@moanyboney-blog1 - Tumblr Blog

I’ve come to realise that tumblr is a MASSIVE trigger for me.

And now I know, I can’t leave.

What will I use to beat myself up with ?

The worst thing is when you don’t eat and feel skinny but then you look in the mirror and you’re still as fat as ever...

side effects of being numb due to mental illness:

not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, you’re breaking down over something that isn’t actually worth getting upset about

not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if you’re just lonely

instead of caring too much, you don’t care at all about anything

not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out

losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say

word vomiting

mind “static”

Guys I jumped on the bandwagon. Go follow me and I’ll follow you back 🙂

reblog if you wish your thighs were smaller

WHY ARENT I THIN YET

person: hey you ok?

me, dissociating:

when u have a 2am mental breakdown but u wake up fine the next day

No offense but I’m really uncomfortable in my body and I want to rip my skin off

life tip: if nothing goes right go to sleep

Hey guys.

Sorry I’ve been MIA.

Looks like I’m back

I have two moods:

I wanna starve

I wanna eat everything

There is nothing in between

Don’t touch me, I’m fat

So no binge November is going well.

Lies. Haven’t binged once.

And I’ve lost literally nothing.

WTF BODY 🙃🙃

How often is it ok to have a crisis and panic over the fact that absolutely everything about you is wrong