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Everything in my life is at mercy of my hyperfixations. Ao3 user - miyaistyping

[tendebill]

[part 1] [part 2]

rocky learns about the Denmark incident :]

[miyazmm]

Aunt May is dying. Peter is holding her in his arms as she bleeds out, too injured to make it for long enough to get any help. Her killer is roaming free somewhere out there, not all that far away, but Peter's entire world narrows down to this one moment, this one person. Someone who raised him when she had no obligation to do so, someone who supported him in every aspect of his life.

She says those words. About power and the responsibility that comes with it. And Peter already wasn't faring well with the situation, but those words--

He's not Spider-Man anymore. He's not an 18 year old superhero, honorary Avenger, fighting for the sake of the universe. He's back to being a 14 year old kid, kneeling on the pavement with his Uncle in his arms.

He can't get the image out of his head. He looks at May and sees Ben. It's the gunshot, the criminal whom Peter allowed to escape, all over again.

[daisanfar]

a new pfp for june 🧡💛🤍🩵💙

[gracieparkerr]

the first time tony makes peter’s suit, he spends the entire night workshopping it.

he’s got only about a gazillion original failsafes, including the old ones programmed into the iron man suit. over 576 webshooter combinations, an integrated training protocol, a voice modifier for ‘enhanced interrogation’, scanners for criminal databases, heartbeat sensors, heat scan sensors, a drone, a tracker, a heater, a parachute. and that’s just barely scratching the surface.

tony stark thought of everything the kid could have possibly encountered, and made a function for it. he was sure that he hadn’t missed a thing.

they’re working together and tony asks him how his suit was holding up, if it needed any repairs or anything. he’s opening the door up. and peter starts rapid-firing ideas for the suit that never even crossed tony’s mind. which is crazy. because everything crosses tony’s mind.

the kid thinks outside of the box, he applies concepts to situations in unique ways, inventive ways. he’s scrappy, even in the most top-of-the-line tech. using the given materials to come up with a solution to a hyper-specific problem on the fly.

tony will make the next suit to match that quality— intuitive.

for now, he’s having a blast sharing the lab with a kid so smart. peter never runs out of things to say, and tony never runs out of things to improve.

[enthyrea]

rip tony stark you woulda loved ryland grace

[gracieparkerr]

lucky no’ 56 🎊 // moodboard

Wishing a very cozy and warm birthday to Tony Stark, who would be 56 this year. 56 candles wouldn’t sit on a cake without being a fire hazard, but, I imagine he wouldn’t even need them. Tony’s always had a knack for bringing warmth into his life with nothing but his heart.

[miyazmm]

I see a lot of "Hurt/comfort Peter finds out Tony invented Time Travel for him" as well as "Tony gets ressurected post-NWH and finds Peter" fix-it type of fics, and they all usually end up in happy endings. Which is cool, love happy endings.

But can you guys imagine the horror Peter would feel if Tony came back after the erasing spell. Especially if he was never told what motivated Tony to agree to risk it in the first place. If Peter never knew how much Tony cared. Poor guy would spiral so badly.

Peter Parker stopped existing. His influence began to fade. Tony Stark came back. Tony died because of Peter Parker. People he cares about tend to die, and now he has tangible proof that he is the problem.

[silvaerial]

Patron Saints of One-Way Trips

[fotibrit]

he’s never felt more like his father, recording that last hologram message for Peter before going into the mission to get the kid back. admitting that Peter is, indeed, probably the thing that makes him feel most safe about the future. He’s never felt more like Howard, struggling to say I love you to the camera and racking his brains for a time he said it to Peter’s face.

And then he thinks about it a little more and he sees his own face in his daughters and he realizes that Morgan is him, and Peter is Steve, and he is howard, and there’s no way to break free of the cycle.

He dies praying that Morgan will forgive Peter some day, the way Tony never was able to forgive Steve.

She won’t. That’s okay. The cycle continues and the world keeps getting saved and the people doing it keep losing themselves in the process.

[miyazmm]

Morgan was having hallucinations. No, not really hallucinations-- more like, figments of imagination come alive that kids her age usually had. A monster under her bed. The tree outside the window that looked like a person. The coat on her chair that stared at her at night.

Tony tried to show her that none of those things were real, and it worked for a first few nights-- until the feeling of security wore off and imagination took hold again. It got to a point where Morgan couldn't sleep in her own room.

Tony got the idea on pure accident. The door to that room-- empty, lifeless, filled with forever unpacked boxes-- just happened to be pulled open a bit, and that plushie just happened to be in his line of sight on top of the bedsheets.

It wasn't necessary, he knew -- the monsters under the bed should not have been real-- but he also knew that, in their world, they might just be. He used the same designs he installed in 17A. Two pairs of robotic limbs, all fitting nicely in their nanite storing unit and hidden in the stuffing inside the toy. A carefully hidden zipper on the toy's back, so the limbs wouldn't tear it apart.

It was perfect. He gave the toy to Morgan next time he tucked her in.

"This is Spider-Man," Tony told her, uselessly, because Morgan already knew exactly whom the toy resembled. Tony made sure of it. "He can't make the monsters go away, but he will protect you from them. No matter what, you don't need to be afraid, because he won't let them hurt you."

Morgan had less and less trouble sleeping, after that, and no longer needed to hide under his and Pepper's blankets.

[hollenix]

for the good of all mankind

[miyazmm]

My current therapist has ADHD, and it's the best most productive therapy I've ever had.

Thank you ma'am for actually helping me find a way to function in a society instead of blaming it all on some invisible trauma you can't determine and telling me I'm just overthinking everything!

[miyazmm]

Tony's hatred is silent. It's a slow, ever-growing fire that sits right underneath his skin. It builds and builds, steady still within his chest, turning slowly into a scorching heat that burns any and all that dare touch him, and it is what brings great pain to Tony himself. His hatred is one that turns into the force behind his actions and fuels his drive at the cost of destroying him and scaring off anyone who tries to love him.

Peter's hatred is loud. It's a rash, scorching thing, burning everything in its way down to the ground. It's a blazing inferno, a burst of emotion, a devastating explosion. It brings destruction to everything, to everyone, around him -- until it flickers, fades away, abrupt and unexpected as Peter shatters from the force of his own feelings. And all that is left for Peter is to kneel amid the ruins of everything he knew and loved.

[fotibrit]

post no way home peter slowly letting more and more spiders live in his apartment because at some point it started feeling a little like having a very creepy weird family. And as his transformation starts, he swears to god more and more of them show up. until he’s walking through his room unsure what’s his webs and what’s the other spiders webs.

Post NWH peter but they lean into the non-human creepiness heavily

[miyazmm]

Bonus points if Peter is terrified of the spiders at first. Like, phobia-level fear. He cannot handle being in the same room with them, not without literally shaking from the fear and standing on the verge of a hysterical breakdown at all times.

But something primal, something other, sitting at the back of his mind, won't allow him to get rid of them. So Peter endures the fear. He always follows the spiders with his gaze and freaks out when they leave his line of sight, but he won't dare remove or kill them.

The more he mutates-- the more prominent that primal, animal part of his brain becomes-- the more comfortable he becomes with the spiders. The adrenaline spike at the sight of them never disappears, his hair always stands on end. But the spiders become a weird sort of comfort.

[fizzy-tizzy]

Everyone knows the first day of Friend Grace’s class is nickname day. It’s the day when every pebble is on their best behavior to try and make sure they get a cool nickname, something unique that they can brag to their friends and classmates about.

Sometimes, Grace will do it without thinking. That’s how Kiddo and Buddy got their nicknames. Often, Grace will nickname students after their coloration. Gaia got his nickname because he’s blue and green, and apparently looks a lot like Earth. Violet got hers because she’s purple. (She was initially disappointed since color means nothing to Eridians, but then Friend Grace showed them violet flowers and said that humans often associated purple with wealth and royalty, and she changed her tune.) Most of the time, Grace will give his students what he calls “regular human names” like Abby, Carl, or Martin.

But the most coveted nicknames are ones named after Earthen creatures. When ♩♪♬ 🎵 ♩♪♬ 🎵 first introduced themselves, Friend Grace immediately perked up and shouted “Robin!” After a bit of explaining himself and a few videos of bird calls, Robin was trilling and chirping happily, excited at having a nickname that felt like a 1-to-1 translation of their own.

Even well after Friend Grace is gone, his legacy remains. A hundred years into the future, when humankind finally launches a new ship with the express purpose of properly meeting their Eridian neighbors, one of the first messages exchanged is “Hello! My name Robin.”

[thefriendlypigeon]

❤️💙💛GRACEFUL💛💙❤️

⭐[my social media links]

[miyazmm]

In canon (both book and movie, I believe), to make Rocky 'see' numbers, Grace sticks a layer or two of tape on top of them. Shortly after, (in book) he starts using that method to 'write' Eridian numbers instead of human ones. It's logical to assume that he would do the same with letters, if Rocky needed to see them for whatever reason.

But what do we think about Eridians and braille? Would that be an optimal type of human writing for them, or would the abundance of dots feel too noisy?

Maybe one day, on their way to Erid, Grace uses materials provided by Hail Mary to learn braille, and in the process uses that to teach Rocky English language, too. He's a teacher, after all, and I've often been told that the easiest way to memorise or learn something is by retelling/explaining it to other people.

I just think that the idea of Eridians learning written human languages through braille sounds pretty cool.