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@misosoaps
lowkey highkey serious about switching schools, deleting all my socials, and shutting everyone out if we break up. I know that’s not good for me and toxic but idc. i don’t see myself without her so i don’t want others to as well. Also i know myself and i would NOT be able to make it if i had to see her everyday and i couldn’t be with her. the thought genuinely makes me sick
im happy now, she apologized 😓
i'm just not going to look at her repost because they only upset me. If they pop up on my fyp then it's meant for me to see if not then idk
and I know it's just repost and I shouldn't be this upset by it but like she repost stuff like "I'm at that stage where I don't care what happens" like how does that make me feel? I feel like i'm the only one who actually cares about this. I feel so upset I just want everything to stop
i'm just not going to look at her repost because they only upset me. If they pop up on my fyp then it's meant for me to see if not then idk
it's not great right now. it's been so weird between us. she says that she feels detached from everything and I don't want to be the person who makes everything about myself so I want to give her space and she said that she has to fix this herself. but I know that as she spends all this time without me she's going to realize she's better off without me. I feel so selfish because I just want her to give me attention and I want everything to go back to how it was. I know that it won't though and I think I should be happy and try to enjoy the moments I have left with her as mine but I can't be happy it feels weird like I feel like she doesn't really want to be with me and is only staying because she feels bad. maybe this is just a phase but I'm so upset. we talked but it doesn't really change anything. I feel even worse because it feels like I'm the only one who is really hurt by this. she said that she feels numb so maybe that's why but I don't feel numb. I feel everything and I can't take it. I feel her losing her love for me and I can't really do anything about it. I'm trying to distract myself but I can't I only think of her. honestly I think it would be better to take some space between us but I know that if that happens we won't get back together. I also know if I keep staying I will only get more hurt. everything that happens I feel it so deeply and become hurt by things way more than she does. I know it's not her fault and I shouldn't have let myself become this attached and emotionally dependent on someone. I know she wouldn't love me forever and I still let myself become attached to this false reality that we would be together forever. I'm so stupid
why does this distance feel like i’m losing you?
i think the distant isn’t making our love grow fonder
uhh im trying to just get over it and be happy but i can’t. I know it’s annoying and just tell be if I am because I feel like i’m just annoying you
how to not care about everything and let myself overthink and get upset over every small thing
i can’t tell her how i feel because i feel like i will just ruin everything. she already said i can’t rely on her and i know that but i have no one else. and i know that’s my fault. even with my friends i still feel like i can’t tell them everything so i just have to keep it inside. i hate everything and i feel her distancing from me. i feel like now that we aren’t spending a lot of time together it means she will realize how she doesn’t need me and will leave. it’s my fault im stupid. i love people more than they love me. and i become dependent on them so when they aren’t around i’m nothing. i don’t know why i let myself get this attached i know that she will leave me one day and still i feel this way. i just have to get used to how it was when she wasn’t in my life it’s better if i prepare myself for it
maybe because i’ve been rotting inside all day and not hanging out with my friends anymore but im so sad
i’m so stupidd. i have only her. all my friends are also her friends. and all my personal friends are long distance. if she leaves me i have no one left
every summer i become addicted to restaurant tycoon 😭😭
i’m really jealous of people who have a functioning family who are close, go out, vacation, have a gc or whatever 😢 im only close with my siblings, mom, grandma. i wish i had more of a relationship with my cousins, aunts/uncles, ect
idc drinks don’t count when im doing omad especially when the meal is not actually a full meal
starting my fast again because im scared of gaining all my weight back
oh well this didn’t go to plan because i was eating like a pig today ig tomorrow is my day 😞
please can we get rid of the birthday cake in the fridge im getting close to caving in 😖