenly feeling less like a cushion and more like a witness stand. He cleared his throat, the sound too loud in the quiet room. âOkay. So⌠the central thesis of the piece is that⌠that narrative economy in modern cinemaâŚâ He stumbled, the words catching in his throat. He tried again, his voice a little stronger, but it felt hollow, rehearsed. He was thinking too hard, performing for her instead of speaking to her.
âStop,â she said, her voice soft but firm.
He stopped, his shoulders slumping in frustration.
âYouâre in your head,â she said, stepping closer. âYouâre thinking about the room, the critics, the response. Youâre not here. Youâre not with me.â She reached out, her fingers resting lightly on his shoulder. The touch was grounding, a single point of contact in the vast, intimidating space of his own anxiety. âAgain. But this time, look at me.â
He met her gaze. He started again, and this time, it was better. The words flowed more smoothly. But his hands were clenched in his lap, his body still rigid with tension.
âToo fast,â she murmured. Her other hand came up, her fingers tracing the sharp line of his jaw. He flinched slightly from the sudden intimacy of it. Her touch was a distraction, a pleasant, unwelcome one that was scrambling his carefully constructed thoughts. âProject. But not with your voice. With your presence. Let me feel it.â
He tried. Damn did he try. But her thumb was stroking his jaw now, a slow, rhythmic motion that was making it impossible to concentrate. The words he was saying about deconstruction and recontextualization felt distant, abstract, like someone else was speaking them.
âRyan,â she whispered, leaning in closer, her face just inches from his. Her scent, clean and warm peaches, filled his senses. âYou can command a room. Iâve seen you do it. You can command me. Show me.â
And then she was kneeling in front of him. The shift in her posture, in power, sent a jolt through him that had nothing to do with public speaking. Her hands, which had been on his face and shoulder, moved down, one resting on his thigh, the other finding the button of his jeans.
A quiet inhale caught between his teeth. âJusticeâŚâ
âShhh,â she murmured, her voice an encouraging hum that vibrated through him. âYouâre nervous. Your energy is scattered. We need to focus it. Channel it.â The button released. The zipper followed. Each small sound seemed to deepen, making the anticipation between them feel almost unbearable. âDonât think. Just feel. And talk to me.â
He was hard already, his body betraying him, responding to her touch, to her proximity, to the shocking intimacy of the moment. She freed him, her hand wrapping around him, and as he groaned, a quiet groan slipped past his lips.
âLook at me,â she commanded, her voice firm but gentle.
He forced himself to look at her. Her eyes were already on him, burning with a desire she made no attempt to hide.
âNow,â she said, her hand beginning to move, a slow stroke that stole the air from his lungs. âTell me about narrative economy.â
He stared at her, his mind a complete blank. The speech, the seminar, the room full of criticsâit all evaporated. There was only this. Only her. Only the exquisite friction of her hand on him, the scent of her hair, the command in her eyes.
âI⌠I canât,â he breathed, his hips lifting into her touch.
âYes, you can,â she insisted, her thumb swiping over the head, spreading the wetness there. âYouâre a storyteller, Ry. So tell me a story. Tell me what youâre feeling right now.â
He was feeling everything. The heat of her palm, the velvet of the bench beneath him, the pounding of his own heart. The nervous energy was still there, but it had transformed, coalescing into a single, burning point of need. He looked at her, at the woman on her knees before him, directing him, owning him, and the words finally came.
âItâs about⌠focus,â he managed, his voice thick and ragged. âAbout⌠finding the one thing⌠the one person⌠in the whole damn world that matters⌠and letting everything else⌠fall away.â
âGood,â she praised, her hand tightening, her pace quickening just enough to make his toes curl. âVery good. Show me more. Show me everything.â
And he did. With every stroke of her hand, with every whispered command, he let go of the performance and found the truth.
The air backstage at the Norris Cinema Theatre was thick with the scent of old velvet and nervous sweat. It was a familiar smell, one Ryan had known in a dozen different venues, but today it was suffocating. He could hear the low, anticipatory hum of the crowd on the other side of the heavy velvet curtainâa sea of students, faculty, and critics, all gathered to hear him speak. And the thought sent a fresh wave of nausea rolling through his stomach.
He was standing in the wings, a bottle of water sweating in his hand, his mind a frantic, buzzing hive of worst-case scenarios. He saw himself freezing, saw the words turning to dirt in his mouth, saw the knowing, disappointed looks on the faces of the professors who had taught him everything. He saw Justice in the audience, her proud expression slowly crumbling into pity. It was a fucking nightmare.
Then she was there.
She didnât say a word. She just moved through the chaos of the stagehands, her presence a sudden, calming force. She was wearing a simple, elegant black dress that matched his suit, and her hair swept back from her face. She looked like a queen.
She stopped in front of him, her eyes soft and full of belief that he couldnât seem to find in himself. She took his free hand, her fingers lacing with his.
âYou ready?â she asked, her voice cutting through the noise.
He shook his head, a humorless laugh escaping his lips. âNot even a little.â
She squeezed his hand, a grounding pressure. Then she leaned in, her lips brushing his in a kiss that was less about passion and more about transference. It was a promise. A seal. She was giving him her strength, her certainty, her unshakeable faith in him.
When she pulled back, her eyes held his. âRemember the dressing room,â she said, a command that only he could hear.
And just like that, the memory flooded his senses. It wasnât just a vague recollection; it was a full-body experience. He was back in that plush, silent room, the scent of expensive leather and her skin filling his lungs. He could feel the plush velvet of the bench beneath him, the cool air on his skin. He could feel the weight of her gaze, heavy and demanding, as she knelt before him.
He remembered the way her hands had felt on him, the confident, sure grip of her fingers around his dick. He remembered the texture of her palm, the way her thumb had swiped over the head. He remembered the sound of her voice, encouraging, and also both supportive and devastatingly sexy. âYou can command a room, Ry. You can command me. Show me.â
He remembered the way his nervous energy had transformed, the frantic, buzzing anxiety coalescing into a single, burning point of need. He remembered the words that had finally tumbled out, not about film theory, but about focus, about finding the one thing that matters. He remembered the feeling of her mouth on him, the wet, soul-sucking slurps, the way she had taken him apart with a devotion that was worship and art. He remembered the way she had praised him, her voice thick with her own desire, âGood. Very good. Show me more. Show me everything.â He remembered the way he had let go, the way he had poured all of his scattered, nervous energy into that one act, into her, until there was nothing left but the blinding, perfect release. He remembered the feeling of her hand, the sound of his own ragged groan, the taste of her on his lips when sheâd kissed him afterward.
The memory was so vivid that he could feel a phantom echo of it, a warmth spreading through his veins, a slow, steady thrum of confidence replacing the frantic buzzing in his head. He wasnât just remembering it; he was reliving it. And he was hard.
A slow smile touched his lips. He looked at her, his eyes filled with a newfound certainty. âYeah,â he said. âI remember.â
Her answering smile was a brilliant flash of pride. âThen go get âem, baby.â
He walked onto the stage. The lights were blinding, a wall of white that made the crowd a faceless, shadowy sea. For a moment, the panic returned, a cold, sharp claw gripping his chest. He saw the hundreds of faces, the expectant eyes, the notebooks poised to capture his every stumble.
He took a breath. A deep, slow inhale that smelled of dust and anticipation. He found a friendly face in the third row, a young Black kid with glasses and an eager expression. He thought of Justice. He channeled the memory of that intense, private pleasure into a public confidence. He wasnât just a director giving a speech. He was a performer. He was a lover. He was a man who had his woman on her knees for him, and for his woman he'd learned the true meaning of command.
He began to speak, his voice clear, steady, and resonant. âGood afternoon. When I was a student here, I was taught that cinema is a language. But I was also taught that itâs a language with a very specific accent⌠a very specific grammar. A grammar built by a history of exclusion, of omission, of a single, dominant story.â
He was captivating. He wasnât just giving a speech; he was performing. He was weaving a narrative, his voice rising and falling with a natural, hypnotic rhythm. He was funny, self-deprecating, and then fiercely, unapologetically serious. He was vulnerable and powerful, intellectual and deeply personal. He was commanding the room the same way Justice taught him in that dressing room, with a quiet, unshakeable authority that left no room for doubt.
He nailed it. The talk was brilliant, a masterclass in storytelling and a profound meditation on the power and responsibility of Black cinema. When he finished, the room was silent for a heartbeat, then erupted into a thunderous standing ovation.
Afterward, as he was shaking hands and being congratulated by a long line of professors and admirers, he scanned the crowd. He found her standing at the back of the room, leaning against the wall, watching him with a knowing smile. Their eyes met across the crowded theater, and they shared a look that said everything. He had faced his fear, and they had done it together. He was hers, and she was his, and together, they were unstoppable.
The house was quiet when they got back, the kind of quiet that only comes after a storm has passed. The adrenaline from the seminar, the handshakes, the congratulationsâit had all faded, leaving behind a warm, contented hum. Justice watched as Ryan moved through the space, shedding the sharp, tailored armor of his blazer and tie. He was more relaxed than sheâd seen him in days, his shoulders loose, his movements steady and unburdened.
He didnât head for the kitchen or the office. He made a beeline for the sunroom, their sanctuary. She followed, finding him already on the deep, comfortable couch, his head back against the cushions, his eyes closed. The last rays of the sun were bleeding across the sky, painting the clouds in strokes of orange, pink, and deep, hazy purple, the light filtering through the glass doors and bathing the room in a soft, ethereal glow.
She curled up beside him, her head on his chest, her hand resting over his heart. She could feel the steady, reassuring rhythm of it against her palm.
âI watched you today,â she said softly. âAnd all I could think was how proud I was of you.â
He opened his eyes and looked down at her, and the tenderness in his gaze made her heart stutter. He looked at her like she was something precious, something he hadnât known he needed until she was already a part of him.
âI couldnât have done it without you.â
âYou couldâve,â she argued gently. âYou just needed a little⌠creative direction.â
A rumbling laugh vibrated through his chest. âThatâs one way to put it.â He shifted, turning to face her fully, his arm wrapping around her, pulling her impossibly closer. âThank you, Justice. Not just for the⌠rehearsal. But for seeing me. For knowing exactly what I needed. And for having the fucking audacity to do it.â
She smiled, a slow, triumphant curve of her lips. âWhat can I say? Iâm a visionary.â
He leaned in, his forehead resting against hers. âYouâre my vision.â
He pulled her into a deep, slow kiss. It wasnât hungry or desperate; it was a kiss of gratitude, of deep, abiding affection. It tasted of victory and home, of the shared secret they now carried between them. His mouth was warm and sure, his lips moving against hers with a practiced, intimate knowledge. It was a kiss that said everything they didnât need to say out loud.
When they finally parted, they were both breathing a little heavier. She rested her forehead against his, a lazy, contented smile playing on her lips.
âI guess I owe you a private performance,â she murmured, her voice a low, teasing purr against his mouth.
He smiled, the confident, self-assured Ryan from the stage fully back in his eyes. âNo, Peaches,â he said, his voice an intimate rumble that seemed to resonate straight through her. âWeâre even.â
And in the warm, fading light of the sunset, with the city burning bright behind them and the future stretched out before them, she knew he was right. Their partnership wasnât a debt to be paid; it was a creative force, a perfect balance of public and private, a collaboration that made them both stronger, braver, and more whole than they could ever be alone. It was a love story and a masterpiece, written in shared glances and unspoken understanding. The words hadn't been said yet, not the three that could change everything, not the ones that hung in the air between them, heavy and sweet and waiting. But they were there. They were right there, humming in the space between their bodies, a silent promise that was already true, a truth they both knew was just waiting for the right moment to be spoken.
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Little Miss Innocent
A/N: Let me start by thanking the lovely @rollingmyeyesatyou for submitting this request and for being the epitome of patience while waiting for me to get my shit together and write it. You're a gem & I hope I did your request justice.
Pairing: Smoke x Stack x OC (Candace âCandiâ Reed)
Premise: Smoke & Stack are obsessed with the thought of turning out their âinnocentâ classmate. Little do they know, sheâs more experienced than she leads on.
Warning(s): 18+, MDNI, Cursing, Smut, MMF Threesome, Piercing Kink, Teasing, BDSM Elements, Domme!OCxSub Smokestack Twins, Supernatural elements (Because I can't help myself)
Word Count: 3.6K
Divider by: @saradika-graphics
Candace âCandiâ Reed was a lot of things. Genius-level smart, whimsical, occasional pothead, and was the owner of the juiciest pussy in all of California (according to a few particularly generous subscribers to her Sweet Like Candi website).
What she wasnât was late.
Ever.
Deadlines could be finessed, and content could be scheduled in advance, but showing up late to class legitimately made her skin crawl.
âFuck.â
She shouldâve never accepted the custom request. Well.. That wasnât entirely true. Two thousand dollars was two thousand dollars, and it wasnât like it had been anything complicated. Her favorite regular, BlackMamba69, had paid double for an uncensored body piercing tour, which he wanted done while she had her vibrating anal plug in. Sheâd shown off her butterfly nipple rings and matching belly ring, her back dermals, and her newest edition, her Christina. Filming had stretched well past 4 am, and somewhere between editing, exporting, and uploading it to her site, sheâd mistakenly silenced all of her morning alarms.
Now, here she was sprinting across campus in a too tight, too short yellow mini sundress that had all of her upper body piercings on full display. To make matters worse, sheâd forgotten to remove the plug before sprinting out of her campus apartment, a fact that became more evident with each hurried stride she took. And unbeknownst to her, the remote to it had been tossed into her bag along with her vlogging camera and mic.
âAncestors, if yâall love me, this man will still have the door open and still be taking attendance,â she prayed silently as the door to her Abnormal Psychology class came into view.
Per usual, her request was granted.
Candi slipped inside as quietly as she could, taking her usual seat at the front of the class.
âCutting it pretty close there, Ms. Reed,â Dr. Jordan remarked, bourbon and honey coating the lustful baritone of his voice.
âI know, and I sincerely apologize, Dr. Jordan,â Candi cooed sweetly as she walked to her seat. âIt wonât happen again.â
âIt wonât happen again,â a teasing voice called from the back of the classroom. Elias Moore. Senior psychology major, basketball phenom, and one half of the duo that had been the muses to some of Candiâs most powerful orgasms to date. And sitting next to him was his twin, Elijah. The Smokestack Twins, as theyâd become known around campus, transferred from Clarksdale, Mississippi, and had taken the West Coast by storm. All the girls wanted them and all the guys simultaneously wanted to be them. Candi just wanted to fuck them. At the same time. On camera.
âShut up, Stack,â she replied with a playful eye roll before turning her attention to his twin.
âYou in my seat, Elijah.â
âMy lapâs available,â he returned with a sly grin.Â
âNah,â she purred, eyes flicking down for a split second to entertain the seat in question. âIâm cool.â
âLying ass,â he mumbled under his breath before sliding over one seat.
âThatâs a cute dress,â Stack admitted, dragging his eyes lustfully up and down her frame. âYou should let me take it off you after class.â
âCareful, boy. You gone bite off more than you can chew.â
âIâm a big boy,â he boasted. âIâm more than capable of cleaning my plate.â
Candi bit her lip discreetly, clenching her thighs at the thought of him giving her back shots over the desk while his twin fucked her face. She shook the thought from her mind before taking the vacant seat between them.
As the rest of the class filed in and got settled, Dr. Jordan began the lecture.
âTodayâs lecture subject is paraphilic disorders. By definition, paraphilic disorders are recurrent, intense, sexually arousing fantasies, urges, or behaviors that are distressing or disabling and involve inanimate objects, children, or nonconsenting adults, or suffering or humiliation of the person or a partner, with the potential to cause harm. According to the DSM-5, there are eight paraphilias that most commonly evolve into paraphilic disorders. The paraphilias are: voyeuristic disorder, exhibitionistic disorder, frotteuristic disorder, sexual masochism disorder, sexual sadism disorder, pedophilic disorder, fetishistic disorder, and transvestic disorder. While weâll be covering all eight over the course of these next two weeks, today, weâll be focusing on sexual sadism and sexual masochism.â
Candi leaned down to grab a notebook and pen from her bag. As she slid the notebook out, the remote to her vibrator clattered to the floor.Â
âNow how did thatâ,â she wondered aloud as she bent down to pick it up.
âHmm, whatâs this?â Stack murmured with a raised eyebrow, snatching it from her hands.
âGive it back, Stack!â she whispered aggressively.
âTell me what it is, and Iâll consider it,â he teased, holding it away from her.
âItâs the remote to myâmy camera,â she lied.
âCamera, huh?â Smoke inquired. âLet me see that, Stack.â
He took the remote from his brother, twirling it between his thick fingers as he looked it over. He noted the buttons on the top and shot Candi a knowing glance.
âYou sure this goes to your camera, Candace?â
The emphasis on her name made her insides quiver.
âY-Yes,â she stuttered.
âSo you telling me, if I click this button,â he gestured to the plus sign at the top of the camera, âthat itâll activate ya lil camera?â
Candiâs eyes widened as his thick thumb clicked the button. The vibration sent a shockwave through her entire body, causing her to clench both sides of the desk to keep from screaming out loud. Her glasses slid down the bridge of her nose, and although she wanted to delve into the habit of pushing them back up, she couldnât. Her hands were occupied with the thick wood of the desk. Her ankles shook beneath her, and her breath hitched in audible arousal that she struggled to keep at bay in a classroom full of students.Â
âAinât no fuckinâ way,â Stackâs deep baritone whispered from beside her. âLittle Miss Innocent, Know-it-All got a vibrator in during class. You a filthy lilâ thing, ainât you?â
âTurn it off,â she whimpered, looking up at Smoke with needy, pleading eyes.
âAbsolutely not,â Smoke teased. âWe just found out you be doing more than vlogging with that lil camera. We about to make some content, baby.âÂ
Somewhere between the definition of autoerotic asphyxiation and the treatment of sexual sadism, Stackâs fingers had found Candiâs clit and were rubbing slow circles on it while Smoke controlled the vibrator in her ass. They were both amazed at how well sheâd been able to contain her moans, but it was obvious that she was close to coming undone. It was even more amazing to them that sheâd indulged them by setting up her camera to record it all.
âYou coming back to the room with us after class?â Stack purrs in her ear, slipping a finger into her dripping entrance.Â
âYeessss,â she hisses softly.
âGood girl,â he murmurs against her temple before pulling his hand away. Candi whined softly at the loss of contact, looking to Smoke for some type of reprieve. Out of her peripheral, as her body tried to come back down to earth, she noticed Stack licking his fingers discreetly. He hummed with a deep, primal baritone that sent a shiver up her spine.Â
âLater, lil bit. Need you hot and ready when we leave here.â
This was unfair. A mutiny even. Candace was used to being the one in control and telling men what to do, yet here she was being brought to her knees by two Mississippi transplants. She had to get them back. She had to show them who was the true puppet master around here.
After an excruciatingly torturous hour and fifty minutes, the students gathered their belongings and started filing out of the classroom. Candace and the twins remained seated as they brought her close to the edge for the 5th time before pulling back.
âC-Can I have my remote back now? I have another class,â she whined.
âAww, but weâre having so much fun, lil bit,â Stack taunted, slowly dragging his middle finger up her slick. âYou sure you donât wanna skip?â
âI canât. I have a pâpresentation.â
âMmm, beauty and brains,â Smoke growled, increasing the intensity of the vibrator once more before shutting it off completely. âGo be great, lil fairy. Weâll catch up with you after practice.â He handed the remote back to her, and Candi watched in lustful awe as the twins made their way towards the gymnasium.Â
The Moore twins had gotten entirely too comfortable thinking they could fluster her, and in public, no less. Somewhere between Elias' cocky grin and Elijah's maddeningly calm stare, they'd started believing they had the upper hand. Cute. Let them enjoy the illusion while it lasted. Candace Reed had built an entire career on reading men, finding their weaknesses, and making them fold with nothing more than an angelic smile. If the Smokestack Twins wanted to play games, she'd happily deal the first hand. They just didn't know they'd already sat down at her table.
Candace spent the rest of the afternoon planning and calculating. In between flashbacks of nearly cumming during her Abnormal Psychology lecture, she imagined all of the ways sheâd have the twins all but drinking her bathwater once she was done with them. Under her innocent, good girl demeanor was a pleasure domme with an insatiable appetite for male tears. It made her chest swell with pride watching the biggest, toughest men turn into putty in her hands, oftentimes with little to no coercion. One of her favorite memories was with Keith Jones, the star quarterback. What had begun as an innocent study session on Sigmund Freudâs five stages of psychosexual development turned into Keith being cuffed to her bed with her pussy on his face and a vibrating dildo in his ass. She still couldnât believe heâd allowed her to stimulate his prostate, but chunked it up to him being masochistic. Keith looooooved pain and bruising, and frequently visited her after winning games to boost his high. And each time, Candi happily obliged.
âI wonder if theyâre into butt stuff,â she mused to herself as she made her way across the campus green to her apartment. Once inside, she lit her favorite vanilla shea candle and turned on her Bondage Sex & Cheerios playlist to set the mood.
âSee, I just want your hands around my throoooat,â she harmonized with Ari Lennox as she made her way to the bathroom to shower. She lathered her skin with her homemade strawberry peach body wash before rinsing the day away beneath the steaming water. Once sheâd finished, she moisturized from head to toe, spritzed herself with Good Girl Blush by Carolina Herrera, and slipped into a white button-up blouse tucked neatly into a black pleated mini skirt. She rolled a pair of black fishnet stockings over her chocolate legs before slipping on a pair of black patent So Kate Louboutin pumps. A gold rosary settled perfectly between her supple breasts, the cross stopping at the base of her black lace bra, while a few layered gold rings and tiny gold hoops completed the look.
Looking the picture of innocence, she allowed her mind to fantasize about the morningâs events. She closed her eyes and imagined Stackâs thick fingers pumping deep inside of her sex as Smoke toyed with the speed and intensity of the anal vibe. She remembered the delicious torture of each orgasm she was denied, mentally tallying the number sheâd set for the two of them when the time came. A sinful grin spread across her face as she imagined Smoke on his knees worshipping her body like the fairy goddess she was. After a final once-over, Candi grabbed her tote bag and left her apartment.
The smell of strawberries and bad decisions trailed behind her as she climbed the steps to the second floor, the clink of her So Kates echoing through the breezeway. She adjusted the strap of the tote, her mind still replaying flashbacks of the morning. The teasing. The way theyâd somehow exposed the crack in her armor. Stackâs charisma living in his mouth and Smokeâs gaze steady enough to make you submit without a second thought.Â
She remembered how her eyes dropped to their laps. Two heavy, unmistakable ridges stretching the fabric of their joggers. But it was the unique blunt bulges that werenât as identical as their faces. The bulges didnât just point; there was a thick, curved silhouette that suggested a dick designed to specifically arc into the deepest, most sensitive parts of a pussy. All Candi could recall through the haze of her edging torture was the thought of what it would feel like to be stretched by those curves. To have them both so deep she couldnât form thoughts.
It still irritated her. She was determined to make the Mississippi boys regret ever toying with her. By the time she reached apartment 2B, the corners of her mouth had curled into a devilish smile. Whatever they thought was about to happen when she knocked on that door, she intended to make sure they were wrong. Candace raised her hand and knocked three times, the sharp raps carrying through the apartment before she folded her arms and waited.
Smoke answered the door shirtless, the diamonds in his Cuban link choker catching the porch light just enough to make Candace pause for a second. He exhaled slowly through his nose, filling the space between them briefly with weed smoke. He didnât hide the way his eyes hungrily drug across her frame, lingering a moment too long on the rosary before letting them drift back to her face.
âWhatâs in the bag?â he asked with a raised eyebrow as he stared down at her.
âToys. Wanna play with me?â she purred as she pushed past him and into the apartment. Her eyes found Stack manspreading on the couch with a blunt hanging from his lips. He was also shirtless, his chain nestled between his pecs. Candi mentally drooled.Â
âSo you came into the tigerâs den dressed like prey?â he growled, his thick Mississippi drawl amplified by the weed smoke.
âIs that what I did?â Candi asked, feigning ignorance. âAnd here I was thinking I just looked cute.â
âCute ainât the right word. Immaculate is more like it,â Smokeâs deep baritone called from behind her, caging her in between him and his brother.
âI asked a question that neither of you answered,â Candi noted, slipping from their clutches to place her tote on the coffee table.
âWhat kind of game did you have in mind?â Stack inquired, attempting to peek in the tote.
âThe kind where the two of you bend to my every command,â she stated matter-of-factly. Elias threw his head back, the roar of his laugh echoing off the walls while Elijah tried his hardest to contain his dimpled smirk. Candace didnât see the joke. In fact, it only fueled her lustful wrath.
âCâmon guys, itâll be fun,â she pressed, rubbing a gentle hand down Smokeâs chest.
âAight, sweet cheeks,â he purred softly in her ear. âIâll indulge. Just tell me what you want me to do.â
Candace slid her hand up his torso, stopping at the base of his throat. She squeezed ever so slightly before leaning up to whisper in his ear.
âOn your knees,â she cooed, feeling the reservation in his body.
âNah, I prefer to stand,â he challenged, carefully placing her arm back to her side. Candace only chuckled before pushing him down on the couch, the heel of her So Kate digging into his chest before he could process the action. Smokeâs lips curled into a dangerous snarl as he stared down at her foot, then back to her face. If she didnât know any better, she wouldâve sworn she heard a faint whimper escape the back of his throat.
Got him.
âChoose your next move carefully, lil bit,â Smoke warned as his dick strained against the fabric of his pajama pants.
âAinât nobody worried about you or your lookalike, Mr. Moore.â
âYou sure about that?â Stack called from behind her. âYou playing a dangerous game right now, ma.â
âI know,â she giggled softly. âBut unlike the two of you, Iâm going to win.â She drove her heel deeper into Smokeâs chest, watching the ragged breaths escape him in waves. He was ready to pounce, and she knew it.
âYou wanna touch me, donât you, Elijah?â
âIâm about to fuck you,â he corrected.
âYou are,â she agreed. âBut first, I want to have some fun.â
Candaceâs heels clicked loudly against the hardwood as she disappeared into the dining room. Both twinsâ heads snapped up when the scrape of furniture echoed from the darkness.
âFuck she doing?â Stack muttered.
âHell if I know,â Smoke answered, eyes narrowing as the scraping sound grew closer. The little fairy appeared moments later, dragging two wooden chairs behind her with surprising ease. She positioned them in the middle of the living room, nudging and positioning them until they sat perfectly back to back. Once the task was complete, she turned back towards the two confused men, an impish grin spreading across her innocent face.
âHow do yâall feel about rope?â
Her fingers snapped before either of them could process what had happened. Not only were they both seated in the chairs, but their hands were tied behind their backs and to one another. Instinctively, they each tested the restraints, growing annoyed when the realization hit that they were moving in tandem.
âHow the fuck you do that?â Stack growled, tugging harder at his restraints.
âJust a little fairy magic,â Candace replied with a nod. âNow be still before you give the both of you rope burn.â
As Stack glared at her lustfully, Smokeâs expression remained stoic. Though he was horny as fuck, there was no way he was about to be caught slipping twice in one night⌠Or so he thought.
2 hours and five delayed orgasms later, Smoke was about to burst. He stared up at Candace with awestruck eyes as she rode him like the mechanical bull at the county fair. He desperately wanted to touch her, to lock his hands around her waist and bounce her until they both exploded, but he couldnât. She relished every second of it, alternating between fast-paced bounces and gentle slow grinds. Smoke was in heaven. Her walls hugged him like they were made for his curve, her slick coating his shaft in the warmest river of pleasure. She slid a delicate hand up his chest, stopping once again at the base of his throat.
âPapa,â she purred sweetly.
âYeh baby?â
âWhat would happen if I did this?â His eyes widened as she gripped his chain, twisting so that it choked him ever so slightly. His hips bucked up into her, pulling a deep, guttural moan from the back of her throat.
âMmm, I like that,â she cooed, twisting tighter.
âCandiiiiii,â Stack hissed, not sure if he would be able to hold back being brought to the edge for a sixth time. While Smoke had been buried deep inside of Candiâs sugar walls, Stack had been blindfolded and forced to listen to it all. His imagination ran wild with images of what could possibly be happening just behind him.Â
While Smokeâs right-curving dick stroked deep into the back of her pussy, Candace ogled Stackâs neglected dick. That made her pussy clamp tighter around Smoke, causing him to groan. Both of them were almost as wide as her wrist, mapped with thick, throbbing veins that coiled around the girth like vines. Stack leaked pre cum while Smoke tried to maneuver his hips to thrust up, but Candaceâs downward bounce left him immobile. She felt so powerful and sensual all at once.Â
âAww, both of the babies are on edge,â she taunted. âThatâs cute.â She slowed her hips in Smokeâs lap before standing up completely, the loss of contact making him groan in defeat. âGood boysâŚnow, just breathe. Stay hard for me. I want you to remember that Iâm the one who decides when you get to cum.âÂ
âLook, weâre sorry for earlier,â Stack pleaded. âWe was just fuckinâ around. Please just let a nigga bust.â
âAnd you promise youâll never do that to me again?â
âWe promise,â they replied in unison.
Candi giggled softly as she snapped her fingers again, removing their restraints. Smoke instantly reached out and grabbed her, positioning her back on his leaking tip while Stack settled in the back of her throat. He gripped her locs and fucked her face relentlessly while his twin rocked into her like a fuck doll. Candace was in sexual bliss. Sheâd never expected her fantasy to play out like this, and she also wasnât mad at it.Â
âLook at you,â Stack admired, stroking her cheek with unexpected tenderness. âYou throating that dick like you wanna own it. You claiminâ my shit, Candi?â
Her eyes rolled back in her head as Smokeâs curve drummed her g-spot with expert precision. Stack smacked her face lightly to bring her back to reality.
âI asked you a question, Candi. You tryna make this your dick?â
She looked up at him with those big doe eyes, and for a second, his resolve slipped. Candace noticed, reaching up to wrap her hand around the base of his shaft. She stroked and sucked his dick to the pace that Smoke set beneath her, causing Stack to go wild.
âFuuuuuuuck,â he roared, thrusting his length deeper down her throat.
Candi pulled off with an audible pop, still stroking his length slowly.
âYou close, Stack?â
âSo fucking close, Candi,â he panted.
She turned her gaze to Smoke, whose bottom lip was swollen and puffy from how hard heâd been biting it.
âYou too?â
âI hope ya IUD workinâ otherwise, you bouta have a Moore baby,â was all he said before a final thrust released his seed deep into her walls. The motion sparked a domino effect, with Candi squirting all over Smokeâs lower half while Stackâs unborn seed painted her esophagus. She swallowed it all, staring up at him with the most innocent, angelic expression.
âYou dangerous, ma,â he chuckled, rubbing his tip back and forth across her lips.
âJust the way yâall like it.â
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