#losing her

[tiredoftheseblues]

19/03/22

[unfortunateaffirmations]

“Here in the garden

Let's play a game

I'll show you how it's done

Here in the garden

Stand very still

This'll be so much fun

And then she smiled, that's what I'm after

A smile in her eyes, the sound of her laughter

Happy to listen

Happy to play

Happily watching her drift away

Happily waiting

All on my own

Under the endless sky

Counting the seconds, standing alone

As thousands of years go by

Happily wondering, night after night

Is this how it works?

Am I doing it right?

Happy to listen

Happy to stay

Happily watching her drift away

You keep on turning pages, for people who don't care

People who don't care about you

And still it takes you ages

To see that no one's there

See that no one's there

See that no one's there

Everyone's gone on without you

Finally something

Finally news

About how the story ends

She doesn't exist now

Survived by her son

And all of her brand new friends

Isn't that lovely?

Isn't that cool?

And isn't that cruel?

And aren't I a fool to have

Happily listened

Happy to stay

Happily watching her drift

Drift..

Drift away…

[okmcintyre]

5x03 | 5x13

[legendofkayden]

If I would have known... I would have kissed you a little more passionately. Held you a little tighter. Held your hand a little longer.. And oh, what I would give for another night, in bed with you... Another drive, another walk, another bike ride, another workout. I should have bought you more flowers. Should have left you more cute notes. Should have taken you out more. Should have gave you your space... But the only thing I gave you was pain...

[dinosaurs-tho]

“It felt like all that I was.. died when you didn’t come home. I’m nothing but a ghost of our shared past. I feel nothing anymore.”

[abovetheair]

[okmcintyre]

Losing Charlotte | 1x04 Murphy's Law

[daemonophilic]

She closed her eyes, and imagined that the days and nights were just passing in front of her...

OCD - Neil Hilborn