OH MEIN GOTT!!!

hey. coughs and dies um.. hi aheem heem whimper

[y010enteredsleepmode]

i dont think i've really planned on explaining what my connor is to people… it probably wouldn't hurt to do it here though. sorry if this is a bit boring to read, it's just a wordvomit loredump

also cw for st/at/ic/no/is/e

he doesn't have a defined species, but i think he can be described as a shadow demon thing who gets his form from y/10's paranoid imagination. he's kinda like a minor eldritch horror who doesn't really have much power over anything (like faker), and he can appear human to people who are not y/10. he's originally pretty much a normal human in his source but i changed it because that's kinda lame

what essentially happened was y/10 unknowingly made a deal with him (mistaking it for a lighthearted joke promise) when they were both young, that they would get married with each other if they haven't found a partner by the time they became adults. connor LOVES this deal because he's convinced y/10 is his soulmate (im not being vain, this part is ripped directly from his source), and he does everything to prevent it from finding someone else, following it everywhere it went like a shadow. y/10 coming out as aroace only fueled his motivation to prove himself as ‘the right person’ (also ripped from his source).

everything went smoothly for him until y/10 met void right before the deal had to be upheld. he's the first target of his that had too many eyes on him, had bodyguards, that he can't kill or injure in any meaningful way even if he didn't. and most importantly, he's the first one that grew past being a crush or a phase. hence his undying hatred for him.

outside of the stalking, homicidal tendencies, obsession and questionable amount of respect for boundaries, he's actually a perfect bf material! he's good with kids and animals, works out, can cook, knows everything y/10 likes and dislikes, and he would do anything to keep y/10 happy and safe (all of this also ripped from source). objectively speaking, there's really no good reason why y/10 wouldn't take him over void.

oh and he's currently working as a waiter at a diner i guess? i think that's everything

[mindile]

Cd drive on Wednesday cd druve ohhh my god come to me

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Ouuuuu i wanna think about connor and eden again… i lovee reclusive guy(for now) and his beautiful boss that is mean and strict with him (it makes him hard)

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Got myself a yummy treat

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(Angels depart from the clouds and hands you a blessed scroll with Always kill sg server written upon it)

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Gooooooood morning im normal againnnn

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🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂ouu

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Oh you fucked the brains out of zoid ans bow hes all quiet and stupid? Okayyy 🤨

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I NEED a whiteboy to grope ☝️

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Releases my spores everywhere

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Guess who just got diagnoseddddd

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Minus hotboxing the whole apartment and getting them all high and they fuck 🚬🐜

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Grips chair

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People who interact a bunch in large fandom communites baffle me, wdym you arent in a corner with your 6 friends who understand you like that sounds exhausting

[mindile]

Sooo annoying that my brain was like oh wow ive almost finished my teenage years without despising myself! 😛 WRONG!!!!!!!! YOU JUST DO IT IN DIFFERENT WAYS!!!!🫵🫵🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭

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Mutuals not reblog posts that are so saddening challenge

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Important to gently hold void as he struggles to escape your grasp on account of the drugs you injected into him 🤤