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hiii! Just wanted to say I love your fics so much! I keep re-reading them because they are so good. The way you characterise loki is just amazing! I always get so excited to see a new post of yours!
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Summary: Loki finds you after dark.. but who owns who?
Song Request: The Boy is Mine by Ariana Grande
Requester: @Laer111ee (wattpad)
*Insert slut song here First and play as you read LOL*
Your hips swayed from side to side as your fingers gripped the pole firmly to keep your balance. Shifting your weight as you swung yourself, arched your back and flipped your hair, all were the main ingredience to get the big bucks coming, especially with those regular fat cats in the audience that continued to gawk at you for the 5th day in a row. It paid the bills at least, kept your head away from other problems and.. you just really loved to dance.
Your hair was loose, make up was light but still captured a sexy look, you ditched the ridiculous high heels and just put on the shorter ones that almost said ‘sexy business woman’ and you had your favorite black outfit that almost resembled slave Leia from Star Wars.. or at least, that’s what that one guy shouted from the audience that one time.
As soon as your last song ended, you struck your pose and closed your eyes, catching your breath with a smile as the feeling of paper brushed against your exposed skin as people threw cash and cat called. After a moment, you collected it all after a corny bow and headed down the stairs for the next girl to take over.
‘’hey Y/N, some fella in curtain 5 paid for a private dance’’ your boss whispered before you could get to the back rooms. His grip on your arm indicated his usual ‘I’m telling’ not ‘asking’.
Your eyes glanced over at the closed curtain room, as if expecting to see the gentleman right there and glanced at your boss with a sigh. ‘’fine, then I’m done for the night.’’
‘’sure.’’ He waved off and disappeared elsewhere.
After placing your bag in your locker, tiding yourself up a bit and even changing into something similar, just with more exposed leg space for your usual lap dances and headed over. Ignoring the stares and cat calling as you pass people, you paused at the curtain and took a deep breath- knowing you’ve done hundreds but it was just to prepare for.. anything, and went in.
“hello darling, you’ve never mentioned about your little side business..’’
You stopped dead in your tracks with wide eyes and queasy stomach. Your body ran a cold shiver up your spine as you remained a deer in the headlights at who sat before you, manspreading and comfortable, rocking his perfect black suit and your expression was still.
Snake..
‘’what the hell are you doing here?’’ you managed to squeeze out, your voice not indicating any anger but more.. uncertainty as you glanced at the curtain behind you to make sure it was closed.
‘’don’t worry darling, I’ll keep your little secret’’ Loki smirked and laced his fingers together before him with a cross of his legs. ‘’but might I say, you do look ravishing, especially displaying your skillset and.. assets on stage’’ he smirked, trying to get a rise out of you.
So he had been there that long.. your eyes narrowed in challenge as you remained calm. At least on the outside. Loki has been your long-time crush for a long time, having seen him amongst the tower many times to share some playful bickering and knowledgeable conversation here and there. He was someone to keep things interesting, never boring and got your mind to always think- unlike the dull and self-centered males that also occupied the tower. Most of them anyway. Being an Avenger was also your job, but you just couldn’t give up your first job here when Stark offered you the position, so you worked both, this one obviously in secret- until now.
‘’how did you know I was here?’’ you questioned, crossing your arms as worry showed on your brow nevertheless.. for some strange reason you trusted he would keep your secret- it didn’t mean he wouldn’t use it against you though.
‘’the tower tends to get rather boring, and most of your Midgardian locations don’t suit my interest. But you do, you’ve always have..’’ his voice got dangerously low as he leaned forward as he spoke. ‘’so, I followed you. you tended to disappear every evening and I got curious’’ he smirked.
You looked away a little as he spoke, glad the dim lighting hid your blush you felt come to your cheeks as you took a deep breath. Were you really going to do this? ‘’..you know I could always refuse you right?’’ you challenged out of curiosity.
‘’true,’’ he shrugged, relaxing back on the couch as he watched you, his eyes slipping down from yours a few times. ‘’but I could tell a part of you actually wants to do this,’’ he smirked, his eyes flicking up to yours again. ‘’and I don’t even have to blackmail you.’’
Your eyes narrowed as you stared at each other, almost daring to see who would do what first, but unfortunately it was all you. he was the customer and you hated that he was right. He wasn’t just a customer; you had wanted him for a long time; there was no use in denying it. if you had to do this, you were going to take your time and take charge. You will not give him a chance to belittle or doubt, this was your job and you were good at it.
As if on que, the music had started playing again and you wished you had taken a shot of tequila while you had put your stuff away, because the way he gazed at you now was making it hard to focus. He was sat back, limbs loose and relaxed as if he had been drinking a bit himself. His legs were a bit more together now, his slender hands resting at his thighs as his eyes drank you in now. His expression was difficult to read, but you could tell by his deep breathing and how now and again he would shift a little, that he was aroused, and that made you extremely powerful to offer your own smirk.
Taking a small step forward to be more in the center of his room, you kept your half-lidded eyes on him as your hands gently brushed over your thighs, slowly swaying your hips in the beat of the music while they slowly rose and flattened a little at your covered center.
His chin tilted up as his eyes seemed to pry, almost as if trying to look right through your clothes themselves as he swallowed and remained his composure. Your body slowly turned, showing off as your hands slowly rose around your hips and brushed against your perfect ass with your cut dress covering your intimate parts before you slowly faced him again while you gripped your chest.
Your eyes closed then, as if your own touch alone could make you orgasm and your fingers traveled into your hair while your lips parted. While your eyes were closed as you moved to the music, Loki’s hands briefly brushed against his pants as he began getting antsy, his jaw tight but he remained patient as he drank you in. gods you were beautiful, and you both knew it. the fact that he also knew your personality form your encounters at home as well he felt you were all the sexier.
His breath hitched when you placed your hands on his knees, feeling him having no rejection as you leaned forward and he took advantage of the view of your cleavage. Feeling his tense but loose limbs, you pushed his legs apart, standing between them as you remained holding eye contact and you smirked, seeing a small flash of defeat in his eyes that he hated and loved at the same time.
You had the upper hand now.
You turned yourself and slowly, just ever so slowly to tease him- more- began grinding your ass on him. depending on the package, it could involve touch, but you still weren’t expecting your breath to hitch when you felt his slender hands rest at your hips, his finger tips lightly digging into your flesh as he used strained control to bring you harder again him. speaking of..
By the gods he was huge, and you could feel yourself getting aroused every time he pulled and you pushed your cunt against his hard cock. You almost felt like you could salivate as your grinded more into him, hearing him growl as his grip strengthened ever so slightly, as if to stop himself from slapping your ass. You had him where you wanted him and pulled away, his fingers hesitating to let you go as you turned around to face him and placed your hands on his shoulders with do-me-eyes.
Loki’s lips parted weakly as he remained himself to breath, his eyes looking up into yours as if silently begging for you to take him. you wanted to.. if you wouldn’t get fired. Though it didn’t mean you couldn’t tease him a bit as you got onto his lap, your thighs resting against his while your cunt began grinding itself again on his bulge.
His hands went back to your hips as fast as magnets, wanting to grope and touch but he was unsure if he was allowed. You felt him squeeze your flesh as he leaned forward, making you grip his shoulders more as he inhaled your scent with fluttering eyes closed.
This gave you the perfect opportunity to lean forward and run your tongue teasingly up his neck, making your body lift as his cock got impossibly bigger to raise you. his eyes shock open with blown, hungry pupils and his own cologne filled your sensed as you gazed at him. he gave you a frustrated breath, his hips almost thrusting up as if he forgot you both were clothed.
Just to add fuel to the fire, your hands ran down his chest and took his wrists, pulling them off your thighs to rest against your chest as he eagerly began to massage and knead. His eyes never left yours as he almost seemed to study you, admiration on his features as if he never thought this moment would be possible- and he was still trying to believe it.
his thumbs ghosted under the edge of your bra at the bottom-if you want to call it a bra. It was thin as paper, you might as well of not have been wearing one as his movements slowed, asking silent permission as his teeth grasped his bottom lip lightly. Giving a small smile with a nod, his thumbs lifted the bra forward enough to slip his hands in and he almost shuddered in pleasure as he grasped your globes. Your head almost fell back as you moaned, slowing your griding at his bulge to deep, long strokes and you felt a warm tongue run up your neck.
You pulled away just enough to give him a playful smile as he shared one, knowing it was a pay back tease before a hand left your chest to move to the back of your head. It moved it forward, his fingers lightly grasping your hair as he tilted your head up and began sucking at your neck. Your hands went to his shoulders, nails digging into his suit as your own body shuddered in pleasure. He left open mouth kisses below your jawline and ran his tongue to your collar bone.
‘’F-Fuck..’’ you breathed before there was a knock outside the room.
‘’hey Y/N, I’m not paying over time.’’ your boss called and you realized the music had stopped.
Loki pulled away and removed his hands to rest at your hips, looking up at you curiously as you both caught your breaths.
‘’..the songs over..’’ you whisper, your eyes breaking contact as you use his shoulders to help yourself off of him and he keeps his hands on your hips for as long as possible as he lets go and stands up.
His height reminds you just how different you both are as you brush and straighten your clothes before you feel his hand at your chin and lift it to look at him. his expression was gentle but deadly serious and seriously still aroused.
‘’what time are you off?’’
Your blush darkens and you could feel your arousal as your thighs close tight. ‘’now-‘’
He leans down a bit, his knees bending to accommodate his height as he holds your eyes hostage and your noses almost touch.
‘’then this is most certainly not over.’’
PART TWO
DM a song for your own Musical Mischief one shot :D
Tag List: @foxherder @asgards-princess-of-mischief @fire-in-her-veinz
Summary: This acts as a PART TWO to my one shot "Boy is Mine" but i hinted enough where it could stand alone Lol
Song Request: "I'm Your Man" by Leonard Cohen
Requester: @filmobsessed555
To say the two of you fucked when you got back to the tower- would be an understatement. The two of you destroyed the place- or at least.. Loki’s room, practically covering every single surface you got your hands on and switching to every position known to man.
Or god.
It wasn't a hard decision to go back to his room- after the little private dance you had given- little also being an understatement- your body didn't want to just stop there. You had been crushing on him for so long, and after he had discovered your little secret as a side hustle stripper.. You almost felt a bit closer to him.
Yet a fling was just a fling, and you had already told yourself as you lay in his arms right after that there'd be no expectations when the sun rises. He, however, seemed to have a different opinion.
‘’Exhaustion might affect your awareness out there in the field- perhaps just choosing one profession would be better..’’ Loki continued to ramble, following close behind you while you made your way down the halls, waving a hard at him with a harsh ‘shh’ while you scanned to make sure the coast was clear.
‘’You want to talk a bit louder so people can hear you?” you asked sarcastically, keeping a tight hold on your large bag containing items for your ‘other profession’ while walking barefoot in only a large t-shirt that belonged to Loki.
Normally when you arrived stupid late after the club, people were still asleep where you could easily get to your room undetected. Having crashed with Loki for the night, you didn't exactly have a spare outfit and after much debate- you figured one of his t-shirts would be more appropriate- rumors and all- than wearing something flashy and someone discovering what you did in the middle of the night.. Besides Loki..
‘’I’m just saying,’’ Loki sighed, his voice lowering drastically while he crossed his arms over his own soft t-shirt, having already gotten ready for the day and he presumed that's where you were heading off to do while he continued to follow. ‘’Working day and night isn't healthy for you humans.’’
‘’Im gotten way used to it Loki, i used to do this late night thing way before Stark offered me this job.’’ you sigh with a shrug, deciding to book it across the hall and practically yanking open your door, rolling your eyes when you hear it stop from closing before Loki’s presence could be felt behind you; then and only then did the door close.
‘’Why do you even feel the need to work two jobs? I'm sure being ‘an Avenger’ pays far better than a regular occupation.’’ Loki noted, his words tasting like bile with any mention of his former enemy’s title- as long as it’s been already but he distracts himself from the memory by looking around your room.
You took this opportunity to rummage through your drawers to fish out fresh day clothes- having taken the assignment today of finishing disregarded reports and something that could be done in the comfort of your quarters. That is.. Unless you have a certain someone poking about and being a distraction.
‘’My my you do come with quite a bit of surprises darling, anything else i may discover?” Loki smirked, having naturally drawn to your bookshelf to discover your less than innocent book genres but you just were thankful he didn't look in your sock drawer.
‘’Don't you have some community service to do, or something?” you asked with a hand on your hip, holding your fresh clothes in the other with the body language that hopefully indicated he needed to step out.
‘’All caught up and no new assignments until someone decided to threaten the city darling,’’ Loki smirked, as if rubbing in he got the day off compared to you but something told you you weren't gonna get much work done.
‘’Then go do what you.. Normally do during the day. I, unfortunately, have to work.’’ You shook your head and tossed your clothes onto the bed, turning your back to him as if he would already make his way out and gripping the ends of the t-shirt.
‘’Are you referring that i begin taking up my hobbies to pass the time of my day? Because if so, i do believe you have become one of them..’’ Loki’s voice purred against your ear, his presence having made itself known suddenly behind you where his arm snaked around your waist and a hand began to fondle your chest.
His arousal could be felt pressing up against your ass, making you bite your bottom lip to stifle a moan before you wiggled to turn around and face him- though his grip didn't waver as you stayed pressed up against his front.
‘’I. Have. work. Loki. You need to be a distraction somewhere else.’’
‘’Mmm so i’m a distraction?” he hummed before you gave him another warning look, making him sigh and take a step back. ‘’Alright then, I will give you some time. But I do intend on discussing this further.’’
‘’Discussing wh- wha!” you yelped when he gripped the ends of your t shirt and pulled it smoothly up and over your head, leaving you in the nude with your limbs frantically trying to cover yourself.
‘’It is MY t-shirt after all,’’ he smirked, biting his bottom lip as he looked you over before quickly making his leave when you began chucking pillows towards his head.
Your leg bounced with anxiety, having cemented yourself to the desk in your comfy clothes consisting of sweatpants and an oversized hoodie but the reports didn't seem to write themselves. You knew you had to do it but every time you attempted to complete them, flashbacks of last night- all of it- assaulted your mind.
Loki knows your secret now.. And although he showed no indication that he’d tell, he did seem quite concerned with you being there. Why else was he stressing the matter of exhaustion, distraction and all the other cons of working two jobs? But it didn't seem like working the two jobs was the problem.. You were beginning to get the feeling that working THE job was the problem.
Why?
The two of you weren't a thing- as much as you might have liked to be.. But things were way too fresh, and having a one night stand wasn't exactly the perfect start to a new relationship. You knew each other, yes, but only amongst the tower.. What if Loki had secrets of his own you haven't discovered like he had discovered yours? He even admitted he followed you, was stalking something you wanted in a boyfriend?
Huffing, you leaned back and stretched, feeling the need to take a break from.. Not getting much work done. Crossing your room, you opened the door to step out just to pause, squinting to feel the faintest breeze caress your face while you looked out into the empty hallway. Strange..
You heard the faint sounds of the others throughout the tower, everything seeming relatively normal while you shrugged it off. Perhaps some reading instead.. With an open window. Turning around with the door closing back behind you, you nearly jumped out of your skin when you saw Loki standing there, hands clasped behind his back and eyeing you like you were something to devour.
‘’What are- how’d you get in??” you demanded, having no idea how he got into your room- or how long while your back leaned against your door in recovery.
‘’Are you finished darling?” he asked, nonchalantly without even glancing behind him at your unfinished paperwork.
‘’Almost- just needing a break.’’ you said quickly, clearing your throat and straightening up while he smiled and you walked past him calmly, already feeling his eyes on you while you ventured to your window and opened it.
‘’Perfect, so I've done some extended research and have discovered you make far more than enough where you only need to reside here. With Stark allowing no form of rent to stay, you need not push yourself to resume a second-’’
‘’Loki,’’
‘’Darling..’’
‘’..i like dancing.’’
Your statement was quiet as you looked at him, a hand still on your window frame from where you gripped it to have it open. He watched you carefully, almost as if the two of you were trying to read each other’s minds when you were far past playing games.
In a moment, he played it off by spreading his arms casually. ‘’And you are very good at it darling, but really, having to work two jobs is completely unnecessary-’’
‘’Loki. What's this really about?” you watched as he stilled, still having his arms out but this time his expression falling into the unreadable trickster you were accustomed too. Taking a few steps closer, his arms slowly descended to his sides. ‘’You have spoken practically the whole time when we werent fucking about the down sides of working two jobs- specifically.. My night job. You’ve hardly cared about what my life is functioned with, but after that.. Night.. Why suddenly give a shit?”
Your words were a bit harsh, but he hardly flinched or seemed bothered by your crude language. You didn't mean it as so, he knew you demanded the truth. The fact of the matter was, he struggled to give it while he clasped his hands behind his back again and looked about your room instead.
‘’It's dangerous territory.. In what you do..’’
‘’And being an Avenger isn't?"
‘’You are protected by those.. Teammates. Being in danger there at least has you surrounded by backup than a room full of men that would take advantage of you within a second’s heart beat.’’
‘’You paid for a dance.’’ you countered and watched how his eyes sharply moved back to you in warning.
‘’In all honesty, I was hoping you’d reconsider your gig all together when you were filled with my presence. I do not regret a single moment darling, im glad i could confirm my suspicions on how you really feel about me that night, as pleasurably thorough as it was.’’
Your cheeks reddened as you looked away, moving within your room towards the bookshelf to try to resume what you were doing and subtly be done with this conversation, but he stepped in front of you when you neared him.
‘’Dare i say the more i’m in your presence, the harder it is to leave darling.’’
‘’The doors over there.’’ you nodded dryly, your words wavering just a tad and it did not go unnoticed by the way he smirked.
‘’Oh no love, it’s far too late for that. You’ve laid with a god, and it’s something you cannot take back.’’
‘’Sooo what, are we a thing now?” you asked sarcastically, your stomach twisting in nerves all the same while his hand rose and took hold of your chin, raising it a tad and keeping you still to remain looking at him.
‘’I know there is definitely some thing between us.’’
You narrowed your eyes, full denial taking over as you moved your face away. ‘’Look.. I will admit that I find you attractive and what we did was.. Pleasant but.. I don’t know you.. Truly know you.. What we did, was just a one time thing..’’
‘’A one time thing?” he smirked, almost doubting your words that it would only happen once and you stiffened stubbornly.
‘’A one time thing. I like working my two jobs, and have no problem working two jobs. I think, you’re just bothering discovering that other men get to look and touch me-’’
No sooner did the sentence leave your mouth, Loki’s hand moved to your jaw, his quick movement making your back hit your bookshelf and his hand keeping your face in place. It didn't hurt, but your hands did fly to his wrist in a weak attempt to pull him off while his knee inserted itself between your legs.
‘’You try to let another man touch you, it will be the last time he has hands.’’ Loki said darkly, his nose practically brushing up against yours while your body tensed. He then seemed to take notice how close he truly was to you, his demeanor changing drastically to something of lust while his eyes began to travel down, not at all giving you any distance. ‘’..once, you say?”
‘’Y-yes..’’ you stuttered out, trying to sound firm while you felt your arousal begin to coat your panties with the brush of his knee between your legs.
‘’Mmm we’ll see.’’ he smirked before leasing you, sauntering back towards the door without hardly looking back before he opened the door and paused. ‘’I promise you this Y/N, we are far from done. Like it or not, I am your god.’’ he then left with the door clicking behind him, leaving you taking a deep breath and a shiver.
You scampered around your room to quickly collect your ‘night’ things in a rush. You had to force yourself to sit down and concentrate- even if it took a few Red Bulls to get the reports done before dinner. You weren't satisfied with your work but they’ll do without Roger’s getting on your ass about it.
At dinner, Loki was late but it didn't stop the rest of you from indulging in whatever concoction Vision had made up tonight. It was something of like.. Pasta and a burger, but it was swallowable and would do from satisfying your hunger throughout the night while you worked.
Just as you rose from the table to head to your room and sneak in a nap before you’d head out- you passed Loki coming from the halls. Your eyes met as the two of you kept walking, the familiar smirk tugging at his lips that nearly had your cheeks blushing a deep shade. You kept walking- figuring it was better not to poke the snake and deal with him some other time because his behavior was.. Completely uncalled for.
Like.. seriously! You weren't his now- it was a fling! A one night stand! A lustful, pent up bottle of emotions that spilled over from good music, drinks and.. Emotions..
You sighed and shook your head. How could you have feelings for someone you hardly knew? I mean.. You knew him but.. Not knew him knew him. Should you bother? Could you see yourself being a thing with him? He was better, improved since his ‘rehabilitation’ and admittedly was a great guy.. But his dominance that was beginning to show was something you’d have to think about..
He made you lose your mind, your control, your power.. You felt so powerful last night, in charge, and he let you.. Or did he? Was his dominance just a power play? Fake to get a rise out of you? Was he.. No.. you couldnt see him as a bottom.. But you knew he couldn't push you around when it came to your decisions.
Now the man had you paranoid as you looked around your room as if he’d be there but he wasn't. After double checking, you set an alarm and laid down to nap- planning on slipping out once everyone was asleep.
Like usual.
You ignored the slight ache in your limbs from a full night of fucking Loki while you swung yourself again on the stripper pole. It was another busy night but you hardly minded. As disgusting as these men were, the more of them there was, the more cash that would be thrown to you.
You hardly needed the money.. What you said was true, and if not, you were sure Loki would have called you out on it. You loved to dance. However.. When you thought about the last dance you gave- via Loki and not literally but when the two of you were behind the curtain.. It has been the best moment of your entire ‘career’ here.
The very man you had been attracted to since day one of his present entered the tower, and you got to do what you had fantasized about it merely daydreams or.. Well, wet dreams.
Then the two of you had fucked!
The very blush that coated your cheeks now drew the attention of a particular pig in the audience, making kissy faces and winks as if it was caused by him. Quickly getting your mind out of the clouds before you’d accidentally hurt yourself in one of your moves, you heard the song begin to wrap up and spun one more time on the pool, bending and hanging yourself upside down in a pose and a smile before the spotlights went out.
Finally..
The lights came back on as you righted yourself before you began to pick up the cash that had been thrown, knowing the next performance was going to go on soon and it would leave you perhaps another hour to flip in some curtain grabs. No requests have been made so far and most of the girls preferred just snagging the pole rather than the one on one deals but really, the private rooms paid more.
After leaving your bag with your earnings in your locker and freshening up a bit, you came back onto the floor with a flirtatious smile, swaying your hips as you walked and searched for your next victim. A hundred dollar bill was held in the air between two slender fingers to just beckon you over and you quickly headed over before another girl could even think about snagging your private dance request.
Getting closer, you stopped dead in your tracks and your face fell when you saw Loki, a leg crossed, wearing the same black- sexy- suit and a smirk of knowing on his face.
‘’My my, aren't we diligent tonight. If it didnt know any better darling, i’d say this added on effort to your performances was just to spite me.’’
‘’I didn't know you were here, and I always dance like that.’’ you said dryly, resisting the urge to cross your arms while you stood in your skimpy outfit and opted to place a hand on your hip instead.
‘’I remember you danced quite differently for me darling.’’ he smirked and leaned forward, his chin leaning on his palm while swaying the bill in front of him. ‘’Like it?”
‘’I have plenty. From plenty of others.’’ you said sharply, hardly even getting hundred bills honestly, only ones and fives but.. He didn't need to know that. ‘’Do you plan on making this your hang out now?”
‘’Would you like it to be?” he smirked.
‘’I’d like you to actually give a shit about this stuff like everyone else and not show up just because you’re concerned.’’
‘’Concerned?” he chuckled.
‘’That's all you seemed to focus on all day, why else would you be here?” you demanded, having to pause to lower your voice and glance around to make sure your boss wasn't around.
‘’Mm perhaps this be the reason, do to us having so much fun the last time i was here.’’ he winked, continuing to sway the hundred dollar bill between you both and it was starting to get annoying while you shifted in place.
‘’I don’t need it.’’
‘’Clearly, and yet you still continue to work here.’’ he smirked.
‘’I like to dance.’’
‘’Then dance.’’
The two of you stared at each other, almost like a stalemate before your nails dug into your palms. Clearly this was certainly becoming.. Something between you and you weren't about to let him ruin the night. Take your power. Be a dick.
Drawing up a breath, you took a step forward and snatched the bill, watching how his smirk got wider before you nodded over your shoulder for him to follow. There was no doubt he wasn't staring at your ass while you led the way to one of the private curtain rooms, glancing at one of the staff members and muttering a few words about which package was going to be performed and the song of choice. Once he nodded and scurried off, you pulled the curtain open and nodded for Loki to go first, still keeping a mildly irritated look on your face.
‘’That's a good girl.’’ he purred, keeping eye contact with you as he passed before disappearing in, you following right after with the curtain drawn closed.
Just like last time, there was a long couch and the room was dark- with some expectations of a few choice colors that grew and faded like red, purple and dark blue. You had chosen the largest package- not because you wanted to perform everything- Loki didn't even know what was included- but because it had the longest time limit.
Long enough to settle this all.
Loki walked deeper into the room, seeming to grow settled in the new environment before he began to turn around to face you with a smirk. ‘’So, why dont-’’
*SLAP*
You wouldn't doubt the sound could be heard over the music while your hand stung and hung at your side while you glared at the man in front of you.
His face hardly moved, he probably didn't even feel it, but he watched you with an unreadable expression, you almost took a step back.
‘’You come into my work place but this bullshit- so now we’re going to settle this. Once and for all. What's your deal?” you demanded, your voice not sounding as confidence as how your slap was while Loki gave you an indifferent look.
‘’My deal?”
You huffed. ‘’Yes- you spend all day convincing me to leave this place. You damn near cuddled me all night as if I'd vanish into the mattress. All evening I felt eyes on me everywhere, even heading over to this place and ironically you’re now here- being the only curtain call I got offered cause everyone ‘magically’ stopped requesting. What do you want?”
Loki looked more and more amused as you progressively rambled until he had slowly gotten closer to where you stood. Your body hesitated, his mere presence the closer he got grew the butterflies in your stomach just as much as when the two of you shared close contact whenever you’d be getting along. Before sex.. Before that night.. That same feeling when the two of you just talked and got alone.. Before everything got so.. So.. complicated.
‘’What's so complicated about us Y/N?”
His words indicated that either he could read your mind, or guess what was going through it. Either way, your heart justed while you held your breath. He was so beautiful.. Terrifying.. And you hardly knew what to do while you felt like wobbling in your heels.
‘’I don’t know you..’’
‘’I think you do darling, you’re just not used to feeling this way..’’ he said with a whisper.
Your eyes fluttered up to meet his, a few tears pricking your eyes while you bit your lip. ‘’W-what way?”
‘’Protected.’’
Your brows furrowed a little, opening your mouth to say something before his hand had risen and the side of his pointing finger pressed against your chin to gently raise your eyes back to him.
‘’Needed.. Wanted.. Cared for.. Admired..’’
His words seemed to whisper right against your ear, even if the god was right before you. His body was close, his hand closely ghosting against your jawline, across your cheek before bringing his fingers gently into your hair. You leaned into his touch before you could convince yourself otherwise, fluttering your eyes closed while your heart beat just as fast.
‘’i .. i can take care of myself-’’
‘’I know you can darling, but it is no crime to be cared for.’’ he said gently, his body moving much closer now where his chest brushed up against yours. ‘’To be loved.. Wanted.. Just as i want you..’’
‘’You.. Want me?” you whispered, it’s meaning vague but you knew what he was meaning to say. Those four little letters..
‘’Terribly darling.. Far beyond what we’ve shared last night.. I want no other man to indulge.. Not here, not anywhere else.. I’d beg for you if that's what it took.. Fall at your feet.. But a man never got a woman like that no-.. I’m a more desperate man..’’
His hand slowly gripped your hair, its grip just enough to follow his movements, tilting your head back to expose your neck while his lips began to ghost and caress your flesh just below your jawline and trail down.
‘’I’d claw at your heart.. If a lover is what you seek, then you’d need but ask and I'll do anything..’’ he murmured, feeling his tongue slowly run back up his trail he had kissed before beginning to suck in what spots he knew made you weak. ‘’Even say please..’’
Your hands shakily rose to press at his chest but you hardly made the attempt to push him away. In fact, your fingers curled into his suit jacket, gripping him while you felt his other hand snake around your waist and pull you impossibly closer against him.
You felt that familiar monster between his legs press up between yours, pulsing with demands but Loki moved slow and controlled. There was no force.. No demands.. Just a confession and a submissive ask by the caress of his mouth.
Giving you the power.
Your lip trembled, consumed by the man whom you hardly knew, but felt like you had it merely a moment that felt like an eternity. Your god..
‘’Loki..’’
‘’My love..’’
‘’I…’’
‘’If it’s another kind of love you long for.. Ill wear a mask for you..’’
Your eyes fluttered open, tilting your head ever so slightly to gaze at him, even though his hand in your locks protected and a smirk tugged at his mouth. ‘’..i want to know you..’’
Loki’s expression softened, looking you over as if your few words spoke a lifetime of confessions. His heart thumped just as fast below your fingers, even through the fabrics of his clothes, it almost seemed to pulse with yours.
This was crazy.. But it felt right.. So so wrong in all the best ways, you were willing to discover it in slow increments, even if life felt like it was changing in an instant.
‘’Loki..’’
‘’Mmm?” he hummed, watching you through half lidded eyes while the two of you stood together, pressed closely while the song you had picked in the background seemed almost half way through. That's okay though, this package allowed three songs.
‘’I.. Want to dance for you..’’
The corner of his mouth pulled up as he looked at you, his grip getting tighter ever so slightly as if to pull you through the only barriers left between you both- being clothes.
‘’Dance for me..’’ he breathed, a step back that pulled you forward, walking with him as he trained his eyes on you still.
‘’Always..’’ you whispered, feeling his strong thighs brush up against your legs as you walked with him, until he paused when the couch came up behind him.
‘’Only..’’ he whispered, slowly sinking down to sit, his hands trailing down your sides until they rested on your hips, his eyes still watching you while his chin tilted up slightly.
‘’You only.. I only want to dance for you.. Here..’’ you whispered, your confidence picking up as the man before you stared up at you with lustful eyes, his pupils were nearly blown. ‘’However,’’
He paused a moment, his jaw tightening as he fought to concentrate while also feeling your body with his hands, having trailed down his slender fingers down your legs, it almost tickled.
‘’I continue to work here.’’
He paused a moment, watching you with a challenging eye before drawing in a breath, exhaling it out heavily. ‘’Work here but.. Only with me.. Here?’’
‘’Yes..’’
*INSERT SLUT SONG HERE*
He considered this a moment, his eyes abandoning yours a moment to watch as you began to sway your hips with the music, his hands instantly coming to rest upon them to feel how you moved. Your power was beginning to flow through your limbs, that surge of energy and excitement you only felt starting from that one dance.. Last night.. The only time when this felt more than just a job..
Because of him..
He swallowed thickly, watching how your arms trailed up and hands roamed your body, feeling yourself while rolling your neck and brushing your fingers through your hair. With one smile, you knew you got him.
‘’Very well darling.. However-’’ his grip on your hips tightened, pulling you forward until you now landed and straddled his lap, supporting yourself on your knees with his hands now firmly gripping your ass. ‘’Expect me here every night you work.’’ His eyes then began to trail down, smirking when he seemed to study your cleavage before his eyes fluttered closed when one of your hands snaked through his hair. ‘’And after…’’
‘’After.. When I clock out.. And we’ve had all the foreplay we want here..’’ you finished and leaned forward, studying his jawline before you brushed your cheek against his, pressing your lips next to his ear, purring out your sentence before biting his lobe.
‘’You can dance for me..’’
DM a song for your own Musical Mischief one shot :D
Summary: You are of royal blood, having chosen to leave home and your sworn responsibilities for a much, simpler life. Hiding for years as one of Asgard’s servants, the second prince of Asgard has taken interest in you being his primary target for his mischief and chaos; However, his behavior seemed to take a drastic turn when he has found out about your true identity. Perhaps this could be his ticket for gaining a throne after all! He just needs to convince you to marry him and forgive his constant years of teasing and torment.
Rating: R (with pending dark elements)
Note: the wonderful @darknessawaits28 had helped me RP a handful of the chapters to help solidify a skeleton for this piece and i couldn't be more happier of how it turned out!!! Thank you my love!!
Summary: You accidently teleport into a book- not knowing it's smut and come face to face with Loki who is very much convinced on keeping you from returning home
Rated: R *dark warning*(DARK ELEMENTS!)
Theme Song/Inspiration: "Like You Mean It" by Steven Rodriguez
Note: Damn I'm nervous posting this *sweats* LOL
You gasped for breath while your body seemed to shoot up from where you lay, hand automatically coming to your chest as if to keep your heart in tact.
You were instantly flooded with the familiar scent of floral, stuffy like the air was trapped and mildly dusty- not necessarily insulting to the nose. Home..
No..
Your eyes rounded as you took in the sight of your bedroom before you. If you weren't sitting on your ridiculously soft bed with the fluffy comforter creating that illusion, you wouldn't have thought it was real! The colors of your walls, your carpet, your knickknacks, art work, bookshelves- it was all here!
And so were you..
Your mouth stayed open, almost as if words had been cut off mid sentence but you hardly knew what you were supposed to say.. Or finish. Your hand trailed down to your stomach, tensing as if to feel a jagged edge of glass still jutting out of you with the coppery scent of blood just waiting to be triggered.
Nothing..
Nothing but your oversized sweater you tended to live in with the matching sweatpants to go with it. Even your hair was still up in the messy bun you left it in before you..
That's right..
‘’Loki..’’ you breathed, your chest tightening at the very thought of him.
The last thing you remember was him at your side while you-.. At least he was safe.. And you prayed he’d do the right thing with what knowledge he had now. Would the story continue for him from there? Or would it just go back to the beginning.. Maybe even just not exist at all unless someone like you entered it.. Like that movie The Neverending Story that still creeped you out to this day.
Your eyes looked down at your free hand, still having stayed limply at your side but you now felt yourself holding something.
Your phone..
Your body tensed as you raised it up, the screen still very much alive and looking back at you in its bright glare- you had to dim it a little. It was times like this when you returned, your body felt a little dizzy, as if it took a bit of time adjusting back to the real world after your mind just pulled an Avatar.
Reading the book itself without phasing in was entirely different from what you lived. If you read Pride and Prejudice, it would never have in these pages that you’ve shared tea amongst friends, walked in the gardens by yourself or hid some of the corsets you would have been meant to wear. You.. cursed to be either a deleted scene, a gap filler or a between the lines type of character.
You were fine with that, but it hurt like Hel as you looked down at your screen now, scrolling through the Archive of Our Own book with all of YOUR history gone. Everything.. All of it.. Except..
Your eyes lit up as you scrolled to the top, figuring perhaps reading whatever summary description you had cursed yourself blindly with would now finally be answered- and to your heart jumping- it was there!
Can a woman, found in the most unlikeliest of places, be capable of melting the cold king’s heart? Or be destined to serve a lifetime of servitude towards the one she fears most? And loves..
Your phone nearly falls out of your hand if your hand didn't go with it, both dropping back on the bed at your side while you stared at the wall.
What had happened wasn't.. Too far off, right? As unintentionally as you could go about things at least. Yet that still didnt tell you the storyline..
You picked back up your phone, noticing how shaky your hands were. That could have also been a combination of needing to eat since the time seemed to be around the time dinner was served before you began scrolling back down to the bottom of the page.. Aka the very last chapter. You'd start with the very last paragraphs, but it would seem that's as far as you got before your body froze again.
Y/N hauled herself onto the horse, such skills having been rusty over time but adrenaline ensuring she’d stay on while the guards approached closer.
It was almost as if Aria knew, the need and survival instincts filling the air while she reared up for use of her front legs, kicking out to gain space from those trying to grab her reins- all while Y/N opted to hold on for dear life.
“Go!” she yelled, seeing her chance while the guards quickly ducked and dodged before Aria burst forward.
It wasn't easy riding bareback- then again, it wasn't easy running from a man that loved and scared her- but perhaps there was a time for everything to learn such things. Even as the tears fell noticeably down her cheeks while she held onto Aria, trusting where she ran would seek her temporary solitude until a plan could actually be made.
Asgard was a dangerous place if one didn't know where they were going, but at least the forests would provide decent coverage and distance until her prince would find her again. Perhaps such an event would happen sooner than she realized, enticing the second sound of horsehooves echoing not far behind her.
Your brows furrowed, not minding the cliffhanger- but the fact that there was no following chapter!
“The fuck-’’ you cursed under your breath, double checking before scrolling back up to see if you missed anything.
No more chapters..
You felt yourself begin to sweat, honestly looking like any other reader begging for the next chapter- but this one was different.. It was personal. Even at the top, you found no button to further this adventure and your brows got more and more furrowed. You then began to feel silly, holding onto the slightest bit of hope and checked the last update that was made-
July 30th 2021.
2021?! How could an update not be made for such a long time!? How was it all possible anyway.. If a story you went into wasn't finished.. Did you just.. Continue it yourself? Like how you did- oh gods…
You bit your lip and widened your eyes. THIS book stopped right as Aria began to save you.. But this time it would seem you two ran into the forest to escape. In YOUR adventure, you changed the story completely and went to the Bifrost to save Thor.. Odin.. Loki..
Maybe the book.. Maybe your powers would extend like that, thinking you’d SOME DAY go back to the storyline to finish it. So if you had gone to the forest area.. What would have happened then? Forever stuck? There was no ending anyway.. So was the only way to phase out of an unfinished book.. To die?
You shivered at the thought, idea and sensation considering how you felt in your last moments. It was like a hangover, flu, broken bone all had a baby and yet strangely at the same time.. Peaceful.. And tiresome.
And painful..
You fell back on your bed with your eyes closed, phone clutched at your heart while you thought of Loki. You were back.. What would happen if you tried going back to him? Would you have to die again if you needed an out since there was no finished storyline? Or live forever.. Paving your own with the hope- but not guarantee- that he was better and not fallen back into the ways of death, destruction and lies..
‘’Y/N hun- dinners ready!”
The voice of your mother calls in her usual sing-song voice while she opens the door to your bedroom, causing you to jump straight up in sudden surprise and excitement.
‘’Mom!!” you cried out, your body taking over as it swept you across the room in lightening speed and wrapping your arms around her waist, damn near knocking her over while she gave you a silly grin.
‘’Okay what did you do?”
She questioned her on the edge of a scolding voice while you laughed and hugged her tighter, your chin resting over her shoulder while you took in her familiar warmth, scent and feeling.
‘’Just.. Missed you, that's all..’’ you said carefully, trying not to sound suspicious while you squeezed your eyes shut, opting for that instead of your arms to not harm the older woman.
‘’Don't give me any of that, you better not have any boys in here.’’ she teased with a playful swat on your arm before she hugged you back, her sign of giving in while you could practically feel her eyes sweeping over your room.
‘’Nah, none in stock yet.’’ you teased, relishing in your temporary happiness while you slowly pulled away to not make her more worried before you changed the subject to technically men in your room. ‘’Whatcha make?”
‘’Spagetti, your Nani’s recipe. Your sister is finishing up the salad, come on,’’ she nodded towards the door and you hesitated, making her pause and practically read your mind. ‘’No phones at the table.’’
You winced and sighed, giving her a nod while you told yourself you could think of all this later while enjoying your grandma’s famous spaghetti and some much needed family time.
Of course while there was much to talk about, all you could offer was “not much” updates and some fake friendship drama to make your outside life more interesting and untouched by your parent’s attentions. Thankfully your sister seemed to talk most of the time and gave you a break while trying to catch up on your last update HERE.
You needed more hobbies.. That's for sure because the fact that you only ‘read’ in your spare time couldn't be healthy. You did have a few close friends and enjoyed the occasional night out or coffee dates, but reading also saved money while you had been trying to get an apartment of your own.
Not that you minded staying with your folks.. It didn't bother you, but it has been a long past time you leave the nest. You also thought it would give you a good chance to less awkwardly bring actual boys over without being under your nosey parent’s roof but.. Your dating life has gone downhill since.. Well.. the last boyfriend you had as you told Loki plus- book boyfriends were better anyway.
Were they though?You shook your head at the little demon whispering in your head and took another bite of food. Your last bite.. You scarfed.. Several plates..
This whole thing hadn't necessarily scared you off from being in another book.. You just began having that small urge of… taking a break. You longed to see Loki again- as promised but.. You still weren't sure how you’d get back another time without dying.. Let alone trusting that he was reformed.
That gave you an idea.
Dinner was over and you stayed long enough to watch a few episodes of whatever your parents were watching- solely for the company before you scampered back to your bedroom. Your phone stayed on the mattress as if mocking you but you drew in a breath and puffed out your chest.
You literally have survived so much- not just in this recent book in which you had found out it was called Like You Mean It by the author named Mischief Maker. So many adventures.. Figuring this thing out would not scare you off. Especially having taken a shard from Asgard’s bridge to get back here.. Unknowingly.
Through hours of research before your eyes began to drift, you had come to some conclusions and a battle plan.
Only go into books you’ve read and looked over to not repeat your same mistake.. Not saying Loki was a mistake or something but- it would be best to just.. Have a heads up if you were coming face to face with a borderline sadist.
You also have hunted down the author of the damn book and found out that the book hadn't been finished or updated due to some real life stuff going on that she vaguely hinted about. No one's business- but you understood. You were no writer by any means- you literally proved it not too long ago- but you could understand how writing and real life crap was a hard balance- let alone with thin energy and motivation at times.
That being said, you thought about hitting up the author tomorrow and perhaps either asking if an update was going to come soon.. Or maybe find someone to finish it themselves..
You didn't want to insult them by any means- let alone seem like a pest.. But how could you enter an unfinished world? There was no way in Hel you wanted to die to see that man again but you were going to do everything you could to fight for him..
The only curiosity was.. Would you resume where you left off, or start from the beginning where Loki would see you as property again? Could you be better prepared this time? You never actually reentered a book before.. You kinda just lived the life and then went to a new one so.. This would be a difficult choice..
Maybe you could even try to write your own book.. Maybe based off hers? Though there was no way you were gonna copyright..
A heavy sigh left your lips and you closed your eyes. How about we just start with seeing if the author will want to update.. After all- maybe some projects get forgotten or something with some intent on getting back to it..
Loki was for sure a hard one to forget.. If at all..
The next morning, you felt OK. By any means, it felt strange waking up alone in your own, original bed without some sort of suspicious shit happening, or the man of your dreams between your legs.
Sad to say you were still an addict and your body craved the attention but you got up and got ready for the day, providing a distraction rather than a -most likely- failed attempt at mastrabating.
Pulling out your laptop, you opened up the browser in which the author was still active and opened up her inbox.
You weren't too big on communicating on this site, you were a reader and enjoyed polls and commenting- never yourself actually writing. Did you compliment them first? Say hi and see what happens? You couldn't believe you were sweating but you were pretty sure it was partly nerves. You hated feeling like you were a burden or a problem and feeling like you were going to nag someone definitely had you up there.
Hey! I just wanna say i LOVE ‘Like You Mean it’ and was wondering if there’d be an update in the mere future? Hope you’re feeling well 🙏
After staring at it for fifty times, you sent it.
What if she never replies? Or see it? Should I send one each day I don't get a reply? Should I think of a plan B?
You ran your fingers through your hair to push it out of your face and sighed, leaning back and letting the back of your head lean against the wall behind you with a less than grateful thunk. What would plan B be? You didn't want to write your own- that was copyright.. But only if it wasn't published? If you kept it on paper, then no one but you would ever know..
But that could take forever.. It took practically hours to cough up a single sentence TWICE because of Loki. you wanted her story because that’s where THAT Loki was.. Anything you do could change that personality of his.. Believe it or not, each book involving the man you went into had a slight difference in behavior. Everyone writes differently and even though Mischief Maker’s version was pretty dark and deranged..
Damn it you had just begun fixing things!
You yelled out in frustration and closed your lap top. You were obsessing over this and needed a break. She probably wouldn't reply this second.. Or today.. Or soon.. But this wasnt healthy..
You spent the day with mom- consisting of driving her to places, grabbing coffee together and grocery shopping. The bonding was nice but you’d be lying if you didn't admit to checking your phone every hour to see if the author replied.
Nothin.
Dinner was spent on the couch where your whole family watched with you one of the best movies in the world- Marvel’s Avengers but you stayed silent pretty much the whole time. The movies hit differently.. Especially now and this wasn't helping when you were trying to seek out a distraction.
‘’You okay?” your dad asked from his lounge chair and you looked over with a reassuring smile.
‘’Yeah, all good.’’ you assured and he gave you a nod before looking back at the tv- the extent of his worry ending.
The amount of times light from your phone would illuminate your face was almost annoying you, let alone your mother where she gave you a gentle smile and told you to take a break and watch the movie with them. After all, as your sister teasingly points out-
It’s your favorite.
The next few days dragged by, filled with sighs and phone obsession before you began to feel like you were gonna give up. Was Loki waiting for you? Did he even notice or care if the book reset? How were you to know?
You often looked back at the last page from before the cut off and tapped your finger subconsciously on your chin.
Mischief Maker wasn't replying to her account though has been active every few minutes. Oh gods.. You probably annoyed her..
You cringed and looked away from the phone, racking your brain at trying to figure out what to do but you had that slight nauseous feeling again. You were eating your usual amount of food- but you noticed you were more tired and had waves of sick-feeling.
Gods you needed a vacation.. An electronic vacation away from it all but a small part of you felt like you were abandoning him.. Did he miss you as much as you missed him?
You had thought about phasing into other Loki books, shorter, sweet ones but you felt like it wouldn't be the same. Was this an addiction? Was your mental state okay?
More days passed and you remained the same. Honestly, was this what writer's block felt like? How you needed to think of a plan, something to do to fix your dilemma but not a thought came to mind on how. It got bad enough where you sent the author a second inbox message, asking how they’ve been.
You immediately regretted it when you pressed send.
Her other stories were pretty good- a lot unhinged, dark themed but the plots were solid. Definitely sounded more like your Loki than the others, and you couldn't help but think if something was wrong with you for thinking such a thing..
Do you like bad boys now? Loki wasn't really a bad boy.. Most would call him an anti villain right? Technically a hero with a shit ton of character development.
Your eyes closed and you drew in a breath, trying to ignore another wave of nausea just as your mom walked in before you could hide your facial expression.
‘’Still not feeling well? It’s been a couple of days..’’ she said with worry, coming over to sit beside you and place a nice, cool hand on your forehead.
‘’You're not really burning up.. Though your not eating as much..’’
‘’I love your food mom but- my appetite is just paused right now..’’ you tell her, hoping she's not offended because it is by far NOT her food that's the problem. Her food is amazing.
You notice the hesitance in her face like she wants to say something and you sigh, stopping your urge to roll your eyes. ‘’There’s no boys in here.’’
‘’I know honey it’s just.. You’d tell me if you were dating anyone right? We’d love to meet them and have them over for dinner and-’’
‘’I’m not dating yet mom, or seeing anyone, i promise i’d let you know if i- oh god..’’ you groan and cover your face, red cheeked and embarrassed while she retracted her hand.
‘’What?”
‘’You think im having sex.’’ you mumble into your hands.
‘’Well.. Honey.. It’s just..’’
‘’I promise mom, I haven't had sex. In like.. Forever. Imma be the dude from 40 Year Old Virgin by the time i find the right guy around here because thats how much action ive-’’
‘’Okay okay- thank you hon.. I was just concerned, it’s a parents job.’’ she sighed with a small smile when she noticed my teasing look.
Mom and I could always be honest with each other, the mother and daughter relationship I hope everyone has- not necessarily talking about all private stuff but.. Feeling safe to talk about anything.
‘’I love you honey, need anything?” she asks as she gets up.
‘’No, thank you. Were you gonna head over to Mary’s?” you ask, sitting up and cracking your back.
‘’Yeah, did you want to come along?” she asked and from the hopeful sound of her voice, how could i say no.
‘’Sure- i could use the break anyways,’’ you shrug and stand up, wincing as soon as you say it while mom pauses at the door.
‘’What were you working on?”
‘’Ohh just.. Some Youtube edits you know, getting some ideas finally out of my head.’’ you fib, grabbing your stuff and following her out with being just lucky enough for her to shrug and accept the answer, hardly knowing you had been just buried in obsession and anger arising from a ghosting author.
Today you actually threw up, having hugged the toilet probably longer than you've held your phone today.
The sickness wasn't necessarily worse, but the nausea actually fell through with its threat than just.. Being there.
You had thought maybe if it was a time change, maybe being from Asgard and here made your body feel like it was in a different time zone than you realized. You also thought it was switching foods, drinks, your bed- anything that had made you transitioned from where you were.
It sounded impossible so maybe there was just a bug going around..
You had spent the past few hours of restless sleep reading the actual story of what actually happened in Like You Mean it and quite frankly.. You felt like you saved the poor chick.
It opened up with how you started- a woman wakes up and eventually runs into Loki. However, instead of your multiple attempts of escape, this chick just.. Cooperates. She does everything she can to try to please him- even if it were things she was again or wasn't into.. Perhaps to win his heart to make him more compliant in trying to hear her out but quite frankly.. There wasn't much talking going on in the first few chapters.
You never got how some reader characters just.. Folded. Easily. Loki was drop dead gorgeous and logically it makes sense but realistically.. You wouldn't just let a stranger practically manhandle and use you just cause he’s hot, right?
Welcome to dark romance.
She came to her senses when she realized pain and pleasure was her life but the pain increasing through each character had her seek out escape. Fleeing on horseback was her first attempt aside from major arguments that went nowhere but the bedroom, and it made you shiver in more ways than one with all the thoughts coming back.
Perhaps in some sort of way, the negative aspect of it all had you sick enough to find yourself here. Your mom practically spawned out of nowhere when you donated more guts to the toilet and felt her gentle hand rubbing your back.
‘’Sweety, I really think you should consider seeing a doctor.. There hasn't been any word of a bug going around and you seemed perfectly fine last week.. Are you sure there isn't anything going on?”
You loved how your mom was so concerned but hated how you felt annoyed because of it. Maybe you just hated making her worry and took it out on her as you spit into the toilet and sighed, giving her a ‘this again look’.
‘’Mom, i told you i havent had any-’’
Your words were cut off when she held up a strange looking stick, wrapped in pink plastic and a ‘pleassse’ look on your moms face. ‘’Is that-’’
‘’I know you haven't been having sex darling but.. Could you at least take this? For me? It will just make me feel better that your-’’
‘’Theres no trust in thai family.’’ you sighed sarcastically and nearly rested your forehead on the seat. ‘’I haven't had a boyfriend in years. And no i don’t have flings.’’ you added when you heard your mother inhale.
‘’I do trust you but.. Please?” she asked quietly, making you take a breath and close your eyes.
She was wasting her time and wanting you to prove it. Holding a hand out without even turning around, you felt her place it in your hand and her footsteps approached the door.
‘’Do you know how to-’’
‘’Yes.’’
‘’Alright dear.. Let me know if you need anything.’’
You heard the door close behind you and you relaxed. She meant well.. But you wished she’d trust your word. You did have one scare when you were in highschool- that being the last fling you ever had before you were more careful when you were dating.
Flushing first, you rolled your eyes as you unwrapped the plastic and peed on the area you needed too. The things were easier than what movies made them seem, and you placed it on the counter to wait for the obvious results to come up.
Two lines meant positive- though there were false positives and negatives, which is why normally people took two or three. Yet if mom only gave you one, then there should be a little trust in your word.
Almost snorting to yourself, you sat down on the floor and rested your back against the door, picking up your phone while you set a mental timer in your head for the results to have come through.
While you had been waiting for this author to get to her messages- if at all- she has been posting some pretty cool updates on some originals she’s been working on. You resisted the urge to comment on the posts with ‘cool’ or ‘can’t wait’ encase she’d recognize you and ghost you permanently for sure- if that be the case.. Maybe she's just one of those people that ignores update requests and stays as ‘ill update when i update, you’ll find it eventually’.
Biting the inside of your cheek, you began to doomscroll in some of the fan art pages before you noticed the time was just about ready to tell your mom I told you so. Reaching up, your hand paused just as it had picked up the stick- the sound on a “ding” in your inbox indicating someone had sent you a message.
Brows furrowing, you hardly talked to anyone on here and when you did, it was through tags. Moving your thumb slowly to open up messages, a small twist began to appear in your stomach.
Were you going to barf again?
Taking a deep breath, focusing on the phone would distract you from the nausea but when you finally clicked on Inbox, the message there nearly did have you throw up.
It was from Mischief Maker, a single message on its own rather than being attached to your own message thread you had sent that nearly had your body shiver in chills and pale.
“Return to me..’’
You didn't know how you knew.. You didn't know how it was possible.. It was getting hard to breathe while your hands began to shake. Shake so much- you dropped the test onto the floor with a light tap on the bathroom tile.
‘Return to me’... it.. It’s not possible.. She’s fucking with you.. Right?
You couldn't breathe..
You couldnt move..
You needed to throw up.. You were going to be sick..
Your eyes slowly drifted off..
Down..
To the test laying beside you on the floor..
Positive.
YOU CANT CONVINCE ME THIS SONG WOULDNT BE PLAYING IF THEY ROLLED CREDITS!
MY MY WE’RE FINALLY HERE!
But don’t worry, this is not the end :) I've just deemed it appropriate to end it on this note as book one but I do hope to get to book two in the near future.
“I Mean It” (Loki Love Story) will be the title, and I'll be sure to post an announcement HERE whenever it does get posted. Still, keep an eye out ;)
I’d like to thank everyone who’s followed me on this journey! I’ve read and appreciated every comment and share you’ve given and have found it amusing with so many ideas and guesses being offered.
I was sweating at the ending tho.. Don’t get me wrong, i would have loved a more ‘happy ending’ but if you’re familiar with my writing style, thy demon tends to steal thy pen LOL
And I love me some twisted plot twists.
My offered reassurance is that a sequel will be presented :)
I hope i answered all of your questions as they’ve been commented- even i tend to confuse myself sometimes and over explain LOL But yeah.. Perhaps a more clear understanding of things will be further explained in the next book.
What next?
Well, I fully intend on getting started with book two when I can. One shots will still be written, other projects updated/finished and I hope to start a new book soon so keep an eye out :D (might be already published for later readers).
We’ve all fantasized of living in such places with our dream man ;) I wanted to keep it as realistic as possible if one would find themselves in an actual situation such as this- especially me where most of my sarcastic sass dripped into Y/N’s character personality Lol which.. Tends to get ‘us’ in trouble. I had so much fun writing this still and truly can’t wait for what the future holds for these characters 🙂
Never underestimate Loki ;)
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Summary: Loki finds a compatible way to make your.. sizes work. whether you like it or not.
Rating: R *DARK*
Theme Song: Just My Type by The Vamps
‘’You're pregnant, darling.’’
The sentence made your body freeze, the chill running down your spine while you stared at him in disbelief. He stared back, looking dead serious, even if you waited for the ‘gotcha’ moment, but it never came.
Taking a step back, you shook your head and your relieved feeling of having grown a little completely disappeared. ‘’That's.. That's impossible..’’
‘’Its nothing i would lie to you about Y/N. you are pregnant.’’
‘’No.. No you're wrong- thats.. How?” you whispered, but he heard you perfectly fine while your hand came up to ghost against your belly, as if you could feel the bump already.
‘’Several things could have factored,’’ Loki shrugged and his expression looked almost unreadable while his hand rested beside you, no longer touching.
‘’Dripage of my seed could have occurred at any time. There's also the event when we use the portal. Although I haven't gotten the pleasure to perfectly stretch you out, much of my tip could have been enough.’’
You shivered and felt yourself sink to the ground, your body bouncing lightly on the cushion below you while your eyes trailed off. ‘’So.. This is your fault-’’
‘’Hardly love. I didn't plan for such an event.’’ Loki shook his head, his voice now soft and you saw his hand move behind you, making you close your eyes and await his touch, but it didn't come.
‘’Well then.. What are we going to do about it?”
‘’Nothing.’’
Your eyes shot open wide with another startled look. ‘’What??”
Loki smiled gently at you and you felt his thumb and pointing finger grip right under your armpits, plucking you up and bringing you closer before he set you on his chest, his reclined position making you grasp a bit of his armor to prevent yourself from sliding down- definitely a place you didn't want to bring light on anytime soon.
‘’As unplanned as it was darling, this will be a perfect opportunity to bring forth heirs.’’
You gawked and felt your stomach twist while you looked up at him, his palm having gently rested at your back- either to keep you there, or perhaps he was preparing to sleep.. Which would definitely ensure he’d keep you there.
‘’I’m.. I’m not having your child-’’
‘’You do not exactly have that decision.’’
‘’It’s.. It’s impossible..’’ you shook your head, feeling your body begin to shake while your eyes pricked with tears.
‘’Why not love?” he asked, his voice soft while his thumb stroked your back as if to soothe you.
‘’I’m this size! What would come to happen?? Would it grow as a regular child and rip me in half?? Would it come out small too?? I’m also not ready!”
‘’Being ready is not a factor darling. We have the best maidens here to assist in anything we need, including caring for our little one while we both are.. Preoccupied.’’
His smirk amongst the innuendo had you use your elbow to try to roughly get his thumb away from you in anger, but it hardly moved. If anything, he put more of his hand’s weight upon you to have you now lay flat on your stomach with an ‘oof’ and your chin coming in contact less than gracefully on his armor.
‘’There is no our!”
Loki snorted and rolled his eyes. ‘’It is indeed, in fact, mine.’’
‘’We can't have a child! Ill.. ill die..’’ your tears now began to flow, fear taking over while you stared at him as if to beg.
‘’You are being quite dramatic darling. My magic will grant me the ability to monitor how our little one is doing. If it seems there are complications with your size and the growth,.. Then perhaps we can come to an understanding.’’
Your eyes widened as you looked at him, your heart pounding with a sliver of hope returning to you. ‘’Wha-.. What do you mean?”
Loki was silent a moment as he watched you, almost as if still debating over all this. He seemed to study you, calculate, and his gaze made you nervous before he exhaled and leaned his head back, returning to his lounging position and ignoring the subject.
‘’Loki..’’ you urged, nerves running through you as you stared at his sharp jawline.
Things were much bigger compared to how you were, but life would still be a struggle going about things. Especially what you may face now. Loki would still not let you go, but you had hoped to have to at least gain 12 inches in hopes to scale a few things- not half of that. Yet he seemed to be open to adapting to this new challenge same as you, but he didn't seem to want to talk about it now.
‘’Loki…’’ you asked again, watching his jaw get tight again in mild annoyance, almost as if you were nagging him when he didn't want to tell you.
‘’Not yet.’’
‘’Not yet what?”
With a huff, he raised his head just enough to look at you, plucking you up again and raising you above his face. ‘’Ride me, get yourself off and I'll tell you.’’
That smirk told you he was bragging that he still had all the power. All the answers- and if you wanted something, you were going to have to earn it. Which is why you huffed and bit your tongue while he leaned his head back again and placed you onto his face.
Your hands instantly grabbed his nose, not wanting to fall off while your knees rested semi spread to frame his mouth. His warm breath fanned your body from his nostrils but not enough to knock you off. There were other matters to worry about when suddenly you felt his lips part slightly and the tip of his tongue came out, making contact with your cunt and nearly lifting you off the ground.
Your grip tightened and a whimper escaped your lips when you basically felt like your whole body balanced by just his tongue alone. A hum vibrated his throat and nearly sent vibrations straight through your core, encouraging your pleasure you hardly wanted to chase at the moment, but he had quite the way of convincing your body otherwise.
He wasn't going to tell you how you both would go about this pregnancy- the mere thought making you shiver with mixed feelings swimming in your head- without you doing as he says so you were going to have to get through this orgasm to get there. The shameful matter was, your body had already gotten a bit stimulated by humping at his cock, the friction having more than one effect you didn't realize had happened until now where you were twitching with sensitivity.
‘’Mmm I thought so..’’ Loki hummed out, being sure not to talk with his mouth open completely but his lips all the same, stroking your lower body with the gentle movement of his tongue to form his words.
You had been afraid before at your height, possibly falling down his throat with him perhaps not noticing. Now at six inches, you would deem yourself a choking hazard and he’d have to take a few pauses if he wanted to get you down- not that he ever wanted to before, he just enjoyed scaring you with the idea.
Stabilizing your knees back on his mouth, you closed your eyes to will your facial expressions to ease up when his tongue came back out and pressed back up against your cunt.
You'd be lying if you didn't admit it felt good, but the backstory of this all was what made you truly try to hate it.. Even if your body wasn't convinced.
Your hips began to move, grinding yourself against the tip of the tongue that could have been the same size as someone humping at their pillow. His muscled moisture coated you from clit to entrance, most likely more than that with the width and length of it all where even your entire inner thighs began to feel slick.
You picked up a steady rhythm, humping at his tongue while your head fell back and your breathing got labored. How could you already be there?? Loki began to shift a little, your fingers gripping onto him tighter will your movements never ceased, only half caring what he was doing while you tried focusing on your goal. That is, until you heard friction behind you that made you look over your shoulder.
Loki had pulled his cock out, shamelessly stroking it to match the same rhythm as your hips and his breathing got a little panty, making you fear he might open his mouth after all and having you accidentally drop in. the god’s libido was completely unmatched with how quickly he was wanting to go again but if he was stroking himself- that was fine with you. You hardly wanted to be used again when you had your own shit to deal with.
Loki’s tongue lifted every once and waited, disrupting your grinding but helping you near orgasm all the same as if he were trying to stuff himself into your cunt. Of course, none of him would fit but the constant digging attention he gave against your hole seemed to make you blush drastically at the very idea of being filled with his tongue alone.
Before you knew it, your eyes were fluttering at you were moaning as well, your mind falling into the haze of merely trying to reach compilation, all while Loki jerked himself and his harsh movements would make his chin tip upwards now and again, throwing your chest against his nose before you’d fall back onto his awaiting mouth, this motion happening constantly where one would think you were almost being bounced.
‘’F-fuck..’’ you mumbled, keeping your eyes closed as you got closer and closer to that edge- always hating how he was the cause and perhaps staying in the darkness would convince yourself it was all you.. But he just kept reminding you he was there..
‘’That's it Y/N.. thats it.. Chase it darling.. You’re almost there.. We’re almost there..’’ he mumbled, his strokes getting faster while you bit your bottom lip.
‘’I just-’’ you yelped when he completely opened his mouth and tipped his head slightly down, making you fall back with your legs sliding in first- his tongue out to have your back land and catch you. ‘’What are you-’’
You should have known.. He’s done this before..
Your hands gripped onto his upper lip, almost hoping to stop him but you knew you could never while his lips closed around you, molding around your chest and back while your lower half stayed in his mouth. You were almost hung upside down if Loki didn't tilt his head back again, making you feel like you were just reclining while his tongue went to work on its own between your legs.
He always loved hearing your moans, which was why it was rare having your whole self being in his mouth, or your upper half. There was that one time he had your lower half sticking out and your arms and head between his lips, licking at your face while his smallest finger would play with you in your most intimate area.
Your feet hardly knew where to support yourself while the width of his tongue had your legs spread, the tip of his tongue flicking away while your hands had no choice but to grip at his tips and take it. He was jerking himself off now at the pace he set in sync with his mouth, seeming to have slowed down to lengthen the time you two have together before his eyes began to flutter back.
He hummed at the taste of you on top of his own growing pleasure, his moans vibrating through you where you began to thrash and shake your head, moaning.
‘’I’m … i’m..’’
‘’Mmhmm..’’ he hummed, sounding quite seductive as he granted you permission.
As if perfect timing with his cue, your orgasm washed over you like a ton of bricks, stiffening and arching your back while you cried out. Your sounds seemed drowned out when he moaned against you, lapping at your joists eagerly without mercy- it was almost overstimulating. His deep breathing also indicated he had come as well and you hardly needed to look back to see him pumping himself dry with his essence coated all over his hand.
Your eyes were half lidded and your body shook, slumped and almost grateful Loki was holding you up before you saw his hand come into view. As if your body came back to life with the reality of the situation once more, you held back a squeak when his fingers plucked you from his mouth with a wet pop and the stickiness sliding down your body told you he was using the same hand he had finished himself off with.
‘’Oh my beautiful Y/N.. you do so well for me.. Once this is over and you have my child, I cannot wait to shrink you down to my favorite size for you again.. And just devour you..’’ his voice was husky and raspy from moaning, and the last word had you in a bit of a freight if he meant either eat or just.. Eat.
‘’C-can you tell me your proposition.. Sire?’’ you whispered while you stayed hanging by his two fingers at his eye level, your hands having instinctually raised up to grasp at his fingernails for extra grip- even if it exposed your body he was very much looking over.
With a gentle sigh, indicating his good mood, he leaned back and kept you in front of him, looking you over with a calculating smile. ‘’I will be monitoring everything while this baby grows. If it requires that indeed you need to start growing as well to accommodate our spawn, then I will give you the inches required when need be. I am unable to predict the future, but at a point, you just may be returned closer to your original size.’’
Your eyes lit up at the chance of being turned back to a regular person! A regular five plus inches tall person! Regardless of the mixed emotions, if having this baby promised that- and it’s safety while it grows, then you nodded frantically while lacing your fingers together in a prayer position.
‘’However,’’ his light squeeze cut your words off, almost as if knowing there’d be attempted escapes while you got taller each session. ‘’Once the child is born, I will allow you such times to care for it and do what's necessary. When the babe is asleep, or preoccupied where you are completely mine, you’ll go back to be pleasing me.’’
You gulped a little with a shiver, fear clearly on your face but you knew you had to obey to at least get even a sliver of a chance to escape. Because it wasnt just about you anymore..
‘’Yes sire..’’
Your answer was enough to please him and he nodded his head with a slight flash of green in his pupils. In a second, you found yourself no longer wet and sticky, hair in its proper place- as naked as you still were. Even he had put himself back in his trousers but you noticed his leather flap remained open.
‘’Good girl, now,’’ he started and stood up, making you hold onto his fingers more with the fast wind and motion of being hoisted from the couch. ‘’I have another meeting to attend to before the day comes to an end, and i do need some much needed company to relieve such boredoms.’’
Your body tensed as you felt yourself falling, his hand traveling down before your eyes caught sight of his other hand holding his trousers open. ‘’And you do so very much distract me well..’’
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Masterlist for G/T
Finished!! I'm sorry that it's not longer because i can see this continuing on so very much with the new predicaments.. but tbh i don't write many potential kid scenarios- i lack practice and it's a borderline squinty subject. I may or may not come back to this some time and find a way to continue. I'd very much have to do some thinkin. a lot. because i can see it but it will take time to hint around the kid plot.
i am open to G/T one shots tho such as like this if ya'll wanna hit me up with ideas :) Tumblr is usually best LOL
Thank you all for supporting this work!!!!
I'm so sorry to hear you're not planning on continuing this, though I understand your trepidation. I hope inspiration strikes all the same. I adore your writing and creativity!
Summary: Loki finds a compatible way to make your.. sizes work. whether you like it or not.
Rating: R *DARK*
Theme Song: Just My Type by The Vamps
‘’You're pregnant, darling.’’
The sentence made your body freeze, the chill running down your spine while you stared at him in disbelief. He stared back, looking dead serious, even if you waited for the ‘gotcha’ moment, but it never came.
Taking a step back, you shook your head and your relieved feeling of having grown a little completely disappeared. ‘’That's.. That's impossible..’’
‘’Its nothing i would lie to you about Y/N. you are pregnant.’’
‘’No.. No you're wrong- thats.. How?” you whispered, but he heard you perfectly fine while your hand came up to ghost against your belly, as if you could feel the bump already.
‘’Several things could have factored,’’ Loki shrugged and his expression looked almost unreadable while his hand rested beside you, no longer touching.
‘’Dripage of my seed could have occurred at any time. There's also the event when we use the portal. Although I haven't gotten the pleasure to perfectly stretch you out, much of my tip could have been enough.’’
You shivered and felt yourself sink to the ground, your body bouncing lightly on the cushion below you while your eyes trailed off. ‘’So.. This is your fault-’’
‘’Hardly love. I didn't plan for such an event.’’ Loki shook his head, his voice now soft and you saw his hand move behind you, making you close your eyes and await his touch, but it didn't come.
‘’Well then.. What are we going to do about it?”
‘’Nothing.’’
Your eyes shot open wide with another startled look. ‘’What??”
Loki smiled gently at you and you felt his thumb and pointing finger grip right under your armpits, plucking you up and bringing you closer before he set you on his chest, his reclined position making you grasp a bit of his armor to prevent yourself from sliding down- definitely a place you didn't want to bring light on anytime soon.
‘’As unplanned as it was darling, this will be a perfect opportunity to bring forth heirs.’’
You gawked and felt your stomach twist while you looked up at him, his palm having gently rested at your back- either to keep you there, or perhaps he was preparing to sleep.. Which would definitely ensure he’d keep you there.
‘’I’m.. I’m not having your child-’’
‘’You do not exactly have that decision.’’
‘’It’s.. It’s impossible..’’ you shook your head, feeling your body begin to shake while your eyes pricked with tears.
‘’Why not love?” he asked, his voice soft while his thumb stroked your back as if to soothe you.
‘’I’m this size! What would come to happen?? Would it grow as a regular child and rip me in half?? Would it come out small too?? I’m also not ready!”
‘’Being ready is not a factor darling. We have the best maidens here to assist in anything we need, including caring for our little one while we both are.. Preoccupied.’’
His smirk amongst the innuendo had you use your elbow to try to roughly get his thumb away from you in anger, but it hardly moved. If anything, he put more of his hand’s weight upon you to have you now lay flat on your stomach with an ‘oof’ and your chin coming in contact less than gracefully on his armor.
‘’There is no our!”
Loki snorted and rolled his eyes. ‘’It is indeed, in fact, mine.’’
‘’We can't have a child! Ill.. ill die..’’ your tears now began to flow, fear taking over while you stared at him as if to beg.
‘’You are being quite dramatic darling. My magic will grant me the ability to monitor how our little one is doing. If it seems there are complications with your size and the growth,.. Then perhaps we can come to an understanding.’’
Your eyes widened as you looked at him, your heart pounding with a sliver of hope returning to you. ‘’Wha-.. What do you mean?”
Loki was silent a moment as he watched you, almost as if still debating over all this. He seemed to study you, calculate, and his gaze made you nervous before he exhaled and leaned his head back, returning to his lounging position and ignoring the subject.
‘’Loki..’’ you urged, nerves running through you as you stared at his sharp jawline.
Things were much bigger compared to how you were, but life would still be a struggle going about things. Especially what you may face now. Loki would still not let you go, but you had hoped to have to at least gain 12 inches in hopes to scale a few things- not half of that. Yet he seemed to be open to adapting to this new challenge same as you, but he didn't seem to want to talk about it now.
‘’Loki…’’ you asked again, watching his jaw get tight again in mild annoyance, almost as if you were nagging him when he didn't want to tell you.
‘’Not yet.’’
‘’Not yet what?”
With a huff, he raised his head just enough to look at you, plucking you up again and raising you above his face. ‘’Ride me, get yourself off and I'll tell you.’’
That smirk told you he was bragging that he still had all the power. All the answers- and if you wanted something, you were going to have to earn it. Which is why you huffed and bit your tongue while he leaned his head back again and placed you onto his face.
Your hands instantly grabbed his nose, not wanting to fall off while your knees rested semi spread to frame his mouth. His warm breath fanned your body from his nostrils but not enough to knock you off. There were other matters to worry about when suddenly you felt his lips part slightly and the tip of his tongue came out, making contact with your cunt and nearly lifting you off the ground.
Your grip tightened and a whimper escaped your lips when you basically felt like your whole body balanced by just his tongue alone. A hum vibrated his throat and nearly sent vibrations straight through your core, encouraging your pleasure you hardly wanted to chase at the moment, but he had quite the way of convincing your body otherwise.
He wasn't going to tell you how you both would go about this pregnancy- the mere thought making you shiver with mixed feelings swimming in your head- without you doing as he says so you were going to have to get through this orgasm to get there. The shameful matter was, your body had already gotten a bit stimulated by humping at his cock, the friction having more than one effect you didn't realize had happened until now where you were twitching with sensitivity.
‘’Mmm I thought so..’’ Loki hummed out, being sure not to talk with his mouth open completely but his lips all the same, stroking your lower body with the gentle movement of his tongue to form his words.
You had been afraid before at your height, possibly falling down his throat with him perhaps not noticing. Now at six inches, you would deem yourself a choking hazard and he’d have to take a few pauses if he wanted to get you down- not that he ever wanted to before, he just enjoyed scaring you with the idea.
Stabilizing your knees back on his mouth, you closed your eyes to will your facial expressions to ease up when his tongue came back out and pressed back up against your cunt.
You'd be lying if you didn't admit it felt good, but the backstory of this all was what made you truly try to hate it.. Even if your body wasn't convinced.
Your hips began to move, grinding yourself against the tip of the tongue that could have been the same size as someone humping at their pillow. His muscled moisture coated you from clit to entrance, most likely more than that with the width and length of it all where even your entire inner thighs began to feel slick.
You picked up a steady rhythm, humping at his tongue while your head fell back and your breathing got labored. How could you already be there?? Loki began to shift a little, your fingers gripping onto him tighter will your movements never ceased, only half caring what he was doing while you tried focusing on your goal. That is, until you heard friction behind you that made you look over your shoulder.
Loki had pulled his cock out, shamelessly stroking it to match the same rhythm as your hips and his breathing got a little panty, making you fear he might open his mouth after all and having you accidentally drop in. the god’s libido was completely unmatched with how quickly he was wanting to go again but if he was stroking himself- that was fine with you. You hardly wanted to be used again when you had your own shit to deal with.
Loki’s tongue lifted every once and waited, disrupting your grinding but helping you near orgasm all the same as if he were trying to stuff himself into your cunt. Of course, none of him would fit but the constant digging attention he gave against your hole seemed to make you blush drastically at the very idea of being filled with his tongue alone.
Before you knew it, your eyes were fluttering at you were moaning as well, your mind falling into the haze of merely trying to reach compilation, all while Loki jerked himself and his harsh movements would make his chin tip upwards now and again, throwing your chest against his nose before you’d fall back onto his awaiting mouth, this motion happening constantly where one would think you were almost being bounced.
‘’F-fuck..’’ you mumbled, keeping your eyes closed as you got closer and closer to that edge- always hating how he was the cause and perhaps staying in the darkness would convince yourself it was all you.. But he just kept reminding you he was there..
‘’That's it Y/N.. thats it.. Chase it darling.. You’re almost there.. We’re almost there..’’ he mumbled, his strokes getting faster while you bit your bottom lip.
‘’I just-’’ you yelped when he completely opened his mouth and tipped his head slightly down, making you fall back with your legs sliding in first- his tongue out to have your back land and catch you. ‘’What are you-’’
You should have known.. He’s done this before..
Your hands gripped onto his upper lip, almost hoping to stop him but you knew you could never while his lips closed around you, molding around your chest and back while your lower half stayed in his mouth. You were almost hung upside down if Loki didn't tilt his head back again, making you feel like you were just reclining while his tongue went to work on its own between your legs.
He always loved hearing your moans, which was why it was rare having your whole self being in his mouth, or your upper half. There was that one time he had your lower half sticking out and your arms and head between his lips, licking at your face while his smallest finger would play with you in your most intimate area.
Your feet hardly knew where to support yourself while the width of his tongue had your legs spread, the tip of his tongue flicking away while your hands had no choice but to grip at his tips and take it. He was jerking himself off now at the pace he set in sync with his mouth, seeming to have slowed down to lengthen the time you two have together before his eyes began to flutter back.
He hummed at the taste of you on top of his own growing pleasure, his moans vibrating through you where you began to thrash and shake your head, moaning.
‘’I’m … i’m..’’
‘’Mmhmm..’’ he hummed, sounding quite seductive as he granted you permission.
As if perfect timing with his cue, your orgasm washed over you like a ton of bricks, stiffening and arching your back while you cried out. Your sounds seemed drowned out when he moaned against you, lapping at your joists eagerly without mercy- it was almost overstimulating. His deep breathing also indicated he had come as well and you hardly needed to look back to see him pumping himself dry with his essence coated all over his hand.
Your eyes were half lidded and your body shook, slumped and almost grateful Loki was holding you up before you saw his hand come into view. As if your body came back to life with the reality of the situation once more, you held back a squeak when his fingers plucked you from his mouth with a wet pop and the stickiness sliding down your body told you he was using the same hand he had finished himself off with.
‘’Oh my beautiful Y/N.. you do so well for me.. Once this is over and you have my child, I cannot wait to shrink you down to my favorite size for you again.. And just devour you..’’ his voice was husky and raspy from moaning, and the last word had you in a bit of a freight if he meant either eat or just.. Eat.
‘’C-can you tell me your proposition.. Sire?’’ you whispered while you stayed hanging by his two fingers at his eye level, your hands having instinctually raised up to grasp at his fingernails for extra grip- even if it exposed your body he was very much looking over.
With a gentle sigh, indicating his good mood, he leaned back and kept you in front of him, looking you over with a calculating smile. ‘’I will be monitoring everything while this baby grows. If it requires that indeed you need to start growing as well to accommodate our spawn, then I will give you the inches required when need be. I am unable to predict the future, but at a point, you just may be returned closer to your original size.’’
Your eyes lit up at the chance of being turned back to a regular person! A regular five plus inches tall person! Regardless of the mixed emotions, if having this baby promised that- and it’s safety while it grows, then you nodded frantically while lacing your fingers together in a prayer position.
‘’However,’’ his light squeeze cut your words off, almost as if knowing there’d be attempted escapes while you got taller each session. ‘’Once the child is born, I will allow you such times to care for it and do what's necessary. When the babe is asleep, or preoccupied where you are completely mine, you’ll go back to be pleasing me.’’
You gulped a little with a shiver, fear clearly on your face but you knew you had to obey to at least get even a sliver of a chance to escape. Because it wasnt just about you anymore..
‘’Yes sire..’’
Your answer was enough to please him and he nodded his head with a slight flash of green in his pupils. In a second, you found yourself no longer wet and sticky, hair in its proper place- as naked as you still were. Even he had put himself back in his trousers but you noticed his leather flap remained open.
‘’Good girl, now,’’ he started and stood up, making you hold onto his fingers more with the fast wind and motion of being hoisted from the couch. ‘’I have another meeting to attend to before the day comes to an end, and i do need some much needed company to relieve such boredoms.’’
Your body tensed as you felt yourself falling, his hand traveling down before your eyes caught sight of his other hand holding his trousers open. ‘’And you do so very much distract me well..’’
on AO3
Masterlist for G/T
Finished!! I'm sorry that it's not longer because i can see this continuing on so very much with the new predicaments.. but tbh i don't write many potential kid scenarios- i lack practice and it's a borderline squinty subject. I may or may not come back to this some time and find a way to continue. I'd very much have to do some thinkin. a lot. because i can see it but it will take time to hint around the kid plot.
i am open to G/T one shots tho such as like this if ya'll wanna hit me up with ideas :) Tumblr is usually best LOL
Thank you all for supporting this work!!!!
Imagine you and Loki have history- like the two of you have fucked and were serious but after Loki had threatened New York- it was to much for you and chose the other side. Loki wasn't happy, and swears he could convert you back to seeing his way.
Stealing the tesseract and being caught by the TVA wasn't necessarily something he saw coming- nor the fact that when he stood trial, he was presented by someone who would fill in for Mobius at times for a proper interrogation- by You.
He often wondered what you did in your spare time when the two of you weren't fighting or fucking- but now he has his answer, and where he goes from here just might be in your hands.
(i can see this being his expression when you enter the court, you sharing a just as shocked expression while he stares at you in a mix of lust, shock, and anger for "so.. this is what you've been doing when you're not tangled up in my sheets")
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