I'm not doing this without you! @misu-viator - Tumblr Blog

going to be totally real, i just put this sideblog up on a whim since i'd been debating it for a while and figured i might as well go ahead and make it a thing. probably going to be under construction for a few days, so bear with me. i will definitely be making a proper intro post later!

but anyways! this is my sideblog for my FFXIVposting and the content i will inevitably make about my oc, my blorbo, T'misu Tia, who is as much a part of me as my arm is. i talk in first person about him a lot, sorry in advance. i've been playing XIV off and on for close to 3 years now, but have finally properly gotten into it in the past few months. i spend a lot of time thinking about my lovely boyfriend G'raha, my beasty boyfriend Zenos, my terrible ex wife Emet-Selch who I love so much, and also Petrichor Summersun, my partner's WOL and my husband.

i'm bad at sideblogs and may put an unrelated thing here every now and then but that's just life. if you want unrelated posts though, check out my main @viatorkitty

#ffxiv oc

nights-at-crystarium

tipping my hat to all the lorebenders and au enjoyers and canon deniers. HELL YEAH to your Haurchefant Lives au, to your Zenos that joins the Scions, to your rarepairs and enemies-to-lovers and crackships, to your wol!raha (you read that right, G'raha Tia that becomes the wol), to your evil Azem and atrocious Venat, to your wols that are too weak or otherwise unfit (or even dead already), to your wols that use mountains and galaxies as casual ammo, to your cosmic entity that fills the role of the wol but has nothing to do with the canon depiction of wol, to your garlean ocs, to your Aymeric that finally goes on an adventure, to your ocs from the reflections that canon never speaks of, to your grown-up twins, to the dragonfuckers, to the ascian kissers, to the people who have the balls and the whimsy to rewrite the entire msq from scratch. shoutout to creativity that sees canon as more of a guideline.

"I am the adjudicator of the sacred history with which you dared trifle."

rpfofficial

we'll jump off that bridge when we get to it

#endwalker

fair-fae

"I hope Zenos stays dead" well I hope he doesn't, I hope he comes back to life, I hope he dies and comes back to life 20 more times, I hope every time he comes back Zenos haters cry and cancel their subs in droves and have to set up appointments with their therapists to unpack the trauma and emotional whiplash of it all, I hope he dies and comes back once per expansion, I hope there isn't even an attempt at a lore/story explanation for why it keeps happening, I hope Zenos comes back to life for no other reason than this alone

#me giving Zenos a redemption arc and saving him in the friend group multi-WoL au so T'misu can keep him like a pet #don't worry though he's still a huge beautiful freak #A TEST OF YOUR REFLEXES!

notquiteaghost

"it's okay, i can peel back the layers of you until i find the soft and gentle core of you you've had to work so hard to hide"? no. no, it's okay, i know you're hollow; i'm here anyway. you don't have to pretend it isn't masks the whole way down. whatever face you want to wear, i still love you. i don't need you to be good or unflinching or the antonym of violence. if i did, i wouldn't be here. i wouldn't ask that of you.

notquiteaghost

i have nothing against a character who is layers of scar tissue and callous protecting a small little sliver of their before self, who just wants to be safe to let that sliver grow and heal

however. when the only thing under all the scarring is more scarring. when there's nothing of the before self left at all. when there was a precipice, and they tumbled over it, and even if they got back up they'll never heal right.

and then to have someone still say i care for you. you are broken and i can't fix you and i'm here anyway. so what if you're a ghost of yourself? you can haunt me