Miracle

Mommy to Addison Harper Covington 👶🥰❤️

[miracleariel]

Halloween photo shoot with Addi 🧡 Happy Halloween 🎃👻💀🍫

[miracleariel]

She needed a diaper change so I go to change her, and soon as I take her dirty diaper off she pees, and it gets all on her back and stomach, soaking the onesie she had on. So not only did I have to put a clean diaper on her but I also had to clean her back and stomach then put her in a clean onesie. Then when I go to put her back in her crib she starts screaming her head off. So now I’m giving her cuddles until she’s asleep. And it’s currently 4:30am!

[fullmetaljackit]

once i was babysitting my neighbor’s 6 year old and she asked me why i was so ugly and without thinking i said “i’m you from the future” and she cried for like 30 minutes

[sweetsweetemo]

If you had a child by choice, you:

signed up for an autistic child

signed up for a trans child

signed up for a lgbq+ child

signed up for a mentally ill child

signed up for a disabled child

signed up for a child with "conditions"

signed up for a rebellious child

signed up for a kid. in any way, shape, or form of being, it's your child, and you signed up for it.

And you are not:

the victim in any of these fucking situations for gods sake

[collapsingintojupiter]

whoop there it is

[miracleariel]

Welcome to the Pot Rock. Have a nice trip fuckers 💚💯

[miracleariel]

This is for you, my best friend. The one I can tell my soul to. The one who can relate to me like no other person. The person I can laugh with to no extent. Who I can cry to when times are tough. The one who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me or told me I wasn’t good enough. Never have you let me down. I don’t think you know what that means to me. You’ve gone through so much pain and you still have time for me. And I love you for listening even when inside you’re dying. You are caring, strong and beautiful, even though you don’t think you are. And I hope you know that I’m always here to listen to you laugh and cry and to help in all the ways that I can. And I will be the best friend to you that you are to me. I hope you know that I wouldn’t be here today without you, my best friend. I love you Ryan Hunter Farr. Be strong and remember that you will always have a best friend in me. 🖤❤️💜

[miracleariel]

I realize that I’m holding onto something that doesn’t exist anymore. That the person that I miss doesn’t exist anymore. People change 💯

Unknown

[miracleariel]

You Aren’t The Boy I Fell In Love With

I stayed with you for so long throughout the bullshit because I was torn between not giving up on the person that I loved, and coming to terms with the fact that the person that I loved no longer existed inside of the body that I was staring at everyday; and I don’t give a fuck what anyone says...... that’s a really difficult and painful thing to wrap your brain around. It takes a while to believe it.

[wordsto-remember]

[badpoetsclub]

advice

If I could offer you any words of advice, it’s this: if it feels wrong, it probably is and if it feels right, it probably is. You know what you get yourself into most of the time. If the person you’re with, whether they’re a friend or a s/o, makes you question yourself or your relationship, there’s a reason. I spent so much of my time on people who did not love me, who used me and and manipulated me until there was nothing left inside. I’ve begged the gods to have that time back, but they can’t. I willingly gave it.

Alternatively, if someone is on your mind constantly, even if it’s years later, there’s a reason. Here is your sign if you’re looking for one. Talk to them. Tell them how you feel even if it’s scary. Even if the circumstances are crazy, even if you think they hate you, do it. They probably miss you. They probably love you.

I may not be able to get the time I lost back, but the future is bright. I’m not afraid to love again. I hope you aren’t either.

[arsanatomica]

This is one of my favorite posts. They tore her tongue away, but her story is remains etched in her body, beckoning the passing reader until the sea reclaims her. Other places to see my posts: INSTAGRAM / FACEBOOK / ETSY / KICKSTARTER

[miracleariel]

“I don’t believe in magic.” The young boy said.

The old man smiled. “You will when you see her.”

[youwillbeokayy]

i think one thing that isn’t really talked about regarding recovery is the guilt you feel for getting better. sometimes you start questioning the validity of your trauma or mental illnesses just because you aren’t stuck in that hole anymore. but it’s so important to remember that it’s okay to recover. it’s okay to not feel depressed all the time; it doesn’t mean that bad depressive episode you just went through isn’t valid anymore. you are so deserving of healing - never forget that.

[electric-daisy-forest]

“My boyfriend/ girlfriend won’t let me…” yikes yikes yikes, abort that relationship

[antigothesis]

Unless its like

“My bf/gf won’t let me eat chocolate anymore because of that time when I said that I’d stop but I didn’t and ended up almost dying”

[kaijuno]

“My bf/gf won’t let me cook anymore after the spaghetti incident”

[nucleardaddy]

“My gf won’t let me pee in the sink”

[libertybill]

It’s been months since my wife let me go “buck wild” at home depot.

[sideshow-bob]

My boyfriend won’t let me drink red bull after the time I chugged it in three seconds, laughed hysterically for 20 minutes, then slid off my chair onto the floor and fell asleep under the D&D table.

The difference is caring vs controlling.

[chicoravelli]

That last comment got me rolling

[sunsoakedthoughts]

“What they don’t tell you about recovery: There will be days when you do not want to recover. On those days, you will lie in bed longer than is necessary in the morning, and you will think about how good it would feel to pretend you’re sick that day- or should I say, pretend you’re physically sick. How good it would feel to cancel your plans, be absent from school, and do absolutely nothing all day other than wallow in the murky pit of the illness you have been trying for so long to leave behind. They say taking a mental health day is good, sure, but this is not a day to recover. This is a day to relapse. On those days when you do not want to recover, the comforting hand of your illness will come up beside you and pat you on the shoulder and remind you of how much easier it was when you just gave in. When you submitted to the chains being wrapped around your body, constricting your lungs and rubbing your wrists raw. When you closed your bedroom door and did not come out except to go to the bathroom and even then each step down the hallway felt like bullets piercing through your skin. They will not tell you how hard it is. They will not tell you how hard you must fight, how much strength you must possess, how you must have a will that is tough as steel because desire alone is not enough. Everyone wants to recover, sure. Everyone envies the people who were born with brains that were not trying to kill them. But the hard, hard, truth is that not everyone really has the grit to try, and try again, and try again, and try again, and yes- try again. Try again even when you have fallen so many times that your body hitting the floor sounds like a broken record. Try again even when you are so tired the ground feels like a feather filled mattress and the part of your brain that is trying to kill you whispers that this is a good place to take a nap. Try again. Try again. Try again because okay, maybe it’s true, maybe you will never stop falling, but in order to fall you must have been standing up to begin with, and even if you only have one good day a week it is worth getting up for that one day. Here’s something they always tell you about recovery, but is no less true: it is worth it.”

— what they don’t tell you about recovery

[badpoetsclub]

advice

If I could offer you any words of advice, it’s this: if it feels wrong, it probably is and if it feels right, it probably is. You know what you get yourself into most of the time. If the person you’re with, whether they’re a friend or a s/o, makes you question yourself or your relationship, there’s a reason. I spent so much of my time on people who did not love me, who used me and and manipulated me until there was nothing left inside. I’ve begged the gods to have that time back, but they can’t. I willingly gave it.

Alternatively, if someone is on your mind constantly, even if it’s years later, there’s a reason. Here is your sign if you’re looking for one. Talk to them. Tell them how you feel even if it’s scary. Even if the circumstances are crazy, even if you think they hate you, do it. They probably miss you. They probably love you.

I may not be able to get the time I lost back, but the future is bright. I’m not afraid to love again. I hope you aren’t either.

[hashtagloveloses]

POUR ONE OUT FOR COMRADE OPPORTUNITY 

and send a thank you postcard to the Opportunity team for all their hard work!

[furashuban]