of melancholic hymns

sometimes the sound of your fanfare replaces the beating of my heart || 21。 pan。enby。they/them/him

[mirus-tenebris]

what were you expecting?

[mirus-tenebris]

the seventh loop is car rides and hand holding and peace that you want to deny yourself of. it’s a dance of planets in a medium you never learned to translate.

[mirus-tenebris]

please don’t look at me when we do this dance again.

[sodapop2ky]

Rocky plushie tutorial!! VERY beginner friendly coming from one, tried my best😭

[mirus-tenebris]

rb-ing so i can make this later !!!

[mirus-tenebris]

that’s what you truly fear. complacency. what you fear is being way too comfortable in a skin that isn’t your own.

[loveridden1999]

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[mirus-tenebris]

identifying as pansexual and nonbinary gotta be the funniest thing ever. like. what do you mean i’m everything and nothing at the same time

[mirus-tenebris]

the light of my life was actually a dumpster fire that refused to be put out.

[mirus-tenebris]

lets play hide and seek. you have no desire to find me, and i have no desire to be found

[mirus-tenebris]

and remember, none of it will matter in a year

[charl0ttan]

[mirus-tenebris]

would you let me be held by you, even if it meant nothing? would you even look at me if i asked?

and would it be stupid to even ask that of you?

[mirus-tenebris]

there will always be things that just turn back into things. things that you look at that once held meaning, but have now returned to what they were before. that car brand, that colour, that scenery, those words that used to mean something. and now they mean nothing at all.

[possessable]

it's fine i don't even need to be part of social groups or friend groups anyway (giant hole appears in my chest spontaneously) ? what's that

[greelin]

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

[mirus-tenebris]

have you ever looked in the mirror, stared at the reflection that's supposed to be mimicking you, and been terrified to realize that you don't recognize it at all?