Patty Hayashi (OC)
Patty Hayashi is a girl who is severely pessimistic and depressed. She has not been happy for years and has not felt any happiness ever since she has gained trust issues from something that has caused her to be the way she is. She tends to overthink things to the point she believes she’s the problem to anything bad that happens.
Despite having a good family and very loyal friends, Patty still isn’t satisfied with all of it, which comes from her depression and her trauma. She believes that just because people have a lot, doesn’t mean they can fully be happy. She wants to make everything right with what had happened to her, believing it will make her feel happy again. Unfortunately, because of not being able to contact the people she wants to make things right with, it has left her completely hopeless, making her believe there is nothing good that will ever come in her life.
Patty’s friends and family don’t know she has trust issues because Patty doesn’t tell any of them about it. She doesn’t want them to think that she’s extremely paranoid or for them to think differently of her. She just wants everyone she cares about to be happy and to be able to keep moving forward in their lives.
Patty’s hobbies consist of gaming and sleeping. She is an insomniac who does not get much sleep. This comes from how much she overthinks things, causing her to lose sleep. She mostly only spends time with her friends whenever they want to spend time with her and when they do, Patty feels a portion of her happiness coming back to her. She is usually the one who wants to spend time with her friends first but doesn’t say it because she doesn’t have the confidence to say it to them herself.