—– ʲᵃᵘᶰᵗ.

overwatch oc

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i’ve  remade  !

catch  me  other  here  <  3

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wow  i  actually  remembered  the  details  for  this  account  KJASDHKFEJRGH  BUT  ANYWY  !!!  i’m remaking  <3 

[wroughtdawn-blog]

❛ It hurts. More than dying ever did. There are days when I feel like I deserve this. ❜ /// for luis :')

DARKER  SHADE  /  accepting.@mirrorbled

THE  MASK  has  become  his  shield.  his  comfort.  when  the  world  opens  up  beneath  him  every  morning  he  wakes,  the  mask  is  already  in  place.  like  a  second  skin,  a  second  face.  one  that  has  slowly  become  his  primary  until  there  are  days  when  he  forgets  the  features  affixed  upon  his  skull.  it  has  become  a  blur  of  paint  &  canvas,  a  texture  now  unknown  to  him  after  too  many  years  spent  without  even  glancing  at  his  reflection.  every  iteration  of  his  own  face  only  served  to  make  the  numbers  etched  into  his  side  burn  more.  burn  hotter.

he  has  despised  it.  has  hated  the  very  sight  of  his  face  staring  at  him  because  it  only  served  as  a  reminder  of  his  failure.  of  his  cowardice  &  how  he  had  fled  into  the  night  instead  of  going  to  his  brother  &  being  with  him.  for  they  were  together  &  would  always  be  together.  in  death.  in  life.  in  every  second  that  they  existed,  they  would  always  be  the  beginning  to  each  other’s  end  &  the  end  to  each  other’s  beginning.

dearest  brother:  walk  with  me,  do  not  be  weary.  we  are  together  &  we  are  alive.

but  here,  when  the  same  eyes  as  his  own  (  *  beware  the  grey  eyes  mysterious  )  stare  at  him  &  the  same  hair  spills  over  a  familiar  crown,  his  mask  cracks.  he  can  feel  the  skin  underneath  the  synthetic  glass  twist  &  crinkle  as  his  eyebrows  draw  downwards  &  his  lips  curl.  lithe  fingers  are  already  pulling  his  hood  down  &  unlatching  the  mask  until  cool  air  finally  graces  his  skin.  his  eyes  blink,  the  light  of  reality  now  unfiltered  through  glass  &  technical  displays.  luis  (  *  listen,  o’  children  of  the  lost  ;  this  is  not  who  you  were  meant  to  be  )  frames  his  brother’s  face  with  his  hands  &  grey  stares  into  grey.

          ❛   you  have  never  deserved  what  happened,   ❜   said  the  light  of  the  night  sky,  voice  rumbling  with  gravitas  &  a  rare  solemnity.  the  sun’s  blood  that  once  resided  within  him  has  dimmed  &  all  that  is  left  are  weathered  features  &  intricate  braids  spilling  down  his  shoulders  &  back.  there  is  age  in  the  depressions  of  his  sockets  &  the  dark  circles  lining  his  eyes.  in  the  dry  texture  of  his  lips  &  the  grey  splitting  through  his  dark  hair.  ❛   there  is  no  one  i  know  who  deserves  happiness  &  rest  more.  you  are  not  a  demon,  lorenzo.  you  are  my  brother.   ❜

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can u imagine talon trying to use luis to further control lorenzo. like what if luis is captured and talon tries to pull a widowmaker with him :)) because luis is useful as an incredibly stealthy assassin it's just his loyalty that's the question. imagine talon slowly laying claim to the véspetras twins :))))

HELLO  YES  I’M  gonna  have  to  ask  you  to  leave  right  this  instant   ! !! !!!!  n O  ! !  !  whatever  you  do  don’t  think  about  them  meeting  each  other  again.  being  happy.  being  at  peace.  eventually  becoming  vvv  similar  again  &  : //  talon  having  their  hands  on  lorenzo  : //  brainwashing  him  to  kill  luis  bc  he’s  figured  him  out  well  before   : // /  you  bET  lorenzo  would  leave  anyone  in  a  heartbeat  for  luis.  them  wanting  to  keep  the  hold  !!!!!  or  brainwashing  lorenzo  to  encourage  luis  to  join  him  in  talon  bc , ,, , ,  he’s  vvv  useful.  luis  will  follow  him  anywhere.    talon  eventually  claiming  them  &  really  getting  rid  of  luis  &  lorenzo  ,,,, ,,  them  forever  being  tezca  &  tlipoca.

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I  ALWAYS  THINK  about  the  fact  lorenzo  has  most  likely  been  brainwashed  by  t/alon  at  some  point.  he’s  been  working  for  them  for  a  long  time  &  he’s  extremely  useful.  he’d  wake  up  the  next  day  with  loss  of  memory  &  an  awful  headache  ----  but  he’d  pass  that  on  just  another  ol’  day.

[spctlessminds]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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JEFE

           o        come         he.        come        he            ——————             corruption         divine.        in         form        of        a        mortal         man,           AS          A          MORTAL          MAN,            forth          he          goes,          in          trail         of           that          of           which           he          brings;        knowing         that         it         lies         only        a          short          ways.         for             the           one           he         is         to         meet,         in         the        distance,         could          be         seen        so         clearly.         act        of         murder,         completely         witnessed.          BUT         THAT       WAS        SUPPOSED        TO        BE        H   I   S         PREY.

          upon         these         arms        that         reached        for         welcome,         a        spare          of         a         glance          was          only         given,        before            he          halted         in         place,         without          return        of         such        a         act.         only          GUARD.       eyes        narrowed.     ❝    —————          what       are       you        doing        here,       tlipoca??    ❞

ARMS  CONTINUE  TO  ENDURE ,   stretched ,  lingering ,  lasting  for  only  a  few  more  seconds  before  they  greet  hips  again.  what  does  remain ,  however ,  is  that  gentleman  smile.      ❛     just  being  your  favorite ,   like  usual.    ❜      shining  boots  tread  over  corpses  as  if  they  were  nothing  /  not  ever  a  father ,  a  sister ,  a  friend  nor  foe.  mere  compost  to  help  the  flowers  grow.

              ❛    they  were  about  to  send  in  reinforcements.   thus  i  had  to  rid  of  them  swiftly.   ❜      a  glove  reaches  in  a  pocket  to  reach  for  a  cigarette  ----  one  is  offered  toward  the  other  with  little  to  no  hesitation.     ❛    you  think  reaper  or  widow  or  sombra  would  do  that  ?  in  their  wildest  dreams.  YOU’RE  WELCOME  by  the  way.    ❜  

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‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ / from your dearest brother :^)

ALLURE  &  DELICACY.  both  alien  beings.  thirty  years  have  perished  (  *  THIRTY ,  damn  it  )  filled  with  such  harshness.  days  spent  with  such  disgusted  stares ,  cursed  words  &  those  to  treat  him  like  a  mere  hound.  offer  a  treat ,  order  him.  tlipoca  is  no  more  than  that.  &  these  days  —-  they  end  with  crimson  palms  &  a  sleepless  night.

to  be  spoken  to  with  such  grace  !  no ,  forget  this  is  his  blood ,  his  own  dearest  sibling ,  still  do  pupils  dart  as  if  he  converses  with  another.  a  strange  sensation   spreads  ‘round  his  figure  hereafter.  through  the  bones ,  leaking  through  the  veins  &  stroking  skin.  warmth  ?  LOVE  ?  a  glove  extends  toward  the  chest.  it’s  still  beating.  it’s  still  there.  

when  do  two  become  one  ?  when  they  reunite  again.

❛     &  you  are  my  moon.     ❜     they  do  not  seem  as  if  they  spill  from  lorenzo ,  of  all  existences.  there  lies  all  things  pure  —-  &  it  originates  from  him.  I  AM  NOT  WORTHY.     ❛    always  there ,  always  with  me.  you’re  the  light  to  guide  me  out  the  dark.   ❜

MEME  /  accepting.

[mirrorbled-a-blog]

DARK  BROWS  CREASE   into  exaggerated  curiosity   &  hazels  are  forced  to  narrow.  a  finger  to  the  lip ,  as  if  in  intense  debate ,   &  he  dares  to  radiate  a  warming  aura.  sweetened  curving  lips ,  pleasant  mannerisms  &  a  suit  to  match.  he  appears  a  complete  painting  of  a  GENTLEMAN  ----  many  to  be  fooled.

❛     you  were  part  of  o/verwatch ,  weren’t  you  ?     ❜     this  ‘  kindness  ’  /  such  a  cruel  falsity  indeed.     ❛    skip  the  answer  actually.  i  know.  it’s  a  good  thing  you’re  not  apart  of  it  anymore.  too  much  stress  ----  &  i  only  work  for  them  sometimes.   ❜     @divinerest  //

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          HOLY       WATER        CAN        NOT         HELP         YOU           NOW.       hours  and armies        COULDN’T        KEEP        ME       OUT.          I don’t want your money.          I don’t want your crown             SEE       I          HAVE        COME         TO         BURN          YOUR         KINGDOM        DOWN. and         no          rivers          and          no          lakes         can        put        the          FIRE           out.           I’M          GONNA        RAISE         THE       STAKES.                       I’M            GONNA          SMOKE         YOU        OUT.

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‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’

SHE  DELIVERS  SUCH   utter  sorrow.  head  hangs ,  golden  locks  fall  to  curtain  angelic  features  &  then  lies  he  :  a  shadow  among  the  light.  a  STATUE.  made  from  concrete ,  none  shall  ever  shatter  his  own crafted  image  &  immobile  expression.  those  hazels  —–  so  warm ,  one  would  think  —-  somehow  manage  to  appear  cold  ‘pon  a  single  glance.  

everyone  he  touches  gets  hurt ,  but  he  can’t  stop.  he  touches  &  he  touches  &  he  touches  &  people  get  hurt.  why  can’t  he  ever  stop  ?  because  he  enjoys  it.

❛     have  you  ever  tried  not  touching  people  ?     ❜      the  casualness  to  his  tone  delivers  humor  (  *  to  himself  &  himself  only.  )  spine  against  the  wall ,  legs  crossed ,  &  a  smirk  without  affection.     ❛    you  might  as  well  isolate  yourself.  i’ve  done  it.  no  one  to  hurt ,  &  no  one  to  hurt  you.   ❜

MEME  /  accepting.

[crucefix]

Is that your blood?

[spctlessminds]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

[mirrorbled-a-blog]

LIKE  FOR  A  STARTER  !  i’m  gonna  clear  out  drafts  /  inbox  &  remake  icons  to  get  lorenzo  running  again   ♥ ♥

[mirrorbled-a-blog]

❛       YOU.      ❜       seethed  through  gritted  teeth.  a  hiss ,  a  growl ,  a  spitting  of  pure  disgust.  oft  does  the man  savor  a  false  act  of  friendliness  for  unfortunate  souls  ------  NO.  the  other  will  suffer  with  his  true  skin.   rage ,   rage  &  rage.      ❛     if  you  really  were  a  know  -  it  -  all ,  you’d  know  not  to  speak  to  me  ever  again.     ❜         @oholiness   //

[mirrorbled-a-blog]

A  SPEAR  IS  YANKED   from  the  corpse  of  an  unlucky.  at  his  boots  do  others  of  the  same  fate  lie ,  ripped  from  life ,  &  of  blood.  so  casual  is  his  demeanor  when  wiping  the  crimson  from  stitching  (  *  ‘tis  why  he  wears  black ,  see  )  &  upon  the  sounds  of  approaching  steps  does  he  turn  &  grin  a  grin  so  spacious.      

❛     ---  oh  !  finally  you’re  here.     ❜     arms  expand  as  if  to  greet  with  a  cordial  hug   /  such  falseness.     ❛    i  already  got  rid  of  them  all.  no  need  to  thank  me  ---  i  can  see  with  your  usual  EXCITED  expression  that  you’re  absolutely  amazed.    ❜     @suollac   //

[mirrorbled-a-blog]

HE  IS  ATTEMPTING   to  mask  what  is  actuality.  he  is  in  PAIN  :   limbs  burn  like  wildfire  &  veins  sting  like  electricity.  yet  his  dearest  blood  is  present  ---  he  won’t  even  allow  himself  to  wince.  gritted  teeth  &  tightened  grasps   only.  they  sit  with  arms  linked   (  *  forever  joined  by  the  hip  ).  agony  is  a  common  sensation ,  but  silence  forever  ceases.      ❛     everything hurts.     ❜     &   yet ,  with  a  smile.     ❛    we  should  distract  each  other  with  stories.     ❜     @wroughtdawn   //