[poughkeepsiesjr]

in tears thinking about chimney han right now. chimney who was the heart of the 118 before it became the 118. chimney who's first support system was the original core four of bobby, hen, and buck. chimney who was FURIOUS at bobby for not letting them help him when he got sick. chimney who was left to not only be the heart but also the protector of this family that bobby built. chimney who was so hurt that hen chose to hide her illness after everything that happened with bobby. that she didn't let him help her through those first initial months. chimney who saw buck struggling and asking for punishment and probably thought Thank God. he came to me first. and he looked at buck and said you came to me for help so that's what we're gonna get you. chimney who's only ever wanted to be allowed to help his family and was finally given the chance to.

[ravibuckleydiaz]

THE FACT THAT THIS ISN'T A MANIP AND IS LITERALLY JUST HOW THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER. PLEASE KISS EACH OTHER ALREADY OH MY GOD.

[thirdwheelravi]

the way they made eddie and CHRIS a focal point of this arc. like they're all his family but THATS HIS FAMILY

[mattsire]

Alsooo who else feels insane over this little details.

We saw 3 people sit at his bedside.

Chim in the chair in the corner and Bucks on the far side of the bed.

Maddie chair pulled away and Bucks on the far side of the bed

And Eddie who’s almost in the bed with him because of how close he has that chair and Bucks on the side near him

[drunkeddiediaz]

why they have matching smiles😊

[poughkeepsiesjr]

that moment in the montage when everything around him starts going faster as buck stays zoned out in the middle except for a good chunk of that portion eddie is also still because he's just been sitting next to buck comforting him with his presence while everyone else does the work around the house. Yeah. Yeah.

[poughkeepsiesjr]

eddie dragged his broken and beaten body all around an unfamiliar state, jumped out a window, borrowed a horse, stole a car, held a woman at gunpoint, used that same woman as a shield to hold her ex-husband at gunpoint, ran toward buck and away from cops holding HIM at gunpoint, and then when it was all said and done drove them ten hours back to the safety of LA with that same broken and beaten body. no one can EVER say he doesn't love buck exactly as much as buck loves him

[eymurn]

Every book I’ve loved has quietly rearranged the person I am

[babygirl-buck]

i’m coming, wait for me

this came to me so vividly last night at like 1am so i had to make it first thing today

[poughkeepsiesjr]

thinking about "I was worried the man I knew didn't make it out of new mexico" and "they're going to need you" and "you don't have to be anything for anybody." buck who has been so desperate to be a rock for the team after bobby, who's been avoiding his own grief because facing it would mean breaking in a way that he can't come back from. "you don't have to be anything for anybody" is probably the only thing that would be helpful for him to hear but now he's once again sitting with the fact that this way he's been changed by his trauma is something that eddie actively worries about and he has to keep hiding it because he can't prove eddie's fears right

[magiclamd]

WTF did Ursula Le Guin do in the evening

[boudiccamoment]

Zoomies

[heateron]

instagram.com/p/DKbyW2qM-c9

[catchymemes]

[everythingismadeofchaos]

We all do, buddy. We all do

[encountering-love]

[homewardskies]

Hey, don't be afraid of things that challenge your faith. Seriously, don't.

Either they'll give you a new perspective on things, or you'll become more secure and confident in your current beliefs. But avoiding the hard questions leaves you in an echo chamber with half-baked ideas and an insecurity in yourself. Step out of your comfort zone so you have room to grow.

[lqpiine]

𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯

[misguidedvibes]

Spring showers