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@mindofjananamilkshakes
when someone complains i gossip abt people too much so i have to explain im a neuro major and im studying and psychoanalyzing them for research #scholarly
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i turned 19 on Jan 5, and it’s been causing me a lot of stress this whole year. i knew this year coming would bring about a lot of stress, but i never realized by how much this would affect me as i feel my countdown to 20 getting louder and faster. 19 is the age when a lot of people creating their art have solidified their presence in the world and built their legacy. isayama began writing attack on titan at 19, lamine yamal won the World Cup at 19 (and he is currently younger than me), olivia rodrigo wrote her second album GUTS at 19, taylor swift was writing speak now at 19, r.f. kuang wrote the poppy war at 19, mary shelley wrote Frankenstein at 19, and so many more examples.
i want to release my own manga/comic, and I have my own supernatural political story im working on, but ive also been working on another short story/oneshot over the summer i want to publish. i want to be able to get my name out in the world before i turn 20. i feel if i can’t accomplish anything at the age of 19, ill be a failure. it’s hard because im also currently in college as a neuroscience major and pre-med, so ive been trying to divvy my time between things. i can’t help but compare to so many other minds who were so accomplished from such a young age.
i feel like if you’re explaining who i am to someone or describing me, you can rely on your perception of me if it’s based on stuff that’s over a few weeks old. i feel like im a new person every day and im changing all the time, im never who i was the day before and ill be a different person tomorrow. my personality and interests are constantly changing and theres only a few things i think are pretty constant. i like to think im very dynamic
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comparisons between machinery and nervous system is so special to me esp as a neuro major
once you notice cuckold mentality you never stop noticing it people are always terrified their partner is cheating on them even now when you look at a couple you think about how one of them is cheating on the other especially when one of them isn’t conventionally attractive. it’s not normal to be thinking of cheating all the time or constantly think about other people and who is having sex with who and this has been a thing for generations. i feel people can’t even look at couples anymore and not think oh she’s cheating on him oh he’s cheating on her go through each others phones it’s so annoying to see. people in relationships should trust each other you shouldn’t worry about cheating unless the other partner is acting suspicious. cheating and fear of it shouldn’t be normal it’s a societal issue though not a personal issue I think.
i have to get this off my chest but rue was such a beautiful girl with such a beautiful heart she was a good kid who went through so much pain and had no other way to cope with ocd and her fathers passing except drugs. they made her selfish and cruel but she was a good person under all of that who felt guilt and didn’t want to be that person, she wanted to be a good person but didn’t know how to manage with all the pain. in the end of her life she just wanted to be with those she loved most but she had nobody in the end except for ali. im glad the show made her hallucinate fez, Jules, and her family because they were really the core of the show and who were the most important to rue. she was a good person though who wanted to do good things and live a good life with those she loved and really cared abt others. in the end she was devoted to doing good and being a good person to those she loved and living a nice life. she worked so hard to get away from drugs just to be killed by them in the end accidentally. haven’t cried over a characters death like this in so long.
my heart hurts so bad I genuinely can’t focus on anything im mourning close personal friend rue
im very inexperienced in painting its probably my worst medium but you have to start somewhere i dont have any colors for skin so im just using random colors
being a woman in such a disgusting society is so unfortunate because women will do anything even go to college and men will say they’re ran through or getting plowed through just for going to college or being a person who likes to party or they’ll make fun of their looks and say that’s why nobody wants them it seems women always have to be defined by how much sex they have and the cuckold fantasies of men which is so sad and so heartbreaking. not every man is like that it’s just when you’re online you’re witness to seeing all these horrible mindsets. out of 8 billion people there’s always going to be some bad people it’s just unfortunate they get highlighted by social media. maybe if i delete social media it’ll be better for my mental state
im high functioning so idk if that has anything to do with it but ive always been known to talk a lot and i can’t stop talking about anything or posting about whatever i think about on my story or whatever on social media. i feel it annoys everyone around me and ive been told exactly that sometimes but i dont know how to stop talking, i just can’t do it for some reason