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You’ll have to wait a little longer for the next chapter but for now, here’s a preview (minus the comedic chibi founders in the background). This chapter will have 2 pages of drawings! Enjoy!
AN: This was made for Day 1 of @madasakuweek0320. It was kind of spur of the moment; all the wonderful entries inspired me to write something. I’m not 100% satisfied with how it turned out, considering it was done pretty quickly. Plus I think to truly achieve the concept I was trying for in this story, this would need to be much longer. But, whatever. Here’s my entry!
Warnings: mention of past attempted rape, brief descriptions of violence, maybe gore?, sort of dark!sakura, sort of dark!madara, actually, sort of dark!everyone. This is a weird AU is all I’m saying.
Disclaimer: This is not an analysis of how the fandom ships Madasaku. This isn’t pertinent to any other version other than my own that exists in my WOYY AU. This is not the result of fanon influence, nor should it be taken as such, because this is not a fanon analysis. If any other Madasaku fans want to know how your favorite authors/fanartists portray Madasaku, I highly recommend you ask them. They’ll probably love the interest. This is a subjective take and it shouldn’t be blown out of proportion as anything but.
So, with The Maiden wrapping up (it’s finished, I’m just staggering the posting rate) and The Mother (its sequel) coming very soon, I thought I’d round out the year with my thoughts on this ship as it exists in my series. It doesn’t need saying that Madasaku is a controversial ship at best, and has extreme potential for dark fic at worst. At its absolute best, time travel AU’s that occur before Madara snaps highlight what can be fantastic about this pairing as much as more villainous, post-canon takes can showcase how toxic it can become.
(And for the record, people who utilize more toxic dynamics shouldn’t be shamed for it. The potential is there, easily. Madara after he left Konoha spirals into depravity despite his endgame being anything but (”a world of peace, of winners, of love” is basically the tagline for the Inifinite Tsukiyomi) and there’s a lot to address for the harm Madara does, of how inhumane and merciless he can be. The toxicity is already there post-canon if an author decides he lives, but it only takes certain nudges to make it glaringly apparent.)
Which I think is what makes Madasaku such a fascinating character study. As I’ve come to find, healthy fic of this ship post-canon are rare. Very rare. Have I read them? Not greatly. Do I know they exist sparingly compared to time travel AU’s and modern mafia AU’s that draw so many people in? Certainly? Now, on to the discourse!
Mainly because it is accessible anywhere, on any device in contrast to OneNote which doesn’t sync very well. Also because it is easy.
Pages I incorporated in ‘goobujo’
Weekly overview, with my daily tasks
Semester overview
Daily homework planner
Subject pages
That’s all I need.
Weekly overview
I use the right side for important events. The red block indicates deadlines. I use the other blocks for e-mails, finance, calls (because I hate that) and cleaning tasks. I also have an inbox section.
I use the ‘comment section’ for comments like: plan this, elaborate on this and so further.
Useful hotkeys
Ctrl + shift + 8 for numeration (dots)
Alt + shift + 5 for crossing out
Semester overview (checkpoint)
I call my overview the checkpoint because this is where I always get back to check off, find information and see what I have to do. The coloured boxes indicate important dates. Red for deadlines, blue for subject A and yellow for subject B. This way I have an overview of all my school tasks and it tells me when I have to do more work.
Daily homework planner
This is where I plan all my homework. In the right section I write my deadlines. Colour indicates subject, and ‘X’ means I planned it on the left side.
On the left side I write what I plan to do that day. Numbers indicate the week that the tasks were assigned for. For instance on tuesday (dinsdag) may first, I read two articles from week two and I watched a lecture from week two. Arrows indicate that I forwarded the task to a different date.
Subject page
This is where I (also) keep track of what I’ve done, but I do this in more detail. I write down the pages I have to read and I cross them off as I go. I also write down how much time it took me to read those pages. Colours indicate that I finished my notes of the subject.
I always use headers to make an overview of my document, so my sidebar looks something like this:
A low born guy demanded her to be with him and she turned him down
For this she was imprisoned and tortured. This is how she lost her breasts (details not required)
She was repeatedly raped.
The Catholic Church regards her as a virgin for her peity despite the rape. (No matter your views on virginity this is a pretty interesting statement)
She was sentenced to death to burn at the stake but was saved by an earthquake
In her holiday people make titty cupcakes
I didn’t know she existed and now I think she’s a pretty rad woman. I would hesitate calling her a protofeminist as some often do with amazing women in history but she is pretty cool. Also she’s still very relevant today as women are still treated the way she was.
other things i learned: damn historic artists drew a woman with her own tits on a plate with Cleavage and prominent nip nops???
Hello again! Thank you for making the shisusaku bl I am so happy!!!!
But could you also make an obishisusaku? I don't like the obisaku but if it's a trio with shisui then yes!
If it's not too much trouble of course ❤❤
For: @sakura-rpblog who loves to give me some Sakura to keep me from forgetting about her, and who made sure i had a WlW ship for my event 💜💜💜
Betaed by @haethel <3 <3 <3
Toss A Coin To Your Writer <3
Endless hours at the hospital were beginning to take their toll on Sakura, anyone could see it. Every day it seemed like she was spending more time in her office completing paperwork, or running around the hospital helping patients, organizing the other doctors, and keeping everything running smoothly. With all of that work to do she had less time for herself to do the things that would bring a little joy back into her life.
The worst of it was her work had started to pile up on her so much that her friendships had been shoved to the back of her mind. Weeks could go by without her seeing Naruto, Hinata, or any of her other friends because by the time she was done with her shift she was too exhausted for anything else. Sometimes the only reason she saw them at all was that her work ended up overlapping with theirs.
Ino was one of the few people she still saw regularly, but that was because they worked together at the hospital and lived together. It would be impossible for her to go days without seeing the Yamanaka.
If Shizune allowed this to continue, Sakura was going to collapse face-first into the ground from exhaustion. That was exactly why the ex-head of the hospital found herself standing in front of Sakura, a pair of tickets to the new spa in her hands stretched out in offering.
“A day off?” Sakura stared at her with a dumbfounded expression. “But, Shizune-san.”
“No buts,” Shizune interjected. “This isn’t up for debate. Tomorrow you and Ino are going to take a day off together to rest and recharge.”
“But who will—”
“I’ve already informed Lord Sixth that I will be taking over duties as the head of the hospital tomorrow.” Whatever questions Sakura had, Shizune had already found an answer. Her duties as the Hokage’s assistant for the last ten years had more than prepared her to take care of any challenges she may face. “Ibiki will also be able to handle T&I for a day.”
“What about—”
Holding up her free hand, Shizune waited for Sakura to silence herself. Once she had, she proceeded. “Whatever concerns you have, I have already taken care of them. If somehow I have missed anything, I will take care of it as it presents itself. You do remember who trained you to do this job, do you not?”
“Of course I do.” Puffing her cheeks, Sakura straightened herself up. “I’m not doubting you, Shizune-san. I just have concerns about leaving the hospital for a personal day.”
Shizune couldn’t blame her. During her short time as the head of the hospital, she had refused to take a single day off until Lord Sixth ordered her onto a mini vacation. It was only when Sakura took over her duties at the hospital without her guidance for a week that she knew she was finally able to step back and lessen her workload.
“One day,” she promised, waving the tickets towards Sakura. “A day for you and Ino to relax together. Think of it as a pre-paid date.”
“A date?” Sakura perked up. “Well, it would be nice to spend the day with Ino.”
“Of course, it would.” Seeing her opportunity, Shizune shoved the tickets into Sakura’s hand. “And you’ll have a blast. It’s a full day spa package including a massage, manicures and pedicures, a body scrub, and a mud bath.” There were a few other things, but she didn’t want to spoil everything. “You’ll come back feeling recharged and relaxed. I’m sure of it.”
Taking the tickets, Sakura stared at her with a look of shock. “You— Shizune-san, that’s so much!”
“Well, you’ve done a lot to improve the hospital since taking over.” There was the fact that Shizune hadn’t paid for the tickets on her own. Kakashi had thrown in some ryo when she informed him of her plan, but Sakura didn’t need to know that. “It’s only fair we give you something in return.”
“I don’t know. There’s still so much to do?”
Placing her hands on Sakura’s shoulders, Shizune locked eyes with her. “One day. The hospital will run fine without you for one day.”
“I know.” Taking a calming breath, Sakura plastered a smile onto her face. “You’ll be taking care of it. There’s no one that I trust more for the job.”
“Except Ino.”
“Well,” she chuckled, clearly aware she had been caught in a partial lie. “Ino and you.”
“So you’ll go and enjoy a day off?”
“I don’t think I have much of a choice,” Sakura admitted. “I’ve seen you wrangle Tsunade-sama into doing her paperwork. If you’re telling me to go on vacation for a day, who am I to argue?”
Ignoring the fact that Sakura had attempted to argue at the beginning of the conversation, Shizune took the win and straightened herself up. “I don’t want to hear from you at all tomorrow,” she warned. “You may be able to punch an entire building down, but I can make your life incredibly difficult if you test me.”
Sakura chuckled awkwardly at the threat. “I promise you won’t see me at all tomorrow.”
“Good.” Dropping the stern act, Shizune grinned. “I’m certain the two of you will have a wonderful time.”
Once her shift was over. Sakura made a bee-line straight for the Yamanaka flower shop where she knew Ino would be putting in a short shift after a long day of working multiple other jobs.
Along the way, she stopped at the dango shop to pick up a treat for them. A little snack to celebrate their surprise mini vacation.
“A spa day,” she mused, weaving her way through the crowded street. “It has been so long since we’ve had an entire day to relax. I wonder how Ino will take the news.”
It wasn’t just one job that needed covering in Ino’s case, but three. There was no doubt in her mind that Shizune had taken care of covering her five-hour shift at the hospital, and she had confirmed that Ibiki would take care of T&I in Ino’s absence.
That only left the flower shop. Usually, Ino’s mother would handle things there, but Ino liked to take care of the closing shift. The shop was a part of her childhood, and it would be hers to run soon enough, so Sakura understood her desire to continue helping out. Even if it did mean some nights their ‘date’ consisted of closing up shop together and enjoying dinner behind the counter.
“I bet she’ll love the manicure and the mud bath will be nice and relaxing.” Dodging an old woman chatting with her grandson, she waved back at the little boy with a cheerful smile. “I bet she’ll be excited about it all.”
Between the two of them, Ino was the one who loved spas the most. Working as hard as she did she found no reason not to pamper herself when she had the opportunity. There was no doubt that the getaway would be successful in helping them both to unwind.
Spotting Ino standing just outside of the Yamanaka flower shop, Sakura stopped in the middle of the street. Just a few feet ahead stood the most beautiful woman in all of Konoha, and for the first time since Shizune stepped into her office that morning, everything hit her.
An entire day off to spend with the woman who had stolen her heart. Her best friend, and one of a very select few she couldn’t imagine her life without.
Not only had Shizune given her a day to relax and unwind, but she had gone the extra mile to ensure she would be able to spend the entire time with her favourite person. Suddenly, tomorrow couldn’t come fast enough. Bursting with newfound excitement, Sakura charged forward. She arrived at Ino’s side in just a few quick steps, a smile as bright as the stars that decorated the night sky stretched across her face as she set down the bag of dango.
Just as she closed in, ready to lift Ino into the air for a hug, the Yamanaka turned on her heel and flicked her square in the centre of her forehead.
“Owww.” Stumbling back two or three steps, she rubbed a hand over the offending spot. “What was that for?”
“You were about to hug the life right out of me,” Ino admonished her. “Sakura. You don’t know your strength sometimes. The way you were skipping towards me I was probably going to end up with at least two broken ribs.”
She wanted to argue. To accuse Ino of exaggerating her strength, but it was difficult when every word Ino spoke was factual. There was more than one instance she could recall where she’d tried to hug her friends only to end up having to heal them afterwards.
Tsunade-sama had warned her that becoming overly excited could result in the release of chakra at the wrong moment, leading to disastrous consequences. She’d failed to take that warning seriously until she’d broken Kakashi-sensei’s arm while trying to lightly punch him in return for embarrassing her in front of Ino.
“I’m just a little excited,” she defended herself. “Did Ibiki-san tell you anything interesting today?”
“Other than the fact I now have tomorrow off with no explanation of why? No, he did not.” Irritation oozed into every word Ino spoke. “I don’t like surprise days off. I mean, it’s nice I guess. I can spend some extra time at the flower shop helping mother, but still.”
Just standing at her side Sakura could feel the tense energy that radiated off of her. Ino had never been a fan of sudden changes. Her days were meticulously organized so that she’d be able to focus on all of the jobs she had while not infringing on her free time.
A surprise day off meant that a carefully crafted plan was ruined. “Well,” placing a finger against her chin, she lifted her head so she was looking at Ino through half-lidded eyes, “what if I told you we could do something fun together instead?”
Ino quirked her eyebrows. “Together? Don’t you have a shift at the hospital tomorrow?”
“I did,” Sakura confirmed. “But then Shizune-san informed me that she was giving me the day off instead.”
“So,” surprise shifted into confusion, her brows now furrowed, “Ibiki-san gave me the day off from all of my jobs somehow, and Shizune-san gave you the day off?”
“Sort of.”
Realization struck Ino at that moment. “Shizune-san,” she groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose. “Of course. I should have realized.”
“Well, I won’t hold it against you,” Sakura giggled. “You’re not opposed to the idea, are you? Spending your day off with me.”
“Aye! What’s that supposed to mean?” Without thinking, Ino punched Sakura in the arm, only realizing her mistake when her action was immediately rewarded with a rather unimpressed look. “No punching me back.”
“You punched me first.”
“I can’t punch you through a wall,” Ino huffed. “My skills are in other areas.”
“Mmm.” That was a fact. Ino wasn’t known for improving her clan’s mind transfer jutsu for nothing. “So I take it that’s a no?”
A smile crept onto Ino’s face. “Well, I guess I could spend my day off with a beautiful woman like you.” She reached out and gently brushed Sakura’s hair behind her ear. “We just need to figure out what to do together.”
Spotting an opportunity, Sakura dug a hand into her bag and retrieved the tickets Shizune had given her earlier. “I have the perfect thing,” she announced, waving them out towards Ino. “Shizune-san thought we could use the day to properly relax.”
“It seems like a lot of thought went into all of this.” Ino crossed her arms over her chest. “How long have you known exactly?”
“Only since this morning.” She was prepared to make a run for it if need be. All she would need to do to make a clean escape would be to pick up the bag of dango at her feet and chuck them directly at Ino. It would provide sufficient distraction to secure her escape. “I got as little warning about this as you did.”
The glare Ino shot her made it clear that she didn’t believe a word Sakura was saying. For a moment Sakura just stood there waiting to be yelled at for failing to warn Ino about such a sudden change in their schedules, but no words left Ino’s mouth. She simply stood there glaring at her silently.
“Would you like to know what she gave us?” Sakura trod cautiously, unsure if Ino was just annoyed with her or genuinely angry.
The two of them stood there for a moment, not another word leaving either of their mouths. At the five-minute mark, Sakura began to panic.
It was at that moment that Ino cracked. A bright, cheerful smile stretched wide across her face.
“You…you’re messing with me.” Sakura sighed.
“And you looked like you were about to crumble into yourself to escape me,” Ino announced a little too proudly. “So, you can punch me through a wall but you can’t handle the thought of me being upset with you. Interesting.”
Sakura rolled her eyes. This was not new information to Ino, but it was still rather annoying to know her girlfriend was trying to analyze her like a patient or an enemy nin.
“Quit analyzing me when I’m trying to be nice.” It was bad enough when she had to be in the same room as Ibiki. She didn’t need that from her girlfriend as well. “Or I’m taking Hinata to the spa with me tomorrow instead.”
At the mention of a spa, Ino’s smile softened. “Shizune-san got us a spa day?”
“Mmmhmm,” Waving the tickets around a little, Sakura pulled them back just when Ino attempted to snatch them from her. “But, you did say you would help your mom at the flower shop.”
“Sakura…”
Ignoring the warning, she turned away and gave the tickets one final wave over her shoulder. “I’m sure Hinata will love an opportunity to relax and unwind. I’ll make sure to tell her you to give up your ticket so she could have a nice day out.”
Before she could take a single step, Ino lunged toward her.
A struggle for the tickets began to unfold, but before it could get too heated Sakura twisted herself around so she was facing Ino and stuck her free hand under Ino’s right armpit.
Ino realized instantly that the fight was lost, her face twisting into an expression of horror, but that didn’t stop Sakura from taking advantage of the exposed weak spot and tickling it. Ino doubled into herself, trapping Sakura’s hand between her side and arm. A move that only made it easier for the pink-haired Kunoichi to tickle her more.
“Sakura, no!” Ino squirmed, wheezing out her protests between fits of giggles. “Stop!”
Her protests went unheeded. No matter how much she screeched or squirmed, Sakura continued her assault until Ino was little more than a giggling heap on the ground.
“Sakura, please!” She gasped for breath. “You’ll ruin the tickets!”
Pausing for just a moment, Sakura checked on the tickets. They were slightly crumpled after her attack but showed no real signs of damage that would cause the business to refuse them. Still, she was willing to concede that Ino was correct in this instance.
Continuing her assault would only end with a pair of destroyed tickets and a ruined day for both of them.
“Well?” She turned her gaze back to Ino, a triumphant grin stretching across her lips when she saw her fiancée splayed out on the ground looking completely defeated. “Do you yield?”
Ino groaned. “I yield.”
“Good.” With her victory secured, Sakura braced her right hand against her right knee and shoved herself upwards. Once she was standing she extended a hand out to Ino.
“Thank you.” Taking the offered hand, Ino tugged herself up, aiming herself perfectly so that when she was standing once more she was mere inches away from Sakura. A position she took advantage of immediately.
Swooping in, she pressed her lips against Sakura’s for a passionate, soft kiss. A kiss that Sakura melted into almost instantly, dropping her guard.
Seeing her opening, Ino snatched the tickets out of Sakura’s hand and spun out of the way gracefully when she attempted to take them back. “I win!” she teased in a sing-song voice, twirling triumphantly while Sakura watched. “Now you have no choice but to take me.”
Rather than continuing to fight, Sakura stared at her with a love-struck expression.
“Oh no,” she made a show of placing a hand over her mouth as if she was horrified by Ino’s declaration, “an entire day at the spa relaxing and being pampered with the most beautiful woman in existence by my side? How will I survive?”
Waving the tickets in front of her, Ino beamed.
“If I have my way,” she began, straightening herself up and tucking the tickets into the waistband of her skirt for safekeeping. “You won’t.”
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