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[is-there-a-song-there]

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[vvyrmfood]

who am i

[jupiter-suggestion]

hold me until i am human again.

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[ghostscriesx]

consider also

[skinyyismydream]

[perfectalexander]

[lovethythrall]

[snapsicle]

[stability]

[howlsnteeth]

@awake-during-surgery; Could you please do a drawing for the quote “if I cannot have heaven I shall raise hell” with some sort of divine being and maybe with blood? Thank you! ^_^

[goryscribbles]

ugly symptoms

ko-fi commissions

[goryscribbles]

You ever get the feeling… you’re being followed?

Vent warmup

3$+ commissions are still open

[mistergross]

You know for me being kind, genuinely, feels like a radical act. Letting myself be soft, looking at the world with optimism. And standing up for myself at the same time.

It's new! It's fresh!

It's such an improvement from the bitter 12-year old who had daily intrusive thoughts about committing horrible acts and actually felt like doing them too.

[mistergross]

something you don’t want

[insatiably-red]

[mistergross]

My mom said I’d probably turn out a drug addict like my dad a while ago but it still hits home when i get fucked up mentally

I’m sorry to hear man

My dad wasn’t a drug addict but he was still really emotionally abusive, so

That’s what sometimes still fucks me up

I’m never going to turn out like him though and neither do you have to with yours

[versegm]

“I’m not afraid to open up; I crave that, I want that, to be able to be myself around just one person. But I’m scared. I’m terrified to inflict the ruins of my soul upon someone who wasn’t ready for it. Like a pretty box filled with awful things. I don’t want to open up until I’m sure they can and want to handle me, and I’ll never know if they can because I’ll never let them see terrible terrible me beforehand.”

[furiousgoldfish]

abusive parents will give you the bare minimum and then convince you it’s a lot more than you deserve

[kaasbolletje]

[asoftwrongness]

am I crying or laughing