Soup Puddle

he/they/it/neos, 18+ Where I post my NSFW stuff

[cuppydogshane]

that is actually my main principle of explicit fic is that the personalities stay On during sex.

[dreamyintersexpuppy]

we have to stop moralizing the human condition and start jerking each other off while making out

[dreamyintersexpuppy]

I have had so many bad takes on this post and not only is this a breath of fresh air, I’m gonna kiss you for it, you get me

[faeryton]

[ID: Tags reading, in all caps: When the mouth is busy there is no argument, when the hands are busy there is no violence. This is the key to peace and love on planet earth. End ID]

[brainstreams]

Don't use AI to write. Use cocaine like a real author.

[mmagical-soup]

Let her eat her damn meal in peace ffs!

[ID: a digital drawing if Cleo and Pearl from Vampires SMP! Cleo appears to be taking a selfie so the perspective is from her phone looking at their face. They wink and stick their tongue out in a flirty expression. To the left, Pearl can be seen sitting at a wooden table in her level 2 vampire attire eating a steak with a blood bottle. Pearl is looking at Cleo with a suspicious and confused expression. There is a piece of text near the bottom of the image reading “Fattening her up so i can eat her (out) later ;3” which appears to be written by Cleo. The background is a brown gradiant. There is a watermark reading “Magical Soup”! /end ID]

[transgenderwaterrat]

anyway hoping that the generative AI bubble pops so disastrously that the tech industry becomes allergic to anything involving it for the next 1,000 years

[just-french-me-up]

"mmh did you know that creator you like also posts 🔞 content? did you know that? don't you think that's weird? don't you think we should keep this space-"

no. i don't.

i booked a front row seat to the devil's sacrament and you're blocking the view

just go back to the 1660 new england hole you just crawled out of and eat barley for a week to atone for your sins or whatever

[beastliness]

more people need to give themselves permission to write and draw pornography

[beastliness]

it is virtuous and necessary that you write, draw, and distribute pornography

[radfemart]

can we start with not conflating "erotic/sexual art or writing" with pornography

[beastliness]

no lmao

[garlicbunny]

“ok lets do warm up sketch”

“oh..”

[thornethenorn]

[5nov202-deactivated20210826]

before you post, consider:

is it FUNNY BUT ONLY TO YOU AND A FEW SELECT MUTUALS?

is it USELESS?

is it a COMPLAINT?

will it KILL YOUR FUTURE CAREER?

if any of the above are true, hit that POST button!

[ahshititsarobyn]

Anyways-

[mmagical-soup]

[ID: a digital drawing of Cleo, Pearl, and Gem from Hermitcraft in their default attire. Pearl and Cleo are kissing with tongue, Pearl propping up Cleo’s head and Cleo has their hand on Pearl’s thigh. Gem is pushed up against Pearl’s back and is holding Pearl’s jaw while looking at Pearl and Cleo kissing. Pearl has her eyes closed and her fluffy purple moth antennas are lowered down toward her head and back. Cleo has her eyes half-lidded and is looking at Pearl as they kiss. The background is a dark gray. /end ID]

[annabelle--cane]

asexuality is word that describes an orientation, not a set of behaviors, ace people can do all kinds of sexual behaviors and still be asexual. some ace people have sex, some don't. some ace people kiss, some don't. some ace people masturbate, some don't. some ace people get homoerotically stabbed, some don't. it's as easy as that to understand.

[mmagical-soup]

ok so yk my summer au gempearl fic right?? and in one of the chapters im planning for them to have sex but. I’m trying to figure out exactly how I want it to go?? because pearl is supposed to be transfem in this fic but obviously hasn’t come out to gem yet. do I make them like pause when they get that far and pearl explain?? should I make pearl explain beforehand at some earlier point in the fic?? I mean gem is just now realizing she likes girls pearl would most likely have to explain that she’s trans.

also. how kinky should I make them >:)

im thinking pearl would put off telling Gem out of fear of rejection and also cuz its an awkward and scary thing to come out like that. so i think Gem is trying to do it and Pearl is nervous about both “OMG!!! its finalky happening” and also “fuck. she doesn’t know. how do i explain this? she’s gonna hate me won’t she? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck” and finally blurts it out or something. there is a long pause. and they go through with it cuz Gem is like “ur still a girl tho, right? okay awesome! i love girls!!! i love you!!! ur hot as fuck, get over here!”

they are virgins??? right??? i think theyd start kinda vanilla. mostly. Gem would be dom for sure, obviously. would they have condoms??? cuz i bet neither of them prepared for this that much; Gem didn’t know Pearl had a dick and Pearl prolly didn’t think she’d lose her virginity this soon. i really dont know. i feel like Pearl would be too nervous for penatration and no condoms is unsafe. maybe just some oral?

Pearl would have a higher libido here cuz testosterone does that. unless shes on hrt, then her libido is lower(cuz lowered testosterone) and Gem is very into edging her easier because of it.

i feel like they wouldn’t have any toys yet obviously. way too embarrassed to buy them.

some humilation kink for sure methinks. Gem likes how Pearl reacts to, well, everything. petnames, edging, orgasm denial, light touches, (cough cough) choking ;3 (cough cough), being pinned down, everything. The blushing and whines and little whimpers are wayyy too much of a turn on for Gem for her to not mess with Pearl.

thats all i got rn. hope this helps!

[toastisnervous]

ooo Yesyesyes. I feel like they’re making out and gem makes her way to pearls lap and pearl gets a boner and goes “OH FUCK OH FUCK” in her head and just blurts out that she has a dick. gem is freaking out in her head still processing (poor girl raised by conservatives) and just asks if she’s still a girl lol

yes they are virgins! pearl has probably had her fair share of make outs and gem was raised by conservatives. I feel like Grian would try to hand pearl a condom beforehand (older brother intuition) but pearl would deny it so hard then immediately regret it when they do get that far. yeah I feel like pearl would only do penetration on gen with her fingers. probably a hand maybe blowjob for pearl.

no pearl’s not on hrt yet. cause said so.

yeah no sex toys yet. but in the last chapter they do hook up again as like mid to late thirties adults so I can do more kink stuff. and they are drunk as hell so it’ll be veryyyy kinky.

ough yeah. also think guided masturbation tied to the humiliation kink. gem telling pearl exactly how to touch herself, gem’s not touching but is getting so fucking turned on from it.

also thinking about things they wouldn’t like. gem doesn’t like to be like groped. she doesn’t like her ass or tits to be grabbed during sex. pearl probably doesn’t like any chest stuff either until later in life when she gets on hrt. also i don’t think pearl would like having her hair pulled. mostly just from vibes

[mmagical-soup]

oh yeah 🙂‍↕️ that’s definitely how it’d go

yesssss!!! Grian knows but Pearl is like “naw im good” thinking nothing is gonna happen. then something very much happens.

oooooo they would do the freakiest stuff to make up for all those years apart! jump head first into like bdsm or something lol. collars, rope, gags, vibrators, all the works in one night(and many nights after)

omg 😳 fuck yeah. wow. Gem is doing all the talking and Pearl just listens and doesn’t say a word just noises(adorable hot noises)

yeah that makes sense. gotta have some dislikes in there. Pearl also doesnt like when someone goes behind her, partly from not wanting anyone to sneak up on her and also just cuz. also shes not of fan of having to be on her knees; its either sitting or laying or she doesn’t like it. I don’t think Gem likes being bitten either, she is the biter not the bit. Pearl likes being bit tho.

I think maybe they underestimate how cold it is to be naked at room temp their first time. so Pearl starts shivering and needs a blanket. Lots of trial and error. Lot of Oops! and Oh sorry. and i also think it would be kinda funny if Pearl cant find the clit the first time and Gem has to roll her eyes and place Pearl’s finger on it. Also Gem does not expect cum to taste like that during the blowjob. since its her first time, penetration(even with fingers) would be a bit painful for Gem methinks? like “Owowow! Stop!” and they have to take a break cuz ow it hurts

thoughts?

[toastisnervous]

yesssssss. there is definitely some. dubious kink negotiation that night. also maybe some slapping. and hitting. mayhaps

yeah god… guided masturbation gempearl…

mhm yeah. pearl generally doesn’t like being. touched from behind

ooohhhh yeah. then she gets all sweaty. and throws the blankets off. yeah pearl has never touched. a girl before and is. trying to hide the fact that. she can’t find it and. gem figures out and guides. her to it. in my experience penetration with. fingers only hurts afterwards. gem would probably freak out. about the burning feeling after. caused by the friction though. also pearl doesn’t know what. she’s doing so she could. accidentally make it hurt.

sorry I’m talking weird. the ocd is really bad. rn. and is only letting me. type sentences with five words. I’m sorry :(. I’ve been freaking out about. numbers all day for some. reason. sorry for typing like this.

also sorry if it’s weird. to talk about my experiences.

[mmagical-soup]

im not personally into the. hitting. cuz trauma. but you do you! Pearl would be a little into it methinks just from vibes. but another part of me wants to project my fear onto Pearl so :/ ill save that for V!Pearl ;3 might write some angst on this blog hehe

oh Gem would so freak out from all the sensations. and also i think she’d maybe think the burning is like punishment for her sins cuz she had sex before marriage and also with a girl. so much guilt and panic and confusion cuz shes never done this before and just trying to make sense of all the weird sensations

its okay! i honestly thought u were just doing it for emphasis. i dont mine at all!

nah its okay! i am still getting used to talking about mine, so you talking about yours makes me feel less scared about it yknow? also its good to know how others experience it otherwise medical conditions could be dismissed as like “everyone experiences it like this!” yknow

[toastisnervous]

yeah I do get pretty. weird about certain sex stuff. because the trauma. for me hitting is hot. and blood. but only if it’s someone. I really really trust. like being tied up is. a really scary one for. me because I need to. be able to immediately escape. it just depends for me. yk?

mhm she’d freak out. really hard. poor gem :(. also this might just be. me thing but the bit. of nausea with certain penetration. would freak her out. for me it doesn’t happen. with fingers but. if it happened for her. she would freak. imagine her sneaking back home. still dirty and needing a. shower and freaking out so. hard crying in the shower. pearl texts her right on. time to ask if she. feels okay and helps calm. gem down.

yeah it’s just the ocd. sorry. numbers have been hell all. day. 3 is a bad number. but 4 is too much. followed someone and now my. following is at a bad. number. but if I unfollow someone. I’m mean :(. also freaking out is “rn”. two words?? do I need to go. rewrite my whole post??? :(

mhm I get you. I like talking about it. but lots of people say. tmi. so :(. I just like knowing I’m. not some alone freak. especially with the hypersexual guilt. just so you know. I don’t mind if you. talk about yours either. it’s comforting for me too. :)

[mmagical-soup]

ill be so real. ive never really done penetration all that much. I did NOT KNOW it did all that. burning and nausea??? what??? never had that tbh. pain and soreness, tho, i have had from my few experiences with it. kinda felt like period cramps in a way. but not entirely, like a different kind of pain.

oh Gem would freak out so badddddd!!! shes convinced shes gonna get sent to hell but its actually just normal sex stuff. her girlfriend is helpful yay!

yeah numbers when i wash my hands :/ odd numbers are bad but 4 is bad and 2 isn’t enough and just skdbfjjc OCD is a pain

I dont mind! it feels kinda freeing to finally be able to talk about this sort of stuff without guilt or shame or having to keep some ideas quiet to keep the peace yknow? feels nice

been thinking about moonrot all day… O.O they haunt my mind

[toastisnervous]

I only do penetration during my episodes so. I can get pretty rough because I struggle to cum and I’m usually already frustrated and sore by then. but yeah i usually get a burning and hard to sit for a bit after and usually for objects (anything not just fingers) I’ll get a tad nauseous when first putting it in. I also usually don’t get a ton of pleasure from it unless I’m going pretty rough so that probably has a part too. I’m not exactly the nicest to myself during my episodes unfortunately. I also have whatever is wrong with my period so that probably had an effect

mhm poor gem gem :(

yeah I get you. the hypersexual guilt is really bad (it’s actually getting me rn I’m just trying to ignore it) so I get what you mean

[mmagical-soup]

huh interesting. new knowledge! :D

is it okay if i start talking about moonrot now? they haunt my mind a… just a little :)

[toastisnervous]

mhm the more you know

yeah ofc! just know it’s late and if i don’t respond it’s because i fell asleep sorry

[mmagical-soup]

yea very late… its fiiiiiine

anyways sometimes when Pearl is feeling dysphoric about her body, Cleo will put her in just her collar and a bow(nothing else, like in my drawing) and talk about just how pretty she is. it helps Pearl realize that Cleo will always think of her as beautiful while also being horny and turning her on.

V!Pearl isnt the biggest fan of penetration(cuz of the pain) and prefers getting eaten out(tongue is soft or something idk) or just her clit.

Cleo is a bit of a Touch-Me-Not, which is like a term to refer to someone, specifically a lesbian i think, that prefers to pleasure others durinh sex and avoid gettinh pleasured herself. they arent fully tho, they just really like teasing pearl and since Pearl has such a low libido and Cleo has a high one, it just makes sense to have Pearl cum first before Cleo so they can both be satisfied close to the end of the session.

thoughts?

[toastisnervous]

awww yesss. I love when sex is used as like. a thing to cheer someone up or make them feel better

yeah makes sense!

oh yesyes makes sense. Cleo cums quick so they wait longer to be touched to make sure pearl feels good before Cleo gets tired awww

[mmagical-soup]

oh i remembered more!!!

Pearl’s tail is usually wagging a lot when she’s turned on, but it tenses and stills when she cums. also Pearl gets really relaxed and sleepy after cumming, while Cleo not as much, more like a lil relaxed and satisfied but not all that sleepy. Pearl gets super cuddly too and loves to take a nap cuddled up to Cleo right after sex.

Pearl may have a humiliation kink, but being called a bad dog while Cleo looks a bit too angry will just make her snap out of being turned on and immediately jump into being scared. Its tied to her fear of getting hit. She is scared that she’s done something horribly wrong and if Cleo pushes it too much with acting angry Pearl will think Cleo’s gonna hit her and jump into a flashback. no more slow panting, now she’s hyperventilating. Cleo immediately has to help calm Pearl down and they stop the session. lots of cuddles and kisses and soft pets after. many many “good dog”s too to make up for it

thoughts?

[mmagical-soup]

ok so yk my summer au gempearl fic right?? and in one of the chapters im planning for them to have sex but. I’m trying to figure out exactly how I want it to go?? because pearl is supposed to be transfem in this fic but obviously hasn’t come out to gem yet. do I make them like pause when they get that far and pearl explain?? should I make pearl explain beforehand at some earlier point in the fic?? I mean gem is just now realizing she likes girls pearl would most likely have to explain that she’s trans.

also. how kinky should I make them >:)

im thinking pearl would put off telling Gem out of fear of rejection and also cuz its an awkward and scary thing to come out like that. so i think Gem is trying to do it and Pearl is nervous about both “OMG!!! its finalky happening” and also “fuck. she doesn’t know. how do i explain this? she’s gonna hate me won’t she? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck” and finally blurts it out or something. there is a long pause. and they go through with it cuz Gem is like “ur still a girl tho, right? okay awesome! i love girls!!! i love you!!! ur hot as fuck, get over here!”

they are virgins??? right??? i think theyd start kinda vanilla. mostly. Gem would be dom for sure, obviously. would they have condoms??? cuz i bet neither of them prepared for this that much; Gem didn’t know Pearl had a dick and Pearl prolly didn’t think she’d lose her virginity this soon. i really dont know. i feel like Pearl would be too nervous for penatration and no condoms is unsafe. maybe just some oral?

Pearl would have a higher libido here cuz testosterone does that. unless shes on hrt, then her libido is lower(cuz lowered testosterone) and Gem is very into edging her easier because of it.

i feel like they wouldn’t have any toys yet obviously. way too embarrassed to buy them.

some humilation kink for sure methinks. Gem likes how Pearl reacts to, well, everything. petnames, edging, orgasm denial, light touches, (cough cough) choking ;3 (cough cough), being pinned down, everything. The blushing and whines and little whimpers are wayyy too much of a turn on for Gem for her to not mess with Pearl.

thats all i got rn. hope this helps!

[toastisnervous]

ooo Yesyesyes. I feel like they’re making out and gem makes her way to pearls lap and pearl gets a boner and goes “OH FUCK OH FUCK” in her head and just blurts out that she has a dick. gem is freaking out in her head still processing (poor girl raised by conservatives) and just asks if she’s still a girl lol

yes they are virgins! pearl has probably had her fair share of make outs and gem was raised by conservatives. I feel like Grian would try to hand pearl a condom beforehand (older brother intuition) but pearl would deny it so hard then immediately regret it when they do get that far. yeah I feel like pearl would only do penetration on gen with her fingers. probably a hand maybe blowjob for pearl.

no pearl’s not on hrt yet. cause said so.

yeah no sex toys yet. but in the last chapter they do hook up again as like mid to late thirties adults so I can do more kink stuff. and they are drunk as hell so it’ll be veryyyy kinky.

ough yeah. also think guided masturbation tied to the humiliation kink. gem telling pearl exactly how to touch herself, gem’s not touching but is getting so fucking turned on from it.

also thinking about things they wouldn’t like. gem doesn’t like to be like groped. she doesn’t like her ass or tits to be grabbed during sex. pearl probably doesn’t like any chest stuff either until later in life when she gets on hrt. also i don’t think pearl would like having her hair pulled. mostly just from vibes

[mmagical-soup]

oh yeah 🙂‍↕️ that’s definitely how it’d go

yesssss!!! Grian knows but Pearl is like “naw im good” thinking nothing is gonna happen. then something very much happens.

oooooo they would do the freakiest stuff to make up for all those years apart! jump head first into like bdsm or something lol. collars, rope, gags, vibrators, all the works in one night(and many nights after)

omg 😳 fuck yeah. wow. Gem is doing all the talking and Pearl just listens and doesn’t say a word just noises(adorable hot noises)

yeah that makes sense. gotta have some dislikes in there. Pearl also doesnt like when someone goes behind her, partly from not wanting anyone to sneak up on her and also just cuz. also shes not of fan of having to be on her knees; its either sitting or laying or she doesn’t like it. I don’t think Gem likes being bitten either, she is the biter not the bit. Pearl likes being bit tho.

I think maybe they underestimate how cold it is to be naked at room temp their first time. so Pearl starts shivering and needs a blanket. Lots of trial and error. Lot of Oops! and Oh sorry. and i also think it would be kinda funny if Pearl cant find the clit the first time and Gem has to roll her eyes and place Pearl’s finger on it. Also Gem does not expect cum to taste like that during the blowjob. since its her first time, penetration(even with fingers) would be a bit painful for Gem methinks? like “Owowow! Stop!” and they have to take a break cuz ow it hurts

thoughts?

[toastisnervous]

yesssssss. there is definitely some. dubious kink negotiation that night. also maybe some slapping. and hitting. mayhaps

yeah god… guided masturbation gempearl…

mhm yeah. pearl generally doesn’t like being. touched from behind

ooohhhh yeah. then she gets all sweaty. and throws the blankets off. yeah pearl has never touched. a girl before and is. trying to hide the fact that. she can’t find it and. gem figures out and guides. her to it. in my experience penetration with. fingers only hurts afterwards. gem would probably freak out. about the burning feeling after. caused by the friction though. also pearl doesn’t know what. she’s doing so she could. accidentally make it hurt.

sorry I’m talking weird. the ocd is really bad. rn. and is only letting me. type sentences with five words. I’m sorry :(. I’ve been freaking out about. numbers all day for some. reason. sorry for typing like this.

also sorry if it’s weird. to talk about my experiences.

[mmagical-soup]

im not personally into the. hitting. cuz trauma. but you do you! Pearl would be a little into it methinks just from vibes. but another part of me wants to project my fear onto Pearl so :/ ill save that for V!Pearl ;3 might write some angst on this blog hehe

oh Gem would so freak out from all the sensations. and also i think she’d maybe think the burning is like punishment for her sins cuz she had sex before marriage and also with a girl. so much guilt and panic and confusion cuz shes never done this before and just trying to make sense of all the weird sensations

its okay! i honestly thought u were just doing it for emphasis. i dont mine at all!

nah its okay! i am still getting used to talking about mine, so you talking about yours makes me feel less scared about it yknow? also its good to know how others experience it otherwise medical conditions could be dismissed as like “everyone experiences it like this!” yknow

[toastisnervous]

yeah I do get pretty. weird about certain sex stuff. because the trauma. for me hitting is hot. and blood. but only if it’s someone. I really really trust. like being tied up is. a really scary one for. me because I need to. be able to immediately escape. it just depends for me. yk?

mhm she’d freak out. really hard. poor gem :(. also this might just be. me thing but the bit. of nausea with certain penetration. would freak her out. for me it doesn’t happen. with fingers but. if it happened for her. she would freak. imagine her sneaking back home. still dirty and needing a. shower and freaking out so. hard crying in the shower. pearl texts her right on. time to ask if she. feels okay and helps calm. gem down.

yeah it’s just the ocd. sorry. numbers have been hell all. day. 3 is a bad number. but 4 is too much. followed someone and now my. following is at a bad. number. but if I unfollow someone. I’m mean :(. also freaking out is “rn”. two words?? do I need to go. rewrite my whole post??? :(

mhm I get you. I like talking about it. but lots of people say. tmi. so :(. I just like knowing I’m. not some alone freak. especially with the hypersexual guilt. just so you know. I don’t mind if you. talk about yours either. it’s comforting for me too. :)

[mmagical-soup]

ill be so real. ive never really done penetration all that much. I did NOT KNOW it did all that. burning and nausea??? what??? never had that tbh. pain and soreness, tho, i have had from my few experiences with it. kinda felt like period cramps in a way. but not entirely, like a different kind of pain.

oh Gem would freak out so badddddd!!! shes convinced shes gonna get sent to hell but its actually just normal sex stuff. her girlfriend is helpful yay!

yeah numbers when i wash my hands :/ odd numbers are bad but 4 is bad and 2 isn’t enough and just skdbfjjc OCD is a pain

I dont mind! it feels kinda freeing to finally be able to talk about this sort of stuff without guilt or shame or having to keep some ideas quiet to keep the peace yknow? feels nice

been thinking about moonrot all day… O.O they haunt my mind

[toastisnervous]

I only do penetration during my episodes so. I can get pretty rough because I struggle to cum and I’m usually already frustrated and sore by then. but yeah i usually get a burning and hard to sit for a bit after and usually for objects (anything not just fingers) I’ll get a tad nauseous when first putting it in. I also usually don’t get a ton of pleasure from it unless I’m going pretty rough so that probably has a part too. I’m not exactly the nicest to myself during my episodes unfortunately. I also have whatever is wrong with my period so that probably had an effect

mhm poor gem gem :(

yeah I get you. the hypersexual guilt is really bad (it’s actually getting me rn I’m just trying to ignore it) so I get what you mean

[mmagical-soup]

huh interesting. new knowledge! :D

is it okay if i start talking about moonrot now? they haunt my mind a… just a little :)

[toastisnervous]

mhm the more you know

yeah ofc! just know it’s late and if i don’t respond it’s because i fell asleep sorry

[mmagical-soup]

yea very late… its fiiiiiine

anyways sometimes when Pearl is feeling dysphoric about her body, Cleo will put her in just her collar and a bow(nothing else, like in my drawing) and talk about just how pretty she is. it helps Pearl realize that Cleo will always think of her as beautiful while also being horny and turning her on.

V!Pearl isnt the biggest fan of penetration(cuz of the pain) and prefers getting eaten out(tongue is soft or something idk) or just her clit.

Cleo is a bit of a Touch-Me-Not, which is like a term to refer to someone, specifically a lesbian i think, that prefers to pleasure others durinh sex and avoid gettinh pleasured herself. they arent fully tho, they just really like teasing pearl and since Pearl has such a low libido and Cleo has a high one, it just makes sense to have Pearl cum first before Cleo so they can both be satisfied close to the end of the session.

thoughts?

[mmagical-soup]

ok so yk my summer au gempearl fic right?? and in one of the chapters im planning for them to have sex but. I’m trying to figure out exactly how I want it to go?? because pearl is supposed to be transfem in this fic but obviously hasn’t come out to gem yet. do I make them like pause when they get that far and pearl explain?? should I make pearl explain beforehand at some earlier point in the fic?? I mean gem is just now realizing she likes girls pearl would most likely have to explain that she’s trans.

also. how kinky should I make them >:)

im thinking pearl would put off telling Gem out of fear of rejection and also cuz its an awkward and scary thing to come out like that. so i think Gem is trying to do it and Pearl is nervous about both “OMG!!! its finalky happening” and also “fuck. she doesn’t know. how do i explain this? she’s gonna hate me won’t she? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck” and finally blurts it out or something. there is a long pause. and they go through with it cuz Gem is like “ur still a girl tho, right? okay awesome! i love girls!!! i love you!!! ur hot as fuck, get over here!”

they are virgins??? right??? i think theyd start kinda vanilla. mostly. Gem would be dom for sure, obviously. would they have condoms??? cuz i bet neither of them prepared for this that much; Gem didn’t know Pearl had a dick and Pearl prolly didn’t think she’d lose her virginity this soon. i really dont know. i feel like Pearl would be too nervous for penatration and no condoms is unsafe. maybe just some oral?

Pearl would have a higher libido here cuz testosterone does that. unless shes on hrt, then her libido is lower(cuz lowered testosterone) and Gem is very into edging her easier because of it.

i feel like they wouldn’t have any toys yet obviously. way too embarrassed to buy them.

some humilation kink for sure methinks. Gem likes how Pearl reacts to, well, everything. petnames, edging, orgasm denial, light touches, (cough cough) choking ;3 (cough cough), being pinned down, everything. The blushing and whines and little whimpers are wayyy too much of a turn on for Gem for her to not mess with Pearl.

thats all i got rn. hope this helps!

[toastisnervous]

ooo Yesyesyes. I feel like they’re making out and gem makes her way to pearls lap and pearl gets a boner and goes “OH FUCK OH FUCK” in her head and just blurts out that she has a dick. gem is freaking out in her head still processing (poor girl raised by conservatives) and just asks if she’s still a girl lol

yes they are virgins! pearl has probably had her fair share of make outs and gem was raised by conservatives. I feel like Grian would try to hand pearl a condom beforehand (older brother intuition) but pearl would deny it so hard then immediately regret it when they do get that far. yeah I feel like pearl would only do penetration on gen with her fingers. probably a hand maybe blowjob for pearl.

no pearl’s not on hrt yet. cause said so.

yeah no sex toys yet. but in the last chapter they do hook up again as like mid to late thirties adults so I can do more kink stuff. and they are drunk as hell so it’ll be veryyyy kinky.

ough yeah. also think guided masturbation tied to the humiliation kink. gem telling pearl exactly how to touch herself, gem’s not touching but is getting so fucking turned on from it.

also thinking about things they wouldn’t like. gem doesn’t like to be like groped. she doesn’t like her ass or tits to be grabbed during sex. pearl probably doesn’t like any chest stuff either until later in life when she gets on hrt. also i don’t think pearl would like having her hair pulled. mostly just from vibes

[mmagical-soup]

oh yeah 🙂‍↕️ that’s definitely how it’d go

yesssss!!! Grian knows but Pearl is like “naw im good” thinking nothing is gonna happen. then something very much happens.

oooooo they would do the freakiest stuff to make up for all those years apart! jump head first into like bdsm or something lol. collars, rope, gags, vibrators, all the works in one night(and many nights after)

omg 😳 fuck yeah. wow. Gem is doing all the talking and Pearl just listens and doesn’t say a word just noises(adorable hot noises)

yeah that makes sense. gotta have some dislikes in there. Pearl also doesnt like when someone goes behind her, partly from not wanting anyone to sneak up on her and also just cuz. also shes not of fan of having to be on her knees; its either sitting or laying or she doesn’t like it. I don’t think Gem likes being bitten either, she is the biter not the bit. Pearl likes being bit tho.

I think maybe they underestimate how cold it is to be naked at room temp their first time. so Pearl starts shivering and needs a blanket. Lots of trial and error. Lot of Oops! and Oh sorry. and i also think it would be kinda funny if Pearl cant find the clit the first time and Gem has to roll her eyes and place Pearl’s finger on it. Also Gem does not expect cum to taste like that during the blowjob. since its her first time, penetration(even with fingers) would be a bit painful for Gem methinks? like “Owowow! Stop!” and they have to take a break cuz ow it hurts

thoughts?

[toastisnervous]

yesssssss. there is definitely some. dubious kink negotiation that night. also maybe some slapping. and hitting. mayhaps

yeah god… guided masturbation gempearl…

mhm yeah. pearl generally doesn’t like being. touched from behind

ooohhhh yeah. then she gets all sweaty. and throws the blankets off. yeah pearl has never touched. a girl before and is. trying to hide the fact that. she can’t find it and. gem figures out and guides. her to it. in my experience penetration with. fingers only hurts afterwards. gem would probably freak out. about the burning feeling after. caused by the friction though. also pearl doesn’t know what. she’s doing so she could. accidentally make it hurt.

sorry I’m talking weird. the ocd is really bad. rn. and is only letting me. type sentences with five words. I’m sorry :(. I’ve been freaking out about. numbers all day for some. reason. sorry for typing like this.

also sorry if it’s weird. to talk about my experiences.

[mmagical-soup]

im not personally into the. hitting. cuz trauma. but you do you! Pearl would be a little into it methinks just from vibes. but another part of me wants to project my fear onto Pearl so :/ ill save that for V!Pearl ;3 might write some angst on this blog hehe

oh Gem would so freak out from all the sensations. and also i think she’d maybe think the burning is like punishment for her sins cuz she had sex before marriage and also with a girl. so much guilt and panic and confusion cuz shes never done this before and just trying to make sense of all the weird sensations

its okay! i honestly thought u were just doing it for emphasis. i dont mine at all!

nah its okay! i am still getting used to talking about mine, so you talking about yours makes me feel less scared about it yknow? also its good to know how others experience it otherwise medical conditions could be dismissed as like “everyone experiences it like this!” yknow

[toastisnervous]

yeah I do get pretty. weird about certain sex stuff. because the trauma. for me hitting is hot. and blood. but only if it’s someone. I really really trust. like being tied up is. a really scary one for. me because I need to. be able to immediately escape. it just depends for me. yk?

mhm she’d freak out. really hard. poor gem :(. also this might just be. me thing but the bit. of nausea with certain penetration. would freak her out. for me it doesn’t happen. with fingers but. if it happened for her. she would freak. imagine her sneaking back home. still dirty and needing a. shower and freaking out so. hard crying in the shower. pearl texts her right on. time to ask if she. feels okay and helps calm. gem down.

yeah it’s just the ocd. sorry. numbers have been hell all. day. 3 is a bad number. but 4 is too much. followed someone and now my. following is at a bad. number. but if I unfollow someone. I’m mean :(. also freaking out is “rn”. two words?? do I need to go. rewrite my whole post??? :(

mhm I get you. I like talking about it. but lots of people say. tmi. so :(. I just like knowing I’m. not some alone freak. especially with the hypersexual guilt. just so you know. I don’t mind if you. talk about yours either. it’s comforting for me too. :)

[mmagical-soup]

ill be so real. ive never really done penetration all that much. I did NOT KNOW it did all that. burning and nausea??? what??? never had that tbh. pain and soreness, tho, i have had from my few experiences with it. kinda felt like period cramps in a way. but not entirely, like a different kind of pain.

oh Gem would freak out so badddddd!!! shes convinced shes gonna get sent to hell but its actually just normal sex stuff. her girlfriend is helpful yay!

yeah numbers when i wash my hands :/ odd numbers are bad but 4 is bad and 2 isn’t enough and just skdbfjjc OCD is a pain

I dont mind! it feels kinda freeing to finally be able to talk about this sort of stuff without guilt or shame or having to keep some ideas quiet to keep the peace yknow? feels nice

been thinking about moonrot all day… O.O they haunt my mind

[toastisnervous]

I only do penetration during my episodes so. I can get pretty rough because I struggle to cum and I’m usually already frustrated and sore by then. but yeah i usually get a burning and hard to sit for a bit after and usually for objects (anything not just fingers) I’ll get a tad nauseous when first putting it in. I also usually don’t get a ton of pleasure from it unless I’m going pretty rough so that probably has a part too. I’m not exactly the nicest to myself during my episodes unfortunately. I also have whatever is wrong with my period so that probably had an effect

mhm poor gem gem :(

yeah I get you. the hypersexual guilt is really bad (it’s actually getting me rn I’m just trying to ignore it) so I get what you mean

[mmagical-soup]

huh interesting. new knowledge! :D

is it okay if i start talking about moonrot now? they haunt my mind a… just a little :)

[mmagical-soup]

ok so yk my summer au gempearl fic right?? and in one of the chapters im planning for them to have sex but. I’m trying to figure out exactly how I want it to go?? because pearl is supposed to be transfem in this fic but obviously hasn’t come out to gem yet. do I make them like pause when they get that far and pearl explain?? should I make pearl explain beforehand at some earlier point in the fic?? I mean gem is just now realizing she likes girls pearl would most likely have to explain that she’s trans.

also. how kinky should I make them >:)

im thinking pearl would put off telling Gem out of fear of rejection and also cuz its an awkward and scary thing to come out like that. so i think Gem is trying to do it and Pearl is nervous about both “OMG!!! its finalky happening” and also “fuck. she doesn’t know. how do i explain this? she’s gonna hate me won’t she? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck” and finally blurts it out or something. there is a long pause. and they go through with it cuz Gem is like “ur still a girl tho, right? okay awesome! i love girls!!! i love you!!! ur hot as fuck, get over here!”

they are virgins??? right??? i think theyd start kinda vanilla. mostly. Gem would be dom for sure, obviously. would they have condoms??? cuz i bet neither of them prepared for this that much; Gem didn’t know Pearl had a dick and Pearl prolly didn’t think she’d lose her virginity this soon. i really dont know. i feel like Pearl would be too nervous for penatration and no condoms is unsafe. maybe just some oral?

Pearl would have a higher libido here cuz testosterone does that. unless shes on hrt, then her libido is lower(cuz lowered testosterone) and Gem is very into edging her easier because of it.

i feel like they wouldn’t have any toys yet obviously. way too embarrassed to buy them.

some humilation kink for sure methinks. Gem likes how Pearl reacts to, well, everything. petnames, edging, orgasm denial, light touches, (cough cough) choking ;3 (cough cough), being pinned down, everything. The blushing and whines and little whimpers are wayyy too much of a turn on for Gem for her to not mess with Pearl.

thats all i got rn. hope this helps!

[toastisnervous]

ooo Yesyesyes. I feel like they’re making out and gem makes her way to pearls lap and pearl gets a boner and goes “OH FUCK OH FUCK” in her head and just blurts out that she has a dick. gem is freaking out in her head still processing (poor girl raised by conservatives) and just asks if she’s still a girl lol

yes they are virgins! pearl has probably had her fair share of make outs and gem was raised by conservatives. I feel like Grian would try to hand pearl a condom beforehand (older brother intuition) but pearl would deny it so hard then immediately regret it when they do get that far. yeah I feel like pearl would only do penetration on gen with her fingers. probably a hand maybe blowjob for pearl.

no pearl’s not on hrt yet. cause said so.

yeah no sex toys yet. but in the last chapter they do hook up again as like mid to late thirties adults so I can do more kink stuff. and they are drunk as hell so it’ll be veryyyy kinky.

ough yeah. also think guided masturbation tied to the humiliation kink. gem telling pearl exactly how to touch herself, gem’s not touching but is getting so fucking turned on from it.

also thinking about things they wouldn’t like. gem doesn’t like to be like groped. she doesn’t like her ass or tits to be grabbed during sex. pearl probably doesn’t like any chest stuff either until later in life when she gets on hrt. also i don’t think pearl would like having her hair pulled. mostly just from vibes

[mmagical-soup]

oh yeah 🙂‍↕️ that’s definitely how it’d go

yesssss!!! Grian knows but Pearl is like “naw im good” thinking nothing is gonna happen. then something very much happens.

oooooo they would do the freakiest stuff to make up for all those years apart! jump head first into like bdsm or something lol. collars, rope, gags, vibrators, all the works in one night(and many nights after)

omg 😳 fuck yeah. wow. Gem is doing all the talking and Pearl just listens and doesn’t say a word just noises(adorable hot noises)

yeah that makes sense. gotta have some dislikes in there. Pearl also doesnt like when someone goes behind her, partly from not wanting anyone to sneak up on her and also just cuz. also shes not of fan of having to be on her knees; its either sitting or laying or she doesn’t like it. I don’t think Gem likes being bitten either, she is the biter not the bit. Pearl likes being bit tho.

I think maybe they underestimate how cold it is to be naked at room temp their first time. so Pearl starts shivering and needs a blanket. Lots of trial and error. Lot of Oops! and Oh sorry. and i also think it would be kinda funny if Pearl cant find the clit the first time and Gem has to roll her eyes and place Pearl’s finger on it. Also Gem does not expect cum to taste like that during the blowjob. since its her first time, penetration(even with fingers) would be a bit painful for Gem methinks? like “Owowow! Stop!” and they have to take a break cuz ow it hurts

thoughts?

[toastisnervous]

yesssssss. there is definitely some. dubious kink negotiation that night. also maybe some slapping. and hitting. mayhaps

yeah god… guided masturbation gempearl…

mhm yeah. pearl generally doesn’t like being. touched from behind

ooohhhh yeah. then she gets all sweaty. and throws the blankets off. yeah pearl has never touched. a girl before and is. trying to hide the fact that. she can’t find it and. gem figures out and guides. her to it. in my experience penetration with. fingers only hurts afterwards. gem would probably freak out. about the burning feeling after. caused by the friction though. also pearl doesn’t know what. she’s doing so she could. accidentally make it hurt.

sorry I’m talking weird. the ocd is really bad. rn. and is only letting me. type sentences with five words. I’m sorry :(. I’ve been freaking out about. numbers all day for some. reason. sorry for typing like this.

also sorry if it’s weird. to talk about my experiences.

[mmagical-soup]

im not personally into the. hitting. cuz trauma. but you do you! Pearl would be a little into it methinks just from vibes. but another part of me wants to project my fear onto Pearl so :/ ill save that for V!Pearl ;3 might write some angst on this blog hehe

oh Gem would so freak out from all the sensations. and also i think she’d maybe think the burning is like punishment for her sins cuz she had sex before marriage and also with a girl. so much guilt and panic and confusion cuz shes never done this before and just trying to make sense of all the weird sensations

its okay! i honestly thought u were just doing it for emphasis. i dont mine at all!

nah its okay! i am still getting used to talking about mine, so you talking about yours makes me feel less scared about it yknow? also its good to know how others experience it otherwise medical conditions could be dismissed as like “everyone experiences it like this!” yknow

[toastisnervous]

yeah I do get pretty. weird about certain sex stuff. because the trauma. for me hitting is hot. and blood. but only if it’s someone. I really really trust. like being tied up is. a really scary one for. me because I need to. be able to immediately escape. it just depends for me. yk?

mhm she’d freak out. really hard. poor gem :(. also this might just be. me thing but the bit. of nausea with certain penetration. would freak her out. for me it doesn’t happen. with fingers but. if it happened for her. she would freak. imagine her sneaking back home. still dirty and needing a. shower and freaking out so. hard crying in the shower. pearl texts her right on. time to ask if she. feels okay and helps calm. gem down.

yeah it’s just the ocd. sorry. numbers have been hell all. day. 3 is a bad number. but 4 is too much. followed someone and now my. following is at a bad. number. but if I unfollow someone. I’m mean :(. also freaking out is “rn”. two words?? do I need to go. rewrite my whole post??? :(

mhm I get you. I like talking about it. but lots of people say. tmi. so :(. I just like knowing I’m. not some alone freak. especially with the hypersexual guilt. just so you know. I don’t mind if you. talk about yours either. it’s comforting for me too. :)

[mmagical-soup]

ill be so real. ive never really done penetration all that much. I did NOT KNOW it did all that. burning and nausea??? what??? never had that tbh. pain and soreness, tho, i have had from my few experiences with it. kinda felt like period cramps in a way. but not entirely, like a different kind of pain.

oh Gem would freak out so badddddd!!! shes convinced shes gonna get sent to hell but its actually just normal sex stuff. her girlfriend is helpful yay!

yeah numbers when i wash my hands :/ odd numbers are bad but 4 is bad and 2 isn’t enough and just skdbfjjc OCD is a pain

I dont mind! it feels kinda freeing to finally be able to talk about this sort of stuff without guilt or shame or having to keep some ideas quiet to keep the peace yknow? feels nice

been thinking about moonrot all day… O.O they haunt my mind

[mmagical-soup]

ok so yk my summer au gempearl fic right?? and in one of the chapters im planning for them to have sex but. I’m trying to figure out exactly how I want it to go?? because pearl is supposed to be transfem in this fic but obviously hasn’t come out to gem yet. do I make them like pause when they get that far and pearl explain?? should I make pearl explain beforehand at some earlier point in the fic?? I mean gem is just now realizing she likes girls pearl would most likely have to explain that she’s trans.

also. how kinky should I make them >:)

im thinking pearl would put off telling Gem out of fear of rejection and also cuz its an awkward and scary thing to come out like that. so i think Gem is trying to do it and Pearl is nervous about both “OMG!!! its finalky happening” and also “fuck. she doesn’t know. how do i explain this? she’s gonna hate me won’t she? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck” and finally blurts it out or something. there is a long pause. and they go through with it cuz Gem is like “ur still a girl tho, right? okay awesome! i love girls!!! i love you!!! ur hot as fuck, get over here!”

they are virgins??? right??? i think theyd start kinda vanilla. mostly. Gem would be dom for sure, obviously. would they have condoms??? cuz i bet neither of them prepared for this that much; Gem didn’t know Pearl had a dick and Pearl prolly didn’t think she’d lose her virginity this soon. i really dont know. i feel like Pearl would be too nervous for penatration and no condoms is unsafe. maybe just some oral?

Pearl would have a higher libido here cuz testosterone does that. unless shes on hrt, then her libido is lower(cuz lowered testosterone) and Gem is very into edging her easier because of it.

i feel like they wouldn’t have any toys yet obviously. way too embarrassed to buy them.

some humilation kink for sure methinks. Gem likes how Pearl reacts to, well, everything. petnames, edging, orgasm denial, light touches, (cough cough) choking ;3 (cough cough), being pinned down, everything. The blushing and whines and little whimpers are wayyy too much of a turn on for Gem for her to not mess with Pearl.

thats all i got rn. hope this helps!

[toastisnervous]

ooo Yesyesyes. I feel like they’re making out and gem makes her way to pearls lap and pearl gets a boner and goes “OH FUCK OH FUCK” in her head and just blurts out that she has a dick. gem is freaking out in her head still processing (poor girl raised by conservatives) and just asks if she’s still a girl lol

yes they are virgins! pearl has probably had her fair share of make outs and gem was raised by conservatives. I feel like Grian would try to hand pearl a condom beforehand (older brother intuition) but pearl would deny it so hard then immediately regret it when they do get that far. yeah I feel like pearl would only do penetration on gen with her fingers. probably a hand maybe blowjob for pearl.

no pearl’s not on hrt yet. cause said so.

yeah no sex toys yet. but in the last chapter they do hook up again as like mid to late thirties adults so I can do more kink stuff. and they are drunk as hell so it’ll be veryyyy kinky.

ough yeah. also think guided masturbation tied to the humiliation kink. gem telling pearl exactly how to touch herself, gem’s not touching but is getting so fucking turned on from it.

also thinking about things they wouldn’t like. gem doesn’t like to be like groped. she doesn’t like her ass or tits to be grabbed during sex. pearl probably doesn’t like any chest stuff either until later in life when she gets on hrt. also i don’t think pearl would like having her hair pulled. mostly just from vibes

[mmagical-soup]

oh yeah 🙂‍↕️ that’s definitely how it’d go

yesssss!!! Grian knows but Pearl is like “naw im good” thinking nothing is gonna happen. then something very much happens.

oooooo they would do the freakiest stuff to make up for all those years apart! jump head first into like bdsm or something lol. collars, rope, gags, vibrators, all the works in one night(and many nights after)

omg 😳 fuck yeah. wow. Gem is doing all the talking and Pearl just listens and doesn’t say a word just noises(adorable hot noises)

yeah that makes sense. gotta have some dislikes in there. Pearl also doesnt like when someone goes behind her, partly from not wanting anyone to sneak up on her and also just cuz. also shes not of fan of having to be on her knees; its either sitting or laying or she doesn’t like it. I don’t think Gem likes being bitten either, she is the biter not the bit. Pearl likes being bit tho.

I think maybe they underestimate how cold it is to be naked at room temp their first time. so Pearl starts shivering and needs a blanket. Lots of trial and error. Lot of Oops! and Oh sorry. and i also think it would be kinda funny if Pearl cant find the clit the first time and Gem has to roll her eyes and place Pearl’s finger on it. Also Gem does not expect cum to taste like that during the blowjob. since its her first time, penetration(even with fingers) would be a bit painful for Gem methinks? like “Owowow! Stop!” and they have to take a break cuz ow it hurts

thoughts?

[toastisnervous]

yesssssss. there is definitely some. dubious kink negotiation that night. also maybe some slapping. and hitting. mayhaps

yeah god… guided masturbation gempearl…

mhm yeah. pearl generally doesn’t like being. touched from behind

ooohhhh yeah. then she gets all sweaty. and throws the blankets off. yeah pearl has never touched. a girl before and is. trying to hide the fact that. she can’t find it and. gem figures out and guides. her to it. in my experience penetration with. fingers only hurts afterwards. gem would probably freak out. about the burning feeling after. caused by the friction though. also pearl doesn’t know what. she’s doing so she could. accidentally make it hurt.

sorry I’m talking weird. the ocd is really bad. rn. and is only letting me. type sentences with five words. I’m sorry :(. I’ve been freaking out about. numbers all day for some. reason. sorry for typing like this.

also sorry if it’s weird. to talk about my experiences.

[mmagical-soup]

im not personally into the. hitting. cuz trauma. but you do you! Pearl would be a little into it methinks just from vibes. but another part of me wants to project my fear onto Pearl so :/ ill save that for V!Pearl ;3 might write some angst on this blog hehe

oh Gem would so freak out from all the sensations. and also i think she’d maybe think the burning is like punishment for her sins cuz she had sex before marriage and also with a girl. so much guilt and panic and confusion cuz shes never done this before and just trying to make sense of all the weird sensations

its okay! i honestly thought u were just doing it for emphasis. i dont mine at all!

nah its okay! i am still getting used to talking about mine, so you talking about yours makes me feel less scared about it yknow? also its good to know how others experience it otherwise medical conditions could be dismissed as like “everyone experiences it like this!” yknow

[mmagical-soup]

ok so yk my summer au gempearl fic right?? and in one of the chapters im planning for them to have sex but. I’m trying to figure out exactly how I want it to go?? because pearl is supposed to be transfem in this fic but obviously hasn’t come out to gem yet. do I make them like pause when they get that far and pearl explain?? should I make pearl explain beforehand at some earlier point in the fic?? I mean gem is just now realizing she likes girls pearl would most likely have to explain that she’s trans.

also. how kinky should I make them >:)

im thinking pearl would put off telling Gem out of fear of rejection and also cuz its an awkward and scary thing to come out like that. so i think Gem is trying to do it and Pearl is nervous about both “OMG!!! its finalky happening” and also “fuck. she doesn’t know. how do i explain this? she’s gonna hate me won’t she? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck” and finally blurts it out or something. there is a long pause. and they go through with it cuz Gem is like “ur still a girl tho, right? okay awesome! i love girls!!! i love you!!! ur hot as fuck, get over here!”

they are virgins??? right??? i think theyd start kinda vanilla. mostly. Gem would be dom for sure, obviously. would they have condoms??? cuz i bet neither of them prepared for this that much; Gem didn’t know Pearl had a dick and Pearl prolly didn’t think she’d lose her virginity this soon. i really dont know. i feel like Pearl would be too nervous for penatration and no condoms is unsafe. maybe just some oral?

Pearl would have a higher libido here cuz testosterone does that. unless shes on hrt, then her libido is lower(cuz lowered testosterone) and Gem is very into edging her easier because of it.

i feel like they wouldn’t have any toys yet obviously. way too embarrassed to buy them.

some humilation kink for sure methinks. Gem likes how Pearl reacts to, well, everything. petnames, edging, orgasm denial, light touches, (cough cough) choking ;3 (cough cough), being pinned down, everything. The blushing and whines and little whimpers are wayyy too much of a turn on for Gem for her to not mess with Pearl.

thats all i got rn. hope this helps!

[toastisnervous]

ooo Yesyesyes. I feel like they’re making out and gem makes her way to pearls lap and pearl gets a boner and goes “OH FUCK OH FUCK” in her head and just blurts out that she has a dick. gem is freaking out in her head still processing (poor girl raised by conservatives) and just asks if she’s still a girl lol

yes they are virgins! pearl has probably had her fair share of make outs and gem was raised by conservatives. I feel like Grian would try to hand pearl a condom beforehand (older brother intuition) but pearl would deny it so hard then immediately regret it when they do get that far. yeah I feel like pearl would only do penetration on gen with her fingers. probably a hand maybe blowjob for pearl.

no pearl’s not on hrt yet. cause said so.

yeah no sex toys yet. but in the last chapter they do hook up again as like mid to late thirties adults so I can do more kink stuff. and they are drunk as hell so it’ll be veryyyy kinky.

ough yeah. also think guided masturbation tied to the humiliation kink. gem telling pearl exactly how to touch herself, gem’s not touching but is getting so fucking turned on from it.

also thinking about things they wouldn’t like. gem doesn’t like to be like groped. she doesn’t like her ass or tits to be grabbed during sex. pearl probably doesn’t like any chest stuff either until later in life when she gets on hrt. also i don’t think pearl would like having her hair pulled. mostly just from vibes

[mmagical-soup]

oh yeah 🙂‍↕️ that’s definitely how it’d go

yesssss!!! Grian knows but Pearl is like “naw im good” thinking nothing is gonna happen. then something very much happens.

oooooo they would do the freakiest stuff to make up for all those years apart! jump head first into like bdsm or something lol. collars, rope, gags, vibrators, all the works in one night(and many nights after)

omg 😳 fuck yeah. wow. Gem is doing all the talking and Pearl just listens and doesn’t say a word just noises(adorable hot noises)

yeah that makes sense. gotta have some dislikes in there. Pearl also doesnt like when someone goes behind her, partly from not wanting anyone to sneak up on her and also just cuz. also shes not of fan of having to be on her knees; its either sitting or laying or she doesn’t like it. I don’t think Gem likes being bitten either, she is the biter not the bit. Pearl likes being bit tho.

I think maybe they underestimate how cold it is to be naked at room temp their first time. so Pearl starts shivering and needs a blanket. Lots of trial and error. Lot of Oops! and Oh sorry. and i also think it would be kinda funny if Pearl cant find the clit the first time and Gem has to roll her eyes and place Pearl’s finger on it. Also Gem does not expect cum to taste like that during the blowjob. since its her first time, penetration(even with fingers) would be a bit painful for Gem methinks? like “Owowow! Stop!” and they have to take a break cuz ow it hurts

thoughts?