What helped me get out of the victim mindset for good.
Like many of you, I was stuck in the godforsaken “loop of doom” for years, eventually ruining my mental health and burning myself out on the entire self realization and manifestation thing. Seriously, it was the hardest point in my life. I couldn’t understand how if I was being god like I just “knew” I was being, why the fuck was nothing changing? Why did I wake up every day still feeling such heaviness and lack? I couldn’t understand why I didn’t feel any better knowing who my true self was and no longer being the illusory self (character) Everyone said “once you truly realize who you are, the feeling of lack dissipates and you no longer have such intense desire”—but I felt the opposite.
Well if it’s not obvious, I clearly wasn’t being who I thought I was being. It was the character cosplaying as something it wasn’t aka God. I didn’t even realize it for a long time. It wasn’t until I began probing and asking myself questions that I realized what was going on.
Heres some things I want you to sit down with and ask yourself and I want you to be brutally honest with yourself:
“Would God be reacting like this to this thing?”
“Would God be doubting their decision?”
“Would God be HOPING they’ll receive what they want?”
“Would God make a decision and then start doubting their authority?”
The answer is no, absolutely fucking not. God is not a victim and never could be. God doesn’t suffer. If God is all there is—if God is the one and only authority—if God is the creator of all things, why the fuck would they give their authority away to something they created? Something that couldn’t even exist without them? Something that isn’t even a real thing— An illusion
Do you see what I’m talking about now?
What I want you to do, if only for a day—I want you to approach every single situation, negative feeling/emotion/thought and I want you to ask yourself how God would handle that thing. Just act like you’re God for a day. And I want you to hear me when I say this next part because its very important okay?
You’re not actually pretending to be God because you actually ARE God and you need to get accustomed to actually living and thinking from that perspective. If you don’t like calling yourself God, call yourself whatever you want that implies you’re up there on Gods level.
Any sort of frustration, despair, hopelessness, fear, doubt, worry, lack, sadness, etc. is your #1 indicator that you are thinking from the wrong identity and as long as you’re thinking from the wrong identity you’re going to continue to suffer.
Your human meatsuit along with all of your thoughts, feelings and emotions are no more real than this bed I’m sitting on.
Let that marinate. All are objects WITHIN Awareness, YOU, my love, as the fleshy meatsack you think you are is just another object within Awareness. It just doesn’t feel that way because it probably feels like you’re located in the skull. But God/Awareness/YOU are everywhere.
Just try it. At least for 24 hours. I’m telling you, not only does it actually feel nice but it will show you all the ways you’re torturing yourself unnecessarily.
