Poet_Uninspired

[misskryne]

Weary and tired

My body ails

Sigh of exhaustion escapes

[misskryne]

No point in wailing thru the distance

Instead my silence lay witness to my sufferings

There is no escaping trials, one after the other

Thus I bear with it and push on to the future

There is no sense avoiding, might as well soldier on

One step, a second, a minute at a time

We will survive.

Instead of “how are you?”

“My beloved, stay sturdy and strong.

I am here going through life too

Do I think that fate is through with us? I dunno

All I know is that, I need to persevere and reach you

For with you is my destination

With you start my new life.

You are the chapters in my life that I call forever”

[misskryne]

I feel your pain, I just wanted you to know.

My beloved, you will not die young.

I’ve paid fate to let you live.

For you to pursue what you were meant to have eons ago

Im sorry for your suffering that knowing me from before caused you

Live life to the fullest, my Love.

Please find me if you can

If you can

If you want to

I’m just here staring from afar.

[misskryne]

Heart is aching therefore my silence is loud

[misskryne]

Did you know that tiny pieces of our memories from before?

They are slowly piecing themselves together

Why the pain?

Can we not separate the good ones from the bad?

I want more of the good memories

Create more with you in this lifetime.

Find me? Have you? I have seen your aura but

Too hard to reach…. So hard.

You are untouchable

Come now and be with me please.

Come find me….

Be with me again.

[misskryne]

Im burning myself on both sides of the candle

[misskryne]

I feel so weak and sad today

I want to be close to a warm body that is yours

To be embraced like there is no more time left

I want to be engulfed in your arms and smell your natural scent

Be inside the cocoon of your warmth and scent

I would be safe, I know I will be. I need that today.

Please God send him to me. Please. Please. Please

[misskryne]

Come find me

Before I disappear again

“Mahal kita” ng labis

Ang makita ka ang nais

Mahagkan at makasama panghabang buhay

[misskryne]

Nowadays my work gets all of my attention and time.

My patients are fine and takes most of what I can offer.

At every visit I leave something for them until I come again

Im so exhausted thats why I need to charge every day off.

How are you?

I hope you are fairing better than me

I miss you.

Ill be strong, its just that my fear of driving is keeping me stuck

Ill get the best of me , I promise

Take care.

I just truly miss you so much I wish I could hold you soon.

[misskryne]

When can I see you?

And no. Im not happy. I try but no.

I try to be contented, I really do.

It is easy to pretend when I am empty inside

I can just lie, a little smile goes a long way

I can never trully happy when you are not here.

These are just illusions I make up to say im alive

I live in a world of a make believe that people see

My reality is you and me in one place, one time

Me touching you and be held in your arms.

I really question why is life like this but I need to live

To live and see you face to face.

Please please I can barely hold on

Come find me. I long for you.

Ive been empty for a long time, shah

You said you will come for me. Look for me.

Its been a long time. Come for me please

Soon I hope. I dont want to waste another lifetime

Without you and me together.

Just you and I.

Shah, te amo.

- Taz

[misskryne]

Found my first tattoo……

[misskryne]

Hanggang kelan pa ba kita aantayin?

Saang pook nakatago ang nga alaala na kailangang hagilapin

[misskryne]

What if

What if I dont succeed in getting over my trauma

What if I get lost for Im not go with navigation

What if im not good enough of a nurse to keep my patients comfortable

What if I cant establish rapport with my patients

So many what ifs

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