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Still suffering

If someone does triggering things and they know it's triggering but do it anyway, they don't care about you

My existence is pointless. I don't want to be here. I don't deserve to be here.

#depressing thoughts #depression #depressed #actuallydepressed #actually depressed #actuallyobsessive #actually obsessive #actually ocd #actuallyocd #ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #anxiety #actuallyanxious

I love how my family knows I have OCD and what triggers it but still continue to do those things because they'd be mildly inconvenienced while I'm almost having a panic attack doing the compulsions that come afterwards

#ocd #actually obsessive #actually ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #actuallyocd #actuallyobsessive

Things are exactly how I left them BUT I should probably do a tiring, time consuming ritual just to be safe

#actually ocd #ocd #actually obsessive #obsessive compulsive disorder #actuallyocd #actuallyobsessive #mental illness

Whenever someone catches me doing a compulsion I get all anxious and fuck up what I was doing cause I'm trying to look ""normal"" and end up having to start over cause what just happened was worse than the reason I started in the first place

#actually ocd #actuallyobsessive #actually obsessive #ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #actuallyocd #anxiety

Everyone is probably tired of hearing me say this but I literally cannot wait to die

#depression #depressed #anxiety #social anxiety #OCD #actuallyobsessive #actually ocd #actuallyocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #suicidal #suicide #death #dying #mental illness #mental disorder #mental health

Knowing you'll likely be alone and friendless forever cause ocd has completely taken over and you can't leave the house, your compulsions are out of control and asking people not to do triggering things is too much because everything is a trigger.

#actually ocd #actuallyocd #ocd #actually obsessive #obsessive compulsive disorder #anxiety #anxiety disorder #mental health #mental disorder

"Don't kill yourself. People care about you. You are loved"

No offense to them but I literally do not care

#suicide #suicidal #depression #depressed #death

OCD is cool because I literally cannot escape any of my triggers and I'm so fucking tired

#actually ocd #ocd #actuallyobsessive #actuallyocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #depressive #depression #depressed #anxiety #social anxiety #mental illness #mental disorder #mental health #suicide #suicidal

Anyway, I'm ready to die like there is really no reason to stay at this point and I'm tired

#suicide #suicidal #mental health #mental illness #actually ocd #ocd #actuallyobsessive #actuallyocd #depressive #depression #depressed #anxiety #social anxiety

I love how I'm the selfish one for being suicidal and not all the people who want me alive even though I'm miserable

#actually ocd #ocd #actually obsessive #obsessive compulsive disorder #actuallyocd #suicidal #suicide #depression #depressed #sad #anxiety #social anxiety #mentally illness #mental disorder #mental health

Finding a therapist is so hopeless like wow what is even the point?

#actually ocd #ocd #actually obsessive #obsessive compulsive disorder #actuallyocd #depression #anxiety #social anxiety #mentally illness #mental disorder #mental health #suicidal #suicde

High key jealous as fuck of everyone who isn’t suicidal or mentally ill

#suicide #suicidal #depression #depressing thoughts #depressed #anxiety #social anxiety #ocd #actually ocd #actuallyocd #mental health #mental illness

v upset that I didn’t die in my sleep last night

#Suicide #suicidal #depression #depressed #anxiety #social anxiety #ocd #actuallyocd #actually ocd #mental health #mental disorder #mental illness

The whole “people love you” thing people say to those who are suicidal doesn’t help me because I know they do and I wish they didn’t cause I wanna fucking die

#Suicide #suicidal #depression #depressed #anxiety #mental disorder #mental health #mental illness #social anxiety #ocd #actuallyocd #actually ocd #actually obsessive #obsessive compulsive disorder

OCD literally makes me wanna kill myself !!

#ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #actuallyocd #actually ocd #actually obsessive #suicide #suicidal #depression #anxiety #mental illness #mental health

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