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when someone complains i gossip abt people too much so i have to explain im a neuro major and im studying and psychoanalyzing them for research #scholarly
comparisons between machinery and nervous system is so special to me esp as a neuro major
once you notice cuckold mentality you never stop noticing it people are always terrified their partner is cheating on them even now when you look at a couple you think about how one of them is cheating on the other especially when one of them isn’t conventionally attractive. it’s not normal to be thinking of cheating all the time or constantly think about other people and who is having sex with who and this has been a thing for generations. i feel people can’t even look at couples anymore and not think oh she’s cheating on him oh he’s cheating on her go through each others phones it’s so annoying to see. people in relationships should trust each other you shouldn’t worry about cheating unless the other partner is acting suspicious. cheating and fear of it shouldn’t be normal it’s a societal issue though not a personal issue I think.
i have to get this off my chest but rue was such a beautiful girl with such a beautiful heart she was a good kid who went through so much pain and had no other way to cope with ocd and her fathers passing except drugs. they made her selfish and cruel but she was a good person under all of that who felt guilt and didn’t want to be that person, she wanted to be a good person but didn’t know how to manage with all the pain. in the end of her life she just wanted to be with those she loved most but she had nobody in the end except for ali. im glad the show made her hallucinate fez, Jules, and her family because they were really the core of the show and who were the most important to rue. she was a good person though who wanted to do good things and live a good life with those she loved and really cared abt others. in the end she was devoted to doing good and being a good person to those she loved and living a nice life. she worked so hard to get away from drugs just to be killed by them in the end accidentally. haven’t cried over a characters death like this in so long.
my heart hurts so bad I genuinely can’t focus on anything im mourning close personal friend rue
im very inexperienced in painting its probably my worst medium but you have to start somewhere i dont have any colors for skin so im just using random colors
being a woman in such a disgusting society is so unfortunate because women will do anything even go to college and men will say they’re ran through or getting plowed through just for going to college or being a person who likes to party or they’ll make fun of their looks and say that’s why nobody wants them it seems women always have to be defined by how much sex they have and the cuckold fantasies of men which is so sad and so heartbreaking. not every man is like that it’s just when you’re online you’re witness to seeing all these horrible mindsets. out of 8 billion people there’s always going to be some bad people it’s just unfortunate they get highlighted by social media. maybe if i delete social media it’ll be better for my mental state
im high functioning so idk if that has anything to do with it but ive always been known to talk a lot and i can’t stop talking about anything or posting about whatever i think about on my story or whatever on social media. i feel it annoys everyone around me and ive been told exactly that sometimes but i dont know how to stop talking, i just can’t do it for some reason
hi !! can yall drop if you know any places to buy 2000s yoga mom/Pilates princess esque clothes? besides local thrifts or vinted/Depop since i know abt those already.
specially towards like Tiffany blue/mint colors since I’m really into those right now and coral and jade !!
can't wait for my children to have their cool esoteric zen spiritual 2000s yoga mom in me
unfinished sketch, fashion
painting i did - red spider lilies
i love baking sm and one of my signatures is banana bread ive just made it so many times and people have loved it ive brought it to many school events its sold out on bake sales i always get compliments. sometimes people ask why i dont have walnuts in my banana bread. why would i dare defile my banana bread with walnuts how could you ask that contrary to Arab belief i dont believe nuts belong in desserts i literally started baking banana bread as a child because people stopped selling banana bread without nuts in the 2010s for some reason dont ever insult my baking like that again.
im not allowed outside without someone else so i can’t leave the house to go on a walk or a run and i only go to the car to get groceries w my family i am 19 mind you i feel like im in rapunzels tower i am ready to return to university. i understand my parents don’t want me kidnapped but we live in the SUBURBS now and when i was younger they used to let me out when we lived in worse places like why are they scared now.
a lot of stories want fantastical overpowered protagonists who can do no wrong because readers like to project onto a main character who has aura and is powerful and smart and makes the reader feel extraordinary, but i like stories where the main character is quite normal with very human flaws, there’s nothing wrong with normal characters that have normal backstories (even if they are traumatic, they aren’t needlessly depressing and violent for no reason) because it feels more realistic and allows people to see the beauty in the ordinary
i like nana for this because nana k is one of the two protagonists and a lot of emphasis in the beginning is given on her being normal and ordinary, she is a normal average girl from an average town in the middle of her family. although she has tragic experiences in her past, they are very human such as the grooming from asano and her desire to be loved by someone who sees her for what she truly is. i also like aot because of this because it’s very much shown that eren is a good soldier but is nothing special without his titan power. he’s more defined by his determination than his power.
on this note, not every character needs to be the best or the strongest or the smartest in their world. i actually like it a lot when the main character isn’t the best at what they do. it feels very realistic, you’re never going to be the best at what you do unless you’re the new face of anything, such as the best fighter the world has ever seen.
a lot of stories want fantastical overpowered protagonists who can do no wrong because readers like to project onto a main character who has aura and is powerful and smart and makes the reader feel extraordinary, but i like stories where the main character is quite normal with very human flaws, there’s nothing wrong with normal characters that have normal backstories (even if they are traumatic, they aren’t needlessly depressing and violent for no reason) because it feels more realistic and allows people to see the beauty in the ordinary
i like nana for this because nana k is one of the two protagonists and a lot of emphasis in the beginning is given on her being normal and ordinary, she is a normal average girl from an average town in the middle of her family. although she has tragic experiences in her past, they are very human such as the grooming from asano and her desire to be loved by someone who sees her for what she truly is. i also like aot because of this because it’s very much shown that eren is a good soldier but is nothing special without his titan power. he’s more defined by his determination than his power.