#just alone @missalonely - Tumblr Blog

And again after years without a word, he reappears in May 2019 and by June 2019 he is gone again.

Just one more time to rip out her tethered heart that had only just started to heal. Was it to see if you still could break me? Was it to see if your body could come alive? For whatever reason it was you just up and left again. May you be happy.

#trc #lostandalone #ellipse

tinyfragments

02/01/18

I miss that secure feeling that comes with telling that one special person that you love them. The knowing that they will always say it back. The ability to hear those words when your feeling lost and knowing that your home is sat there beside you. Their arms acting as barriers to the outside world which makes you feel untouchable.

bakwaaas

you must teach your heart to accept what cannot be changed.

missalonely

#withoutyou #ellipse

missalonely

““Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.””

— ~ Anaïs Nin

Why...

Why did you come back... Was it to hurt me some more...was it to see if you could still have me... Do you get off on having me fall for you each time...why

#trc #why #you left me again #gone after less than 1 month #lies #hurt #heart break #you don't care #destroyed #ellipse #hearbreak

thegoodvybe

missalonely

#trc

#youleftme

#lies

#nevertoreturn

#why

#eclipse

missalonely

“Did it feel good leaving me behind?”

— Missalonely

missalonely

And now after hearing nothing from you for 5 years you reappear for 3 weeks and then disappear again... Is this a game you like to play? Was it that you thought I had found someone else? I don't understand

I will never understand why you came back... More importantly I will never understand why I let you in again...

#trc #you left me #you lied again #you thought someone else was in my life #ellipse

wnq-writers

“You have loved too much and have not been loved enough.”

— N.M.Sanchez, from Initial Meeting

missalonely

#onpoint

wordsfromabutterfly-deactivated

I go outside when I’m empty, the wind reminds me to feel.

-h.

So...

After 5 years you really appear...to say sorry I never... never what...never actually cared or did you just come back to hurt me again? After barely one week it's back to "sorry busy" all over again. I don't, know why I do this... Why I put up with this from you . It's so clear you have no time or room or energy for me in your life so why do you come back and put me thru it all again. Do you get off on it? I'm so stupid for thinking this time it could, he different it will never change. You just don't want me to be with anyone else.