I am in a mood. My brain is kicking me while I am down. I havenât felt desired and wanted in a long time. Like truly, truly. I havenât felt desired. I have a fwb⊠itâs not the same. Where the fuck is my person, or people? I honestly donât think they exist. My best friend/soulmate passed in 2019 and her death left a huge hole in my heart. I havenât felt desired friends that are filling it back up and I know she sent them to me, but I donât have my own person. Iâm lonely, and alone. My soul is crying out for someone. I am not making sense and my sentences are running together. Oh well, I just needed to vent and cry a little.

















