⋆₊ ♱kyrin♠︎

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[mistedandfogged]

introductory post.

⋆₊ ♱kyrin♠︎ — it/they

main interests; movies/shows, poetry, literature, music

hi!

this blog will have ramblings about many interests of mine and whatever personal hell i may be experiencing in the current. it's a kind of everything blog. currently i am very into (and probably will be very into for a long time) like minds 2006. so yeah.

my other blogs:

@ellegrafy (photography)

@bendungodly (original story acc)

@aloomingfigure (yellowjackets oc acc)

tags:

#kyrin's jack of spades — all my like minds 2006 related insanity

jack of spades through ethel cain

jack of spades through richard siken's crush

#the tale of the crimson spade — my knight x royal jack of spades au

on truths — analysis on alex's truths

#kyrin in the backseat — the passenger 2023, im at the backseat rambling

#kyrin's queer — queer 2024 stuffs; my need for telepathy

#kyrin's stab of hunger — nbc hannibal but im not cooking

#kyrin waiting — bbc merlin, still waiting

#kyrin's saints are tragic — jackieshauna

#kyrin mini fic — short fics/fic ideas

#kyrin writes sometimes — i write proses sometimes

#kyrin edits — my edits (photo/lyric/video)

#kyrin likey art — artworks i really really like

#kyrin draws maybe — i draw sometimes

#kyrin's notebooks — scans of my doodles

[pisces-core]

[vepaioa]

you make me sick, because i adore you so

i love all the dirty tricks and twisted games you play on me

[rpfofficial]

the only thing i'll ever love romantically is the moving image and the only thing i'll ever be sexually attracted to is music

[lhoraece]

can you draw randy in a medical gown? 👀

Drew something that'll make you sad and horny at the same time

[mistedandfogged]

"Love is here a movement of value, of excess and abundance. Not in the sense that love – and its contrary, hate – discover values, right and wrong, but the sense that, in love – and hate – everything becomes full of value, disrupting every sphere of indifference and neutrality."

from "Heideggerian Love" in Phenomenology of Eros by Jonna Bornemark & Marcia Sá Cavalcante Schuback

[mistedandfogged]

♠︎ Jack of Spades on Sick / relapse by venturing

i feel crazy for loving you so.

holds your ghost,

say it in my ear.

how close?

[macabrevampire]

i have to feel weird and unsure of everything forever #thecurse

[yourheartisbeating]

[sheikahfication]

If I turned into a zombie would you muzzle me and keep me around for animalistic sexual violence or do you FUCKING hate me

[oyabun-draws]

Could you maybe draw randy and benson as yoshiki and hikaru? I would love to see it!! Congratulations on 3k !!!

"the summer benson died"

[dad-dumpster]

the cuck chair comes with complimentary night vision goggles

[vault-of-crows]

Shoutout to bathtub scenes

[yaoivirginmary]

something to be said about having to contest the inherent homoeroticism of Benson and Randy with the constant awareness of the harmful stereotype that molestation leads to "deviant sexuality" or that adult single virgin men must be secretly gay. realistically, the trauma bond led to a weird form of codependency that had no sexual connotation, but rather a permanently imbalanced power dynamic for the betterment of one, and the lifelong spiral of the other, mirroring the trauma of both of them with their reactions to feeling powerless. but that's boring, I want the scary one to hunt the scared one like a deer.

[synthesixia]

big fan of the theory that if nigel & alex were to ever succumb to their obvious attraction to each other, it likely wouldn't be in the midst of a heated argument or a thunderous fight.

i like to think it would be in a quiet, reclusive moment - perhaps in the crawlspace; a vicinity that allows alex to discreetly puts his moral differences aside and listen intently as nigel guides him through his book of philosophical fixations.

a cause so macabre, yet alex finds himself wanting to know more, asking nigel questions of a substantive nature. he receives uncharacteristically patient and unequivocal responses from nigel, who moves closer as alex's lips mold tempting words, spoken with subliminal meaning. alex looks up as nigel's shadow dims the page his finger has been tracing, exhaling a soft, "what?" and yet, there are no traces of confusion on his face. and so, nigel bridges the space between them, pressing their lips together in a moment of fervent vulnerability, as alex's defenses crumble in tandem.

[mistedandfogged]

tenderness.

a tender quality or condition. the quality of being succulent and easily chewed. sensitivity to touch or palpatation.

[lyncantropos]

I needed a ranson make out scene so bad omg. Randy straddling Benson in the driver's seat, sloppy wet kissing and Randy's so clumsy with it so benson talks him through it, laughing at him gently. The glass fogging up, randy getting hard so quick, Benson grabbing his thighs and the back of his neck. Randy honks the horn with his ass and gets worried someone will notice but lets benson grope him and put his tongue in his mouth anyways. I wanna see them eating each other alive please and thank you.