On the Threshold of Silence
You sit there, quiet, just as I foretold, A statue carved from patience and from doubt. I see the light upon your folded hands, And feel the weight of words I left unsaid, Those fragile things that shatter on the air. You've watched me build this intricate divide, Brick upon brick, a fortress of my own, Not to exclude, or so I told myself, But to contain the tremors deep inside. Each instinct to withdraw, a tiny hand That pulled me back, convinced it acted kind. I know the questions gathering behind Your quiet gaze, the ones I've always fled. Why carve a chasm when the bridge was built? Why hoard the light when shadows claim the room? The truth, if truth could ever be quite plain, Is that I feared the sharing, more than loss. Feared that my chaos, mirrored in your eyes, Would crack the calm, or worse, would break your peace. So I retreated, learned to live within The hollow echo of my own design, Where every choice was mine, and mine alone, And solitude, a comfort, wore a crown. But listen now, beneath the stubborn pride, A different voice begins to make its plea. The walls I raised, so carefully conceived, Have grown too tall, too dark for light to pierce. And I, the architect, am trapped within The very safety I had sought to forge. The silence that I craved, it deafens me. The distance that I built, it makes me cold. And for the first time, seeing you across This empty space, I feel the stark demand: To offer up the key, to let you in, Or spend forever on this bitter side. So tell me, if you can, what comes next. Is there a language past this shattered glass?











