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Kiana Khansmith
macklin celebrini has autism
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trying on a metaphor
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Sweet Seals For You, Always
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I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
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Three Goblin Art
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@misophonia-hell
person with misophonia when they’re being triggered to the point of feeling suicidal: i just can’t bring myself to say anything because i don’t wanna be a bother…
person without misophonia who is triggering them, on the rare occasion that they ARE asked to stop: but i don’t wannaaaaaaa :(
autism sheep
I hope one day they put misophonia in the DSM bc it's actually fucking debilitating and messes with my ability to have good relationships with my coworkers and causes me to isolate more than i really should and sometimes I literally have to stop working and go hide somewhere and wait for however long I think is a reasonable amount of time for someone to finish a bag of chips or smth
brains are so stupid they'll be like hey, hey!! you're in danger of death I gotta turn on survival mode and you're like oh shit is there a huge hippopotamus attacking me or something? and your brain will be like no no no it's so much worse. there's someone chewing food next to you
I bring a sort of "I'm unstable and two seconds from physically attacking someone" energy to the classroom that teachers hate
Hey what the fuck is so great about the number 7
I wanna mention something I've been thinking about a lot. Back in middle school and high school, when my triggers started getting really bad, I used to have intense intrusive thoughts that revolved around bringing harm to others. I would feel strongly compelled to lash out against people that were triggering me, I wanted to attack them with whatever object was nearest. Needless to say, it was upsetting, but my thoughts were overwhelmingly violent towards others.
Back then, I did have a habit of hurting myself in minor ways when I was overwhelmed, mainly by scratching myself with my nails to take out my aggression.
Now, I don't know what changed, but it's not like that anymore. It's as though all that rage I feel has suddenly turned inwards. Now, when I am triggered, I have intrusive thoughts about suicide and self harm. I want to bash in my own head, I want to cut into my skin, I want to hit myself. There is also a desire to generally hit and break objects around me. I do not know why it changed since high school, and I'm not sure it's for the better.
So, I'm working towards a certification in medical imaging. The hospital is actually great, but I'm realizing that I'm not so sure how well I can function in a work environment of any kind.
It's the same old shit again- I cannot bear to be in the same room as other people for an extended period of time. Because GOD FORBID one of them regularly triggers me, I'm screwed.
Hey why the fuck was I reblogging so much bad comic book art lmao what
I honestly can't believe I'm still alive
Okay what the fuck
My baby sister who is 3 years old made my trigger sound multiple times right by my ear, but it barely bothered me at all? I didn’t flinch or want to hurt her and just…. Why? I have no doubts I have misophonia, I’ve been through too much to deny that, so why was I not affected???
I’ve noticed that young children don’t trigger me. I’m not really sure why, but when young children make my trigger noises I’m absolutely fine. Since misophonia is about the triggering of fight or flight response, I have a personal theory that not being triggered by young kids has to do with feeling less threatened by people smaller than you.
Unfortunately, it's been a few years and she now triggers me like everyone else ;^;
thank you to @jacobdcheshyre for sending this girl in
notes: I know the left foot is janky but I dont feel like drawing liefield feet rn. she can have two right feet, as a treat.
Holy fuck she stronk.
Looks good but could use @fixing-bad-comic-art magic.
BEEF BEEF BEEF BEEF
Beefy Gurl!!!
I know technically you improved the Cap. America art. But I do miss the giant tiddies
I gave him his tiddies back.
ARE YOU ALL PROUD OF ME NOW?/jk
notes: yes I made the shield bigger, I didnt like how it was tangenting on the lower edge of the canvas, also I know theres still jank, I just didn't want to have to redraw more of this one than I already had to
Misophonia? Oh you mean when I experience a sound, sometimes that my own body/mouth makes, that causes an immediate fight or flight response, instant rage and anxiety as well as physical pain on occasion that totally makes my whole world stop until I can recover from the physical and psychological impact that can take hours to overcome all the while being completely irritable and often nonverbal? Yeah, I know that bitch.
