gods and monsters

Inspo blog for Lake Morse.

[bansheestonem]

[permanentlytragic]

They weren’t so much best friends as they were extensions of each other. The thing was, they could function without the other. They just didn’t want to.

a.g. (via billylewisjrrps)

[jessicajones616]

[mocklakemorse-blog]

mattsmurdass:

You’re tougher than anything life throws your way. You are. [x]

[mocklakemorse-blog]

HC + Desperation

Another crude moment. Wasted hope shed as a tear of anguish. Solstice was a heavy form. Bound tightly in intricate patterns. Never before had Lake felt so helpless. Every once of hope shattered and broken to pieces before her. They mirrored her pain, alighting with a newfound sense of anguish. Flynn’s voice long gone from her psyche but his meaning remained. The truth bold and daring. She was denied any amount of solstice. Fear seeping through her pores and denial corrupted her thinking. She was now alone in this world. Its predator like attributes taking the one thing Lake had been most proud of in the world. The one thing she didn’t think she could ever live without. 

The one thing she’d now have to live without.

                                                                                        Gabriel.

It wasn’t fair. It wasn’t right. Lost among the crowds of a riot that had broken out. A carnival with a promise of happiness and joy had left a family of three, broken and down to two. It rolled her stomach. Leaving its sour taste in her mouth. Sleep had become a distant memory. The days that had followed the news had passed by in a daze. The first twenty-four hours were numbing and the woman found herself almost wishing for that back. She’d cried, she’d vomitted, had felt hopeless and slammed her hands against the hard ground. She’d pleaded and punched things, bloodied knuckles and screamed until her voice gave out.

But nothing helped. Catharsis was an abandoned dream. She’d let the pain override her, obscuring her vision and eliciting every motion. The next forty-eight hours had begun and ended just as it did now. Sitting in a chair in Gabe’s nursery. Fingers clenched tightly around the paper butt of a cigarette and her mind whirring faster than she could stop it. Every moment of him, every form and memory flooded her senses. Of everything she’d gained, just to lose. Those fucking Silvers had taken just one more happiness from the Reds and it was enough to settle a sense of queasiness in her skin. She blamed the Silvers, blamed Flynn, but she also blamed herself.

It was a bad habit, just as the smoke that filled her lungs was. Poisoning her with what ifs and thoughts. How Lake wished she could escape time, travel back and be the mother she should have been. She would have stopped Flynn, captured up that perfect baby boy in her arms and not even death itself would have been able to remove him from her grip. Lake was foolish, but a woman lost. Tears had fallen freely but she no longer pretended to feel them slide down her face. Too used to it by now. Its shattering presence only giving away what she’d already known about herself.

She had nothing else to lose.

[gallagherista]

[bunchofrpmemes]

Character Flaws

[mocklakemorse-blog]

bunchofrpmemes:

Bold the ones that apply to your character:

absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | aimless | alcoholic | anxious | arrogant | audacious | bad liar | bigmouth | bigot | blindly obedient | blunt | callous | childish | chronic heroism | clingy | clumsy | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cowardly | cruel | cynical | delinquent | delusional | dependent | depressed | deranged | disloyal | ditzy | egotistical | envious | erratic | fickle | finicky | flaky | frail | fraudulent | guilt complex | gloomy | gluttonous | gossiper | gruff | gullible | hedonistic | humorless | hypochondriac | hypocritical | idealist | idiotic | ignorant | immature | impatient | incompetent | indecisive | insecure | insensitive | lazy | lewd | liar | lustful | manipulative | masochistic | meddlesome | melodramatic | money-loving | moody | naive | nervous | nosy | ornery | overprotective | overly sensitive | paranoid | passive-aggressive | perfectionist | pessimist | petty | power-hungry | proud | pushover | reckless | reclusive | remorseless | rigorous | sadistic | sarcastic | senile | selfish | self-martyr | shallow | sociopathic | sore loser | spineless | spiteful | spoiled | stubborn | tactless | temperamental | timid | tone-deaf | traitorous | unathletic | ungracious | unlucky | unsophisticated | untrustworthy | vain | withdrawn | workaholic

[mocklakemorse-blog]

ravenwriites:

So, I’ve been seeing wbs and its people have a few problems as of late and tbh I think a lot of it is coming from people who are overly stressed and for whatever reason overly intimidated. Two things you shouldn’t be. This roleplay and especially this community ( the wbs community ) has been one of the most welcoming and amazing communities I’ve been a part of in a really long time. Like literally, I’ve been roleplaying for 15-16 years and this by far has already been one of the best experiences of my life and all I’ve done is apply for a roleplay that isn’t even open yet. That being said! I think we all need to take a step back, chill out, relax, and remember that this is supposed to be fun! We shouldn’t be worried about intimidation or being petty and taking canon urls for whatever reason was the cause behind it. No. We should be embracing each other and having a good time. In an act of embracing all my wonderful people in the wbsrpg tag, the amazing admins, and anyone out there feeling insecure or worried, I’ve created a masterlist of fun things we all can do either separately or together until that fateful day of acceptances rolls around. This is something I’ve actually done when admining my own roleplays and I think that it really can alleviate stress and help us all remember that regardless of whether we’re an admin or we’re applying for the same character, or are too shy to apply at all…we’re one. Everyone who has scrolled through the tag or been in awe of the writing tied to wbs is a part of a singular community. So, without further ado, below the cut are some things we can do together until February 18th rolls around!

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[hipster-all-the-way-0303]

[mocklakemorse-blog]

Flynn and Lake Cross - The Married Years.

[mocklakemorse-blog]

Lake Morse and General Attitude.

[nobodytoldthehorse]

Apparently “spite” is not an ‘appropriate answer’ to “What motivates you?”

[midnight-94-deactivated20160309]

[theavengers]

They say that… talking about a trauma… that it helps. That and jogging. Two things that make me feel like crap.

[vazakinada]

She never says his name anymore afraid of choking on the past, but the past is always there hiding, burning her eyes with stars that never fall.

VàZaki Nada (via vazakinada)

[mocklakemorse-blog]

14. What’s your favorite thing about yourself? Least favorite? Why do you love/hate these qualities?

“People have a favorite thing about themselves? I thought it was just a ‘you either hate yourself or you don’t’ kinda thing. Fuck me, okay...uhm? I guess....I like my ability to adapt. I have been through a lot shit...we all have and I’m still breathing, I’m still here and still fighting. It’s fuckin’ insane but I still have something to fight for...something worth all of this shit.”

“Least favorite? I’m a complete and utter fucking failure. I let down the one person in my life that you don’t let down. I let him die and worse than that? I didn’t even fuckin’ get the chance to not fail him. I was given shit. To top it all off, I’m still failing the people in my life. Andy, Kris, Adri...Grey....I abandoned them all, shit even Flynn. I mean, not that they won’t all be fine without me but god damn --- my mistakes? I just keep makin’ them. Like I never fuckin’ learn.”

[mocklakemorse-blog]

Good luck to everyone today in the wbs tag. To everyone who has applied and everyone still putting time and effort into their apps. You all can do this and regardless of whether we get in or not, we can put this down as an absolutely amazing experience. Take a deep breath, the wait is almost over.

[wnq-writers]

I don’t want to talk about you in the past tense.

(via aetiusnymph)