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<3 intro post <3

hiiiii i'm fifi welcome to my blog ... this post is gunna tell you a little bit about me 🩷

~ okay so hiii im fifi

~ i use she/her

~ 18🪩

~ i'm a scorpio sun ♏️ , a cancer moon ♋️ and a scorpio rising ♏️

~ my favourite colour is pinkkkk

~ this blog is kinda like my online diary

~ i need more girl friends pls😩

~ homophobe's DNI , transphobe's DNI , raciest's DNI , maga DNI , misogynists DNI , just bigots in general leave you are not welcome here .

okay that's all for now byeeee

(i will update this occasionally)

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i look for comfort in everything , i'm constantly to find it . i don't understand why can't can't find it , im always just too far to reach .

i'm begging for love , for comfort , for someone to hold me , please please please .

i don't think i'm a bad person , so why is there never any love left for me ? i don't understand please tell me what i did .

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i don't think i was ever supposed to be a person people loved or understood . i think i was always intended to be the one doing the loving and understanding . but please , i need love too , im begging

[hisgiirlfriday-deactivated20251]

2003

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the glass child

hold up barbie's and crayons , do silly dances and sing happy songs . talk to the people in the tv until you forget your playing alone

let the light fade , let the pain bloom . and when the house is quiet , ask the moon play with you

you won't be a child forever , but you will always be see through

[princess-bubblegum07]

my least favourite thing is getting a DM notification and being really excited thinking it's a cutie patooty girl blogger wanting to be my friend and then it turns out to be just another creepy old man who likes little girls with daddy issues 💔☹️

[princess-bubblegum07]

i don't bite the hand that feeds me, i cherish the one that kills me .

finding comfort in every punch, bandaging the bruised knuckles and kissing them better . apologising for hurting them as my eye swells shut and my cheek stings .

after all, cold hands feel warm when you're freezing

[princess-bubblegum07]

you're insufferable . insufferable and cruel and rude and you do nothing but psychologically torture everyone around you . i hate you , with every fibre of my being i despise you . but i'll stay , i'll support you and hold you and protect your heart because i can't let you die alone

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i would like to go back in time and watch my father grow up . i want to know if he was ever just a sweet little boy or if he was always secretly this cruel . is there a specific moment in his life when he became this way ? and if so what was it ? what made him so hateful and mean ? if i could pinpoint the moment and change it forever there'd be nothing left for me to wish for

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i hope your little brother doesn't turn out like you . i promise i wont call ...

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men will take you're virginity and then admit they never loved you

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it feels like being tortured to death

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and no matter what you have done i would choose you to be my father again in every life . and i pray in one of them you get it right

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i died a long time ago . my heart still beats and my brain still thinks , but my soul killed herself when she realised it would never get better

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i have nothing left to give

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i'm not a good person . i'm selfish and greedy , i'm bitter and angry , i'm a hypocrite too .

i will tell you to live while slowly killing myself .