Death of a Bachelor

If you were me, you'd learn how to live for yourself and no one else. I forgot to learn the meaning of value until it was too late. Now I live in fear. I have nothing but regrets. | ◄ | ⬛ | DOBLOA | ⬛ | ► |

[sxrxndipitys]

                             ❝  𝙱𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎. ❞

                   Iᴍ Nᴀʏᴏᴜɴɢ. ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇᴅ ‘Sᴛᴏɴᴇ Nᴀʏᴏᴜɴɢ’ ᴏғғ sᴛᴀɢᴇ.

              ✖ Lɪᴋᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢ ғᴏʀ ᴀ sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀ﹗   ✖ Fᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ﹗

[fyeahmino]

[xcosmicatz]

[musingmemes]

random song lyric starters

“am i in love with you? or am i in love with the feeling?”

“i can’t get you out of my head.”

“i must’ve called a thousand times.”

“i want you to know that i’m happy for you.”

“you’re just what i needed.”

“just hold on we’re going home.”

“if you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight.”

“i don’t have a choice but i’d still choose you.”

“there’s no where else i’d rather be.”

“i’m so proud of you.”

“don’t fuck with my love.”

“you didn’t love me, no, not really.”

“is there somewhere you can meet me?”

“tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies.”

“if you don’t love me now, then you’ll never love me again.”

“for now let’s get away.”

“i’d like to know if we could start over from scratch.”

“i’ve got nothing left to lose.”

“i still get jealous.”

“i just wanna look good for you.”

“i’ll tell you all about it when i see you again.”

“how could you be so heartless?”

“i knew you were trouble when you walked in.”

“wish we could turn back time… to the good old days.”

“shut up and dance with me.”

“when i’m fucked up – that’s the real me.”

“i’m a little unsteady.”

“i want you to know that i’m all yours.”

“maybe i’m crazy.”

“where are you now that i need you?”

“all you had to do was stay…”

[tinystarscapes]

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[minusnihil-blog]

“Well that’s the one way to clear your self of blame. But now you have to convince everyone else, including me. Proceed.”

[tinystarscapes]

‘’ Give me one good reason you think I have to convince you why I’m not wrong. You and I both know I had a very, very valid reason for what I did. ‘’

[minusnihil-blog]

“One good reason. Well...uh.... you see one is a lot when you got none. But! This is probably just another one of your clever escape tactics. When are you going to let me in on those?

[minusnihil-blog]

"We should cuddle... For warmth." -LE to jerkbutt

x

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@jiggelly​ continued from x 

“Oh are you cold? Are are you trying to be clever? 

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“If you leave now, you get nothing.”

[minusnihil-blog]

“You say this now but what if I leave because I don’t believe you?”

[skyberia]

[matialonsorphoto]

look both ways

imagine that you’ve been stood up by your douche of a boyfriend on date night and the waitress keeps asking if you’re ready to order but you keep asking for more time hoping that he’s just late. people are starting to look at you with those apologetic looks like they know and you start to feel worse and worse about the whole situation but as you decide to just get up and leave, this boy you’ve never seen sits down explaining loudly “sorry i’m so late, babe, traffic is crazy right now.” and he quietly adds, “i’m —–. just go with it, yeah? whoever didn’t bother to show up is a dick.” and so you do go with it because he’s being sweet and trying to save you (and plus he’s the cutest thing you’ve ever seen) and as you’re leaving the restaurant after the best non-planned date ever, he asks you out for real this time.

[musingmemes]

cuddly / platonic-ish memes

“your feet are cold.”

“movies are made for watching, not for asking questions.”

“you’re hogging the blankets!”

“we should cuddle… for warmth.”

“is that your hand on my leg?”

“scoot over.”

“can we watch something else? this is scary.” 

“are you shivering?” 

“if you start snoring, i won’t be responsible for what happens to you.”

“did you eat all the popcorn?”

“your hair keeps getting in my face.”

“are you even wearing pants??”

“stop kicking me!”

“you’re a good pillow.”

“do i look like a foot-rest to you?”

“do i look like a pillow to you?”

“i’m cold.”

“why can’t you ever just lay still?”

[ghostofagoner]

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[minusnihil-blog]

Before

Initial.

Watching her chest rise and fall, it’s sad really I never met the one who inhabited the body beforehand I had only been told her story. It was unfortunate really how she had so much of her life ahead of her. And a sudden wave took that away, she simply had suddenly fallen sick. I wish I had went like that I bet it would had been better than to only hearing ringing before the last thing you see is a street lamp fading to black through hooded lids. I wondered if she remembered the ride to the hospital. Did she experience it or was her time much like mine? Instant, last breath a gasp for help. 

Broken Dreams Harbor Pain. 

I sat here: learning. I knew her family’s names pretty well now. How they held her hand and brushed her hair out of her face, her skin pale in contrast to her dark hair. It had been been a year and from my knowledge she had been in this coma for almost two now. Eighteen when she slipped into it and her family believed she would be okay as the doctors said she kept showing signs. All of the nurses were nice, the doctors, however made sick remarks about her, It made me sick even though I knew I could do nothing but watch over her. Nothing bad ever happened to her directly. Those around her though they seemed to be falling apart the more time went on. 

So young. They would say, they couldn’t imagine having a to bury their daughter, their friend, their crew leader. But as time went on her mother and father started to fight about it. One wanting to give up the other holding on. The mother always seemed to convince him just at the last minute before calling the doctors to make the decision. Judging by how the arguments persisted, it could be assumed the money was  main reason for the distaste in patience. 

He who walks alone.

The other who stopped by at random wasn’t someone who I knew by name, he would only appear at night and wouldn’t come past the window sill. He wasn’t fully human either well not from what I could sense. The aura around him dark and unfathomably guilty. It was almost as if he was what caused this family such grief as if he had been directly involved. I never approached him. As I could never figure out why a demon  would be so close to someone who had even lived long enough to do something wrong. The horns upon his forehead the textured skin, wings: the look of the fallen, wretched souls locked within them. Eyes dead. I saw his face once as he had reverted from one form back into the other, for the first time which is how I knew he wasn’t dead.  An attractive young man, I just didn’t know his story and for some reason I didn’t want to figure it out. 

Rebirth.

February 9. Her mom is in the room. There are balloons she is once again singing the same song from the years  before. It is her birthday and her mother still celebrates as such. This day just the day after the anniversary of what could be written as her death. But still the morning sun falls on her face which is still peaceful. Her mother is sitting beside her hand in hand, rubbing the back of her palm slowly. This is the day I was told would come on the second year. She is now twenty and has been granted a second chance. I have this chance but will I be able to fit as well as I think. I knew nothing about this girl before that day I was assigned to watch over her. I knew her name which would now become mine, replacing the one I could never recall. 

Kim Chungha A cloud passing over the sun just as I took the chance to become one. Once the sun returned the cloud fully passed now, rays shining upon my face as I opened my eyes to it. A new feeling returned.

Tears were the never thing I knew falling from her, my mother’s eyes. The gentle caressing of my face as the moment set in. The feeling of fresh tears with the feeling of life renewed. 

[tinystarscapes]

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@minusnihil !!

‘’ I’m not going to say I’m the most intelligent person. But I’m also not going to say I think what I did was wrong. Because I don’t believe it was. ‘’

[minusnihil-blog]

“Well that’s the one way to clear your self of blame. But now you have to convince everyone else, including me. Proceed.”

[minusnihil-blog]

Revamp complete. 

All prior threads are dropped. 

Will proceed to start posting chapters tonight. 

[ghostofagoner]

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