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WELCOME TO MY BRAIN ( they/them ) i’m confused so now you can be too

[mindless-tirades]

Sometimes, I just feel like I've gotten so comfortable being unloved and unheard that now when someone actually tries to do something nice for me, I push them back.

Because I have made myself believe that I don't deserve it.

[carvedintomysoul]

I want someone to know me without me having to let them in. The way they do in books and movies—silently, naturally.

[princess-bubblegum07]

being alive shouldn’t be this painful

[polimni-a]

-Cocaine Jesus, Rainbow Kitten Surprise.

[mjscribbles]

i wish i could know who i am and what i want

[intersexfairy]

it's okay. you don't have to feel love. love isn't the point of it all. there's nothing wrong with you, and there's more to this world than love. i and so many others are glad you exist. just the way you are.

please don't judge yourself. advocate for yourself when others are mean to you, and surround yourself with people who support you. you deserve better. i promise.

[mjscribbles]

i feel like there’s something really important that i’m meant to have done or be doing but i have no idea what and it’s stressing me the hell out bro

[mjscribbles]

hungry but none of the food in the house is edible

[attentiondeficit-anxietysurplus]

Same.

[mjscribbles]

nobody ever talks about the sheer emptiness and helplessness you feel when you lose interest in your hyperfixation and there’s not another one to replace it

[bethhiraeth-deactivated20250818]

I have three modes of reading

Dont read

Read a 500 page book in a day

Read only fanfiction until my eyeballs drop out of my skull from exhaustion

[mjscribbles]

i’ve never felt more alone than i do right now

[aquilacalvitium]

Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care

Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck

[thefrogginbullfish]

[mjscribbles]

sad boy hours so rewatching amelia Shepherd edits on youtube, specifically the few episodes from season 5 of private practice that make me sob

[fyeahkaimelia]

i love how amelia got high with a stranger for 12 days straight until the stranger went “let’s get married” and then overdosed and died, and for the next 15 years she refers to him as “my beloved fiancé who passed away” as if she knew him for more than a couple of weeks or had a sober conversation with him for more than 40 min

[thestoryofgreysanatomy]

"I will change the locks. I will throw you out. Then I will call in your mother and your brother and your sisters and then I will call the medical board and report you. Because I love you Amelia, but I will not love you to death."

- Addison