WHAT GIVES THIS MESS SOME GRACE

franky//perth/western australia//20

[memories]

The day I started posting about #pain??? was the best day of my life.

[missing-children]

[missing-children]

I’m selling a hardly used rrp $449 amp on gumtree for $150 and this asshat had the gall to offer $50 for it and I was like, pretty blunt in saying no, so they offered $70 and I was much blunter in saying no and they didn’t respond and then I deleted the ad and readvertised to bump it and the same fucking asshole messaged thinking I wouldn’t be able to tell they’re the same person??? Literally acting like we’ve never spoken and offered me $80 and now I’m fucking cranky like,,,,,,,, I’ve made it beyond clear that it’s inappropriate esp. considering this person has numerous expensive electronic goods for sale on their gumtree profile (apparently because they’ve upgraded to better/more expensive electronic goods) so either they’re scalping or they have enough fucking money to not be a shitlord,,,,, Like I even sent them a link to an ad for an amp they COULD pay $70 for (it was a piece of shit, but if you’re desperate to pay shit all for an amp and get it RIGHT NOW, you’re going to be buying a piece of shit) and they haven’t?????? Absorbed that message?????????????????

[missing-children]

getting called abt a Fancy Proper Job either right now or in the morning and I am. Hyperventilating

[missing-children]

Being a vegan is actually really handy when we go out for dinner at like, the pub or whatever, like " what a shame I can't delight in a $22 steak sandwich or a $26 chicken parmigiana". I think people pity me a bit when I order my food but joke's on them because here I am with a $7 bowl of delicious and satisfying potato chips

[missing-children]

I’ve got Mondays and Fridays off so today I’m going on a trail ride and then having a lesson when I get back! I rode yesterday as well because it was a quiet afternoon. This job is great, tbh. The early mornings are surprisingly manageable (we start from as early as 6:30, but usually closer to 8). My whole body aches but it’s alright bc I’m gonna get buff af. The people (incl. the bosses) are really cool on the whole. It’s just a really cool varied job and even tho it’s like, not especially FUN a lot of the time, like when I’m just cleaning up around the stables and shit, it’s not bad, and it’s varied enough to keep me going. I’m also learning heaps which was the whole reason I came here, so all in all its a good time 👌

Can't exactly complain about the view either (I wish my phone camera could do the view from the roundyard and arena justice, it's fucking spectacular)

[missing-children]

Said my final goodbyes to the little orange noodle today. As I was leaving, he gave me the best gift of all……… he did an EXCEPTIONAL blep. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a horse blep until today. Thank you Charlie, for being the world’s greatest goofy goober ❤️

[lesbianap]

pretty fucked up that straight girls are allowed to go on and on about how hot their friends are and say ‘im straight but i’d fuck that female celebrity’ and call each other ‘my wife’ and shit and nobody bats an eye but the second a lesbian even mentions that one (1) guy is attractive a demonic choir of ten thousand hetero voices rings out from the depths of hell saying ‘i thought you were gay????’ like……chill it’s honestly not that deep lmao

[kcequine]

this is the type of relationship I have with my horse

[missing-children]

Where do I get $10000 by the beginning of february

[missing-children]

I can pretty safely say that 12 hours post having my abdominal organs shifted around and prodded and numerous lesions removed from them (probably- I have no recollection of being told whether or not the surgery was a success or if they even found anything bc my surgeon had 5 people to get through in as many hours, spoke to me while I was still asleep, didn’t write any kind of report up, and didn’t tell any of my nurses) is the most pain I’ve ever been in I have additional incisions- she said if they didn’t find anything there’d just be one, MAYBE two, but there’s a third on my left side, which is my bad side, so that kind of implies they had to get in there to remove something??? The first thing I remember is waking up and having an asthma attack which was VERY shortly after I’d been taken to the recovery room so it’s a bit of a mystery when/how she apparently informed me of what’s going on lol

[zasunati-deactivated20230208]

[defunct-and-punked]

taakohangsback:

this is a tweet that made me feel a lil better

[nosunline]

LOOK HOW ADORABLE/DEMANDING SHE IS

[missing-children]

light of my life

[onegianthand]

This one comic perfectly explains introverts

[evilidiot]

dark executive dysfunction show me the desire to perform average tasks

[missing-children]

On top of everything I'm in ridic amounts of pain bc yesterday Charlie took off bucking up a hill and I landed face first on the ground which is VERY hard and rocky so I can't move to make myself food and I have to submit several assessment reports for prac to my mentor who I'm not exactly like, thrilled with or comfortable talking to at all. And I have a big ol' essay due on Monday that I haven't started because my garbage life is kind of getting in the way just a bit

[missing-children]

really having to spell it out to my lecturers who are professionals in the field of speech pathology and have masters degrees and doctorates to certify that they know about communication difficulties that i have a communication difficulty and it’s very upsetting to not be able to verbally express myself when i’m being put under an immense and unreasonable amount of pressure and being singled out as incompetent for no apparent fuCKING REASON