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"I think you'll find someone and love them and you will live and die for them because that's your way and you will and i'll watch"

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it's like I love you and I want to be enough for you but like I know that I can't be. I can't be the person that you need me to be

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"Does my pen only write bitter words for those who are dear to me?"

This is really real because if we want to delve into the deeper meaning or at least my personal understanding of what this means to me. What I take from this is that sometimes it can be really easier to say hurtful things about people that you are closest to or feel deeply about. Which obviously isn't a good thing but it is certainly real and the truth for many. I think when you feel hurt by someone who you hold a close connection or bound with it can be way easier to say or do something really "Bitter" to. I think many people can agree with this.

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yes I do want to kms after every inconvenience big or small. I'm a very sensitive person. unfortunately I do take everything to heart. even if it's coming from someone that I don't really care about their opinion of me I will still be upset. I hate that about me because why do I really care about what this irrelevant person thinks of me especially when they aren't bothered to learn the truth.

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I'm really not liking the way everyone is acting towards me during MY month.

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I feel like because it's pride month people really want a bad bitch like me to kill herself, because there's no way everybody is seriously just hopping on my dick like this. It's getting really homophobic and i'm not liking it. leave me alone.

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I would die or stay for you right now.

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shoot I do not support her anymore but she really did her big one with k-12.

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um "I feel we're close enough, I wanna lock in our love. I think we're close enough. Could I lock in your love?" yes yes I love you disclosure, Sam Smith. y'all really did your big one.

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i hate this i really do. seeing her cry when she never cries ☹️. I do not like it. how can someone treat her that way?. I just want to be there for her and make her feel better. my poor baby

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i feel sad when she is my poor baby 😓😓

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i want to die when you’re still mine

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i said i missed you and you didn’t say it back ☹️

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sorry but if i notice a slight change in tone or the way you talk or act towards me i will assume you hate me and don’t love me anymore 😢

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"if god were fair he’d let me bear your child"

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hey so I miss you and I can’t go on like this any longer without an explanation. The things you said the last time we spoke were very concerning and now nothing? please tell me you’re okay. You don’t know what you’re making me think about. it’s driving me crazy. I want my best friend back. I want you back. I dreamed that you did something very bad to yourself. please tell me im just crazy. you’re supposed be here with me. i already imagine how i will spend my life in you’re in it. i can’t lose you.

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"I’m not like you" I know that and you’re starting to make that VERY clear. and her being bi and me lesbian makes when she says this to me even more sickening to me.