helena watching helly kiss mark over and over… helena laughing at helly’s joke with mark… helena being comfortable with mark and joking around… helena never feeling love and tenderness in her life so she stole it from helly, a version of herself she considers subhuman… helena not having to say she was ashamed of her “outie” to mark because mark never pressured her on the lie, because mark loves helly unconditionally but doing it anyway… helena hearing that mark doesn’t care who helly is out there, only who she is with him… helena will never be forgiven for her moment of weakness because of the cruelty of it… irving sacrificing himself for helly, willing to kill her… helena calling only to mark for help... mark slowly realizing the lie and rushing to hold helly… helena proving to herself how unworthy of anything good she is…
























